Chapter 5 Are You My Salvation?
Lu Qianzhe held the information that the boss suddenly asked for a month ago, and he couldn't figure out why the boss would let him investigate, a woman who had only one relationship in the cake shop.
The fire of gossip in Lu Qianzhe's heart couldn't help but burn, could it be that the boss's spring is coming?
Lin Yincheng was sitting behind his desk, looking down at a document. Hearing Lu Qianzhe coming in, he raised his head and took a look.
Almost at the same second, Lu Qianzhe was stared at tightly by a pair of cold eyes, and the chill that came out of them extinguished the fire he had just ignited.
Those dark eyes made Lu Qianzhe in a trance for a moment, and his heart contracted involuntarily.
Lin Yincheng's gaze seemed to be able to see through his heart, so that all his thoughts could not be hidden.
Lu Qianzhe took a deep breath and put Zhong Lingxin's information on the desk, "Mr. Lin, the information you want." ”
Seeing Lin Yincheng waving his hand to let him out, Lu Qianzhe quickly turned around and left, as if there was some fierce monster behind him, and quickly closed the door of the office.
Lu Qianzhe stood outside the office door, and then exhaled heavily.
He couldn't help but mourn for three seconds for the girl who was favored by the boss, wondering if she would be frozen to death by the cold air emitted by the boss!
Lin Yincheng didn't know that his assistant was complaining silently behind the door, and he was silent for a long time before he took the information with Zhong Lingxin's photo not far away.
The paper inadvertently rubbed against Lin Yincheng's fingertips, but his thoughts returned to a month ago.
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The mist in the teacup rises, and on a sandalwood shelf on the coffee table is an inky bead, like a black magnet that attracts people's minds, and a faint blue light passes by on the surface.
Lin Yincheng sat on the sofa with a painful face, and his forehead was covered with fine beads of sweat.
Doctor Zhao walked to the sofa opposite Lin Yincheng and sat down, dressed in an ordinary white robe, wearing the feeling of an ancient scholar-like jade tree facing the wind.
He showed a warm smile to Lu Qianzhe, "Today is not the time for us to make an appointment, there is an additional charge for cutting in line." ”
Lu Qianzhe wanted to roll his eyes at Dr. Zhao in his heart, but he still took the door with interest and retreated.
Lin Yincheng hung his head and said in a low voice, "He appeared again today." ”
Doctor Zhao blew lightly on the tea leaves on the side of the cup, took a sip of tea, raised his eyebrows, and looked at Lin Yincheng with interest, "What is the opportunity for him to appear today?" ”
He said flatly, "I saw a person." ”
"Oh?" Dr. Zhao became more interested, and said thoughtfully, "I guess it must be a young woman." ”
Lin Yincheng's cold eyes stared at him without blinking, but he didn't speak, and then Dr. Zhao waved his hand, "You know, he is your seven emotions and six desires." ”
Doctor Zhao pondered for a moment, "As early as a few months ago, when you asked me to hypnotize him, I told you that the more depressed he is, the more he will rebound. I speculate that this woman has something to do with his awakening. ”
Lin Yincheng's pupils shrank suddenly, and a trace of shock flashed in his eyes.
His nature is very indifferent to all feelings, as if nothing or anyone in this world can cause a ripple in his heart.
He has never been able to experience these feelings.
The employees in the company sometimes laugh happily in the pantry, and after his secretary divorced, he also saw her crying red eyes, and even Lu Qianzhe, every time he paid wages and bonuses, he would have a happy expression on his face......
It wasn't until a few months ago that the deputy personality suddenly didn't want to fall asleep, and when he woke up, he saw text messages on his phone, as well as photos of him and a woman in the photo album.
For the first time in his history, Lin Yincheng felt flustered. He immediately texted and broke up with the woman, deleting everything about her, and the deputy fell into a deep sleep and never appeared again.
The living room fell silent, but it was Dr. Zhao who broke the silence.
"He's not like you, he's got his ups and downs. I thought, he just wanted to be with that woman? And a few months ago, he woke up for a long time because of this woman. ”
Lin Yincheng actually felt an inexplicable sense of irritability in his heart, he had the urge to frown for the first time, that woman was his ex-girlfriend just now?
"I don't have any particular thoughts about her"
"Don't be so arbitrary." Dr. Zhao's eyebrows began to smile. "He just noticed it before you did."
Because he was very cold to everyone around him since he was a child, Lin Yincheng hardly showed his emotions about anything.
He didn't think he liked or hated it at all.
It wasn't until he was twelve years old, after that incident, that alfalfa appeared.
Lin Yincheng's expression became a little gloomy, and Doctor Zhao stared at his face.
"Oh!" Dr. Zhao suddenly let out a sigh, "I really want to record the rich expressions on your face with a camera right now. ”
Lin Yincheng's brows really couldn't help but tighten, and Dr. Zhao laughed in a low voice, "Mr. Lin, you are not a person without emotions, you just haven't met anyone or something that can make your emotions fluctuate. ”
His eyes that can bewitch people's hearts, like a bottomless pool of water, stared at Lin Yincheng, "Your heart has actually been waiting for the person, the person who can affect your emotions, I think, she should have appeared a long time ago." ”
Lin Yincheng's lips closed a few times, but he didn't make any sound, and his eyes fluctuated for a moment.
Dr. Zhao looked at the subtle expression on his face, and couldn't suppress the upturned corners of his mouth. "Love may be the cure for your illness."
Dr. Zhao seemed to be caught in a memory, a gloom flashed in his eyes, and he said seriously: "This time, fate has made you meet, so don't run away anymore." ”
After he finished speaking, he didn't care about Lin Yincheng, who was in thought, stood up from the sofa, straightened the corners of his wrinkled clothes, and glanced at the watch on his wrist.
"It's almost time, it's time for the next guest to make an appointment, goodbye, Mr. Lin."
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"Are you my salvation?"
Lin Yincheng looked at the girl's bright smiling face on the information and muttered in a low voice.
Zhong Lingxin didn't know that at this moment, all the information about her life had been placed in front of Lin Yincheng, and its content was so detailed that she was afraid that she would be shocked when she saw it, and even her high school entrance examination transcript was printed in this information, not to mention all the interpersonal relationships related to her.
"Zhong Lingxin?" Lin Yincheng looked at it, what is it about this woman that attracts his sub-personality? even let that personality take the initiative to associate with her.
A kind of irritability began to permeate Lin Yincheng's chest, and even he couldn't explain it clearly, he raised his hand to touch his chest, feeling the joy that inexplicably welled up in his heart.
Is this your feeling?
Lin Yincheng was ravaged by the two feelings that were constantly churning, and his emotions fluctuated violently.
Do you like it that much?
likes to be able to break through his intentional suppression, and he also has to appear in front of her.
Lin Yincheng's eyes drooped slightly, and his gaze fell on his beating heart.
Although the two personalities in the body knew each other, they never communicated.
When one personality sleeps, the other awakens. It's like the sun and the moon are hanging in the same sky, but they can never meet.
However, they are always the same, so there are some emotions that will be felt by each other, just like the last time, when he woke up, he could feel the strong resistance of the sub-personality, wanting to occupy the body all the time, as well as the attachment to Zhong Lingxin, the strong love.
Lin Yincheng could even feel the eagerness of the sub-personality to replace him, so when he woke up, he would be so flustered.
As long as he saw that woman's face, as long as he heard her name, it would make him unable to calm down now, and his head would be terrible.
Lin Yincheng's eyes suddenly flashed the woman's crazy and desperate face, and the woman's hysterical catharsis echoed in his ears.
"You are a monster without a heart, and I curse you to never be loved."
"Do you really think that you and Zhong Lingxin can be together forever? Do you think someone like her can really accept you? ”
Lin Yincheng's voice was hoarse, as if he had been squeezed out of the depths of his throat, muttering to himself.
Lin Yincheng sat quietly, motionless, like a dormant active volcano, spewing tyrannical magma at any moment.
The feeling of irritability prevailed, and Lin Yincheng suddenly got up, tore the paper in front of him, crumpled it into a ball, and threw it on the ground.
After coming over for a while, Lin Yincheng slowly fell back to his seat, supporting his head with both hands, and there was a frontal photo of Zhong Lingxin when he was 6 years old on the table.
In the photo, she smiled so much that she showed her leaky front teeth and round apple face, which looked very cute.
Lin Yincheng stared at this photo blankly for several minutes, the corners of his mouth were slightly hooked, the arc was gentle and beautiful, and his voice was almost inaudible, as if he was sighing.
"It's you!"