Text Text_Chapter 1056 The Torture of the Mind
Su Peng told Gu Qingzhou that he had to leave.
As for the reason for leaving, he didn't say it clearly, but Gu Qingzhou understood.
His widowed aunt became pregnant.
Gu Qingzhou only felt a thunderbolt on a sunny day.
"It's me who is too, she refuses." Su Peng held his head and buried his head in his knees.
Gu Qingzhou's mind was buzzing.
She wanted to go through it all over again to determine how to act.
At this moment, Gu Qingzhou regretted it very much, she should pretend to be stupid and deal with the past, why did she have to point it out so thoroughly?
She didn't want to know the secret at all!
The secret was too much, so Gu Qingzhou was at a loss, and she never spoke.
It's not appropriate to say anything.
Although Gu Qingzhou has been the young lady of the Si family, and now she is also the wife of Si Xingpei, she really hasn't learned to teach people justice and awe.
It may be that she has been acting too ruthlessly herself, causing her to dare not stand on the side of justice.
When facing Su Peng, she couldn't scold, but she was stunned and tried her best to get these things out of her mind.
Her face is not very good-looking.
"Mrs. Si, you can help me." Su Peng said sadly, "She is now four months pregnant, and the weather is getting hot day by day, so she can't hide it, and it's too late if she doesn't leave." ”
Gu Qingzhou was silent for a long time and asked him: "What kind of fault is this kind of thing in the army?" ”
"In military law, it is a capital offense to be shot." Su Peng said bitterly.
Only then did Gu Qingzhou understand why he was deliberately using her.
If he stays, his widow's affairs will be exposed, and he will have to accept military law. The military law was formulated by Ye Dujun himself and cannot be trampled on.
If he leaves, he is still a soldier, and he cannot go without the orders of the Overseers; It is even more inappropriate to escape, and you will be hunted down as a deserter. What's more, he still has to take an elderly pregnant woman and the mother of the pregnant woman, how can he escape?
Something happened, it was a dead end for Su Peng, and waiting was only a dead end, so he thought of pretending to be sick.
Gu Qingzhou asked: "Since you have done such a thing, that is to say, your thoughts about your widow are not a day or two, why did you agree to join the Ye family?" ”
"I really didn't want to get into the Ye family, Mrs. Si, you believe me." Su Peng said, "I knew that I was choosing two people. ”
So, he participated.
He is the loser, whether it is Ye Dujun or Ye Yu, he will be appeased.
"I just want the help of the Third Lady and the Overseer's extrajudicial grace." Su Peng said, "I don't think about it, things have become like this." ”
He sighed, puff after puff, and then lit his cigarette despite it.
With the cigarette in his stomach, he was able to suppress the emotions that wanted to collapse in his heart.
It's all his fault, he shouldn't have taken advantage of the alcohol to do anything. When he first learned about people, his aunt was the object of his fantasies.
In his mind, he imagined her under him again and again. As such fantasies accumulated, he gradually lost control.
It was Chinese New Year's Eve, my grandmother and the people of the same village went to the temple to make incense, and my aunt was a little cold and afraid of the cold, so he and my aunt did not go.
The two men spoke, and he mentioned his future.
The aunt was very happy, feeling that he finally had a chance, and felt that he could marry Miss Ye San, she was completely relieved, so she drank a few more glasses.
She was infected with the wind cold, and her original intention was to ward off the cold, hoping that the wind cold would heal as soon as possible.
Su Peng also drank too much.
How it began, he didn't quite like to recall.
When he was half drunk, he only knew that his aunt was struggling hard, so he pressed her mouth and nose with all his might, and suffocated her.
She passed out, and just lay there, very docile and well-behaved.
Su Peng thought about it all his life, and he also tore open his aunt's clothes in the struggle.
At that time, he thought that even if he went down to the eighteenth layer of hell, he would have his heart tonight.
That time, my aunt was not pregnant.
A lot of things are like this, and you can't stop at the beginning. When he came home every month, he would go to her room.
Her mother lived in the ear room, she didn't dare to alarm the old man, she tried her best to hold back, but she kept crying silently, but Su Peng got what she wanted.
He only cried when she was uneasy in her heart.
He didn't tell Gu Qingzhou these words, and Gu Qingzhou didn't know the inside story.
Gu Qingzhou, who had never dared to claim justice, looked up at this moment.
She first expressed her position to Su Peng: "I want to tell you, your behavior like this is very brute, it's better than a pig and a dog!" ”
Su Peng's head was lower.
Then, Gu Qingzhou said again: "I can't help you." ”
She is not a good person, and she often does evil, but she never puts herself in the circle of evil people, and not everyone who does bad things can get her sympathy and help.
"However, you didn't think about disposing of the child, but were willing to sacrifice your own future to take responsibility, and I also praise you for being responsible." Gu Qingzhou thought about it and said again.
Su Peng immediately raised his head and said, "How can I dispose of the child?" That's my child, and the woman I love the most. ”
Gu Qingzhou thought that Ye Dujun was actually a very old-fashioned person.
Ye Shan is in love with Wang Youchuan, and Ye Dujun will never allow it.
Between Su Peng and his aunt, it is even more
If Gu Qingzhou went to intercede, Ye Dujun would have to slap her to death.
This kind of talk can't be opened at all, and as soon as you open your mouth, the basic style of the person will collapse and decay, and you can't become an adult.
"I'm not a person who guards morality, when it comes to my own marriage," Gu Qingzhou wanted to speak again and again, but in the end he didn't tell the truth, but said, "I can't cover it up for you." ”
Su Peng's eyes flashed with despair.
"Why?" Su Peng asked Gu Qingzhou, "Mrs. Si, you are just a matter of a few words. ”
Gu Qingzhou can defend himself.
She can say: It's not a matter of a few words, I want to lose my reputation as a miracle doctor, and once this matter is exposed, I give a false certificate, and my reputation will be ruined.
She can also say: I can't help you, because you don't like each other. You use strength first, and in this matter, you are the one who does evil.
These words are all truthful, they are full of justice, and they can be said to be so good that Su Peng has no place to stand.
But Gu Qingzhou didn't say so.
Gu Qingzhou always felt that she was not qualified to represent justice, and she was not the embodiment of morality. She thought of Shiro Hirano and those Japanese who died in her hands not long ago, and she felt even more evil and vicious.
Since he is nothing more than that, why should he scold Su Peng? What qualifications are there to be righteous?
She shut up.
She just sank her face and looked at Su Peng indifferently: "I don't want to help you, that's all." ”
Su Peng's face turned slightly pale, and then he could understand.
He made mistakes, and anyone who makes a mistake must be punished, and he is no exception.
It's love to help him, and if you don't help, you can't find fault with it.
His fate was to wait to be killed by Ye Dujun.
He could barely sit still, and his mind seemed to be sticky.
He stood up numbly and mechanically, and said, "I'm sorry Mrs. Si, I'm sorry to disturb you, and I will take my leave." ”