In the following period, Tang Mingyao constantly adjusted and revised the first story, including the style of writing, expression, and the refinement of the language, which took a lot of effort.

It took more than a week.

After finishing, he is ready to write a story, and the character of this story is based on Hou Yan.

Tang Mingyao went online and was going to contact her first to get her permission.

"Hou Yan, last time I suggested that you go to the school to live on campus, did you go?"

"I went, the school was very good, there were many people, and it was lively."

"How are you feeling lately?"

"It's a little better than before. Let me tell you, we used to live in the school, and we would talk at night, sometimes until late, and I couldn't help but talk to them until midnight on two occasions. ”

Tang Mingyao: "It seems that you are quite suitable for collective life."

"Yes, it's a pity that I moved home after the exam, and I was the only one at home, so I went outside to play for half a month, and I came back for two days......"

After chatting a few words, Tang Mingyao put forward his request.

After Hou Yan inquired in detail, she felt that there was nothing wrong with just being a character prototype, so she readily agreed.

After finishing the matter, Tang Mingyao continued: "Recently, I have thought of some new methods that may be useful for your situation, do you want to try them?"

"How?"

"Bring me a pen and paper, and I'll tell you how...... Empty your mind and write about who you are? ”

"Me? I'm Hou Yan. How do you write this? ”

"Except for Hou Yan, who are you? Write as you think, write wherever you want, don't stick to the form, write as much as you can. ”

"Well, wait for me ...... a while"

After ten minutes, Hou Yan replied: "I finished writing and wrote more than 100 words." Want to send it to you? ”

Tang Mingyao said yes.

When Hou Yan sent it, he stared at the screen and watched this self-description seriously.

I'm Hou Yan. I am a fifteen-year-old girl, I was born on June 20, 96, I am a junior high school graduate, my previous class was in the first class of the third grade of xx county middle school, I ...... I am the daughter of Hou Tianfu and Zhang Shuyuan, and I am the granddaughter of xxx......

Looking at it, Tang Mingyao frowned slightly.

This passage is the most basic description of a person's self-knowledge, and it is also the kind of "anchor" he once thought of for positioning himself in the world.

To put it simply, only by fully recognizing who you are and recognizing your connection and interaction with the world can you gain a sufficient sense of existence.

Hou Yan's self-report seems to be fine, but if you look closely, the problem is very big.

For example, in her description, there is a lack of descriptions of friendships, and the part of family relationships that should be very important is placed very late by her.

If Tang Mingyao wrote it himself, he would have written: My name is Tang Mingyao, I am a man, and I am Tang Hui's son......

Family relationships will be second only to one's own name and gender.

The difference can be felt with a little experience.

Hou Yan's subconscious sorting shows that her cognition and recognition of family relationships are very low, which is very consistent with her long-term unaccompanied status quo at home.

And a person's positioning in this world, family affection occupies a very large proportion, if this piece is missing, it is strange that there is no problem.

After thinking about it, Tang Mingyao assigned a task to Hou Yan on QQ: to write an essay, the content is the situation of father-daughter getting along or mother-daughter getting along, or the same old requirement, play at will, but the number of words must be more than 000 words.

After going offline, he began to write this story of Hou Yan.

The opening uses another form, first write a common little thing in daily life, and then slowly introduce the main topic, write about Hou Yan's current situation, and then point out the theme of this section:

When we are in complete darkness, if we can't see, we can't touch, and if no one responds, we panic.

This kind of panic may be afraid of the dark on the surface, but on a deeper look, it is afraid that no one will respond. But in essence, we are panicking about whether or not I really exist......

If you were a child and your parents didn't respond to you, or even if they weren't there for you at all, then you would have a serious lack of presence.

As you grow up, you will behave in a vicious circle: constantly exploring the world around you, connecting with your surroundings, and confirming your existence through the responses around you...... When there is no response, it becomes even worse.

This pattern mostly exists in love and marriage relationships.

In life, we often see girls repeatedly confirming to their boyfriends, "Do you love me?" "Do you love me or not?" "In addition to love itself, there are often psychological roots in this.

This story was written smoothly, Tang Mingyao knew enough about Hou Yan's situation, and he had thought a lot about how to deal with it before, so he wrote it quickly, and he wrote the whole story in two days.

Next, he has more stories to write, and the prototype characters to be written in the plan are: Tang Xiaoyuan, Huang Tao, and himself in his previous life.

Tentatively about 100,000 words.

However, he decided to put off the rest of the part, combine work and rest, go out to play for two days and come back to write.

Brother Tang Lingfeng doesn't have to worry about him anymore, this guy went to Luo's house a few days ago, and he had a hot fight with Luo Xiaobo, the two difficult brothers, as soon as they met, and they were away from home all day long, and they relied on each other's house for dinner.

As for what he was doing, Tang Mingyao went to see it once and found that he was playing a game with Luo Xiaobo.

Tang Mingyao didn't bother to talk about him, he just stipulated that he had to finish his summer homework every day, and let him go to the rest.

didn't have to worry about it, Tang Mingyao naturally took Luo Wenxi with him and lived a two-person world.

There are a lot of places to play around the provincial capital, and they have been studying here for a year, and most of them have not been to most places, and the two have been to several places for a few days in a row.

When I came to an ancient town this day and saw a photography shop, Luo Wenxi took Tang Mingyao's arm and said, "We don't seem to take pictures very often, next time take out the camera and shoot more."

Tang Mingyao nodded and agreed.

After walking a few steps, I saw a store selling clothing in the Republic of China, and Luo Wenxi stood still.

"These clothes are so pretty......" she exclaimed.

Tang Mingyao thought that she was going to study clothes again, but she heard the girl say, "These clothes will look good when you wear them and take pictures, right?"

Tang Mingyao: "Indeed, it has a sense of the times."

The two went into the store for a while, and the owner strongly recommended that they buy some of the clothes. In the end, Luo Wenxi took a fancy to a cheongsam and a set of phoenix crowns and xia veils used for marriage in that era.

"Buy?"

"Buy!"

"Then you have to buy this vest and the groom's suit, and we will match two sets!"

In the end, it took someone to buy two sets of clothes and make up two sets of Republic of China couple clothes.

The next day after going back, Luo Wenxi took those clothes to find a photo studio, and pulled Tang Mingyao with him, asking him to take art photos with her.

The girl's mouth was full of words: "You should leave the best memories while you are young, and look back at these photos together when you grow up in the future, which is more commemorative." You say, don't you? ”