Chapter 62: Start Again
When Huang Xiaoya's mother appeared in front of Huang Xiaoya's eyes again, her whole person changed, she was originally dignified and beautiful, she had a new look, her hair was dyed completely burgundy, and it was permed into slightly broken rolls, and the bangs were just right, just to hide the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes, and she was suddenly five years younger, almost making Huang Xiaoya unrecognizable.
"Mom, why are you so trendy all of a sudden?" Huang Xiaoya looked at her mother dumbfounded.
"Xiaoya, we both have to start a new life." Huang Xiaoya's mother said meaningfully to her daughter.
"Where's Daddy?" Huang Xiaoya found that her father had not appeared since he said that day he would help her solve the problem. She learned from Mo Xiaoying that her arrears were written off. But why didn't the father show up? This made her quite strange, and now she was guessing in her heart when she saw her mother dressed like this, but she didn't dare to say it.
"Xiaoya, mom will be free in the future, your dad is still your dad, my husband has not become an ex-husband." Huang Xiaoya's mother still told Huang Xiaoya such a fact frankly.
"Mom, is it because of my problem?" When Huang Xiaoya heard her mother say this, she felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.
"No, this incident has happened a long time ago, but I haven't figured it out, and I don't want to let go, and as a result, your dad and I have actually been unhappy for so many years." Huang Xiaoya's mother said that she had completely let go of these things, because she went to see a psychiatrist on the afternoon of her divorce, and she really relieved herself through chatting with a psychological counselor.
Life has to be lived, this is the reality.
Many people can't let go of a relationship, in fact, it's not that they can't let go of that person, but more often they can't let go of the self who has spent so much time paying. As there is a classic saying in "The Little Prince": "You invest your time in your roses, which is why she is so important." ”
The more energy and money a person puts into another person, the more emotions it will naturally generate. Once lost, it will be painful and unacceptable! At first, she would try her best to keep the other party, but she refused to let go because she was unwilling, not because she loved this person, but because she was reluctant to give up. She asks for something to be rewarded, but it takes time to repay something like that. It wasn't until she exhausted herself and became more and more emaciated that she realized that she was wrong. Therefore, a person's most important investment should be in themselves, not in others. In this way, when you are abandoned, you will not be unwilling, and you will not hold on to the other person to seek a deeper connection, which is a kind of torture for others and yourself. This kind of torture you think is torture for each other, but it actually makes each other miserable.
Huang Xiaoya's mother has lived for fifty years, and the truth that she didn't understand in the first forty years has been figured out in the past few days. So, she began to accept her new life. She decided to do things she loved but hadn't been able to try, like her hairstyle and outfits today. That's what she always wanted to dress up when she was young, but she didn't dare to try it out of fear of other people's evaluation.
"Mom, does it really have nothing to do with me?"
"Son, if you had asked me a week ago, I would have said it had something to do with you, but now mom can tell you that it really doesn't matter at all." Huang Xiaoya's mother, as always, touched the child's head and told her to go on a trip to Europe with her.
"Mom, where the hell did Dad go?" Huang Xiaoya still refused to let go of her mother, she wanted to know more clearly.
"Son, your dad can't live on his own, he's been kidnapped by another woman and must be held accountable for what he's done." Huang Xiaoya's mother is speaking for her ex-husband, at least she thinks he is a responsible man after all. Ostensibly, he had to separate from his daughter to agree to another woman's conditions because he was settling her daughter's affairs. In fact, he was paying the debt for everything he had done.
"Mom, are you sure you're not upset?" Huang Xiaoya is still not at ease.
"In the beginning, everyone could, but when you figure it out, you can't. I didn't know him twenty-eight years ago, didn't I have a good life? Getting used to tying up someone and being tied up by someone else is not really advisable. Huang Xiaoya's mother comforted her daughter instead, which is also her own personal experience for so many years.
There is never a road in vain in life, only by constantly moving forward can you know if it is suitable for you? Is it correct? It's very important to figure out how you're going to go.
"Son, you have to live yourself, you have to know where you are going? What kind of life do you want to live? Including what kind of person are you going to marry? Even if you don't want to get married, I won't force you. Huang Xiaoya's mother can say this to Huang Xiaoya so openly. The main reason is because she has experience and experience.
"Mom, I never knew what kind of life I wanted to live. But after working in the workplace and starting my own business, I suddenly figured out that sometimes I only know what I want as long as I keep going through it. I don't know yet, but I think one day I will. Huang Xiaoya at least realized something.
"Mom, although I have been a complete failure in terms of achievements in the past two years, I am also lucky because I have parents who love me the most in the world. This has given me a sense of gratitude for life, which I used to think I was lonely. Huang Xiaoya happily hugged her mother.
"Well, child, in fact, your father and I have neglected to care for you since your brother died, and we have never come out of that shadow. As a result, the relationship between me and your father, and between us and you, is different from that of a normal family. Huang Xiaoya's mother had tears in her eyes when she said these words.
The mother and daughter were complaining to each other, Huang Xiaoya received a call from Zhang Jixiang, who told her on the phone that the matter was solved, and Huang Xiaoya got 110,000 yuan after selling, although she couldn't make up for the loss, she finally didn't need to bear more debts. It is good news, the money has been transferred to Huang Xiaoya's account.
"Mom, it's completely settled." Huang Xiaoya excitedly told her mother about the results.
"Your dad's current position is much stronger than your mother's." Huang Xiaoya's mother sighed.
"Mom, you mean these things are all in exchange for Dad's freedom?" Huang Xiaoya was a little lost.
"Son, it's not your fault, it's your father's own life, and for him, he is not entitled to freedom." Although Huang Xiaoya's mother said it was a bit harsh, she was right. Everyone's actions will have the results they deserve.
From the moment you are an adult, it must be.
Huang Xiaoya looked at her mother's face, watching the sun shine on her mother's face, and she was deeply infected by the light emitted from her mother's face. Being a new student is a wonderful thing. She originally felt guilty about the troubles between her parents and father because of herself, but when she was so combed by her mother, she suddenly realized. Perhaps there will be wonderful combinations in everyone's fate, and these combinations are made up of joy, anger, sorrow, and sorrow.
Huang Xiaoya hugged her mother, and in the sun, the mother and daughter looked at the birds flying in the sky together, the sky was so big, let them fly......