Chapter 19: Impulse is the Devil
If you ask me what my favorite flower is, I may think about it for a while, and I have so many flowers in my heart that I can't count them for a while. If you have to ask me to answer, I think, in terms of the form of flowers alone, I like more peonies with thousands of purples and bright crowns; In terms of fragrance alone, I like more "Guizi falls in the middle of the month, and the sky is fragrant and the clouds are floating." "The nine mile incense.
I planted a pot of bougainvillea and it has been growing for more than four years. Whenever it blooms, the flowers of that tree are as white as clouds, and I always laugh inexplicably when I look back, opening and blooming, making you lose the direction of life. Especially at night, the room is full of incense. When it was in full bloom for the first time, I was awakened alive by the incense of Jiuli Xiang when I was sleeping, and Jiuli Xiang really lived up to its name.
During this period of time, although it can't be said that red and summer are both shadows, they are almost the same, and the two of them always appear in front of and behind their feet.
In addition to having red in summer, there is only an old lady and a handful of old houses in the countryside.
I can't think of it, the summer lady is in a red mood when she sees it at this time, I'm afraid it is also mixed. Thirty years in the east of the river, thirty years in the west of the river. Ay! If you knew there was today, why bother in the first place?
In the past, Boss Lan said that impulse is the devil, and it is very appropriate to use it on Hong's body. I smiled and didn't say anything, and I didn't know either of them at the time. It's just that it's just the same as the story in the TV series.
Since Boss Lan said so, she would never be able to find such a partner.
Hush! Here I quietly said a little episode of Boss Lan in advance, and forgive me for secretly gossiping here again. The tug-of-war in her marriage lasted until the child almost finished college.
For a woman, I say she's still very serious.
And how many unhappy marriages and both parties let the children go alone Naturally, I don't need to mention much, everyone has heard more than I know, I think.
When I met her, she had just returned from Beijing, her child was in the first year of junior high school, and when I left her company, her child was almost out of college. It's been a long time since I came to work for her.
After she divorced, she dated a man who was discharged from the army and transferred to work in the local area, for the feelings of the soldiers, naturally Boss Lan is needless to say, the body has a soldier's blood, and I am afraid that the good impression will be at the bottom when I haven't met yet.
With her enthusiasm for you and your enthusiasm, it didn't take a week for the two of them to heat up rapidly, and the heat exploded instantly.
At that time, I was secretly envious that the god of love finally remembered her again, and I hope that this time Cupid will not be negligent in her duties, and only one arrow was left to shoot her first. When you pull out an arrow and shoot it at the other side, you suddenly find that the arrow is gone?
Oh, how is this good? Cupid walked away in a fit of rage, and then it was up to her to play. Women chase men through the veil, although this is her mantra, but it also takes courage to tear off that veil, what about a timid person when she meets outside?
At that time, I was still learning from the example of a believer, silently praying for her, praying that her good days would come soon! Amen!
Who knows, before I could get enough of praying, she told me that she was yellow. Yellow? My prayers were also put on hold.
One day at noon, it was raining heavily, she said she was eating in the car, called me over, and listened to the voice on the phone and felt that she was in a very awkward mood.
At this time, the heavy rain outside the car window fell hand in hand with the speed of her speech, fast and fast, has it all been brewing for a long time?
Anyway, I understand it. Meaning: The man thought she was too active, and instantly sat on the ground and raised the price, originally planned to go to the man's house to live after marriage, but now he is going to plug the door upside down, and he has to give the man the dowry money.
At that time, in her own words, it was: You don't even give me a nest, you have to run to my nest to lay eggs, even if you just lay eggs, I have to redeem you first? Then you say, 'Who will let me go to his den and lay eggs?'
I didn't wait for her to finish speaking, and she laughed at me, this is really a dramatic spirit. She gave me a dark look, and maybe my smile was getting lower and lower. Ha! She did say before that there were a group of chickens around her, and the big chickens and small chickens couldn't get out of the nest. Well, the one who has just turned yellow is also a chicken.
Her emotional story will continue to talk later, and now we have to continue to talk about red and summer.
From the time she got married to the summer when she became a soldier, the two each had a teenage daughter when they met. Of course, it was at that class reunion that everyone entered a trance between half-dreaming and half-waking up after three wines and five flavors of food, and then they all returned to the past. Where to wake up tonight, the willow shore is dawning and the moon is waning. When I woke up from my wine, I woke up from my dreams, and after the meeting was over, my heart was as barren as artemisia grass.
More or less knowing that summer is now the red of a bachelor, the mood is like a stone stirring up a thousand waves, and it is difficult to calm down for a long time.
Many of the women in their early forties in small places are already at home with their grandchildren, although it is not too late to say that Hong is married, but she is not a few years older than her children, and she is about to get married.
I haven't heard Hong tell me how rich her life is after she gets married, but I can feel that her family is good. In fact, just like Boss Lan defined this matter, impulsiveness is the devil.
Perhaps, having money may not make you live a happy life, but not having money will definitely make your life unhappy. I think I have deeply felt this point when it is red today. At that time, after a lot of thought about what she thought was so-called, she chose to leave the house.
Perhaps, it is to cut it in two as quickly as possible, or to give the other party the greatest supplement. But to Hong's surprise, just ten days after the formalities were completed, she heard that the other party had tied the knot.
How embarrassing!
Where did you get so many ready people to get married right away? Who betrayed whom?
Ay! There is no love, only a marriage of family affection, and it is not dissolved to say that it is dissolved. It's just that the road is in the middle of the eyes, there are your own arrangements, there are not so many stories in this world, the ending that has been arranged for a long time, and the people who have been destined for a long time are waiting for you, but the time has not yet come.
In fact, I think that two people in love, don't love each other too much, you see the lover who loves to death and live, where there is a good ending, not to say how many tribulations have been encountered, but if one of them is gone, the other will not be able to live alive. There are examples in life, there was a colleague's friend before, and the husband and wife were as deep as the sea, and they both had shadows. Alas! The woman died of illness at the age of forty, and the other one washed his face with tears all day long, and whenever he saw someone, he said that every night he dreamed that his wife asked him to accompany her. It's scary to say, maybe you think about it day and dream about it at night. But within a year, he also died of illness. Speaking of these, you may feel that fate is more or less superstitious.
At that time, I think I must have been confused and panicked. After all, it must be a life, and the summer with nothing has come together, there is an emotional foundation, and the spirit is relied on, but the pots and pans in life, which place does not need money? There is no way to talk about a carefree life, and you can only go out to work with the summer, living a life of clear soup and little water.
It's time to get off work, which interrupts my thoughts. Passing by the small market, I went for a turn.
In autumn, there is a great abundance of fruit on the market. Especially in the past few years, there are many kinds of fruits that have never been seen before, such as egg fruit, parrot fruit, sapodilla, and ginseng fruit.
The eggs taste a little astringent, a little noodle, a little sweet and a little bitter; Parrot fruit tastes chirping, and it also has a little chicken manure taste, so it is also called chicken poop fruit, which will taste better if you eat it with chili pepper salt; The price of sapodilla is always fluctuating, but if it's the first time you eat it, you won't be able to accept the taste.
Relatively speaking, those more traditional fruits are more popular with people, and they are not far from the left and right, but they are definitely not the same as those crooked melons and cracked dates in the past. In the past, those crooked melons and cracked dates seem to have long disappeared from people's sight, replaced by rows and piles in front of the fruit stall, neat, shiny, and all the fruits of the same size, whether it is apples, pears, oranges, oranges, kiwifruit, all of them are very standard, but also the general thickness and size, especially the grapes, grapes, almost the grains are round, the grains are large, who got you out of the photocopier, and they are all wrapped in a layer of wax clothing, who did this?
I didn't want to buy anything, but now I have a lot of fruit in my hand. Turning out of the small market, it was getting late, and a few autumn clouds were swinging in the sky.
The leisurely clouds drift away. Sometimes, I really want to float like a cloud over the top of a mountain, living a life of seclusion, far from the mundane world.