Chapter 541
"Ah, Daddy, Mommy!"
Xiaoya's eyes suddenly lit up and stood up and rushed to the door.
The little girl opened the sliding door and hugged her mother's waist and coquettishly coquettish.
The father was out of breath and gently stroked his daughter's head.
A cherry blossom petal floated softly through the door from outside the house.
The petals floated over the little girl's nose, causing her to sneeze a little and make her parents laugh.
......
- Suzu.
Ringtones. Ringing slightly.
When I opened my eyes, I saw three elementary school students running past me in a bouncing motion.
Seemingly. I seem to have accidentally fallen asleep just now.
The heart shakes regularly. With the rumbling sound of the tram.
The sound of walking on a set track and moving forward according to a set time.
The same unchanged air.
The same same disgusting laughter.
The same people who dozed off with a brow on their faces full of misery.
The same is a down-changing landscape.
The same unchanged self.
I'm used to it, I'm used to it.
There are still a few stops to get home, but the station name of the next station is announced on the radio in the car, and I have to get off here first. Hearing the sound of such a flat radio without any ups and downs will make anyone feel breathless and nervous.
At least Lin Hui felt that this fee.
Tram slows down. Slowly enter the platform.
Lin Hui stood up and walked to the car door.
Outside the window, the sky is still bright, and there is still some time before dusk. The carriage was filled with suffocating foul air,
However, as soon as the doors opened, the cold wind of January blew in and swept across his cheeks.
Get off at this platform. As of today, it has been. It's the first time.
After that. I have visited several times, and each time I feel a heaviness that I can barely breathe.
At first, it was difficult to find the place with the help of newspapers and magazines and photos, but fortunately it was not too far from the station. By the time he was able to skillfully pass through the ticket gate and walk directly to the right exit, Lin Hui took steps towards the target place.
After walking for a distance, a building appeared in front of me, exuding an eerie aura that seemed to be peaceful in the surrounding environment
In the wrong box.
It is an unfinished, long-abandoned building, now in ruins.
With a sign prohibiting entry hanging on the barbed wire, Lin Hui's slender body burrowed into the cloud from the narrow gap and walked inside the construction site. Along the way, he saw some footprints, and it seemed that someone had stepped into the same construction site as him, and the spray-painted graffiti on the walls, which could hardly be called art, strengthened the sense of desolation.
Maybe those graffiti are the so-called way of self-expression. But in fact, others simply understand what they are expressing.
All the glass on the first floor was smashed. Scattered on the ground. Lin Hui stepped on this fragment and walked into the building, a hill of garbage piled up, and immediately came into view.
Next to the garbage dump. There is a path that leads to the stairs.
Lin Hui crossed the path and climbed the stairs. Just like the boy at the time.
Climbing up the tall building step by step with your own feet, the breathing difficulty caused by the physical labor has exceeded the mental suffocation when the train arrives. Although the building has an elevator, of course, it is impossible to have one.
9th Floor ...... Every time I come here, I have to climb up with great difficulty.
So. This floor is not littered with garbage like downstairs and the glass is not smashed. Instead. It was a carpet-thick dust, and words written with a marker. Even though a long time has passed since the incident, the handwriting remains legible at the scene...... It had been a year since the teenager died by suicide.
A teenager who was in the third grade of high school at the time jumped from here.
On the walls of this floor. Left behind many words, both non-verbal. Nor is it poetry.
It's boring.
Everything, very boring.
It's very boring to be alive.
Alive, meaningless.
There is no point, nothing.
It's boring.
Why is it that no one is aware of it?
These sentences became the final message for the world.
Lin Hui approached the window door where the boy flew into the dusk sky. After the teenager committed suicide, the windows of the entire floor were sealed with duct tape, but Lin Hui had already torn up one of the tapes so that he could look out from the window.
Because he wanted to see the scenery that the boy had seen when he died.
He pushed hard through the old window frames. Due to the excessively long hair on his forehead, Lin Hui looked a little gloomy and melancholy. It's like refusing to communicate with everything. See the distorted world from the question of countless black lines. The sun is sinking, and it won't be long before the sky turns a deep orange.
A year ago. The boy also looked at the same scenery from here. Even if you find yourself without wings. Still desperate to fly into the sky.
What motivates teenagers to take action? Lin Hui looked down on the boring world in his eyes, and for a year, he had been thinking about the same question.
Then, he also reached the same age as a teenager.
Also standing here, looking at the same scenery.
The same full of contempt, looking down on the same world.
The boy has died, ending his life with his own hands, ending his own path.
And although Lin Hui did not die, he did not really live.
The poems left by the boy were full of despair, but Lin Hui felt an incredible deep throbbing from them, as if he saw the "light" in despair. Therefore, Lin Hui believes that the teenager exudes light.
And he always felt it. I have seen the light.
The answer is actually quite simple. Maybe I knew it myself a long time ago.
I'm — just like him.
Like him, he wants to be a "light".
What should we do to become a "light" like him?
In order to convey his thoughts to the world, he left "verses".
Not only the walls of this floor, but it is also said that many notebooks were later found, filled with various words and poems.
All thoughts turned into light and left behind.
So, what should I do about myself?
I've read the verses of a teenager. I felt like I had to do something. Lin Hui took out a sketchbook from his handbag and used charcoal to draw it on the pure white paper, as if he wanted to cut the paper.
Anyway, it's a boring world, so let's draw boring works.
Everything ...... It's boring.
Draw the lifeless scenery into a picture of day, and also draw an end.
The daytime reflected on the retina and in the brain is vigorously carved with black lines and interwoven into a black and white composition. Occasionally, the lines were stretched out of Lin Hui's hands.
I almost forgot to breathe, and the world depicted in one breath was black.
Filled with almost sad madness, a world that is about to collapse.
Even if it is depicted using black lines. The bright white behind it still emerges.
Close your eyes and slowly lower your hands as the sketchbook slips from your hands. Only a finger-sized charcoal pen rolls down gently.
Heavy dust flew in the air like cotton wool.
Whew-whew-whew...... Call......
All that was left was the sound of the heart beating, and the sound of breathing air, echoing in the silence.
Lin Hui opened his eyes again and saw the mist he exhaled, as well as the sky setting in the sun.
Strong winds blew in violently. It's like blowing up thoughts that have been deposited for a long time.
Lin Hui reached out and grabbed the window frame and leaned out of the window.
“………”
Below is the distant ground. Dizzying height.
It was a place of isolation from the world, and he didn't have wings to fly to the sky
Dust flying all around. Like a falling feather.
There are no wings. I have long understood this matter.
It's boring.
It's boring.
It's boring.
This sentence was like a mantra, and it kept echoing in Lin Hui's mind.
Fly – Fly to the sky and fly out at any time.
"This twisted world, lifeless twilight. Never again. Farewell, false world ......"
Lin Hui's body. Leaning out from the window, just then—
- Suzu.
There was a thud, and then—
"—are you going to fly?"
Someone was talking.
No, the sound is in the ears.
The unexpected development made Lin Hui gasp and forget to breathe in surprise.
There shouldn't be anyone else here, no matter how focused you are, someone walks up and gets so close. You'll be aware of it. He was stiff. Make an effort to turn your eyes and look at the source of the sound.
It's just a stone's throw away. A face appeared.
Large black eyes, pale red lips, and almost transparent snow-white skin.
Hair that hung down long lines along her cheeks was white hair.
A petite figure, feeling a little childish, but surprisingly dreamy girl.
“…… You ......" couldn't even make a sound, and Lin Hui couldn't even blink.
"If you want to fly, you have to spread your wings. Or do you want to die? ”
The girl looked directly at him with her big dark eyes. A childish and soft voice, but very mature when he speaks.
"It's going to be very painful to fall from here. Unless you really want to die, think about it first. ”
The girl smiled slightly.
Lin Hui suddenly came to his senses. I wanted to escape from the girl's sight, so I left the window.
The girl in front of him seemed to be just an illusion in his mind from the beginning.
A slightly more childish appearance than himself.。
A white dress that looks like it's floating in the air. Paired with conspicuous red shoes.
In his hand he holds an iron rod that is longer than his height, with a large gray hook at the upper end.
Take a closer look. There was also a black cat beside the girl.
The cat's eyes were like the golden moonlight in the night sky, and the red collar had a large bell on it, and only the end of the tail that was raised upwards with a wonderful touch of white.
The black cat jumped lightly onto the windowsill that Lin Hui had just grabbed.
The bell rang softly.
Then, it spoke.
"Wow!! It's really high ...... here."
The black cat's eyes widened and her expression trembled richly.
It sounded like a teenager.
"Daniel, come here."
As soon as the girl called, the black cat jumped back.
It's an incredible phenomenon that a cat can speak. But the girl took it for granted.
In fact. The girl herself is more mysterious than a talking cat, and her whole body exudes a peculiar aura.
Just seeing her wearing only a thin dress in the cold winter is enough to be different. And stood generously without any disapproval.
An impulse bordering on fear surged in Lin Hui's body. Rapid heartbeat.
Something that appears in front of your eyes. What exactly?
"Ah, I forgot to introduce myself." The girl responded to his question, as if hearing the voice in his heart, or perhaps Daiki himself blurted out unconsciously. "Daniel—"
The girl nodded, and the black cat named Daniel stood on two feet with its tail curled forward. Then it landed on its front foot neatly and grabbed the end white.
So the cat's body formed a circle. The girl put her hand inside.
"Huh?" Lin Hui stopped breathing again.
The girl's hand reached into the circle. But it didn't come out from the other side, as if the circle enclosed by the tail was an enchantment, leading to a different dimensional world.
"Strange? Where do you put it? ”
The girl ignored it and continued to move forward. until your elbows are in the ball.
"Oooo
"Hmm...... Found it, okay-"
"Whew-"
"Don't react so much, you really love to perform."
The girl withdrew her hand from the circle and held a small white box.
Daniel was already stiff and fell vertically to the floor like a puppet.
The girl still didn't pay attention to it, opened the box directly, and brought the card in the box to Lin Hui.
"—look."
A thing similar to an ID card, with a headshot of a girl with a straight face, and a few words printed next to it-
"Bleach A—100100"
“…… Death, death? ”
"If you think A-100100 is hard to pronounce, you can just call me "Baibai", Daniel calls me that way anyway, and I prefer the title Baibai. ”
The girl—in vain, said this joking line in a flat tone, with an unsmiling expression.
Her attitude is very serious.
It's a pity that for Lin Hui, all this is too unbelievable today.
"Death?"
These two Dong characters are particularly conspicuous, slightly affecting a corner of my heart.
"That's right, I'm the Grim Reaper."
Bai Bai nodded very naturally.
If these are true, it would be ridiculous and ridiculous.
In this world, the only people who can call themselves the Grim Reaper are martial artists and gangsters.
However. He couldn't even sigh anymore,
Should I be surprised by this kind of thing? Or is it just a bad joke? I don't know if this girl has a brain problem.
Even if he thinks like this in his head, the girl named Bai Bai in front of him does not look like a martial artist or a gangster. She did have a large scythe in her hand. But it is still far from the image of the Grim Reaper, and it can even be said that it is the complete opposite.
White dresses, cute red shoes, and this innocent girl can be the god of death in charge of death.
"No kidding." Lin Hui's throat was a little dry, and he said to her in a low and hoarse voice.
"I'm not lying. However, it is often misunderstood. "Say so in vain.
"Yes, vain is a very good god of death, although ...... It doesn't look like it on the surface. Daniel regained his feet on all fours, and immediately chimed in.
In the strange atmosphere around them, cats talking seemed to be nothing to fuss about.
"Haha, Death? Are you the Grim Reaper? Oh, yes? It turned out to be the Grim Reaper, so you're here to kill me? ”
Lin Hui plucked up the courage to ask her with anticipation.
"No, I'm not." It's a pity that it was immediately denied in vain.
"I just felt the breath of death, and then I saw you here."
Silently approached Lin Hui.
"You're getting ready to die right now, aren't you?"
"......" Lin Hui couldn't answer Bai Bai's question, and it wasn't because of his hoarse throat.
"It's weird, don't you really want to die? Then let's see. ”
This line did not carry any emotion at all, which made Lin Hui tremble all over.
Bai Bai smiled slightly, left his side, and stretched out his hand to the open window.
"Come on, please jump."
The childish eyes and straight line of sight made Lin Hui unable to dodge.
"Just jump off here. And you got it...... Right? So what are you waiting for, hurry. ”
The word for death. And so on and on.
Daniel suddenly whispered nervously to Bai Bai.
"Nothing, nothing, not good. This guy wasn't on the list. If you bring back unnecessary souls, you will definitely be scolded by the director again. ”
"Do you mean that the Celestial Realm is already full, and there is no way to receive any more extra souls? It doesn't matter, anyway, put the soul first, and he wants to die so much, let him die. ”