Li Yulin didn't understand the truth of Jing'er's words, and his heart was already a little weak, but he didn't dare to ask in detail, but said cheekily: "You and the golden boy are famous for their good characters, so they are naturally blessed." ”

Jing'er lowered her eyes and shook her head gently: "I don't have such a blessing." ”

Li Yulin was like being struck by lightning for a moment, his eyes were full of disbelief, did he hear it wrong, what did Jing'er mean by this.

"Why do you say that?"

Jing'er's eyelashes trembled slightly, and she never raised her eyes to look at him, and her weak voice carried a heartbreaking determination, "Yulin, you are very good, but I am not worthy of you, in the future, you will find someone worthy of being a bead for you, a person like me, don't spoil your mind." ”

What he said in his mouth was humble, but like a sharp blade that could cut through the bones and dig out the heart, Li Yulin, a sensitive and fragile talented man, was completely shattered by her good words.

"You...... What are you talking about? Who said that I don't want to be a wealthy wife, I only want to be a wife of Hanlin, who said that my county lord's mansion still lacks a guest of honor, you are willing to condescend. These words are still in my ears, and now you call me a good man? I don't want to be a good person, I just want to be your husband! ”

Li Yulin questioned and pierced Jing'er's heart, she couldn't defend herself, it was indeed she who let him down, she had always been calm, she knew that it was not suitable, she should stop the loss in time, the long pain is better than the short pain, don't say it now, she will talk to him after the national filial piety? At that time, he is at the last moment of the sprint to spring, and he can't tolerate a little mistake, now to make it clear, he still has a year of reprieve period, time will smooth everything, they are not sworn to change in this life, after a period of time, they can naturally let go.

"At that time, you were young and ignorant, you don't have to take it seriously."

She didn't dare to say more about this sentence, and if she said one more sentence, she would be able to hear the cry she tried her best to hide. Rejecting Li Yulin, how can she not be painful, they have known each other since childhood, they thought they were just ordinary playmates, from Li Yulin's expression of his heart to her, she looked at him differently, and finally saw something different. Li Yulin is indeed very good, and he is also very good to her, his is not like Jiang Jun who always beats gongs and drums to announce the world, nor is he like his brother who helps his relatives in every detail, he always says nothing on the side, but moisturizes things silently, if she is a dull person, I don't know when she will understand.

But such a good person, she still lived up to it, the phoenix crown that she had fantasized about countless times finally came to naught, she even thought about how many children they would have after marriage, what their names were, but all this was lost to fate.

They have all grown up, once when they were young, they thought they knew each other, but it was a beautiful vision, they had already passed the green years when they only had fun and didn't care about anything, last year her brother had an accident in Zhengzhou, she panicked and had nowhere to ask for help, only to realize that their brothers and sisters were still as weak and helpless as when they first entered the palace, everything they did was given by their father and queen mother, and their father and queen mother did not help, they had nothing, and they couldn't do anything.

Yulin is very good, just personally, she is a good match, but they have such a background, when to marry depends on the individual, Lin Changyu can marry Jiang Jun, and his long-cherished wish has been fulfilled for many years, in addition to the friendship they grew up with, isn't it more about Changning Houfu and Zhenguo Mansion? Otherwise, why would Lin Changyu defeat Jiang Jun's childhood sweetheart's cousin and take the position of the seventh grandmother of the Jiang family into his pocket.

Since she was a child, she didn't know what willfulness was, her life was forbearance and easy-going, just like she liked to dance, but she chose to practice piano art and painting that was more suitable for royal ladies, she didn't fight for it, but for so many years, what did she win? She has no capricious capital.

Jing'er's heart turned thousands of times, but Li Yulin couldn't hear a word, he only knew that the woman in front of him had changed her mind, and he couldn't keep it. The old man often says that the infatuated woman is a negative man, but in today's Tianxianglou private room, there is a pair of infatuated men who have a thin love for the girl, and it is difficult to shake the mother's heart if he keeps it.

"Well, what a sentence of young ignorance! Count me Li someone mistook you! The county lord went back and picked up all the bits and pieces I sent, and threw them away or burned them, don't pile them up somewhere to occupy your place and stain your eyes, blame me for being abrupt. ”

Since he was a child, he was added to the aura of a prodigy, Li Yulin has his pride, he does not allow himself to humbly ask for peace, these brothers and sisters are noble dragon sons and phoenix grandchildren, he can't climb a common people, but he will never kneel on the ground and lick their insteps again.

After Li Yulin said this, he brushed his sleeves away, Jing'er tears flowed down the moment he turned around, and in the hazy eyes of tears, he saw a cyan figure gradually moving away, and for a long time later, Jing'er would think of him when she saw the cyan clothes.

Mo Ming hurriedly pushed the door in, "Lord Wang! Oh no, Li Gongzi is gone, and the county lord is crying very uncomfortable! ”

The golden boy patted the case and got up: "What! "This Li Yulin is bold! What kind of sweet words did he say when he chased Jing'er before, but now he doesn't know how to cherish it, his uncle is still sitting next door, he dares to bully Jing'er, he really thinks that Jing'er can't marry him?

The golden boy's sleeves flicked quickly, Jing'er's room was next door, he walked a few steps quickly and stepped into the door, and sure enough, he saw Jing'er stirring the handkerchief and crying bitterly, and several palace people on the side coaxed her.

"What about Li Yulin! Bring him back and make amends! "I have to let him kneel down for Jing'er and admit his mistake.

The palace people said with difficulty: "This is also Li Gongzi's fault!" ”

Jin Tong's sharp eyes were gouged: "There are only a few of you in this house, it's not his fault, it's your fault?" "It can't be Jing'er crying by herself.

The palace people didn't dare to speak, Jing'er looked up and pressed the handkerchief and pressed her eyes, still unable to hold back her tears, "Don't say it, I ......"

It was Nuomi who knew her mind best, and said the words in her throat for her: "Let the master cry well, let's not disturb her." ”

Zhou Ning came in from outside, just heard this sentence, and secretly said that this girl has no rules, Jing'er spoiled the girls around her, but this master's rules are not much better, what else can the next person do.

She didn't know about Jing'er and Li Yulin, so she didn't dare to speak rashly, for fear of upsetting the brother and sister, but she didn't agree with this matter in her heart, that is, it passed the eyes of the golden boy, which was also a private teaching, their parents and elders were alive, how could the golden boy be the parent of the main sister, and now it is like this, and she is embarrassed to cry? Don't be too scared.

Zhou Ning didn't know how to comfort Jing'er, and she didn't want to comfort her, so she sat on the side with the golden boy and waited for Jing'er to finish crying, but she didn't want to come to the two uninvited guests.

"Who made our county lord cry? Golden boy, how can you, as a brother and sister-in-law, sit on the side and ignore it, don't say anything to coax her, don't say anything to give her anger, beware of her going back and telling the emperor, you will be reprimanded again. ”

The emperor spoils these girls the most, they are adopted daughters, and they are not allowed to be bullied by others.

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