Chapter 57: Self-Comfort

After Tan Xiaojuan moved out, Huang Xiaoya began to face a life of being alone, she stayed at home for three whole days, and the other two partners called her during this period.

"You're okay, do you want me to order takeout for you at noon?" Liu Yami was the first to call her.

"You're all right, are you? If you are not feeling well, you can rest for two more days. The company's affairs are handled by me and Liu Yami. Zhang Jixiang greeted him more formulaically.

Huang Xiaoya just replied that she was a little tired and wanted to rest for a few days. She takes out breakfast, Chinese food, and dinner. After three days of eating, she finally decided to go out for a walk.

She had the urge to call Mo Xiaoying several times and ask Mo Xiaoying what she wanted her to help with canceling the debt? But in the end, she held back, and she wanted to call her mother again and tell her that the amount of debt she currently owed was going to rise, but she was undecided. In the end, nothing was done.

In the past three days, she has watched the Korean soap opera she wanted to watch before. She thinks why the heroines there are so lucky, they can have a tough, rich, and dedicated male protagonist by their side. But she never met, she looked at herself, she was white and beautiful. It's not very rich, but it's not poor. At this time, she thought of Tan Xiaojuan, and she found that Tan Xiaojuan's two years seemed to be too different from hers. What did she do wrong?

While pondering this great life topic, my mother's call was the first to arrive.

"Xiaoya, your father and I will go to Shanghai tomorrow, and you will wait at home at the end. We'll go after you when we get there. "Mother's voice on the phone was urgent. She could only promise to come down.

Her parents are coming to see her, and she doesn't know if she should be surprised or delighted. What if they knew she owed more than she told her mother? Either way, they're coming, and I'll just tell you the truth. She said to herself in her heart.

She looked around the house and found that it was already a mess, firstly, because Tan Xiaojuan had just moved, some of the decorations that originally belonged to her and the ornaments hanging on the walls had been removed, and the mottled walls in the vacant places were not elegant enough, and there was a lone nail still left there in every place. The floor hadn't been cleaned for three days, and the floor was littered with scrap of paper. The corner of that landscape painting was already hanging on its head, and it was about to fall off at any moment. Huang Xiaoya realized that she should plan for a room. No way, Mom and Dad are coming.

Wouldn't it make them sad to see such a scene when they entered the room? As soon as she thought of the bitter word, the two faces of her parents when they were in her brother's funeral hall came to mind. Her tears fell quietly, and although it had been so long, she had never forgotten it.

She woke herself up to pick herself up and silently got out of bed, and she decided to go out and buy some ornaments and ornaments to keep those nails company so that they didn't look so lonely as she did.

She ran into the bathroom, gave herself a thorough bath, and then opened the closet and found a brightly colored dress to put on her body. Dress yourself up in the mirror and make yourself more perfect. She hadn't smiled in a long time and smiled in the mirror.

She went out into the street, and felt the people coming and going, and she suddenly felt that these people were actually those lonely nails on the walls of her house, just hidden in the noisy world, and no one would notice. It was then that she realized that most of the time people are accompanied by loneliness. Therefore, it is very important to learn to get along with loneliness, before she thought that she knew that she was used to getting used to being alone, today, she knows that getting along with loneliness is not only to accept it in her heart, but more importantly, she has to laugh even if she is alone.

This unexpected awakening made her feel a little lighter, although there was still a heavy debt in her heart, but at this time she wanted to rejoice in this little realization in her heart.

For the first time, she had the heart to visit the pedestrian street next to the community, which was lined with shops, densely packed, and in each store there was a person sitting or a couple muttering to themselves. Each store is filled with a dazzling array of goods, making it easy to see.

Huang Xiaoya walked into a gift shop and was immediately attracted by a pair of cute cartoon rabbits, the two rabbits were wearing Tang costumes, their eyes were full of love when they looked at each other, and they were each carrying strings of small gold ingots, looking festive. Because Huang Xiaoya's zodiac is a rabbit, she especially likes rabbits. She decisively bought it, imagining what it would look like on the wall of her home. Then I bought imitation paintings of Van Gogh, including sunflowers, starry sky, and starry sky over the Rhône.

She went to the flower and bird market again, bought two pots of orchids, and then stood in front of the rabbit stall and couldn't leave, she wondered if she would buy a rabbit to raise it. In the end, I still didn't have the courage to dismiss this idea. I had to say goodbye to them.

She also went to the vegetable market to buy some food, she tried to recall the memory of the dish that Tan Xiaojuan brought her, and decided to try it at noon. The premise of a person's good life should be to be able to eat and drink by himself. So, she decided to try her hand at cooking a few of her favorite dishes. If not, look for Baidu.

When she got home, she got busy, pasting all the paintings on the wall, and then mopping and mopping the floor with a broom and mop, and in a moment the house was cleaned up.

Then she learned to cook again, checked Baidu, and made three of her favorite dishes. Braised pork trotters, braised eggplant in oil, steamed sea bass. With everything all set up, she sat down quietly, and for the first time she didn't order takeout alone, she took the meal she cooked seriously. The fireworks of life have brought back a little joy of living as a human being.

While sipping the meal, Huang Xiaoya imagined the conversation with her when her parents arrived. Thinking about it, I started to cry again. She has never known about the situation in which her parents lived, and her financial situation. Her parents never cried to her that they were poor, nor did they show off their wealth. She wondered how her parents would react when they found out about her current debt.

Huang Xiaoya was about to fall asleep, when Mo Xiaoying suddenly called her.

"Huang Xiaoya, you don't have anything to do, right? I won't force you to pay it back, you can rest assured. Live your days with a steady footing. ”

"Do you have no time limit for me?"

"I said, you don't have to worry." Mo Xiaoying was smiling on the other end of the phone.

"I'm a little sleepy, I'm going to sleep, thank you for not urging me" Huang Xiaoya hung up the phone, and her heart became more and more suspicious of Mo Xiaoying's motives. I always felt that Mo Xiaoying's laughter sounded like it made her shudder. She couldn't help but imagine all kinds of possible situations, a stranger slammed on the door? Walking in passers-by being followed, imagination made Mo Xiaoying more and more afraid, and this night caused her to be half asleep. Splitting headaches.

The next morning, the doorbell rang crisply......