Very, miserable.

It's really, super stupid.

In that case, why did you rush to find me as soon as you returned home?

I see...... Because it was a playmate when I was a child, right?

Purely because I haven't returned to China for too long, I'm so excited?

Heheheha...... What an emptiness!

My heart swelled up again, "What the hell have I been in these six years?" ideas.

I used to have all kinds of ideals, dreams, and wishful thinking in my mind.

And the reality is ......

However, of course, Zhao Wu spent the same full six noons as himself.

Presumably, there must have been many experiences.

I must have done a lot of things and talked about a lot of love.

Also, I heard that foreign girls are enthusiastic and positive.

Maybe it's better to say that at this age, I, who haven't even had a boyfriend, am a rare animal?

Alas—no matter what, it doesn't change the fact that I'm a big idiot.

Just like height, only I haven't grown at all......

Feeling - so unwilling......

Today's dinner is sukiyaki, and Qian Yi has no appetite.

Because, Zhao Wu is present.

It is said that today is Zhao Go's welcome party, which was originally an event that was supposed to be held yesterday.

After shopping last night, Zhao Wu did not return to the house with Qian Yi.

He seems to have booked a hotel one stop away from the tram and stayed in the hotel during his return to China.

…… Just when I was thinking like this-

"Actually, I always wanted Zhao Wu to stay, but he said that he had already booked a hotel, so he had to count Luo." Mother said in a very regretful tone.

Hey, hey, this parent......

As a result, the welcome party was changed to today.

My mother said she wanted to have a big meal and bought a bunch of high-end ingredients that had never been on the table before.

Mom, there's no need to fight so hard.

Qian Yi used the excuse of being unwell, locked up in the room alone and got into the bed.

Just lie down in bed and sleep to death!

Anyway, he didn't have the face to face Zhao Wu at all.

As a result, I didn't watch my favorite variety shows, and I didn't take a shower, so Qian Yi slept in bed like this.

What a hopeless, hopelessly stupid person......

Through the weak wall of the bedroom, the joyful voices of her mother, father, and Igo came from the other side, and she couldn't sleep at all.

Early morning.

I don't know when I fell asleep, but I seemed to sleep very lightly.

I felt very heavy in my body and a mess in my mind.

When I opened my eyes, there was still the smell of last night in the air, and my stomach gurgled and gurgling.

Heha, it's because I fell asleep without eating anything yesterday......

I didn't talk to Zhao Wu, and I didn't meet in person.

Really, am I such a weak little girl......

Go to the sink and wash your face first.

Hmm-no makeup, and a little puffy when I first woke up.

Such a face, I definitely don't want to be seen by the opposite sex I like, Qian Yi thought in his mind, while rubbing the facial cleanser out of the foam and applying it to his face, he suddenly noticed that the light around him had dimmed.

…… Well?

"-Qian Yi! Let's go play!"

"Whoaaaaaaa

Appeared without warning.

Only then did I hear Zhao Wu's cheerful voice coming from his head, and in the next moment, his body was vacated.

Zhao Wu hugged her from behind and lifted the whole person up.

Do what? What's going on, hey!

At the moment, she has a plain face, and she has just gotten up, her face is still covered with foam, and the worst thing is that she is still wearing a shabby junior high school sports uniform as a pajama.

"Oh my God, ahh~~~~~~~~hh

"Then let's go!" Zhao Wu urged energetically.

Qian Yi hung his head and was silent.

Today is, Saturday. School holidays.

Zhao Wu asked Qian Yi to go to the super-large theme park that opened last year.

"I've always wanted to go there, and I've heard that there are a lot of rides that you can't play anywhere else, right?"

Facing Zhao Wu, who was as excited as a child, Qian Yi didn't even have the strength to sigh.

"That's enough...... Why do I have to go...... Alas...... It's a real headache......

She grunted and grunted.

At first glance, it looks reluctant, but in fact, he took a good shower, carefully put on makeup, put on his favorite clothes, and even put on the sexiest clothes and pants for some reason, and went out in a well-dressed manner.

If your friends found out, they would say, "I'm full of ambition!" Get up and spit on her.

No, no, no, women have to compete in appearance anytime and anywhere.

She tried to convince herself with this outlandish idea.

Just as she was thinking wildly, Zhao Wu, who was walking beside her until a second ago, suddenly disappeared.

"Huh, where did you go?"

She looked around.

It's enough, whatever, and it's not like a balloon will float away.

Yes...... By the way, Zhao Wu seems to have been like this before.

As long as you don't hold his hand, you will run away immediately.

That's why she always holds him.

Because I'm an older sister, I have to take good care of him – I used to think a lot at the time.

However, once upon a time? This mood turned into "liking" -

She quickly found Zhao Wu.

He used to be small and easily disappear, but now he is tall and big.

There was a street tree near the zebra crossing about ten meters ahead, and he was climbing onto it.

What are you doing?

Anyway, let's go over and have a look.

As soon as he approached the tree he was climbing, he immediately understood why.

Zhao Wuzheng stretched out his hand, trying to grab something.

"Ah......h

If you look closely, in front of him with his outstretched hand, there is a kitten.

The black and white cow-patterned kitten, with a frightened look, trembled all over, desperately clinging to the slender branches. I guess I accidentally climbed too high, and I couldn't get down.

Zhao Wu was trying to save him.

Hey, hey, Zhao Wu.

You can even find kittens hiding in such a place.

Really, I can't stand you......

Once upon a time, it was like that.

Although Zhao Wu has a loose personality and often cares leisurely in a daze, he pays attention to the people and things around him, and loves to care about other people's things more than anyone else.

When I'm sad and sad, if I can barely squeeze out a smile, Zhao Wu will show a sad expression, say to me, "I'll cry for you", and then try to make myself cry.

It's just that a child, especially a cheerful child like Zhao Wu, doesn't have the kind of clever skills to control emotions.

Even though he tried very hard to cry, he couldn't.

He could only make a "woo-woo-" sound, and his whole face turned red.

Facing such Zhao Wu, Qian Yi couldn't help but laugh in the end.

Yes, Zhao Wu will also smile at her.

Really, it hasn't changed at all.

Zhao Wu's hand finally touched the kitten. Result –

- Meow!

"Oh!"

The kitten, who was originally frightened, suddenly jumped up and attacked Zhao Wu.

Stretched out his claws, waved a palm at the tip of Zhao Wu's nose, and then stepped on Zhao Wu's body and climbed down directly.

Then, like a gust of wind, it disappeared in the blink of an eye.

"Ahaha......"

Zhao Wu climbed down from the tree and showed his usual giggle.

"Zhao Wu, did you bleed?"

Attacked by the cat's claw just now, Zhao Wu's nose was scratched above the tip of his nose, and blood slowly dripped down.

Qian Yi was startled, and immediately took out tissue paper from his backpack and wiped the bleeding wound.

Why, you're bleeding all the time.

At this time, Zhao Wu said calmly, "Great, the kitten finally landed safely."

"Alas-Zhao Wu, it's a shame that you can still say such things, obviously being attacked very wrongly. That cat is really, and it will take revenge."

Qian Yi said nonchalantly, gently touching his wound.

"Well, what?"

"You look like you're happy."

"Is there one? I'm not particularly happy."

"But you're not angry, are you?"

"That's—that's ...... Those are two different things, don't confuse them. Okay, okay, the bleeding has stopped."

Qian Yi said sentences with unclear meaning.

Thinking back to himself when he first reunited with Zhao Wu, he felt inexplicably embarrassed.

In any case, the current Qian Yi is completely moved by Zhao Wu.

A boxy space.

A piece of pure white.

White room.

The white girl was lying on her lap with a black cat, and she was listening intently to the old woman's story.

"I always loved to be strong, he always gently guarded the wayward me, and I was really happy at that time, I used to think that there would never be a happier thing in this world. I didn't expect that happiness would come again and again, and I have been living in happiness until now. Is he ...... Will ......you ever encounter the same happiness again?"

If you stop thinking, you will become lonely.

Thoughts are the connection between people.

Forever, tied to each other.

The same repeating sky.

Repeating the season.

Drifting in the wind, a fragment of happiness.

Thoughts, over and over again, are connected.

Tie your hands, tie your heart, tie that sky, that star, that light.

Shine and shine -

After taking the tram and transferring, Qian Yi and Zhao Wu arrived at their destination.

On Saturday, it was crowded.

This is a theme park, and the park is full of large cartoon dolls, attracting visitors to gather and watch.

Qian Yi is particularly unresistant to this kind of stuff and is a frequent visitor to this theme park.

Even in winter, ice cream is sold here, and it is a popular item because it is unexpectedly delicious.

Speaking of which, I remember that when I came with those three friends in winter, I once found a snowman in a sparsely populated square, which I didn't know who had built it, and it had begun to melt. The appearance of the snowman was so ugly and weird that everyone couldn't help but laugh when they saw it.

The point is, is it necessary to go to this kind of place specifically to build a snowman?

Maybe there was really some special reason, but I suddenly felt pitiful, so I picked up the fallen branches nearby to help the snowman make his facial features and hands, and as a result, there was a feeling of fame in my heart, an incredible feeling.

So, I liked this place even more.

And there are also delicious ice creams, especially the best comprehensive flavors.

"Next time, let's go play with four of us, that's it!"

It's been said already.

I'm sorry, sisters.

I came running on my own.

And this is with the boys.

Hehahaha............ Ha......

Alas......

It's a pity that the person in Zhao Wu's heart is not me, but someone else, right?

even went back to China in order to find each other.

Then why are you with me?

"Your first love, what's wrong?"

This kind of thing, you can't ask.

It's not because of the consequences of asking what the exit will be.

"Huh? Wow, why is it gone!"

Zhao Wu's figure suddenly disappeared in front of him.

At this time-

"Bear~"

I found that Zhao Wuzheng was shouting loudly while rushing towards the bear doll in front of him.

"Hey! Zhao Wu, if you rush so fast, the bear will be crushed by you! The consequences of this pounce are unimaginable—I mean the people inside the doll!"

It's nerve-wracking.

It seems that I have no gift for sentimentality, not even free time to sigh and sigh.

"Whew—I'm so tired......

Just now, Qian Yi rushed too violently, Qian Yi immediately rushed up to set people up, and before being arrested by the staff of the amusement park, he dragged Zhao Wu away from the scene at twice the speed of usual.

She avoided all the intense rides, opting for a slow, calm ride on the park boat and catch her breath a little.

In case the tall Zhao Wu was too excited and suddenly stood up again, the boat might capsize and sink to the bottom of the water on the spot, so Qian Yi hugged him very cautiously.

"Listen, hear, Zhao Wu, the eldest sister just now said that you can't move, you know?"

It's like a mother telling a child.

However, in the eyes of others, it seems that she is clinging to her boyfriend and the appearance of a bird.

Not...... This pose feels like a meaty dumb couple.

There is no way, at this juncture, I have no choice but to settle.

"What's the matter, Qian Yi, are you seasick? Do you feel scared?" As a result, Zhao Wu asked her like this.

Should we say that he is out of condition, or that he is careful and considerate......

The boat moved slowly.

"Ah, there's a souvenir shop there, Qian Yi, let's go and have a look."

Zhao Wu smiled innocently, almost making people think that he was playing a prank.

Keep looking around. Makes a sound non-stop.

What are you doing, Zhao Wu.

I'm still blushing and my heart is beating.

You don't feel it at all.

Hey, Zhao Wu!

At this moment, the person closest to you next to you is me.

Take a good look at me.

Don't look around, just take a good look at me.

I've always missed you.

Zhao Wu, what do you think of me?

It's just my one-sided thoughts, which is too unfair.

It's too much for me to do this, Zhao Wu.

You're still the same as you were then, not the same at all.

It's despicable.

Because of my desire for change, I have made a lot of efforts.

Because of the desire for change, because the days of the same are too boring, I desperately want to break free.

Something has to change.

Some things have become accustomed to changing.

One by one, the wishes and dreams that were made disappeared.

There is no growth in height, and there are countless imperfections.

Even so, he remained innocent.

He still looked at me with the same eyes he did back then.

He still has the same orange hair as he did back then.

The original, the first wish.

"-I hope to see Ichigo again."

Today, it happens.

Obviously, it was the first wish to dispel the thoughts.

So far, it has come true.

Actually, I was already planning to forget about him.

Actually, I just wanted to tell my friends as a joke and make everyone laugh.

In fact, after Zhao Wu left, he felt so lonely, he had endured it to the limit, and planned to forget everything.

In fact, the person who stopped writing letters first and cut off the news first was Qian Yi.

Even the time spent waiting for letters began to become unbearable.

However, I can't forget it, and the memories keep expanding in my heart one after another.

However, just as a balloon filled with air will burst, so too will the dream of memory.

「…… Zhao Wu—"

"Huh? What's the matter, Qian Yi?"

"Zhao Wu...... Why do you want to come back......?"

"Huh? Oh, that's because—"