Chapter 46: Let Go and Fulfill
Many fireworks continue to bloom in the sky above the castle, and the light of the fireworks is reflected in the eyes of visitors, forming a happy and happy landscape. Hu Zheng stood in front of Wen Yuan against the wall of the castle, and Wen Yuan was afraid that the crowd would squeeze Hu Zheng, so he stretched out an arm to prop himself on the wall to isolate Hu Zheng from the others. Wen Yuan took several selfies with his mobile phone in one hand, and then modulated the rear camera to take a few beautiful fireworks photos and sent them to Weibo together
Ruchu's mobile phone rang a Weibo prompt, and Ruchu took advantage of everyone's inattention to take out the mobile phone and clicked in, judging from the photo, it looks like Wenyuan held Hu Zheng in his arms. After pretending to be okay for a day, he finally couldn't pretend anymore, so he took the initiative to pick up the wine glass and drink with Mr. Wu. Lin Xuan thought that Ruchu was drunk to do this, and stepped forward to stop Ruchu. As soon as Mr. Wu and the others saw that Lin Xuan wanted to stop Ruchu, they immediately called the person who was originally going to talk about business with Lin Xuan to determine the specific time for signing the contract with Lin Xuan
In the two or three minutes that Lin Xuan talked to them about the signing time, Ruchu had several glasses of wine
Lin Xuan saw that Ruchu's face was already crimson, and knew that Ruchu was already too drunk to do anything, so he said hello to several other bosses and was going to take Ruchu home. Mr. Wu and the others saw that they were indeed drunk as before, and they no longer forced Lin Xuan to stay with them, and let Lin Xuan and them go
Lin Xuan helped Ruchu to get up from the sofa, the light in the private room was too dim, Lin Xuan didn't see it clearly just now, this will Lin Xuan see Ruchu's face thoroughly, and the red can't be more red. Lin Xuan saw that Ruchu couldn't stand on his feet, so he directly bent down and hugged Ruchu horizontally. Walking out of the hotel, Lin Xuan waited for the substitute driver to send the two of them back. In fact, Lin Xuan could have called a taxi to go back, but Lin Xuan wanted to hold on for a while. This will be like a drunken unconscious, with a mouth of "Mr. Wu, I respect you"
Lin Xuan looked at the drunk Ruchu curled up in his arms like a kitten, and smiled gently. Although Mr. Wu's behavior of forcing Ruchu to drink just now made Lin Xuan want to beat him, looking at Ruchu's cute appearance after being drunk, Lin Xuan felt that it was also permissible for Ruchu to drink once in a while
Lin Xuan put Ruchu on the seat, took off his clothes, carefully covered Ruchu, and then got out of the car and called the substitute driver to ask him where he was.
Lin Xuan sat next to Ruchu, Ruchu frowned, closed his eyes tightly, Lin Xuan stretched out his hand to help Ruchu lean against him, and then gently helped Ruchu cover his clothes. The substitute driver was also a young man in his twenties, and he saw Lin Xuan's series of actions from the rearview mirror, and couldn't help but say, "You are so good to your girlfriend"
Lin Xuan didn't explain the driver's misunderstanding, but smiled and said, "Isn't this how it should be?" There's only one she's in the world, and I can't lose her."
A touch of sadness appeared in the driver's eyes, and he said, "You're right, she's the only one in the world, how can you lose her without cherishing it?"
Lin Xuan listened to the driver's words and knew that the driver had a sad story to say such a sad word, so he didn't say anything
After arriving downstairs, Lin Xuan carefully took Ruchu out of the car, and the driver gave Lin Xuan the car key and said to Lin Xuan, "You must be happy"
Lin Xuan sincerely thanked the driver for the blessing and said that it would be
Lin Xuan hugged Ruchu upstairs and asked Ruchu, "Where is your key?" ”
Ruchu was half-asleep and half-awake, and he didn't say where the key was for a long time, Lin Xuan held Ruchu with both hands and couldn't spare his hand to rummage through Ruchu's bag, so he carried Ruchu back to his room. Lin Xuan gently put Ruchu on his bed, and carefully helped Ruchu take off his shoes and cover the quilt. Lin Xuan got up and went to the bathroom to get a towel and was ready to help Ruchu wipe his face, sleeping with makeup is very harmful to his skin.
Lin Xuan walked to Ruchu's side with a wet towel, saw Ruchu crying, and asked while shedding tears, "Why isn't the person you like me?" Lin Xuan sighed in his heart when he heard Ruchu say this, this morning he felt that there was something in his heart, and when he drank at night, although Mr. Wu forced Ruchu to drink at first, but in the end, he always took the initiative to salute Mr. Wu and their wine. At this moment, Lin Xuan couldn't deceive herself and said that she was like that because she was drunk, it turned out that she wanted to borrow wine to drown her sorrows. As for the "you" he said at the beginning, Lin Xuan is 100% sure that that person is definitely not himself.
Over the years, Lin Xuan didn't want to confess to Ruchu, just because Lin Xuan had an intuition, if there was someone in the heart, that person should still be known to everyone. So Lin Xuan has always silently put Ruchu in his heart, only hoping that Ruchu can slowly put down that person
Lin Xuan gently wiped Ruchu's face with a wet towel, maybe she suddenly came into contact with water, Ruchu felt very comfortable, and she didn't speak, and obediently let Lin Xuan help her wipe her face and remove her makeup
About forty minutes later, Wen Yuan and the others came back, as soon as Wen Yuan came home, he saw Lin Xuan's room door open, walked in to look, and found that Lin Xuan was feeding water to Ruchu, and Wen Yuanzhi, who was drunk in the room, frowned. Wen Yuan looked as drunk and unconscious, Wen Yuan asked, "Didn't you say to talk about business?" How did Ruchu drink like this? ”
Lin Xuan put Ruchu flat and said, "Today, those bosses have to drink, and she drinks like this."
Lin Xuan handed the cup to Wen Yuan and asked Wen Yuan to take it, and then he carefully picked up Ruchu again and sent it back to Ruchu's own house. Hu Zheng looked at Ruchu being held by Lin Xuan and sent back, and asked with concern, "What's this, drunk like this"
Lin Xuan said, "The bastards who talked to us about business today insisted on asking me and Ruchu to drink with them, and then Ruchu drank like this."
Lin Xuan carefully put Ruchu on her own bed, and then carefully helped her cover the quilt. Hu Zheng looked at Lin Xuan with a tired face, and said, "Lin Xuan, you yourself are full of alcohol, you go back and clean up first, I'll take care of her here."
Lin Xuan glanced at Ruchu, who was already asleep, and said, "Hmm"
After Lin Xuan and Wen Yuan left, Hu Zheng began to help Ruchu change clothes, seeing that Ruchu was sleeping very uncomfortable, Hu Zheng took a hot towel to help Ruchu wipe it.
When the Hu Zheng Gang changed clothes, they noticed that Ruchu's eyes were red and swollen, and it was obvious that he had cried. Hu Zheng knew that if it was just a simple business discussion, no matter who the other party was, Lin Xuan would not let Ruchu drink like this, unless Ruchu wanted to drink it himself
Hu Zheng's face was full of distress and guilt, with Hu Zheng's understanding of Ruchu, it can only be related to Wenyuan to make a lively and cheerful girl like Ruchu drink and drink. Ruchu always thought that he was hiding it well, but Hu Zheng and Ruchu have known each other for more than ten years, and they have spent a lot of time together, how can they not see it when Ruchu is careful about it! The only estimate among the four people who can't see it is Wen Yuan, because Wen Yuan only has Hu Zheng in his eyes, and he can't see anyone else anymore
Hu Zheng once thought that as long as he and Wenyuan were separated, Wenyuan should slowly let go of himself, so Hu Zheng would complete the four-year college course in two years and go to the United States in advance. For Hu Zheng, Ruchu is the only best friend in her life, and nothing will be more important than the friendship between her and Ruchu, and Hu Zheng wants to maintain this friendship well. Hu Zheng has always rejected Wen Yuan not only because Wen Yuan is not mature enough, but also because of the beginning
Hu Zheng didn't want to see Ruchu like this at all, Hu Zheng looked at Ruchu and said, "Ruchu, I'm sorry, don't be sad, don't worry, I won't rob Wenyuan with you"
Hu Zheng knew that he couldn't hear himself when he was drunk like this, so this sentence was more like Hu Zheng said to himself
Hu Zheng basically didn't sleep all night, and kept guarding the same as before, helping Ruchu feed water for a while, and helping Ruchu cover the quilt for a while
When I opened my eyes in the morning, my whole body was sore, and my head was buzzing. Seeing Hu Zheng lying on the edge of the bed with two big dark circles under his eyes, his hair was fluffy and his face was tired, and he felt very guilty. The temperature in Shanghai at the beginning of March is still very low, and although Hu Zheng is wearing a down jacket, it must be a little cold to sleep on his stomach here. Ruchu gently woke up Hu Zheng, "Hu Zheng, go to bed!" ”
Hu Zheng opened his eyes slightly, looked at Ruchu and said, "Are you awake, are you that uncomfortable?"
Ruchu said, "I'm fine, it's still early, you go to bed and sleep for a while, I'll clean up and go out to buy breakfast, and I'll call you when I come back."
Hu Zheng's voice was a little hoarse and said, "Okay then"
Ruchu quickly packed up, went downstairs to the breakfast shop they often went to buy breakfast, Ruchu was about to call Lin Xuan to ask if they wanted to bring breakfast to them, when they saw Wen Yuan also coming from not far away. Wen Yuan asked, "You drank so much wine yesterday, okay?" ”
As early as he said, "It's okay to sleep well, what about you?" Disney is still not fun? ”
Wen Yuan said, "It's good, you can go again next time you have time, by the way, why did you come to buy breakfast, Hu Zheng?" ”
Ruchu said, "Hu Zheng didn't sleep well last night in order to take care of me, I asked her to go to bed again, and I came to buy breakfast." I was about to call on my phone and ask if I wanted me to buy you earlier, and I saw you."
Wen Yuan said, "I thought you might get up late today, and I'm going to help you buy breakfast."
As early as the beginning, he asked, "Hasn't Lin Xuan gotten up yet?" ”
Wen Yuan said, "I should have drunk a lot of him yesterday, and he didn't seem to get up when I went out." Who was talking to you yesterday about business to make you both drink like this? ”
When I first thought of the five bosses yesterday, I said, "Only two I have met in the company before, and the other three were introduced by those two, and I heard that they may cooperate with the company for a long time in the future."
Wen Yuan said, "But Lin Xuan didn't drink much when he was talking about business before, what happened yesterday?"
Ruchu said with a little disgust, "The people who used to talk about business in Lin Xuan were all serious businessmen, and the three yesterday were typical nouveau riche who bought land for the country, thinking that they were uncles if they had money in their hands, and they knew that our company had a project and then looked for investors, who wanted to cooperate with us to make money, and wanted to put on a high-minded appearance."
Wen Yuan said, "Now that I think about it, it's really not easy for Lin Xuan, a person who is so tall has to deal with that group of people."
It was done early, and Ruchu and Wen Yuan left the breakfast shop together with the breakfast. Ruchu said to Wen Yuan, "You go back first, I'll go to the pharmacy to buy some medicine to prevent colds"
Wen Yuan went home early by himself
When Ruchu bought cold medicine and returned home, Hu Zheng had already gotten up, Ruchu looked at Hu Zheng a little listless, and said, "Why don't you sleep a little longer, and there is nothing wrong today?" ”
Hu Zheng said, "I woke up."
Ruchu helped Hu Zheng make a cup of cold medicine and handed it to Hu Zheng, saying, "You fell asleep like that last night, you may have a little cold, drink this."
Hu Zheng took the cup in Ruchu's hand and drank the cold medicine in one gulp
Hu Zheng wanted to go to the kitchen to wash the cups, as he said at the beginning, "Put the cups here first, and then wash them later, eat early first, it won't taste good if it's cold"
Hu Zheng said, "It's okay, you eat first, I'll come right away"
After Hu Zheng washed the cup, he sat down at the dining table, opened the breakfast he bought for Hu Zheng and handed it to Hu Zheng, Hu Zheng smiled and said, "You still know my taste best."
Ruchu smiled and didn't speak. Hu Zheng felt that this atmosphere seemed to be a little wrong, looked up at Ruchu, and asked, "Ruchu, how are you?" Do you have something to say to me? ”
Ruchu hesitated, Hu Zheng looked at Ruchu's hesitation, knowing that Ruchu was said by himself, Hu Zheng put it on the table early, looked at Ruchu seriously, and said, "Say it?" I'm listening."
Ruchu hesitated for a while, then looked at Hu Zheng firmly and said, "You are with Wen Yuan."
As at the beginning, Hu Zheng was caught off guard by this sentence, and Hu Zheng was a little flustered and said, "How is this possible, you know, I don't feel for him"
Ruchu looked at Hu Zheng with a somewhat flustered look and said, "I know that part of the reason why you have been rejecting Wen Yuan is because of me, you know that I like Wen Yuan, and you don't want to hurt me." But I've thought about it clearly, the person Wen Yuan likes has always been just you, he is willing to wait for you for four years after you go to the United States for four years, even if you are going to get married later, he has never let you go, so even if you don't accept him for the rest of your life, he won't look at me. We are the dearest and best friends, you have always hoped that I can be happy, and I also hope that you can be happy. If it were someone else, I would still worry about you, I was afraid that they would not be able to guarantee your happiness for a lifetime, but if it was Wenyuan, I wouldn't worry about you at all. We are different, I have a big personality, and I will show any grievances and unhappiness to the whole world, but your words will only be silently held in my heart and borne by myself. So I think you need Wenyuan more, and you are the only one who can bring happiness to Wenyuan. As for me, you don't have to think too much about it. I know very well that I don't really love Wen Yuan, at most I am used to the feeling of having a good impression of him."
Hu Zheng didn't know if what he said at the beginning was sincere or just to comfort himself, and said, "Emotional things are not for letting go, I've seen it in my eyes all these years, you don't have to do it"
Ruchu said, "You also said that the matter of feelings is not used to let go, and now you are letting your feelings and Wenyuan's feelings go out." I didn't let my feelings, I really gave it an accurate positioning"
Seeing that Hu Zheng was skeptical of his words, Ruchu said again: "If you really don't have feelings for Wen Yuan, then I won't force it, but if you think Wen Yuan is a little suitable for you, you should think about giving him a chance, okay?" He really likes you, and I'm sure you know that better than anyone else."
Hu Zheng thought about the bits and pieces of getting along with Wen Yuan, and promised to say that he would think about it carefully
Ruchu walked towards Hu Zheng, hugged Hu Zheng, and said, "You must be ruthlessly happy, don't let us worry about you anymore"
Hu Zheng also hugged back as before, and said, "Don't just talk about me, you too"
After finishing speaking, Ruchu let go of the Hu Zheng and returned to his seat to eat breakfast happily. Ruchu's acting skills seem to have improved a lot overnight, and when he said those words to Hu Zheng just now, not only did Hu Zheng believe it, but even Ruchu himself was almost deceived by himself. That's fine, if Hu Zheng is really with Wen Yuan, at least two of the three of them are happy, and it doesn't matter if there is only one of them, Ruchu smiled happily on the surface, thinking silently in his heart
The words that Ruchu said to Hu Zheng were insincere, and some were from the heart. Ruchu hoped from the bottom of her heart that Hu Zheng could be with Wen Yuan, because she always believed that Wen Yuan must be the one who could give Hu Zheng happiness, so she really hoped that the two of them could reap happiness. In Ruchuxin, friendship and love are equally important, she has a real friendship with Hu Zheng and Wen Yuan, so she hopes that Hu Zheng and Wen Yuan can be happy, but there has never been love between Wen Yuan and her, no matter how you choose, letting go of yourself is the best result. But after so many years of liking, it doesn't mean that you can let go of it, so Ruchu can only insincerely dilute her feelings for Wen Yuan.