Chapter Ninety-Eight: Let It Go
Jingchen quietly lay down beside Xiao Yu and fell asleep.
In the middle of the night, Xiao Yu quietly opened his eyes and sat up, but he couldn't help but smile when he saw Jingchen lying next to him.
Xiao Yu put his quilt on Jingchen's body, patted it a few times, then turned over and got out of bed, tiptoed out of the tent, put on his clothes, and sat in an open space, looking at the twinkling stars in the sky.
A cold wind blew, Xiao Yu couldn't help but shiver, but he was draped in a black cloak, Xiao Yu looked back, it turned out to be Jingchen.
Jingchen sat down and leaned quietly on Xiao Yu, "You were injured just now, how can you run out and blow the wind without saying a word?" ”
"Xiao Luo, in the world, why are there so many troubles." Xiao Yu's eyelids drooped, and his brow furrowed slightly.
Jingchen smiled and shook his head, "There are many kinds of things in this world, how can there be no troubles?" ”
Xiao Yu lay in Jingchen's arms and gently stroked Jingchen's chin, "If a person threatens you with the last thing you want to do, and asks you to kill someone who has nothing to do with you, will you do it?" ”
"Did someone threaten you?" Jingchen suddenly became nervous.
"No, no, that's it, I want to hear it, you people, how to choose?" Xiao Yu's weak speech was a little stumbling.
"Well, if it were me, I might choose to let that person go!" Jingchen lowered his head and smiled.
"Why?" Xiao Yu hoped that Jingchen would say that he would choose to kill him, but he did not regret asking Jingchen this question.
"If you sacrifice your own bottom line and can get back a life, how can you regret it?" Even if Jingchen left the fairy world to travel to the world, what he thought in his heart was still the lives of others.
Xiao Yu nodded, "Yes, why not?" Xiao Luo, then, if I were someone else's wife, would you still love me? ”
In Xiao Yu's eyes, being the king's concubine, she is already someone else's wife, how can she understand all the incomprehensible truths in this world?
Jingchen just smiled again, and didn't answer too seriously, "Naturally not, if you are not my wife, why do I continue to love you?" ”
Jingchen's words that inadvertently made Xiao Yu seem to be the deepest thorn in Xiao Yu's heart, but Xiao Yu didn't show it, but it seemed to be poked into a hole in his heart.
Xiao Yu's face was gloomy, and he stood up, "You can go back and rest earlier, I'm okay." ”
Jingchen was a little puzzled, but through the moonlight, he saw the wound on Xiao Yu's cheek.
After staring at it for a long time, Xiao Yu frowned and covered the wound, "If you feel ugly, go back early." ”
Jingchen stared at Xiao Yu's indignant departing figure, and before he had time to explain, he was even more puzzled.
In fact, Jingchen just wanted to tell Xiao Yu that no matter what Xiao Yu looked like, he would be the one who loved her the most.
Because Jingchen knows that Xiao Yu loves herself the most, so even if she becomes someone else's wife, even if she is infamous, she will never back down, he is no longer the handyman who didn't know anything in Su Mansion at the beginning, and now, Xiao Yu is his last bottom line.
Xiao Yu was wearing a black cloak of dust, and he forgot to return it to him, but it didn't matter.
Xiao Yu huddled in the corner with this black cloak, and secretly shed tears.
If she kills King Xuan, if Zijue knows, I am afraid that she will become the object of scolding from the world, but if she returns to the fairy world one day, even if she is full of infamy, what does it matter?
However, if King Xuan dies in his own hands, I am afraid that he will not have a good conscience in his life, in this world, Zijue cannot control it, King Xuan is deeply popular with the people, in the eyes of the Queen Mother, it is natural to regard King Xuan as a thorn in the flesh It is also common sense.
However, what Xiao Yu wants to help is not Zijue, let alone the Queen Mother, but the whole world, what Jingchen has to do at this time, but now, he has to take full control of himself.
Don't be lazy.
But if you don't kill King Xuan, not to mention how long you have to stay in this world, how to gain a foothold in this imperial city, just being Zijue's concubine is enough to make Xiao Yu feel painful.
Jingchen just said so decisively, if he became Zijue's concubine, I am afraid that there will be nothing.
What is the use of wanting this wealth and glory for yourself? When he returns to the fairy world, no amount of money is useless.
Moreover, he will bring Jingchen a reason not to love himself anymore.
Xiao Yu doesn't know how many times she told herself that she was selfish, but what was the use? Xiao Yu is soft-hearted again and again, who will come to accompany Xiao Yu?
In fact, Xiao Yu doesn't love "Xiao Luo" not because he is not "Xiao Jingchen", but "Xiao Luo" never understands himself, never knows what kind of person he is, in fact, from the moment he came to the mortal world, everything was wrong.
Xiao Yu's tears slipped quietly, adding a few vicissitudes to this endless night, or just three days.
Xiao Yu knew why the Queen Mother chose herself to assassinate King Xuan, on the one hand, her martial arts ability was obvious to all, even the Queen Mother had to praise it.
If his assassination is successful, it will remove the biggest obstacle to Zijue's stability of the throne for the Queen Mother.
If his assassination fails, then he will follow the queen mother's wishes to become Zijue's concubine, and his assassination will bring benefits to the queen mother regardless of success or failure, which is the little calculation in the queen mother's heart.
In fact, Xiao Yu's bet with the Queen Mother had already been lost, she was the Queen Mother, and one sentence was enough to order herself to be a concubine, but she chose a greater exchange of interests, no matter what, who let herself come to the mortal world in such a hurry, and did not find a powerful emperor to reincarnate again?
Xiao Yu cried and cried and fell asleep, the curtain of the tent was gently lifted, it turned out to be Yu Mo, Yu Mo carried Xiao Yu to the bed, covered the quilt, and pulled out the black cloak that was held by her from Xiao Yu's arms, which was already soaked.
But Yu Mo has long since stopped asking for anything, he knows that no matter what he does, Xiao Yu will never have his own in his heart, but even if he has understood, he still can't control his love for her, this is Yu Mo's obsession.
Yu Mo and Xiao Yu have experienced too much together, and he can no longer accept Xiao Yu's departure.
If Nan Ling hurriedly came to find him, hoping that he would have refused when he went to protect Xiao Yu, I'm afraid he wouldn't have fallen so deep.
That's it, it's better to leave it to fate, let it go, if you want to love her to give everything, then that's it.
In the past, Yu Mo never believed in fate, but now, he also knows how to let the destiny of heaven dictate his life.
In Yu Mo's heart, countless lines of defense have been set up, but now, they have been broken by Xiao Yu one by one, this is the unswerving love until death, without regrets.
Xiao Yu took Jingchen's cloak and put it on Xiao Yu's body, and whispered something in Xiao Yu's ear, "If yes, you can keep you together, then, I wish you all the rest of your life, and you will love each other." ”
After saying that, he left the camp, but he didn't know that Zhumo was following him from beginning to end.
Zhumo hasn't slept a peaceful sleep since Zijue sent him here that day.
Because Yu Mo will not stay in his camp every night, no, it should be said that Xiao Yu will not stay in his camp every night.
Every night, Xiao Yu would get up and go to Jingchen's camp to take a look, to see if Jingchen slept soundly, if he was hungry, and if he had suffered any injuries from training, and then used spells to help Jingchen return to his original state.
Every night, Yu Mo would follow Xiao Yu closely, for fear that Xiao Yu would encounter any other accidents.
Every night, Zhumo would follow Yu Mo's back with his eyes from a distance, watching Yu Mo's hot gaze be hit back by Xiao Yu's cold back.
Zhumo just watched Yu Mo's lonely figure return to his tent before leaving.
It seems that since Yu Mo's arrival, Zhumo doesn't seem to remember that she is the princess of Chaoge, and in her eyes, she is just a woman who is willing to give everything for Yu Mo.
The four of them have been entangled for so long unconsciously, why can't they love each other and spend the rest of their lives together?
Xiao Yu inadvertently, was loved by so many people, here, no one fell in love with Xiao Yu's skin, but they all exchanged their most precious, the most inseparable things in exchange for Xiao Yu's peace.
In fact, Jingchen and Yu Mo are two people who are so similar, and they do their best to protect Xiao Yu's thoughtfulness.
I'm afraid the biggest difference between the two is that one has been loved by Xiao Yu, but the other has never gotten it.
But isn't the end result the same? Together, they won't be together!
In fact, who loves it, and how deep is it? Everyone follows the rules and follows the rules of this world to satisfy the love they want most.
Even if anyone is wishful thinking and feels giving, what's the use? In the end, what you get will never be less than one-ten-thousandth of what you give.
is so willing, but it has ruined many people.
Two days have passed, and there is only one last night left, if Xiao Yu has not killed King Xuan, I am afraid that he will be married by Zijue on the fourth day.
In the past two days, Xiao Yu has been the same as usual, but the only difference is that all eyes are on King Xuan alone.
Such a move has never caused Jingchen and Yu Mo's abnormality, no wonder, the two are patronizing and jealous, who cares about whether to cover it?
If the sergeant in the camp can't eat, King Xuan will open the country's granary relief, regardless of whether the queen mother will use this as an excuse to make things difficult for herself, if the people in the Jingwei military camp have any training that is not in place, King Xuan will personally go into battle to give advice.
These, these days Xiao Yu has seen it in his eyes, and he has to admit that King Xuan is indeed the material for being an emperor, but he has no choice but to have a humble status as King Xuan's biological mother and cannot be on an equal footing with the Queen Mother, which has caused this situation today.
But no matter how kind King Xuan's biological mother is, no matter how simple she is, no matter how she doesn't compete with others, King Xuan does something better than Zijue, I don't know how many times.
These are all in the eyes of everyone, and even Xiao Yu was moved.
Xiao Yu is glad that there is King Xuan in this imperial city, but she let King Xuan go, who will let her go?
She knew that even if she broke the sky, it would be useless to say everything about King Xuan in front of the Queen Mother.
Because it was because King Xuan was too good that the Queen Mother gradually became murderous towards him.
Xiao Yu trusted King Xuan in his heart, even if King Xuan's people wanted to assassinate Zijue, now it seems that Xiao Yu is willing to believe that King Xuan doesn't know about it.
Do you really want to sacrifice Jingchen for the world?
But even if it was Jingchen, he would never let himself kill King Xuan.
It is because Xiao Yu knows Jingchen's temperament that he hesitates.
If it weren't for Jingchen's sentence that if you were someone else's wife, Jingchen would never love her again, why would Xiao Yu be so hesitant.
In the world, all the decisions made by Xiao Yu are all because of the joy of the dust.
But now, even if everyone knows about it, Xiao Yu can't get it back.