I always thought I had a happy family.

My dad likes me very much, and my mom loves me too.

The home is very warm and happy.

Until that day, Mom and Dad suddenly quarreled.

It's very noisy.

Mom was hospitalized.

I stayed in the hospital with my mother for a week and found out that my father had not visited my mother once.

Mom said that Dad didn't really love her.

If you love someone, you will be absolutely loyal.

I didn't understand what it meant at the time, I just thought my mother was pitiful, and I had to be hospitalized after a quarrel with my father.

I don't like hospitals, it smells bad.

And this will be the place where some people die.

But my mother said that the hospital witnessed the whole process of the patient's struggle with the disease, witnessed the recovery, and witnessed the new life.

Perhaps, my mother's illness did improve, and we went home soon.

I thought we would live the same life as before.

But one day I came home from school and didn't see my mother.

My dad wouldn't let me go to school, confiscated my phone, didn't let me see my mom, and didn't let me contact her.

I don't know why.

The teacher said that my parents are the people I love the most.

Why didn't my dearest dad let me see my dearest mom.

Later, a strange aunt and two children came to the house.

One boy is called Ji Cheng, and the other girl is called Ji Xue.

Dad said they were my older siblings.

And that aunt will be my new mother.

I've never had older siblings.

I checked on the internet and they were my half-siblings.

But my mom will only have one.

That's the one who gave birth to me, raised me, loved me, and loved me.

He Jingqiu.

I remember my mother's name.

Never forget.

They inexplicably like to embarrass me and watch me being reprimanded by my father.

They also beat me and tried to make me cry.

When I didn't cry, they beat me until I burst into tears.

Then I became numb and I wouldn't cry no matter what they did to me.

They also lost interest.

When I was seven years old, my aunt said she wanted me to get a taste of country life.

I was left in the countryside and had to get up early and go to bed late every day to help the farmers plant rice and plough the land and do a lot of farm work.

The farmer's uncle said that it was a woman who made me do so much work, and I didn't give me food until I finished it.

He was very sympathetic to me and tried to help me lighten my burden.

Later I heard that he had not had a good harvest for two or three years in a row.

It's not because of the environment, it's all because of me.

It was the woman who deliberately punished the farmer for not wanting me to do a lot of farm work as a child.

Malicious.

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I saw my mother for the last time at the funeral, and when I came home, the man was with the woman.

How sarcastic.

The man only had the woman and Ji Cheng Ji Xue in his eyes.

My existence...... No, I don't exist at all.

I am a transparent person, an outsider, watching other people's families unite and be happy, and families and things are prosperous.

That man gave me a baby kiss, the daughter of the Li family.

She is very beautiful and treats me very well, and I think I will treat her well when I get married.

This idea can only be a joke.

She lay on Ji Cheng's bed and talked and laughed with Ji Cheng.

My good brother has forsaken me.

It's like the whole world has abandoned me.

I have no family, no friendship, and no love.

I don't have pure, holy, wonderful feelings.

Am I not worthy?

Why don't I have anything!

The bullying Ji Cheng and Ji Xue can have everything they want.

I will be better than them.

It is only them who do not deserve it.

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Meeting her is probably the luck of my life.

I am willing to tell her the love words of my life.

She is my light.

It's my uniqueness.

Even if she doesn't love me, it's enough for me to love her.

She understands me, accompanies me, and I am content.

But I couldn't help but possess her.

She can only be mine.

She is the only thing that keeps me alive.

She is a distant place that is out of reach in my life.

I love her.

Forever.

Absolute loyalty.