Lin Xun shook his head and said, "I chose the path myself, and I finished it by myself." When I left after the New Year, I didn't dare to ask my parents for a penny, and I didn't dare to look at their eyes, so I thought that one day I could come out and see them again. ”

He asked for a few beers, opened them and said, "I don't have any friends here, I'm so happy to see you, drink some wine, I'll drink this, you feel free." ”

Goo-goo...... One bottle is gone.

Tang Mingyao also picked up the beer, divided a bottle of Jin Wei, and drank it casually.

He asked Lin Xun: "What about now, how is it here now?" ”

"Not bad. Although the price of these bean pastes is cheap and they don't make much money, they are much better than working in a factory, and you can save 10,000 yuan a year. I lived by myself, and my thoughts of gambling slowly faded, and I didn't know that I could hold back. ”

He drank in a babbled wine, and after a while he said:

"You know what? My dad is disabled. When I was in junior high school, my family had no money to pay for tuition, so I sold a pig to barely make up for it, and then they felt that they couldn't earn money in the countryside, so they went out to work together, and my dad had an accident in the workshop within two months and lost one of his legs...... It's all because of me that he has this kind of thing. You know what it feels like, no matter what I do, my dad's legs will never grow. ”

Tang Mingyao thoughtfully: "I remember when you were a freshman in high school, although you slept a lot every day, your grades were always okay, because you had a good foundation in junior high school?" ”

Lin Xun said: "I was among the top few in the school in junior high school. Actually, before my dad's accident, I didn't play cards much. Later, it became more and more degenerate, and it was only then that it got to this point. ”

This Tang Mingyao can understand.

Some people have poor psychological tolerance, like Lin Xun, but people who look like gangsters from the outside may not be fragile and sensitive on the inside.

If something like his dad happened, it's possible that he will collapse.

In addition to him, there are actually many teenagers in this society who learn to mix around like in Hong Kong and Taiwan films, on the surface because they think it is cool to do so, but deep down, many of them go because they don't get the attention of their families.

Of course, Tang Mingyao did not have the idea of washing the floor for the profession of "gangster".

Whatever the reason, there are things that should not be done that should not be done, and those who do wrong should be punished as they deserve.

He just analyzed it from a psychological level, and most of those people actually had to solve their family relationships, and it was really not difficult for them to turn back.

In the following time, Lin Xun was half-drunk and half-awake and talked a lot about his two years.

Tang Mingyao should be harmonious, and occasionally talk about his own, and understand each other's recent situation.

When waiting for the end, Lin Xun said: "I envy you, you are all great writers, and you are completely different from me, and I will tell people that I have a classmate who is a great writer, and I envy them to death!" What, if you still look up to me, you can call me if there is something in the future, and I Lin Xun promises to be the first to arrive, even if you let me cut people, it will not be ambiguous! ”

Tang Mingyao said with a smile: "You don't have to cut people, you won't need it in this life." But it's good to help each other out when there's something, and I'm not polite if there's something really going on. ”

Lin Xun went to settle the meal money, and when they parted, he took out five hundred yuan from his pocket and gave it to Tang Mingyao.

"This is the money you borrowed from me when I left school, more than 400 yuan, and I will pay you back 500 yuan. Again, you helped me when I was in trouble, and you called me if I had something to do in the future. ”

Leaving each other's contact information, Tang Mingyao and Jin Wei left, first sent Jin Wei to the hotel, and then Tang Mingyao returned to school alone.

On the way, he kept thinking about Lin Xun's affairs.

Lin Xun's nature is not bad, and when he comes to this point, he has to say that character determines fate.

When chatting just now, Tang Mingyao heard a sentence from his mouth, "No matter what I do, my dad's legs will never grow." This sentence reveals the psychological roots of Lin Xun's life experience in the past few years.

His father went out to work because of him, and he was injured at work in the process of working and became disabled, Lin Xun felt that the whole thing was caused by him, so he attributed the responsibility of his father's disability to himself, and the huge sense of guilt overwhelmed him, so it affected his study and life.

To put it simply, he messes around, plays cards, and sleeps all day long, all of which are an act of anesthetizing himself.

Because only in this way can he get a moment of relief from that great guilt.

After that, he was expelled and did not want to go back to school, which is the same reason.

After all, no matter how hard you try, it is impossible for your father's legs to grow, so isn't it the most normal idea to give up your efforts?

Maybe if you change someone, you will think that your father has sacrificed so much, and she should work harder, but - character determines fate, people with different personalities often make different choices in the face of the same problem - Lin Xun chooses to give up.

Judging from Lin Xun's situation today, this choice is not good or bad.

Continue to study, maybe he can be admitted to university, find a job after graduation, work for a few years, get married and have children, and live a life step by step.

What happens after you drop out of school? It's been harder and has taken a lot of detours, but it seems that he has matured quickly, and this meeting is almost completely different from Lin Xun in his first year of high school.

I can't tell which one is better for him.

can only say that what choice has been made, just be responsible for that choice to the end, don't complain about being tired and retreating halfway.

The current Lin Xun has at least transformed from a boy to a more responsible man.

After a day off at school, Tang Mingyao received another phone call that day.

It's Huang Zhong who hasn't been in touch for a long time.

The first thing he said on the phone was: "Brother, where are you now?" I miss my brother. ”

Tang Mingyao: "Don't talk nonsense, what are you looking for me?" ”

"Alas, you're really boring, you haven't been in contact for a long time, this is not a contact relationship." Huang Zhong said with a grinning.

But then he immediately changed the subject: "Anyway, my brand plan has been launched, you know about it, right?" ”

Tang Mingyao said: "I heard you say it on the phone last year. ”

"There has been a good thing recently, and I want to find your brother to share the profits. How's that, interested? ”

Tang Mingyao said: "No. ”

It's really not interested.

What does Huang Zhong say? The pattern is not high.

In order to invest in him before, he deliberately gave dry shares, but after two years, the people were a little inflated, Tang Mingyao took the opportunity to return his shares, and the relationship between the two was divided a lot. It's not that Tang Mingyao covets his shares, which add up to a few thousand yuan, he doesn't have that need, and he has repeatedly rejected it before.

He just really saw the man from this incident.

Although there have been some contacts in the past two years, they have not been as frequent as before, and it is usually Huang Zhong who is looking for him.

It's the same this time.

It's just that Tang Mingyao is really not interested in his business, he makes a clothing brand, his ideas and some practices Tang Mingyao knows, and he has implemented a good plan, and now he has made that brand a miscellaneous brand in a third-tier city, and he has not done it.

Tang Mingyao didn't want to distract himself from participating in this kind of business, and he even threw the business he founded to his father.

However, his refusal made Huang Zhong panic.

I heard him hurriedly say: "Don't brother, don't you listen to what the specific thing is?" It's really a good thing! I decided to transfer a part of my brand's shares, how about you participate in a share? ”