Chapter Seventy-Eight: True Body
"Thank you, Yu Mo, you will always come to me when I am most helpless, but, what you want, I, I, I can't give it." Xiao Yu didn't want to hurt him, he did impress himself, but in love, Xiao Yu never wavered in his mind.
Even if it's guilt, Xiao Yu can't joke with Yu Mo's happiness.
Naturally, he can use the short life in the world in exchange for Yu Mo's happiness, but it is unfair to Jingchen and Yu Mo, and Xiao Yu will not be really happy, in this case, why should Xiao Yu do it?
Of course, Yu Mo knew what Xiao Yu wanted to say, "No, you gave it, I want you peace, joy, and health, you, can you give them to me?" ”
Yu Mo's every word was pierced in Xiao Yu's heart, and the more Yu Mo could sacrifice everything to be good to Xiao Yu, Xiao Yu couldn't say that resolute word.
In the past, she only listened to Jingchen and loved Jingchen alone, but now she is still a demon, but no one can let go, and no one can give it up.
She knows that this is not right, and in the end she can only make both sides lose, and no one can be happy, but she is also a flesh-and-blood person, and the person she doesn't want to hurt really doesn't want to, and no one can control Xiao Yu's mind, but now, she doesn't know what to do.
If she is asked to go against her true mind, she will not do it willingly, but if she is asked to take care of the overall situation, she feels ashamed.
Regardless of whether Jingchen will like her again when she returns to the fairy world, she has long regarded Jingchen as the person she wants to spend her life together, and since she is like this, what does she have to regret?
"King Xuan, the king has come up." Yu Mo saw Zijue coming to the training camp alone from a long distance.
And King Xuan is even more puzzled, Zijue never cares about the barracks or military power, even if Zijue's military power is allocated to King Xuan, I'm afraid Zijue won't care about it, how can he come to check it today, "Brother Wang, I don't know why I came to this barracks today?" ”
Zijue also spread his hands, "Naturally, I don't want to come, but today, I'm here to see how the female general has renovated my barracks?" ”
Xiao Yu hadn't recovered from the Queen Mother's words just now, so he could only look at Zijue in a daze, not knowing what important thing he had to do when he came to him, "Thanks to the king's concern, I don't know if there is anything important?" ”
King Xuan doesn't know why, why is there a female general in this elite guard battalion? "Brother Huang, do you mean that this white general is a woman?"
"Xuan'er can't even see it? It's no wonder that no matter what the white girl is dressed into, she looks heroic and captivating, but it's no wonder that you can't recognize it. Zijue had a sense of balance in her heart at this time, and it turned out that she was not the only one who couldn't recognize Xiao Yu as a daughter.
"The king has won the award, Xiao Yu just didn't hang the silk silk for the convenience of going out, and he didn't mean to mix into the barracks, and asked King Xuan not to blame." Zijue couldn't hide it from Xiao Yu this time, so she had to tell it all and lie for the time being.
And Jimole, who was hiding not far away and followed Xiao Yu closely, also suddenly realized: "It turns out that it is really a fairy sister?" There are really no wonders in this world! ”
"Could it be that the king came here just to indicate that Xiao Yu was originally a daughter?" Xiao Yu looked at Zijue with a puzzled expression.
"Naturally not, in a few days is the king's birthday, since what relatives and friends will get together, this king thinks that you are new to the city, do not know the etiquette, so live in this barracks, but lose my host identity, since the hospitality, see the world, this is in line with the number of courtesies." Zijue is not close to women, but when she sees such a stunning woman, she naturally wants to take it into her pocket.
But if it comes to love, there is really no half at this moment, and he consciously has a clear conscience, he is still the idle cloud and wild crane he was at the beginning, and he has to be the king of the king regardless of political affairs.
"On the king's birthday, Xiao Yu is afraid that it is not appropriate." Xiao Yu knew that his identity naturally had no reason to participate in Zijue's birthday, so he didn't want to do so.
Zijue's throne is already in jeopardy, wouldn't it be child's play to invite an irrelevant woman to attend the king's birthday banquet at this time?
is even more to make those courtiers chew the root of their tongues, besides, Zijue is so stubborn, should he use an excuse to persuade him to settle down in political affairs?
Even if it's for the sake of Hejingchen's future, he can't attend.
But Zijue wanted Xiao Yu to attend, "I heard that the queen mother of this king has just looked for you, although I don't know what happened, this king will not ask more, but think about it, the queen mother is most worried about this king's lifelong event, and now there is no concubine in the harem and no children under her knees, how can the queen mother feel at ease?" I'm not in a hurry, but people are terrible, you just think it's a good friend to help you, and you don't want this king to be knocked out by those nagging ministers before he spreads his wings! ”
Xiao Yu just remembered at this time that the Queen Mother wanted to make Zijue interested in this political matter, isn't this a good time? If Zijue is really knocked down, the Queen Mother will not change, as long as she stays in this palace for a day, she will be tortured for a day, so it is better to help her "Okay, then, then I'll go." ”
Zijue's eyebrows and eyes instantly brightened, and he hugged Xiao Yu all of a sudden, jumping up and down, "This king knows that you will definitely help me!" ”
Zijue was like an immature child, and King Xuan shook his head helplessly on the side.
Even Jimole is the first time to see Zijue so happy, how uncomfortable is it that he has been imprisoned in this deep palace all these years, and he is not allowed to go out of the palace to play in the mountains and rivers? It's rare to see him smiling so happily, and it's just not polite.
But Yu Mo and Jingchen can't stop, Yu Mo kicked Zijue's ass, "Your Majesty, please respect yourself!" ”
Jingchen also secretly clenched his fists in the team, as if he wanted to devour Zijue alive.
King Xuan just wanted to scold Yu Mo for being unreasonable, but was stopped by Zijue, "It's okay, in the few days in the house, the king of Japan saw that Brother Yu had a deep affection for Bai Yu, and he didn't dare to cross it, what about the king?" You can't rob other people's sweethearts with your conscience, right? ”
"The king is wise." Yu Mo hugged his fists and thanked him.
"Bai Yu, in a few days, the king will send a few sedan chairs to pick up the girl, and ask the girl to dress up beautifully, so that she can increase the face of the king in front of those old men." How beautiful is Xiao Yu's face? At that time, there will definitely be a lot of noise, and Zijue's position will be a little more stable.
"Yes, the minister obeys." This should be said to be polite, Xiao Yu hugged his fists and saluted after Zi Jue left.
Yu Mo was a little unhappy, thinking that he felt that he had other intentions, "You, do you really want to attend the emperor's birthday?" It was he who made you wear a mask at the beginning, and now it is he who makes you take off the mask, this person is not as frivolous as it seems on the surface, but the city is quite deep, but now he lets you dress up to attend, which is refreshing, I am afraid that there are any plans, you should be careful, do not follow this person's way, and think about everything a few times. ”
"Hmm." Xiao Yu nodded.
Jingchen was also a little worried, but he had no choice but his status was low, and he didn't even have the power to control his time, how to protect Xiao Yu.
But Xiao Yu also has her own calculations in her heart, if the things explained by the Queen Mother are completed this time, she will no longer have to be forced to be a concubine, wouldn't it be happy?
According to Xiao Yu's temperament, in fact, it doesn't have to be like this, since being a concubine can't explain anything, it's just an empty name, how can you dig so deep?
In the final analysis, it's just for the sake of his own image in Jingchen's heart, Xiao Yu has his own reason and purpose for everything he does.
Although she doesn't understand the deep meaning of love in the world, she also understands what love is.
Although she is neither human nor godly, she also has things that she wants to accomplish.
She is thoughtful, takes into account the overall situation, and is cautious, but she will always be deflated by this dust.
As long as you feel that Jingchen will be a little unhappy, it doesn't matter what you do.
But it was this that made her indecisive, and at this time, Yu Mo hoped that Xiao Yu could have the same decisiveness when she protected Jingchen.
This fallen Sendai does not need a causal monument, it is all punishment, if you can choose freely, what is the meaning of punishment? There must be pros and cons.
Fallen Sendai does not have to be reborn, and there is no need to disappear memories and cultivation, but there is still a drawback, that is, all the entanglements between people are contrary to the fairy world.
In the past, he covered the sky with one hand in the fairy world, calling for wind and rain, and the emperor of heaven also favored him very much, but when he came to the world, he became an outcast in the whole world.
Thinking of this, Xiao Yu suddenly woke up, "If everything is contradictory, and now he is so obsessed with me, then he used to be in the fairy world, has he never loved?" ”
But there is always cause and effect in everything, cause and effect are reincarnated, the number of fates is determined, and all things cannot be generalized, hearing is false, seeing is not necessarily true, but at this moment, I hope that Xiao Yu will be wrong like this.
Day after day, Xiao Yu always stayed by Jingchen's side, watching him gradually learn one trick and one style, walking the dragon and snake, watching him become stronger little by little, a little bold, watching him return to the past little by little, Xiao Yu didn't feel like she smiled, she didn't know what this was love, love was her heartfelt joy for "Xiao Luo".
As soon as it was time to rest every day, Jingchen walked to the back mountain with his sword.
Xiao Yu secretly followed behind, and Jingchen naturally knew about it, but he didn't want to poke it.
And Jimole also seems to have figured out the rules, and he comes here every day at this time to watch, but he never mentions it to others.
Jimo is pure by nature, and has no intention of competing with others for anything, and the Queen Mother also knows his temperament, so she has never thought about him otherwise.
Ji Mole is still young, but he can't pose any threat to Zijue, he is still childish, and he buries Xiao Yu's identity as a treasure for fear that others will find out, and it is precisely because of him that Xiao Yu can stay in the imperial city for a long time.
Ji Mole doesn't know how much he secretly covered up for it.
Xiao Yu sat under a sycamore tree and watched Jingchen dance with a sword.
A few petals fell in the wind on the tree, and the sword of Jingchen went into the sheath with it, but Xiao Yu always felt that he was a little different from the previous him, or a little different.
Xiao Yu unconsciously walked to Jingchen's side, held Jingchen's hand, and led him to lift the sword together.
Jingchen never asked Xiao Yu what she wanted to do, because this is what she looks like, as long as she does it, it must be for her own good, and she doesn't have to pursue it too much.
Xiao Yu stuck to Jingchen's body, and quietly used internal force to promote the dusty cultivation and internal force in Jingchen's body.
It was Jingchen's body, and he could naturally feel it, and "Xiao Luo" also knew Xiao Yu's intentions, so he didn't excuse himself, but cherished the present. The blade of the sword swept over the flowers, fluttering down, and a fresh breeze swept in, Xiao Yu and Jingchen seemed to return to the scene where the two practiced swords together under the love tree.
Jingchen also occasionally flashed in his mind, and Jingchen knew that the person "Xiaoluo" couldn't stay longer, I'm afraid......
Xiao Yu's eyes were red, because she knew that Jingchen's true intention in choosing to fall into Sendai was nothing more than to satisfy her own extravagance, if she had never loved herself, why bother so much, even if Jingchen kicked herself away, Xiao Yu was afraid that she would definitely not have a word of complaint.
Xiao Yu gently smelled the smell of Jingchen's body, which he had never had before, this was a burst of memories of the two of them, and the world was full of joy and sorrow......