Chapter 144: The original intention does not change

Zhong Lingxin's body shook slightly, and the forced smile on his face disappeared little by little.

Reliving a life, she just wants to protect the beauty she cares about and work hard to live.

She didn't want to be a victim in the mouth of others, a nameless star that dissipated in the darkness.

Why not let her go through this dream time without knowing anything?

Why let her be reborn, live so sadly, live like a joke?

She's not strong at all and she's always crying......

Because I want to become stronger, I close my heart with layers of armor, because I don't want to cry because I can't do it anymore.

Because of her weakness, she always wore armor and never dared to take it off.

She is neither a demon nor a god, but a human being, and when faced with things that have nothing to do with her, she always stands in a position of moral supremacy, seeks justice, and never waveress.

However, once it involves himself, the selfishness in his heart quietly takes over.

Her heart kept saying: Zhong Lingxin, you have to live for yourself, what does the death or life of other people have to do with you.

Isn't it?

What does this devastated and hopeless world have to do with her?

She's just a wretched creature who can't even save her own brother.

There are some things that she has learned to turn a blind eye to, some things that she can turn a blind eye to, and some lives, she has turned a blind eye, and that era has taught her to live carelessly......

She has never dared to think about the past in her previous life, because when she thinks about it, her heart will uncontrollably gush out of a lot of heart-wrenching pain.

Time, sometimes, is not a cure for heartache, it is aged wine.

The longer the fermentation, the more severe the precipitated pain will only become, and finally it will be like a flood, which makes people feel unbearable.

She finally understands that the most beautiful things are destined to be exchanged for the deepest wounds.

She is afraid of loneliness, because loneliness is the most terrible thing in the world, more desperate than forgetting.

She could have endured the darkness if she hadn't embraced the sun. But the sun that illuminates her creates a new wilderness, where not a single grass grows.

When the sunshine appeared in her life, they brought her warmth and light, and on the barren heart, all things miraculously grew.

Because of the beauty of the sunshine, she can never return to loneliness and darkness, but those bright lights did not save her from the darkness, but made everything she wanted become a luxury.

The future is like a labyrinth of thousands of roads entwined. She didn't know if she was on the right path.

However, she must muster up the courage, no matter whether the ending that belongs to her is good or bad, and go on without changing her original intention......

Thousands of thoughts were condensed in those clear eyes, like deep loneliness, and like cold mockery.

Zhong Lingxin took a deep look at Ren Mingyu, pulled out his hand from his chest, gave him a burst of chestnuts mercilessly, knocked on his head fiercely, gritted his teeth and said:

"Don't think you're so sensational, I'll be moved to believe your nonsense.

Do you want me to believe that I am the reincarnation of some broken stone, unless a flower can bloom on the stone?

Don't worry, I have forgotten all the words you just said, and I won't take a word to heart! ”

Ren Mingyu covered his forehead that was knocked red, let out a painful cry, stood up from the ground tremblingly, and looked at Zhong Lingxin's eyes full of disbelief.

In the next second, a little moisture appeared in his wide-open peach blossom eyes, and he silently cried about someone's atrocity.

Zhong Lingxin's transparent and bright apricot eyes narrowed into a narrow slit at this time, making that peerless face look a little more unfathomable.

The annoyance and sourness in her heart grew like an uncontrolled vine, filling every gap, making her almost breathless.

She suddenly wanted to bury herself in that warm embrace, not to face the fate full of malice, not to pay attention to the troubles that only increased her troubles.

I don't know when, he turned out to be a safe area for her to rely on and love in her heart, and all the uneasiness, sadness, doubts, sadness, and trance will be gone.

Those beautiful things, when she has them, often turn a blind eye, only at a certain moment, when she feels that she is about to lose her grasp, regret, guilt, and remorse will slowly occupy all her heart.

Between them, they may have missed too much, but it doesn't matter, this time, she will definitely get him back, and never be separated again.

Zhong Lingxin glanced at Ren Mingyu lightly, and the look in his eyes was deep and indistinguishable.

"After this treatment, I will leave the safe zone. There is a person who is still waiting for me somewhere, and I am going to find him. You don't have to follow me anymore, stay in this inner city, it's safe for now. ”

Her voice was very soft, as light as the wind, and it drifted away at once, but it blew layers of waves in the hearts of the other two.

The sentence "You don't have to follow me anymore" swirled uncontrollably in Ren Mingyu's ears, as if he had been dropped a blockbuster**, which blew his mind into a blank.

His Adam's apple trembled slightly, and he looked at Zhong Lingxin's indifferent and detached face in a daze, and there was a serious stubbornness in his eyes.

After being silent for a long time, Ren Mingyu licked his somewhat dry lips, rolled his throat up and down, his voice was very stable, and he said without scruples:

"I don't care, where you go, where I go, you don't want to leave me here and fend for myself. I don't want to stay in this safe zone and wait for you to come back, the safest place in the world is by your side. Do you hate me for holding you back? ”

Zhong Lingxin turned her head, a slight wave flashed in her eyes, but she was quickly suppressed, her lips moved slightly, as if she wanted to say something, and finally only sighed and did not speak.

Ren Mingyu saw that she even gave herself a look, and he was so anxious that he made the last killer move, with a trace of aggrieved accusation in his tone.

"I promise that I won't drag you down, if you encounter danger, you can fight, if you can't fight, I'll run immediately...... I'm absolutely, definitely not going to embarrass you.

What's more, before Aunt Su leaves, let us take care of each other in the future.

So, O Lingxin, this world is too dangerous, you can't leave me, you have to take me with you wherever you go. ”

Hearing Ren Mingyu's endless words, the corners of Zhong Lingxin's eyes were slightly sore, and for a long time, her heart still couldn't help the tide of the river, and she couldn't calm down for a long time.

She took a breath, and after a short silence, she deliberately straightened her face, looked at Ren Mingyu, and slowly shook her head:

"No, I'm not going to go sightseeing, the dangers I will face after going out are unpredictable......"

Ren Mingyu saw that there was still room for things to turn around, his eyes flashed slightly, and he eagerly interrupted Zhong Lingxin's words.

"I'm not afraid of danger, I want to be with you...... From the day you came to me, the family business, life, money, status...... I don't think any of these things are important.

I've always regretted it...... It would be nice if that day, I took a step back and didn't quarrel with you.

In fact, I regretted it the day I broke up with you, but I didn't have the courage to confess to you.

I promised to take good care of you, but I used to stubbornly stay where I was, waiting for you to come and apologize to me.

I don't know what happened to you, but let me be by your side for the rest of your life......"

Zhong Lingxin quietly listened to his heartfelt words, and the expression on his face was blank from beginning to end, neither sad nor happy.

Only Gao Ya knew that her hand trembled uncontrollably, and the strength of her grip increased a little.

I don't know how long it took, and time seemed to stop flowing, just when Ren Mingyu thought that Zhong Lingxin would refuse.

Her voice seemed to have traveled a long time before it fell into his ears.

"I won't leave you behind, it's just that your combat power is too weak, and I'm afraid that I won't be able to take care of you because of distraction. If you insist on leaving with me, the rest of the days will be upside down, even precarious, and you need to be mentally prepared. ”

Although the people who cared about him complained that his combat effectiveness was not good, Ren Mingyu was secretly relieved.

At this time, his mood instantly brightened, and his whole person exuded a happy atmosphere...... He nodded like pounded garlic and swore an oath;

"Don't worry, I haven't seen any strong winds and waves, these monsters are all scum in my eyes, and I can shoot a lot of them to death with one hand......"

The corners of Zhong Lingxin's mouth twitched, and scenes flashed in front of him of Ren Mingyu slumping to the ground in fright, which was in huge contrast with the person in front of him.

She suddenly felt that she had made a mistake in her decision to relent, and a bad premonition came over her.

With such a noisy hair behind her, her next life will definitely be very "lively".

Zhong Lingxin shook her head, a sigh overflowed from her lips, but she didn't notice it, and a shallow smile inadvertently appeared in her eyes, which made her expressionless face soften a little.

After being silent for a long time, Zhong Lingxin seemed to think of something, frowned his good-looking brows, and the corners of his mouth instantly tightened.

Her words turned sharply, and the next words directly poked into Ren Mingyu's heart.

"Since you want to follow me, put away those illusory fantasies, and the kindness of going up to help anyone who is in trouble, and you can't have any compassion at will.

If you want to survive in this era, you must adapt to the survival rules of this era as soon as possible.

So, don't think of yourself as some hero, or even a savior, otherwise, I will be dragged to death by you.

And I don't want to die...... The kind Zhong Lingxin in the past has long died in the past, and now I in front of you is just a person who crawled out of hell......

If one day, you think that I have suddenly become cruel and cold-blooded, don't tell me, don't say goodbye to me, and leave quietly......"

For a moment, the whole room was so quiet that it seemed as if the air had condensed, and there was no sound, and it seemed that even breathing became lighter.

Zhong Lingxin's tone was quiet, but it faintly revealed a bit of pure cruelty, so solemn, with the light and shadow of hell, shocking.

The indifferent and cold gaze made Ren Mingyu shudder suddenly.

His feet slipped, his figure almost didn't stand firm, and the emotion in his eyes sank a little.

She said it naturally, indifferent as if it were a trivial matter, but Ren Mingyu only felt that his brain was a mess.

Someone who crawled out of hell?

This is the root of her change, what kind of painful experience can make a person like this.

It was his failure to keep the promise and take good care of her that made her so cold, and it was all his fault......

Ren Mingyu pursed his lips tightly, as if something was collapsing in his heart, clenching for a while, gradually turning into pain, and even the tips of his fingers were trembling.

Gao Ya's eyebrows were raised, he didn't speak, he lazily lifted his eyelids, and glanced at Zhong Lingxin without a trace, with a trace of unknown meaning in his eyes.

Zhong Lingxin's words tore apart all the appearances that he would face in the future, revealing the blood-drenched truth unabashedly.

Regardless of whether Ren Mingyu accepted it or not, it was directly bloody in front of him.

The atmosphere suddenly became extremely depressing, but Zhong Lingxin didn't seem to care, and his dark eyes were as calm as a pool of stagnant water.