Chapter Eighty-Eight: Shaken

Yu Mo folded the flowers alone, looking at Yu Mo's lonely back, Zhumo suddenly felt distressed.

This time there is a little feather, so what about the past? Who was there when Yu Mo was empty in the past?

Zhumo is a good girl who is empathetic, she understands that Yu Mo has a reason for everything about her, so she doesn't blame her, but the desire to stay by his side is getting stronger.

"White Feather! This birthday is very rare, and the scenery that must be purchased for you will let the world know that I have such a beauty in the song. In fact, Zijue's feelings for Xiao Yu are nothing more than gratitude and affection, and there is no "love" at all.

"You don't have to go to such great lengths, call Yu Mo and the princess Yaoyu and they will make do with one together, just be lively." Xiao Yu has never had a birthday like this, and every birthday in the past was accompanied by Jingchen.

Cook a meal with your own hands and fall asleep with Xiao Yu in your arms, "If you return to the fairy world, will you not be able to go back?" ”

Zijue is actually only grateful for Xiao Yu's trust in herself, and more admires Xiao Yu's heroic posture and the appearance of women who don't let her eyebrows go, and she has no intention of competing with Jingchen and Yu Mo.

Besides, at this time, he also thought that Yu Mo was the only one who liked Xiao Yu, so he helped match some.

But as the so-called fertilizer water does not flow into the fields of outsiders, Zijue thinks that if he doesn't take Xiaoyu into his pocket, won't it be a loss?

He left Zhumo here and returned to the imperial city to buy Xiao Yu's birthday.

Zhumo sat alone on his knees at the door of Yu Mo's tent.

"Why are you sitting here? Don't catch a cold, if Zijue blames me, I can't afford to murder the princess of a country. Xiao Yu was a little blamed, but a little ridiculous.

Xiao Yu took off his cloak, covered Zhumo's legs, and glanced into the tent to know what the reason was.

Withstanding the biting cold wind, he squatted down, "I'll leave it to you, I'm relieved." ”

Zhumo knew what Xiao Yu meant by what he said, so he just raised his head and smiled.

"If you insist on waiting for him to come out here, I won't stop you, but don't freeze your body, it will be my birthday in a few days, when the time comes, I want you to come safe and sound, this is not better than the inner garden of the imperial city, warm in winter and cool in summer, but the cold wind has nowhere to hide, pay attention, what do you need, just tell me, or talk to Xiao Luo." Xiao Yu stood up slowly, knowing that he couldn't persuade Zhumo, so he didn't stop it, leaving his fur and going with her.

Zhumo quietly dropped a few tears, which instantly condensed into ice flowers and hung on Zhumo's cheeks.

Xiao Yu dragged Jingchen into the camp tent and lit a bonfire.

But it was still damp and cold, so Jingchen took off his coat and draped it over Xiao Yu.

Xiao Yu looked at Jingchen with a flushed face, and he didn't know if it was happiness, shyness, or cold.

Xiao Yu's fingertips inadvertently touched Jingchen's palm, "It's so cold." ”

Jingchen's palm was almost temperatureless, and it dropped to freezing.

Xiao Yu picked up Jingchen's hands and put them on his legs, and after casting a spell, it became hot.

The campfires were much stronger, and the whole tent was filled with infinite warmth.

Xiao Yu saw through the gap in the camp tent that Zhumo was still sitting there, and his eyelashes seemed to be frosted, and he became more and more distressed.

"I can't imagine that the princess of a country can put down the shelf for her love and chase it desperately." Xiao Yu was a little helpless, but shook his head with a smile.

Jingchen also held her hand tightly, "It's snowing?" ”

In the cold wind, the sword box that was waiting to hold its breath had condensed into ice, cold and cold. The snowflakes are flying in the vastness, the sky is endless, the crystal clear pure white, such as the vegetarian, and the smell of blood that permeates it, permeated with a slight coming.

Jingchen held Xiao Yu's hand tightly, and the two opened the door of the camp tent and stretched out their hands to catch a few frost flowers.

Seeing the bamboo ink not far away beside him shivering, it was obvious that the fur did not play a role, and it was approaching the depths of winter, and it was no longer possible to stop the invasion of the cold.

As soon as Xiao Yu took a step, Zhumo fell, not because the fur was useless, but because Zhumo was delicate and expensive, how could he try to be so cold?

But Yu Mo walked out, just quietly raised his eyes to look at Xiao Yu, and then picked up Zhumo and walked into the camp.

Xiao Yu was a little bitter, but she also smiled with relief, she knew that there was finally someone who could truly accompany him forever to disperse loneliness.

But Yu Mo didn't want Xiao Yu to question him personally, and after accusing himself, he was forced to send Zhumo back to the camp.

For so many years, Yu Mo has long been accustomed to being alone, accustomed to walking alone in the long winter, he thanked Xiao Yu and Zhumo for coming, but he couldn't do anything and let go of Xiao Yu to accept Zhumo at the same time.

Yu Mo carried Zhumo to his bed, but he took Lan Yu to the corner and sat cross-legged, closing his eyes lightly.

If this was normal, he would not take Zhumo in if he said anything, but he also had his own selfishness, he knew that Jingchen and Xiao Yu were in the camp together, so he wanted to satisfy some of the unevenness in his heart.

But gradually, he opened his eyes, walked over to Zhumo, and sat down.

stared at Zhumo's immature cheeks, "You...... Will you accept me too? ”

He was afraid of being forgotten in the world again, so he didn't dare to continue to believe in anyone, but he believed in Xiao Yu and the only person who had given him warmth for more than ten years.

But until the end, even Xiao Yu didn't want to stay by his side, and he came to this world by himself, was it in vain?

He is unwilling, he is unwilling, he is willing to stand out from the crowd, he would rather die alone, but he is unwilling to be forgotten and abandoned.

He was afraid, he was afraid that there would be no place for him in this world.

How painful it must be to practice such an invulnerable heart, but Yu Mo did it, but now, after meeting Xiao Yu, he regretted it for the first time.

The girl in front of her is willing to do nothing about what she does, tolerate it infinitely, give warmth indefinitely, what else is she asking for?

Since the moment I met Xiao Yu, it seems that the injustice of fate from the previous ten years no longer exists.

Xiao Yu put up the tent door of the camp tent, covered it with the same quilt as Jingchen, and admired the falling frost flowers.

She is so happy at this moment, she must have no regrets when she comes to this world!

No one in this world wants to experience birth, old age, sickness and death, love and separation, resentment and hatred, love and separation, knowing that this is fate, but they have also thought about going against the sky, this is human nature.

Even if you know that you are insignificant, like a mayfly ant, you still want to go against the sky.

This is the proof that people have come to this world and walked through it.

"Xiao Yu, can you tell me how much you love him?" At the beginning, Qing Yao asked, Yu Mo asked, but now even Jingchen himself has to ask before he stops.

"How do I love him, is it really so important?" She didn't want to continue answering this question, she didn't want to sting the heart of "Xiao Luo" anymore.

"Yes, I want to know." But Jingchen said what he wanted very firmly.

"What is love? I never understood, but after him, I didn't care about anything, I did everything for him, only listened to him, and when I watched him laugh, I couldn't help but smile. I know that he has never loved me, but I can't suppress the thoughts in my heart, he is the person I will never forget in this life, I am willing to come to this world, I don't regret coming to this world, I got what I wanted, only he can give me love, Xiaoluo, do you blame me? Xiao Yu looked at Jingchen, but there was a slight smile in the corners of his eyes and eyebrows.

"Xiao Yu, since you said that he never loved you, why would I fall in love with you so easily?" Jingchen wanted to help Xiao Yu's last wish come true before he disappeared, and he knew that Xiao Yu never loved him.

"Jingchen, marry me! The next time it snows, let's get married! "Xiao Yu is still a flesh and blood person after all, she knows exactly what she wants, but she never wants to admit it.

Now she no longer cares whether "Xiao Luo" is a substitute for Jingchen, what she cares about is just the heart that she can't ask for.

She was extravagant, extravagant, hoping that one day Jingchen would say those three words in person, she didn't want to wait any longer.

Seeing that the dust in the world no longer expressed his hot love for himself all the time, the last line of defense in Xiao Yu's heart finally collapsed.

She was afraid to return to the fairy world, but she knew that if Jingchen returned, she would not have to make her own choice.

She wants to marry Jingchen, she wants to be Jingchen's unique wife, after all, desire prevails over reason, but she doesn't think she is wrong.

"Xiao Yu, what you said is true?" Jingchen was so frightened by Xiao Yu's words that he almost didn't fall off the bed.

"Really, the next time it snows, will you marry me?" Xiao Yu didn't want to wait any longer, she didn't have time, maybe only getting married could she truly seal this memory in the softest place in her heart.

"Okay, Xiao Yu, next time, I will want you to be my wife." Jingchen was overjoyed, seeing that Xiao Yu was about to become his wife, he was afraid that he would wake up with a smile if he dreamed.

Xiao Yu has no regrets about her decision, she doesn't think it's a kind of deception or self-deception, Jingchen has a face she loves, she didn't hesitate to give her the love she wants, and decisively agreed to her marriage request, what can she hesitate?

But she didn't think that if one day, Jingchen came back, would he still accept this marriage in which he was not present at all?

Will he continue to accept Xiao Yu? This is still an unknown, but Xiao Yu never knew it, but she didn't regret it.

"Jingchen, are you serious, are you willing to marry me?" Xiao Yu was afraid that Jingchen would love her just because of the cause and effect in her previous life.

Maybe it's because he has been in the world for a long time with the dust of the fairy world, so he can't believe or get used to such an initiative.

But Jingchen is really happy, "Naturally, with such a fairy-like appearance, ah no, the best wife in the world, what else can I not be satisfied with?" Even if I finally find out that it is just a dream, I am willing. ”

Yes, I don't know how many ordinary people in this world want to marry Xiao Yu, Jingchen got her, how can he not be happy, and he has a lot of worries?

He is a human being after all, he has his own greed, desires and selfishness, this is all human nature, although Xiao Yu knows, he will not blame.

At this time, Zhumo gradually eased up, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Yu Mo sitting beside him.

As if he had healed in an instant, he bounced up and hugged Yu Mo, "Brother Yu!" Thank you for saving my life! ”

Yu Mo hurriedly broke free in disgust, "It's not that I saved you, but, but you were stupid and ran to my bed by yourself, do you remember?" ”

Yu Mo's serious nonsense is like this, I'm afraid that only people like Zhumo, who admire him, will be convinced, "Huh? Did I run in on my own? Strange, how could I have no memory? No matter what, since Brother Yu didn't kick me out, I have to thank you very much. ”

Yu Mo raised his eyes and glanced at Zhumo: "Stupid." ”

Zhumo just smiled stupidly, not taking Yu Mo's words to heart at all.

Yu Mo avoided Zhumo's scorching gaze and twisted his head to the side.