73 Selfishness
I smiled faintly, "Bai Zhong likes Anui and has always had a bad idea of her, and he suspects us of doing things between men and women in the Sea of Five Desires, so he sees and hears it." ”
"Doesn't he understand that entering the Sea of Five Desires requires a pure heart?" Ziwei asked.
I looked at her, "He understands, he doesn't." ”
"How?" Crape myrtle was puzzled.
"When a person has an obsession, he sees others but does not see himself, and he does not see right and wrong, and the same is true for the Buddha-figure of the secret realm," I said, "Bai Chong's realm is very high, but only on the issue of Anui, he is very obsessed but does not see himself. He thought that he had no obsession and no selfish desires, so he rashly dived into the sea of five desires. But he could deceive himself, but he couldn't deceive the spiritual power of the Sea of Five Desires, so as soon as he entered there, he was controlled by the desires in his heart. The Sea of Five Desires conjured up the most secret and filthy scene in his heart, and he believed it to be true, so he was in pain. He hid in the clouds and mist of the Sea of Five Desires, watched silently for five days and five nights, and listened to it for five days and five nights, and after that, as soon as he heard this sound, he would be upset, so he couldn't hear it. ”
"Five days and five nights?" Ziwei was stunned, "Doesn't he like Anui?" How can you still listen to it for five days and five nights? ”
"So, that's what he likes," I smiled coldly, "it's just a disguise of his carnal desires in the name of liking." If he really loves Anui, how could he snatch her Snow Spirit Bead at a critical time and distract her, so that her soul is destroyed? ”
I took a deep breath, "If it weren't for her distraction at that moment, with her cultivation and state of mind, even if she only had four Snow Spirit Beads, she would still be able to survive the tribulation." But now, Bai Chong is bullying his teacher and destroying his ancestors under the banner of looking for her remnant god, this is his love! ”
"He doesn't deserve to use the word love at all", Ziwei sneered, "This word is used on him, it is a blasphemy." ”
But he doesn't think it himself, he feels that everything he does is justified and excusable, and if others say that he is wrong, it is that others do not understand him. If others understand and say that he is wrong, then he will simply destroy this world and let everything start over", I smiled disdainfully, "He thinks that he is a deity, so he can come nonsense, he wants to affect his Dharma Realm, I can't control it, but he wants to endanger the entire secret realm, I must not agree." ”
Ziwei nodded, leaned over, put her arms around my neck, and looked at me seriously, "Jin, you did the right thing!" You must not indulge him and let him disturb the secret realm! ”
I stared at her for a moment and looked down at her.
She blushed, "You ......"
I smiled, hugged her waist, and kissed her on the lips.
Two hours, don't rush, take your time......
After taking a shower, Ziwei reached out and brought me a new set of clothes, changed them for me with her own hands, and then changed into a new set of clothes herself. As for the old clothes before, she didn't throw them away, but sent them back to the Wuji Dojo directly, and after dawn tomorrow, Senior Sister Rufeng will see it and will help us clean it.
The two of us left the hotel, came to the street, and walked into a very lively hot pot restaurant.
Before the war, we had to eat well, and after a day, we only had breakfast, and now it's time to treat ourselves to a tooth sacrifice and something delicious.
While eating, looking at the red and white soup and steaming mist in the hot pot, I couldn't help but think of the Sea of Five Desires, and the secret conversation I had with Anui in the Sea of Five Desires.
My mind instantly returned to 70,000 years ago.
In the mist, I untied Anui's armor and dipped her in the water. In that process, her body was only wrapped in a thin veil, and I didn't think about anything else.
It's the same with her.
Then, I also stripped my armor and entered the sea naked, emitting a burst of powerful golden light that illuminated the water within a radius of hundreds of miles. Moistened by the golden water, the wounds on Anui's body began to heal slowly......
On the first day, none of us spoke.
The next day, the healing of her wound gradually slowed.
I glanced at the wound under her ribs and frowned, "Anui, what do you want?" ”
She was stunned, "Master, I ......"
"Don't be cranky, this is the Sea of Five Desires!" I stared at her, "Any trace of your desires will be transfigured, and once you enter the illusion, it will affect your divine sense, and it will be difficult to get out of it later." ”
She blushed and nodded, "Well, the disciple understands!" ”
I closed my eyes and breathed a sigh of relief, "Master knows, your heart is pure, in addition to the six ancient gods, there are eighteen Buddha-figures in the secret realm, each Buddha-figure's cultivation is different, and they can't see through each other's leaks, and some misunderstandings are inevitable......" She smiled lightly, "Disciple understands. ”
I looked at her and said, "It's good to understand, don't care if you understand." ”
She breathed a sigh of relief and nodded, "Hmm! ”
We looked at each other and smiled, closed our eyes, and continued to heal her.
After a moment, she suddenly opened her eyes and asked me, "Master, what is the love between a man and a woman?" ”
My heart moved, and I said four words, "Never forget." ”
"Is it the love between men and women that I can't forget?" She looked at me.
"If what you don't forget is things, things, beliefs, that's persistence", I said, "If it's a person who can't forget, that's a seed, planted in reincarnation, sooner or later it will take root and sprout, it will slowly grow, blossom, and bear fruit, once the melon is ripe and falling, then it is the love of men and women." ”
"The disciple doesn't dare to hide the master", she looked at me, "The disciple has a person in his heart, who will never forget and yearn for it infinitely...... The disciple wanted to know, if this continues, once this thought enters reincarnation, will it become the love of men and women? ”
I smiled calmly, "At the beginning, my mentor, your ancestor Luojia Goddess, because of the love of a thought, incarnated into a catastrophe, and gave birth to the Seven Yao Heavenly Maidens for the Heavenly Venerable, and it was a love catastrophe. Your calamity is not in the love between men and women, but in the friendship of the same family, so you don't have to worry about ......"
She bowed her head silently and stopped talking.
The wound under the ribs no longer healed, but began to ooze blood.
I felt her blood and frowned, "Anui, you ......"
"Why doesn't the master ask the disciple who the person in his heart is?" She looked at me with tears in her eyes.
My heart trembled and my mind went blank.
"The disciple knows that he shouldn't have any thoughts, but his mind is not something he can control", she smiled with tears, "The disciple's heart is as calm as water, and he has nothing to scruple about entering the sea of five desires." But after coming here, my heart gradually became quiet, and the hidden desires in my heart became clearer and clearer. ”
She looked at me, "What the disciple thinks in his heart, only the master, the disciple's heart is uneasy, and I hope that the master will be at ease for the disciple......"
I looked at her for a while, and smiled calmly, "You are not with me, but ...... in tens of thousands of years."
She was stunned for a moment, then relieved, and smiled slightly, "Disciple understands, thank you Master......"
The wound under her ribs stopped bleeding and began to heal slowly.
……
In the blink of an eye, 60,000 years have passed.
Today's Anui has become the four-faced lord of the Great Brahma, she married the worry-free king of the sea of clouds, and became one of the three holy lords of Shura today, she is the only heroine of the entire Shura immortal family.
The past is vivid, as if it was just yesterday.
I silently looked at the steaming water in the hot pot, smiled calmly, and thought to myself that if I really happened to her in the Sea of Five Desires back then, I'm afraid everything would have to be rewritten today. The deities of the Esoteric Realm are all Dharma Realm Lords, and they all have the power to change the rules, but this power cannot be used arbitrarily and unlimitedly. Because every change in the rules involves a series of reactions, in today's parlance, it is the butterfly effect.
If Anui had become my woman back then, it would have been Hakushige who had failed in the tribulation, and Anui would eventually replace my junior sister, Goddess Tuga, as the sixth deity of the Secret Realm, and one of the new Six Ancient Gods.
But in this case, will the goddess Tuga accept it?
This junior sister of mine is naughty by nature, and she comes to the world once every 3,000 years. What she likes most is to hide her strength, pretend to be a pig and eat a tiger, as a super god of war in the secret realm, but she always likes to pretend that her strength is not very strong, which makes people unwary of her, and even despises her. But once someone dares to challenge her, she will immediately show her true colors, and with her powerful divine power, she will quickly wipe out anyone who dares to challenge her authority.
If I had been with Anui, I knew it would be the consequence.
Goddess Tuga also knows.
So she definitely won't let Anui go.
But then again, if I really have a love for Anui and the goddess Tuga wants to object, I won't agree to it. After all, my strength is far stronger than hers, and if I really don't play by the rules, she won't be able to do it.
After all, I don't have this idea for Anui.
I smiled calmly, looked at the crape myrtle opposite, and thought to myself that it was Lin Xiao or crape myrtle, I guess I could do anything.
Crape Myrtle was sandwiching my boiled winter bamboo shoots, and when she saw me looking at her, she looked at herself and asked me, "What's wrong?" ”
I smiled and shook my head, "It's okay, let's eat." ”
"Are you thinking of Goddess Anui?" She asked.
"How do you know?" I was stunned.
She smiled knowingly, "Just look at your eyes, are you thinking about avenging her?" ”
I smiled awkwardly, "Almost......" She sighed softly and sandwiched another piece of abalone for me, "Goddess Anui is indeed a pity, just this one, Bai Zhong is not a pity to die." Actually, I feel sorry for you, knowing that my favorite disciple, Goddess Anui, was killed by him, but you still endured it for thousands of years, and only now did you avenge her. Goddess Anui would be very relieved if she knew. ”
"She won't know," I smiled faintly, "and she doesn't need to know." ”
She was stunned, "She's reincarnated?" ”
I glanced at her and shook my head, "No." ”
She stared at me for a moment, as if she understood something, "Jin, you are in the secret realm, how many other disciples do you have?" ”
My hand trembled, and the abalone fell.