Chapter 100: Helplessness

Xiao Yu sat on the guard of honor behind the Queen Mother, and Xiao Yu had no time to care about the bumps and shaking of the road.

Xiao Yu's eyes were red and swollen, but she never shed a single tear, she smiled, the smile was so painful, in fact, no matter how mature Xiao Yu became, she never changed the special for Jingchen.

Even if it's a joke from Jingchen, Xiao Yu will not hesitate to take it seriously, fortunately, Jingchen has never said a joke about letting Xiao Yu die, maybe Xiao Yu will really be disheartened and do it?

Perhaps, one day, when Xiao Yu sees the real Jingchen, he will tell him with a smile, Jingchen, I am still the same as before, and I have never changed.

The bumps in the road did not let Xiao Yu's tears flow, she understood what it meant to go, it meant that Zijue wanted to marry herself and become the real wife of others.

At that time, even if he returns to the fairy world, I'm afraid, Xiao Yu won't dare to have any other extravagance for Jingchen.

However, everything is not too bad, if it is, at this time, Jingchen catches up, kills all directions, and turns this Chaoge Imperial City upside down, perhaps, Xiao Yu will really leave.

But she knows that the "dust" in the world will not do this. As he said, he is a person, and his current cultivation of spells is nothing more than relying on the spiritual power and memory of the immortal realm in his previous life, and he sacrificed himself in exchange for it.

He could have been an honest person in this life, but for Xiao Yu, he didn't want to be ordinary, he trusted Xiao Yu unconditionally, and believed what Xiao Yu said that ordinary people would not believe, just because, in his previous life, he told himself that he loved her, and this was enough.

In fact, what Jingchen did for Xiao Yu and gave up is no less than Yu Mo's.

He gave up the ordinary, gave up the wealth and glory, and gambled with his life on Xiao Yu's words.

In order to stay by Xiao Yu's side, he did not hesitate to practice things that did not belong to him and contradicted himself, so that his real self disappeared little by little, and then annihilated all of himself, so that this was enough.

In terms of himself, the difference between him and Yu Mo is 108,000 miles, not even as much as his penny, but he is willing to work hard for Xiao Yu, for a person he may not love, and become what he is now, it is precisely because of this that Xiao Yu is unwilling to bear him, so he has to deceive himself, just to fulfill this person who is on the verge of disappearing.

Along the way, Xiao Yu seemed to recall all the human journeys until now, only to find that the two had fallen in love with each other from the beginning.

In the past few years, she doesn't know how many spring and autumn years she has been pacing with Jingchen, how much she wants to stay, but for Jingchen, she must give up herself, this is her last bottom line.

She exchanged her happiness for peace in the world, which is probably the last thing she can do for Jingchen.

However, Xiao Yu was wrong, Xiao Yu was wrong to pay too much attention to the surface of everything, but he couldn't observe his heart.

Because she doesn't love or love Zijue, she won't care about Jingchen when she is by her side, and she won't look at Zijue as seriously as she treats Jingchen.

It is precisely because of this that Xiao Yu made a fatal mistake, that is, he never understood Zijue's heart.

Xiao Yu didn't expect anything from him, the high-spirited words in the past were just to appease the people, in Xiao Yu's heart, Zi Jue was indeed a stubborn person.

However, who can understand Zijue's real thoughts?

On the contrary, after Xiao Yu made such a fuss, King Xuan's antipathy rolled up a lot of edges and corners.

He retreated again and again, and it was time to bottom out.

But it's not too much, over the years, he has been coerced by the Queen Mother to do too many things he doesn't want to do.

From the palatial dormitory, he was squeezed into this Jingwei military camp to live a harsh environment, hungry and cold life, but he had never had such a strong desire to usurp the throne.

But the Queen Mother never accepted his affection, and she refused to give up until he completely disappeared from this world.

Everything he did was just to help Zijue gain a firm foothold in this imperial city, but in the eyes of the Queen Mother, it was just to win the hearts of the people and seek power and usurp the throne.

The entire imperial city system fell apart like this, who can blame it? And who is really right?

The Queen Mother staggered to Zijue's dormitory with Xiao Yu's guard of honor, Zijue was really happy to hear that Xiao Yu came, so she came to greet her regardless of the minister's visit, "Queen Mother, how do you know that Erchen misses the white girl a little?" actually brought the white girl directly to the son's bedroom. ”

"Marry immediately." These four words fluttered out of the mouth of the Queen Mother, but they were like a needle hanging in Zijue's heart, neither joy nor grief.

"The queen mother? What are you talking about? I, I married the White Girl? Zijue took a few steps closer to confirm that he had heard correctly.

"Don't you fall in love with White Feather? You are so stubborn, idle, Bai Yu is beautiful, martial arts are world-famous, and there is no trouble like those trivial things in the harem, and you can help you appease the people, what else are you not satisfied with? "Although it was the Queen Mother who threatened Xiao Yu to come, the Queen Mother really liked Xiao Yu.

"Queen Mother, the white girl doesn't have any other thoughts about me, how can I mistake someone?" Zijue still wanted to help Xiao Yu argue, but it was precisely because he knew who Xiao Yu really loved that he refused to agree.

"Mistaken? How many more tongues do you have to let those courtiers chew before you give up? If you don't marry Bai Yu and block the mouths of the people, how can you win the world? Are you really willing to give up the throne to someone else? The Queen Mother was helped down from the rack.

"Queen Mother, the sons and daughters don't want to make progress, if those courtiers really want to say something, just say it, this king is the king, can't you control them?" Zijue's eyes widened angrily, and the posture of being bound to send Xiao Yu away safely was a little moving for Xiao Yu.

"The will of the people is great, if a king, even the hearts of the people are difficult to capture, how can he be a king?" The Queen Mother frowned, looking at this indisputable king.

"The white girl is the best in this world, no one is comparable, worthy of me, the queen mother, is it a pity?" Zijue never thought of being a king, and at this time, although Zijue didn't know what her feelings for Xiao Yu were, she didn't want to delay her.

"You know what you're talking about?" The Queen Mother pointed at Zijue and roared angrily, this may be the first time she has personally accused Zijue of being mediocre in front of everyone, ignorant of the general situation, and ignoring the overall situation.

"Although this king is a king, he has never done what a king should really do, and he is not worthy, but the queen mother, I have tossed and turned on this throne again and again, I don't know what to do, it turns out that in the heart of the queen mother, as long as the sons and daughters sit on this throne, no matter what the people of the world are, it doesn't matter?" This is what Zijue has always wanted to say to the Queen Mother, and today he finally vomited it.

"Okay, since you insist on this, there is no way for the mourning family, Bai Yu, you have to marry a woman, besides, she personally responded to me, is it, even if Bai Yu begs to marry you, don't you want to?" The Queen Mother pulled Xiao Yu to her side, but because of the face of the royal family, she had to force a smile.

Hearing the Queen Mother say this, Zijue was a little moved, yes, even if she doesn't love Xiao Yu, such a superb woman, I'm afraid anyone can't help but want to occupy it.

However, Zi Jue thought about paying for Xiao Yu and lingering beside Xiao Yu, so he quickly dispelled this terrible idea, he would never use his vain throne to endanger anyone, Zi Jue looked at Xiao Yu helplessly, "How can the king not be worthy of Xiao Yu?" The king is the supreme in this world, who has never wanted to marry the king and be the king's real wife? Enjoy the infinite wealth and glory? Xiao Yu is also a woman, so she naturally wants to find a safe place for herself to rely on, besides, she has heard that the king is not close to beauty, so how can she let go of this first person to be the first person on the king's pillow to get a good name and opportunity? ”

Xiao Yu was clearly smiling, but why, Zijue saw endless sadness in it?

"White girl, you don't have to ......" Zijue firmly believes that Xiao Yu is not willing to marry him, even if it is only a few days together, Xiao Yu's temper and temperament Zijue are indeed clear.

Xiao Yu is a person who loves to laugh, and Zi Jue can easily see whether Xiao Yu is truly happy or forced to laugh.

But Xiao Yu interrupted his conscious words for the first time, which was equivalent to cutting off his last chance, "King, don't you want to marry Xiao Yu?" ”

Since he promised the Queen Mother and helped Jingchen maintain this world, what is there to resist himself?

"Are you really willing to marry me?" Zijue took a few steps closer.

"Yes. Being able to marry the king is Xiao Yu's three lives. Xiao Yu's smile made Zijue feel a little distressed.

Who knew that Zijue suddenly changed his expression, "Okay, since everyone has no objections, then tomorrow morning, the ceremony will be completed." ”

Xiao Yu's face instantly darkened by half a minute, but it returned to its original appearance.

However, if it was normal, how could Xiao Yu succumb so easily? How could she let go of her love for Jingchen just because of a promise?

She just wants to gamble, betting on whether Jingchen really can't bear to stop loving herself.

Zijue watched Xiao Yu's guard of honor go away, but her smiling face gradually dimmed, "I know, you don't belong to me, so how can I let you really marry me?" ”

Xiao Yu was sent to the nearest dormitory to Zijue, called Zixuan Xuan, which is a small courtyard, Xiao Yu sat alone in the courtyard, looking at the four corners of the sky surrounded by the wall, "It's okay, you're still there." ”

The breeze blew Xiao Yu's clothes, and she stood there, looking out as much as she could, but found that she couldn't see where he was, so she curled up and sat down in a corner.

At this time, Xiao Yu's tears fell safely, one after another, from the moment she left the Jingwei military camp until she arrived here, her eyes were swollen and painful, as if they were about to burst at any time.

At this point, I was finally relieved.

Xiao Yu stretched out her hand to feel the wind coming, she felt sad about her decision, but she didn't regret it.

Maybe after coming to the world, because Xiao Yu has not received much experience, he does not have much order, and even a little illogical.

But Xiao Yu can gradually learn according to the behavior of other mortals, which is enough for her to survive in this world.

Xiao Yu seems to close his eyes, and he can see the two pairs of disbelief eyes of Yu Mo and Jingchen when he left, thinking of this, no matter who it is for, or who is lost, it is Xiao Yu himself who hurts.

Maybe sometimes, Xiao Yu occasionally cares about whether Jingchen really pays attention to himself all the time, sometimes or to see if Jingchen's eyes are full of love, or whether the first thing Jingchen thinks of when he encounters difficulties is himself.

There may be many people who say that it is too unworthy for Xiao Yu to blindly pay for Jingchen without asking for anything in return, but only Xiao Yu alone knows, with one day, when he returns to the fairy world, how much Jingchen will pay for himself, these are buried deep in Xiao Yu's heart like a treasure, and only Xiao Yu knows it.

Tomorrow morning, it will be the wedding day of Zijue and Xiao Yu, and when the time comes, Jingchen and Yu Mo will also come, will they also be happy for themselves?