Chapter 226: Aren't You Afraid...... She can't think about it

Li Yao's eyes darkened, and it took a while before he slowly breathed a sigh of relief, and when he looked at her, his eyes were a little more sympathetic.

However, Qiao Nian sneered, shook his head indifferently and said, "Actually, you don't have to look at me like this, as I told you at the beginning, I don't need sympathy." ”

"It doesn't matter to me whether you need it or not, compassion is the most basic quality as a human being, in fact, ......" said, Li Yao paused, and continued: "I have less sympathy for you, I just feel that some should not be, since I have been hiding it from you for so many years, why should I let you know at that time, teenagers, when their psychological tolerance is the most sensitive and vulnerable, since it is for your good, why did you choose to let you know at that time...... Aren't they afraid of ......?"

As he spoke, Li Yao stopped talking.

Aren't you afraid that Qiao Nian won't be able to think about it?

In this world, there is no child who does not want to live with his parents since he was a child, someone to protect, someone to love, can be coquettish, and can be willful.

What does Qiao Nian have?

Have a seemingly free and carefree life?

The people he contacts are specific, and he can't even choose the place where he lives, from birth to the next ten years, he has lived in the Ji family, Ji Jun has to be busy with business matters, even if Hu Hui didn't treat Qiao Nian harshly at that time, how much care and love would he give her?

It's just a nominal aunt, and she has her own children.

Actually, now that he thinks about it, it's no wonder that Qiao Nian relies so much on Ji Bei.

In terms of age, Ji Bei is not much older than her, he can love her like his brother and give her the care and care that she has always wanted, but she has never been able to get.

Thinking like this, Li Yao even thought that Hu Hui might not have hated Qiao Nian at first, just like Qiao Nian said, the Ji family is so rich, raising her one more child is nothing at all, but it was later that Ji Beifei wanted to be with Qiao Nian to completely provoke Hu Hui.

So now Hu Hui hates Qiao to the bone, and he targets him everywhere.

Thinking about it, Li Yao's eyebrows narrowed, and he said slowly: "You can't do anything about what they want to do, but at least you have to consider your physical and mental health, right?" ”

Qiao Nian chuckled: "I've been locked up at home since I was born, how healthy do you think I will be physically and mentally?" ”

Li Yao's gaze fell on her, and his eyes were a little more probing.

Qiao Nian smiled and said slowly: "I didn't think before, after all, they were all people I knew, and then I ...... I found out that I have a very serious social phobia, and I was afraid to go to school for three years when I was abroad, and I was very young...... Like Xuanxuan, autism ......"

As she spoke, she paused, her lips raised slightly, and then she slowly narrowed her eyebrows, then took a deep sigh of relief, raised her eyes to look at Li Yao, and said slowly: "Actually, for me, there has never been a physical and mental health, anyway, things are like that, no one cares if it's worse, after all, it doesn't matter." ”

Li Yao's eyes were cold, and he looked at Qiao Nian and didn't speak for a long time.

He is...... I don't know what to say.

As he said, there was nothing he could do about her past, even if it was full of holes.

If it didn't matter to her what hurt her, he might be able to do something, but those people, as far as Qiao Nian was concerned, were close relatives, whether it was him or Qiao Nian, they could only be counted like this.

And Qiao Nian hasn't remembered the past for a long time.

Even now, just thinking about it like just now, it is easy to get exhausted, so Qiao Nian didn't eat much at dinner, naturally, Li Yao saw it in his eyes, but because he knew, he couldn't do anything at all.

Comforting, or perhaving, forcing her to eat more, everything is based on the fact that he is completely unaware of her, does not know her boredom and helplessness, and has no empathy for her, and now ......

Thinking about it, Li Yao couldn't help but chuckle, thinking self-righteously, the reason why Qiao Nian didn't let him know these things was because he didn't want him to be sad with her?

Because you know, you will empathize with her, so that what she is uncomfortable will become uncomfortable for him, and if you comfort or coax her to be happy, you will become insincere.

After all, even he couldn't let go of those things easily, let alone Qiao Nian.

In the early hours of the morning, Qiao Nian was already asleep, but Li Yao couldn't sleep at all, so he got up lightly and took the study, opened the window, stood on the edge of the terrace and smoked, orange-red fireworks bloomed in his fingers, and after a while, he took out his mobile phone from his pocket and found Lu Ming's number and called.

Lu Ming had already fallen asleep, and it took a long time to answer the phone, and before he could say anything, Li Yao said directly: "Autism and social phobia, if you don't receive treatment, how can you be cured?" ”

Lu Ming over there was silent for a long time before he said slowly: "If you haven't received medication, it's usually after your family is accompanied, but these are too laborious, but few people do it all the time, after all, people are so busy now, and there is always pay attention to her psychological changes, ordinary people who don't know much about psychology, maybe that thing is not right, it is easy to make the other party have a rebellious mentality, and it will become more and more serious." ”

Li Yao listened quietly, and for a long time, he sneered quietly.

In those years, Ji Bei did a lot of things.

Lu Ming didn't hear Li Yao speak, with a little doubt in his voice, and asked, "Is there something wrong with your wife?" ”

He knew Li Yao's situation, and he had taken Qiao Nian to him some time ago, so he naturally thought of Qiao Nian.

Moreover, the only person who could make Li Yao call him in the middle of the night to ask him about this was probably Qiao Nian.

Li Yao breathed a deep sigh of relief and said slowly: "She's okay now, and she's willing to tell me about the previous things, so I will know that she used to have autism and social phobia, but I think it should have been a long time ago, after all, when I met her, I didn't think there was anything wrong with her." ”

Lu Ming got up, heard the sound of him lighting a cigarette from his mobile phone, took a puff and said: "Actually, many people with psychological symptoms don't seem to have any problems, so ...... Sometimes something happens, and the people around me don't understand why a good person is like that, I wasn't anxious before, but now I'm anxious? ”

"Actually, it's very likely that you didn't care about her at all before, but now you care more and more, it's not that she is different from before, and it doesn't prove that her previous mental state was very good, it's just that your mood has changed."

Li Yao was speechless, in the dim night, his eyebrows and eyes were slightly constricted, and he didn't speak for a long time.

Lu Ming took another puff of cigarette before he said slowly: "I think your wife should have her own psychiatrist, so she knows us very well, because you brought her here here, so you ...... me I guess I'm quite wary. ”

"How could it be ......"

Lu Ming: "How is it impossible? How rare is it for patients to not cooperate with the doctor's treatment? ”

Li Yao was speechless.

After being silent for a while, he asked again: "If she has a psychiatrist, who can be so strong that I can't even find out, do you know who it is?" ”

Lu Ming thought for a long time, and his tone was a little helpless: "I really don't know about this, but I can help you ask, after all, I am also a person in the circle, I can use other means to check, your words...... Your wife still has some background, and she won't use it by ordinary psychiatrists, and since she does, she should be sure that she won't be leaked. ”

Li Yao responded: "Well, then you can check, as soon as possible." ”

"How can I possibly follow you as soon as possible? The most basic professional ethics of a doctor is to protect the patient's **, ask seriously, who will tell you? That is, when chatting with you, I can't tell you my name, I can only pretend to be discussing the illness and set other people's words, which is equivalent to looking for a needle in a haystack, do you still want to be fast? You tell me, how fast? ”

Li Yao didn't speak, but hung up the phone directly.

It's all in vain, so why waste your tongue?

When Li Yao returned to the bedroom, Qiao Nian was still sleeping, and went to bed lightly and lay down beside her, Qiao Nian's eyebrows were tightly twisted, and she slept unsteadily as always.

Reaching out to smooth the rise and fall of her eyebrows, carefully letting her rest on his arm.

Qiao Nian unconsciously leaned sideways around his waist and leaned firmly in her arms, quiet and well-behaved like a small animal.

"Nian Nian ......" Li Yao called her in a low voice, knowing that he couldn't disturb her, but he still couldn't help but want to call her, but she didn't respond, and after being silent for a while, he called again: "Wife." ”

Qiao Nian was probably really asleep, and Li Yao didn't seem to expect Qiao Nian to answer, so he lowered his head and kissed her on the forehead, which was originally just a superficial taste, but when his lips left her forehead, he inadvertently fell on her lips.

It's as if it's some kind of switch turned on, and when I touch her, I can't help it, I don't want to stop.

I was afraid of waking her up and wanted to kiss her, so I endured it and kissed her shallowly.

Kissing gently and quietly, as if treating a baby she can't put down, afraid that she will be broken, afraid that she will be hurt.

Qiao Nian was still woken up by him in the end, and his eyes widened, just in line with Li Yao's gaze.

Li Yao hesitated for a moment, but the next moment, he kissed her lips fiercely, held her hands tightly with ten fingers, and pressed her firmly under him.

"Nian Nian ......" Li Yao's voice suppressed a strong **: "Give me ......"

For his enthusiastic and lingering offensive, Qiao Nian obviously couldn't refuse.

Moreover, she really has no reason to refuse.

Li Yao was right, Xiao Biesheng was newly married, not to mention that in the days he left, Qiao Nian thought about him almost every day.

Even if her careful thinking didn't work on Li Yao this time, she was even firmly restrained by him, and she didn't have the ability to struggle at all.

I didn't get angry, but I was a little scared.

misses him so warmly.

Qiao Nian hugged him tightly, his intoxicated eyebrows and eyes, and looked at him like silk: "Li Yao, I miss you so much......"

These words should have been told to him when he came back from Italy, but they have unconsciously dragged on until now.