Chapter 366: Deep Palace
If there is no dust, Qing Yao ...... You can always do that......
In fact, from the day Qing Yao was born in Su Mansion, everything was already doomed......
Although the Su Mansion has a big business, the only deficiency is that Master Su is not an official eunuch, and the huge power of the Su Mansion is only maintained by the silver two, if there is really any change, it will be difficult for the Su Mansion to protect itself.
Since Qing Yao was born here, she must have known these things early.
Perhaps, the education received since childhood is to be prepared to pay for the Su Mansion.
Perhaps, Qing Yao accepted this reality early from the beginning.
It's just that the sudden appearance of Jingchen in the past made Qing Yao suddenly overturn the rules at that moment.
For the first time, there was a moment when I wanted to disobey my family and wanted to live for myself......
Qing Yao has been studying family rules and women's virtues all day since she was a child, and even Qing Yao's dream can't be avoided.
Originally, at that time, everyone in Su Mansion thought that Qing Yao could always be a dignified and self-reliant lady, and the young lady of Su Mansion could ...... No one would have thought that the sudden appearance of Jingchen would completely disrupt everything.
Perhaps, as others say, if there were no people who did not belong to the world here, everything would ...... Maybe it's all plain......
However, if your life is dull and dull, day after day, you will lose a lot of fun.
Don't ordinary people in the world hope that the gods will come down to earth to solve their problems?
Why did you really come, but you were treated and abused like this?
Man....... It's ridiculous......
But Qing Yao seems to be a variable in the world.
And the appearance of Jingchen seems to be destined for Qing Yao, it just so happened that when Jingchen first arrived in Sufu, he caught up with Qing Yao's birthday banquet, and it happened that Jingchen was serving the dishes, just ...... In that moment....... Qing Yao raised her head.
No one knows why Qing Yao fell hopelessly in love with Jingchen just by looking at her.
Is it the charm of the gods, or is Jingchen too handsome, or is it ...... Is it really that ethereal love at a glance?
For the sake of Jingchen, Qing Yao seemed to have become another person.
For the first time, I wanted to be the self I wanted to be, for the first time, I wanted to give up the idea of paying for Su Fu, and for the first time, I left behind the teachings of my family from childhood to adulthood.
For the sake of Jingchen, Qing Yao deigned to follow Jingchen to a place where she should never have set foot in, for the sake of Jingchen, Qing Yao threw away the family motto and teachings again and again, and lowered herself again and again for the sake of Jingchen......
Even if he was born to pay something, he is always on top.
At that time, Qing Yao may never have thought that she would one day become like this for a house slave......
At that time, Qing Yao could let Xiao Yu send food to Jingchen on his behalf and care for a house slave.
Although Qing Yao is kind, everyone is different, but a young lady, no matter how she treats a house slave like this, she will also lose her style, and it is inevitable that she will be talked about.
Besides, at that time, Qing Yao talked a lot on weekdays, but they all spoke softly, and they were all beautiful women, but since Jingchen appeared, Qing Yao's eyes never left Jingchen, no matter where he was, Qing Yao's eyes always followed him, sometimes happy, sometimes sad, it seemed that Jingchen's every move touched Qing Yao's heartstrings.
How big of an Achilles' heel this must be......
She even fulfilled Xiao Yu and Jingchen for the sake of Jingchen's mood, and for this reason, she did not hesitate to oppose Master Su, presumably at that time...... Not only Master Su, but everyone in Su Mansion was surprised.......
Qing Yao, who was so obedient and gentle and well-behaved in the past, would disobey Master Su.
Even for the sake of a side sentence, he threw away all etiquette and ran to buy his own wedding dress, and had a big quarrel with Master Su, Qing Yao at that time...... It's really changed, right......
It's ...... It's really changed because of the dust.......
But...... Qing Yao should really love Jingchen......
Otherwise, he would not have sold the Su Mansion after Master Su's death, just to save Jingchen from fire and water......
Moreover, the Su Mansion at that time was Qing Yao's last straw, but it was cut off by Qing Yao herself......
And later, if it weren't for Liu Fei's scorn of them, they repeatedly uncovered Qing Yao's scars, maybe ...... Qing Yao won't be the last appearance, right......
Qing Yao should have regretted it, regretted, for the sake of Jingchen, she didn't leave a way back for herself, so that she had no way back, so she could only move forward in the wind and rain......
Let others trample themselves under their feet again and again, and trample and trample repeatedly.
If he holds the Su Mansion, Qing Yao will not live on the streets, and he will not enter the palace, as Master Su said, once he enters the palace, it is as deep as the sea, if not, Qing Yao ...... Maybe it will really sit quietly with her eldest lady and spend her life in peace.......
It's good that it doesn't end up like this, it's bland......
If it weren't for them...... Maybe, even if she enters the palace, Qing Yao doesn't like to compete, maybe she really lives in this deep palace without fighting.......
It's weird, this palace wall is too high...... The people inside....... You can't see the outside, you can't see the future.......
can only vent this cold helplessness on others......
And Qing Yao just happened to be this unfortunate person......
Originally, I thought that I would die early in the deep palace, but ...... The reappearance of Jingchen and Xiao Yu made Qing Yao see the light of day......
At that time, did she hope that it would be best for her to die silently like this?
But...... Maybe it was the four eyes of Jingchen that made Qing Yao want to live......
It was also at that moment that Qing Yao understood that in the imperial city, she had to ...... If you want to be like the people in the imperial city, if you just blindly don't fight or grab, you will only be regarded as ants and weeds, playing with them in the palm of your hand......
If you weren't really forced to have nowhere to escape, you would be living for a hundred miles....... Qing Yao said that she wouldn't release anything.......
Out of love, Xiao Yu has been Qing Yao's personal guard for so long, out of reason, doing so is against Qing Yao's principles, but she ...... What kind of situation has it been forced to make you feel vicious?
Maybe, when Qing Yao released Baili Su, she was ...... in her heart Let's be uneasy.......
As a mortal, Qing Yao didn't know what it meant for him to let out Bailisu, whether he would really put Xiao Yu to death, or whether he would go on both sides of the well without violating the river water, but no matter what....... Qing Yao finally released Bailisu......
At that time, she had completely changed......
Later, Qing Yao was awarded the title because of Xiao Yu and became the 'Concubine Lian' respected by everyone, but it is no longer the same as before......
Eager for quick success, jealous, step by step, he found that Xiao Yu's existence was hindering him, and he began to be unable to tolerate Xiao Yu, and he couldn't even tolerate others mentioning Xiao Yu by his side.
Looking at all people, they are no longer equal, but they are divided into three, six, nine and so on in their hearts, and their hearts are no longer as good as before.......
Maybe it's because the days have been long, and after a long time, that unwillingness has gradually been consumed, and he began to stay in the imperial city with peace of mind, stay here, and give everything to his man for the sake of Xiao Yu's face, and this life can be regarded as a worry-free life......
In fact, Xiao Yu has never belonged to the world, Qing Yao...... also has her own unique charm, just because the only person she loves deeply is someone else in her eyes, and gradually, Qing Yao also ignores her own advantages......
As a beautiful lady, gentle and virtuous, eyebrows and eyes are also very outstanding, and the family background is excellent, there is nothing to regret......
If it was, at first sight, Qing Yao didn't care, or if there was no first glance at all, perhaps, everything wouldn't be different.......
As soon as the catastrophe comes, Xiao Yu Jingchen returns to the fairy world, and it may be ...... There isn't so much pain......
But...... Isn't all this predestined early on?
Since it is destined, it is inevitable and understandable......
Xiao Yu has never held a grudge against Qing Yao, presumably, he also feels that he owes Qing Yao too much.......
Yu Mo and Qing Yao love too much, they both want to be fulfilled, but they have entered their own ......
In the end, it didn't get a good ending.
Although Yu Mo found the person she really should love, she didn't have the opportunity to go on with her, although Qing Yao became the king's side in the imperial city, and she enjoyed endless wealth and glory in her life, but she also lost too much ......
Family, love, dignity.......
Perhaps, Qing Yao's whole life can only live in the haze of Xiao Yu, everyone thinks that Qing Yao can sit here because Xiao Yu is here, but the facts, isn't it true?
However, Qing Yao's last self-esteem told her that she couldn't live under Xiao Yu forever, but ...... Isn't everything already predestined?
Qing Yao ended up, but she couldn't fight for her fate, and she finally ...... lives behind Xiao Yu's name.......
You must know that Qing Yao has been proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting since she was a child, and her manners are dignified and cultivated, but in the end, she ...... But he didn't have a place for himself, although Qing Yao had no love for Zijue at that time, and stayed by his side just to live, but after all, he had an heir later, but at that time, Zijue only had Xiao Yu in his heart, and he actually brought Xiao Yu with his name, and Qing Yao at that time ...... I guess it's sad too......
But Qingyao has her own principles after all, and since she already has a child, she will no longer pick and choose and live...... It's the best, isn't it.......
Now, everything is starting again, without Xiao Yu and Jingchen, Qing Yao will enter the imperial city again, and she will ....... Will you meet the person who is worth giving up everything for Qing Yao just for this glance?
And Qing Yao, who has a backer, is in the imperial city, and will ...... Be the most hated version of yourself?
However, Qing Yao should only want to live like that from beginning to end, the self she wants to be the most......
Perhaps, in this life, it is to give Qing Yao another chance to live for herself.......
Everything starts again, everyone, it will be different, right.......