Chapter 222: The Black Figure at the Door
"Mommy, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying? Did someone bully you? ”
Xia Chenxi didn't control his emotions well, and happened to be seen by Dongdong, he gently patted the back of Xia Chenxi's hand and asked softly.
Dongdong's soft voice surrounded her ears, Xia Chenxi immediately came back to her senses, and hurriedly wiped away the tears hanging on her eyes, "No, it's okay." She hurriedly explained that she didn't want to stay too long on this issue, so as not to make Dongdong unhappy.
"Mommy, I want to sit up, I'm lying a little tired." Dongdong was coquettish, stretched out his little arms, and pursed his red lips, wanting Xia Chenxi to help him up.
It was rare for Dongdong to be coquettish, Xia Chenxi felt a warm current in his heart, hurriedly stood up, supported his little arm, and helped him to put the bed up to make him sit more comfortably.
"Hungry or not? Mommy will buy you something to eat, right? Xia Chenxi stretched out her slender fingers, gently skimmed the sweat on his forehead, and asked softly.
As soon as he heard that Xia Chenxi was about to leave the ward, Dongdong's little expression, which was still bright just now, instantly dimmed, pursing his small lips, and his face was full of dissatisfaction.
"Mommy, I don't want you to go." Dongdong said his heart, and accidentally exposed his careful thoughts that he liked to stick to Xia Chenxi.
Xia Chenxi hooked her lips slightly, gently rubbed his soft hair, and said with a smile, "Silly boy, Mommy promised you that you would be here to accompany you today, how could you leave?" Mommy is just afraid that you are hungry, go buy you something to eat and will be back soon. ”
Xia Chenxi didn't feel warm, but felt a little sad, she felt very sorry.
Dongdong's request is very simple, that is, she wants her to be by his side at all times, but in the current situation, she still has no way to meet Dongdong's request.
That's why Xia Chenxi was sad and full of guilt.
Hearing Xia Chenxi say this, Dongdong gradually understood, blinked his little eyes, and confirmed again and again, "Is this really the case?" Mommy, don't lie to Dongdong, Dongdong doesn't want to be here alone. ”
In an instant, Dongdong's little eyes were full of tears, and the appearance of his little mouth holding back was very distressing.
Xia Chenxi's heart instantly clenched into a ball, and like him, tears filled his eyes.
"Don't cry." Xia Chenxi immediately held Dongdong in his arms and carefully avoided his hand with the needle.
I don't know what's going on, Dongdong's mood seems to have completely collapsed, and he immediately cried into a tearful person, "Mommy, I want to be discharged from the hospital, I don't want to be treated!" ”
Dongdong's crying made Xia Chenxi feel uncomfortable, she also cried with Dongdong, shed tears together, and the emotions of the mother and son completely collapsed.
"Don't cry yet, tell Mommy, what's going on? Why wouldn't you want to be in the hospital anymore? Is someone bullying you? Xia Chenxi gradually controlled her emotions, she wiped away her tears with the back of her hand, and coaxed Dongdong softly.
Dongdong is not a willful child, it is not a whim, something must have happened to him, otherwise, Dongdong's emotions would not have collapsed so much.
Dongdong cried into tears, biting his little lip tightly, and tried his best to endure, "Mommy, there is no special reason, I want to be with you, I don't want to be alone in the hospital." ”
Dongdong's words were not convincing, and it was a little difficult to convince Xia Chenxi.
In order to let Dongdong say what was in her heart, she had to sink her eyes and put on a strong, angry look, "If you don't say it, I'm going to be angry!" ”
Dongdong hurriedly stopped crying, frowned, and didn't know what he was thinking.
"Dongdong, hurry up and tell Mommy, Mommy will see if she can help you solve it." Xia Chenxi really couldn't stand Dongdong's forbearance, so she had to soften her voice and attitude.
Dongdong also wiped away the tears on his face, took a deep breath, and slowly spoke, "Mommy, is it that Daddy doesn't want to recognize me?" And the grandmother who came yesterday should be Daddy's mother, I can see that they look very similar. ”
Dongdong's words made Xia Chenxi's heart sink to the bottom in an instant, her face was full of shock, she thought that Dongdong would not know, but she didn't expect that Dongdong felt it.
This can be called a great blow to Dongdong.
Xia Chenxi was speechless, she didn't know how to answer Dongdong, all she could do now was to hold him and pat him gently on the back, hoping that in this way, she could comfort him.
"Mommy, is Daddy not wanting to recognize me? If he wants to recognize me, he hasn't been here for a few days since he last came to see me? Dongdong raised his head from Xia Chenxi's arms and looked at Xia Chenxi, he asked the most difficult question in the world to answer.
Xia Chenxi's heart seemed to have been pierced by a sharp sword, the blood of pain flowed, she was dazed and flinched, she really didn't know how to answer Dongdong.
She sighed lightly, her eyes gradually covered with a thin mist, gently stroked Dongdong's hair, and replied softly, "Dongdong, Mommy doesn't know how to answer you about this matter, maybe there are some things, your dad hasn't figured it out yet, and when he figures it out, he will come to see you, maybe ......"
She paused, then said in a deep voice, "Or perhaps, he will never figure it out, and he will never admit your existence." ”
After she finished speaking, Dongdong in her arms cried again, and she didn't feel cruel at all.
On the contrary, she felt that instead of letting Dongdong live in fantasies all day long, it was better to help him peel off the fantasies and let his parents and children face the bloody facts, so that when he knew the truth, he would not feel pain, because he had already hurt once.
Xia Chenxi didn't speak, but gently patted Dongdong's shoulder, comforting him in this way.
After a long time, Dongdong gradually controlled his emotions, raised his head from Xia Chenxi's arms, and said in a choked voice, "Mommy, okay, I'm fine, even if Daddy doesn't recognize me, it doesn't matter, I just need Mommy." ”
In this way, Dongdong repeated it many times, many times. He repeated it again and again, just to convince himself and reassure Xia Chenxi.
"Good!" Xia Chenxi didn't know what to say, neither she nor Dongdong were people-pleasing characters, and they wouldn't easily beg others.
Dongdong is already four years old, without Daddy's life, he has been living for four years, and then for fourteen years, twenty-four years, even without Daddy's company, he will only feel pity, and there is no other emotion.
The most important thing in his heart is Xia Chenxi, he has seen how much Xia Chenxi has suffered and how tired he has suffered in order to treat him and raise him.
When Xia Chenxi was suffering and tired, his daddy was not there at all!
Xia Chenxi didn't dig out, there was a dull light in Dongdong's little eyes.
"Mommy, I'm hungry, you go buy me something to eat, okay?" Except for his red little eyes, Dongdong has changed back to the smiling and happy Dongdong.
Xia Chenxi was also infected by his smiling appearance, and reached out to twist his small nose, "Okay, Mommy, go buy it, you obediently wait for me in the ward." ”
Dongdong nodded obediently, there were still faint tears on his eyes, and at the moment when Xia Chenxi turned around and left him, Dongdong raised his hand, wiped away the tears, and changed to a happier expression than just now.
Xia Chenxi carried his backpack, turned around and smiled at Dongdong, and then turned around and walked out of his hospital room.
Suddenly, a black shadow flashed in front of her eyes, Xia Chenxi subconsciously took a step back, squinting her eyes slightly, this is all human instinct.
There was a faint fragrance wafting in the air, surrounding Xia Chenxi's nose, bringing her a familiar feeling.
She immediately sank her eyes, raised her foot and chased out, just in time to catch the scene of such a dark shadow flashing through the corridor, and she only saw a familiar back!
Xia Chenxi squinted her eyes slightly, raised her feet and chased after her, but when she turned the corner to look, the black figure had long since disappeared, and all in front of her were doctors and nurses in white coats.
Xia Chenxi took a deep breath, the familiar fragrance once again surrounded her nose, she was very familiar with the fragrance, but she was not sure who it was.
She shook her head slightly, thinking that she was sensitive, she rubbed her sour eyes, straightened her body, and walked out of the hospital with her feet lifted to buy food for Dongdong.
Xia Chenxi didn't notice that behind the door of the stairwell, a pair of black leather shoes were exposed...... The owner of the shoe also wears a black peaked cap.
This person slowly took off his cap, revealing a side face like a knife, this person was none other than Sheng Luoshen!
He didn't come with Xia Chenxi, he just wanted to come and see Dongdong, but he didn't expect to see Xia Chenxi, as well as what their mother and son said when they hugged their heads and cried.
Sheng Luoshen's heart was like being twisted by a knife, and he couldn't breathe in pain. His face was even more gloomy than before, and no one knew what he was thinking, and he couldn't guess it.
Xia Chenxi quickly came back with what Dongdong liked to eat, and at this time, Sheng Luoshen had already left quietly.
Xia Chenxi gradually forgot about this incident, and only enjoyed the time with Dongdong.
Because Dongdong's physical condition is relatively special, he can't contact too many people, because more people means a lot of bacteria, and if bacteria invade Dongdong's body, it will bring him great trouble.
Therefore, no one is allowed to stay in the ward for a long time, including everyone.
Xia Chenxi also knew this, she was thinking about staying with Dongdong for a longer time, but she was still worried about whether it would bring him bacteria, and she was very entangled.
As the sun set, the day's visiting time came again, and the little nurse had come over several times to urge her, and Xia Chenxi had reached the point where she had to leave.
Although Dongdong was very reluctant to let her go, he put on a very generous appearance, and also told Xia Chenxi that if there was something, he didn't have to come to see him every day.
Xia Chenxi's sad feeling came up again, but she didn't show it in front of Dongdong.
"Dongdong, Mommy promised you that she would take you out of the hospital as soon as possible, okay?" This is a sentence that Xia Chenxi left for Dongdong before leaving.
Although Dongdong didn't know when this sentence would come true, he was still full of expectations and didn't plan to give up.