Chapter 360: Hold on tightly
The corners of Zhao Tianlin's lips hooked up a wry smile: "It's Xu'er." Xu'er, when you look at me like this, do you think I'm particularly useless? ”
Yun Zhixu shook her head and said softly, "Brother Tianlin, I don't allow you to say that about yourself. In Su'er's heart, Brother Tianlin is a big hero who stands up to the sky. ”
"What a big hero, I'm not at all." Zhao Tianlin's words couldn't hide the bitterness and helplessness, "Xu'er, do you know? Although in the eyes of outsiders, I was only fined for one year, which was nothing at all, and it was my father's favor for me, but the ministers in the court became more and more estranged from me, and they threw themselves to King Yi, because in their hearts, I was a useless person, and it was difficult to become a great weapon. ”
This is the most painful place for Zhao Tianlin, he seems to have returned to the time when Concubine Ye De was not favored before, no one looked down on him, he was like a little pitiful, he could only squat in the corner, looking at others.
"Brother Tianlin, this is Your Majesty's country, all things are Your Majesty's final say, as long as Your Majesty still loves you, why worry about the courtiers not to invest in your door, some people are short-sighted and only care about the immediate interests, they will stupidly throw themselves at King Yi, and they will regret it in the future."
In Yun Zhixu's view, this is the world of imperial power, everything depends on Emperor Yongqing's words, even if the courtiers support it, as long as Emperor Yongqing favors Zhao Tianlin and passes the throne to Zhao Tianlin, then it is not impossible for Zhao Tianlin to ascend the throne in the future.
"Xu'er, you don't understand, although my father is the Son of Heaven, my father may not want to pass on the throne to me." Zhao Tianlin sighed lightly, "This time, my father was disappointed in me, he gave me the opportunity to become the crown prince, but I didn't seize it, but whenever my father was dissatisfied with me, then King Yi's ascension to the throne was an ironclad thing." ”
There are some things that Zhao Tianlin knows in his heart, such as Emperor Yongqing's disappointment in him.
From the way Emperor Yongning looked at him, he could see that there was a thick disappointment wrapped in it. The courtiers were disappointed in him, the emperor was disappointed in him, and in the court, Zhao Tianlin felt more and more that he could not find a sense of existence.
Such frustration made Zhao Tianlin's heart like a knife, he was afraid that he would have the name of the prince, but he would not have the prestige of the prince.
The real king is that as long as he stops there, someone will take the initiative to come up, willing to be a pawn and a strategist, and he Zhao Tianlin is obviously not a king.
"You know what? More and more, I feel that everything I used to have is a dream, fleeting. I remember that when I was just named King Zhao, everyone was secretly talking about it, and I used my national surname as my title, which was a great honor. But now, I am still King Zhao, but no one talks about it anymore, as if the title of King Zhao is just a title. ”
In the past, it was a great honor to take the surname of the country as the title, representing the importance that Emperor Yongqing attached to Zhao Tianlin, and even represented the possibility that Zhao Tianlin would become the lord of Dayue in the future. But after only a few months, he was immediately beaten back to his original form, and the title was still there, but the taste had changed.
Xu was drunk because of the wine, and the person he was facing was Yun Zhixu, Zhao Tianlin's words were unconsciously a little too much.
"Su'er, I'm a useless person, I may not be able to give you happiness, will you regret following me?"
Ye Chengxuan's other courtyard Yun Zhixu couldn't stay any longer, so Zhao Tianlin took her to Zhao Wangfu, but he couldn't give her a name, and everyone in the palace could only call Yun Zhixu Mrs. In terms of status, it can probably be regarded as a concubine. But at the moment, Zhao Tianlin is not married to the concubine, and the only few who have sex are not favored, and Yun Zhixu is not in her eyes, her life is quite good.
Yun Zhixu shook her head and said, "Brother Tianlin, the last thing Su'er regrets about is becoming Brother Tianlin's woman." ”
Although she is following Zhao Tianlin without a name at the moment, it doesn't matter, Zhao Tianlin's heart is with her, as long as Zhao Tianlin ascends the throne, even if she can't be the queen, she will be Zhao Tianlin's favorite woman.
"Seriously, Su'er, if you don't want to suffer with me, I can send you away, and you can still have fine clothes and food for the rest of your life."
Even if Zhao Tianlin is not powerful at the moment, it is absolutely no problem to give Yun Zhixu enough silver to ensure that she has no worries about food and clothing for the rest of her life.
"Brother Tianlin, don't you like Su'er?" Yun Zhixu's eyes were full of tears, "Are you going to drive Xu'er away, so that you don't have to be burdened anymore?" ”
"Su'er, I didn't mean that, don't cry." Zhao Tianlin hurriedly wiped away his tears for Yun Zhixu, his words were really for Yun Zhixu.
He knew in his heart that Yun Zhixu was now a commoner, and her reputation had been ruined, she could not be the princess of Zhao, and she could only be a lowly concubine in the palace of King Zhao. Zhao Tianlin felt that this was really too wronged Yun Zhixu, originally she should be the concubine he was marrying.
However, the more he wiped Yun Zhixu's tears, the more fierce Yun Zhixu's tears became, and they couldn't stop falling out.
"Su'er, I don't feel like you're a burden, I just don't want to wronged you." Zhao Tianlin explained.
Yun Zhixu grabbed Zhao Tianlin's hand, her fingers squeezed his hand tightly, gritted her teeth and said, "Brother Tianlin, I'd rather die than leave you." ”
Zhao Tianlin is her everything, if she loses Zhao Tianlin, it is better to kill her.
"Su'er, ...... you" Zhao Tianlin's heart moved, and the guilt in his eyes became more and more intense.
"Brother Tianlin, don't worry, you will definitely be able to sit in that position, and Xu'er will help you." A dark glint flashed in Yun Zhixu's eyes.
"Su'er, I know your heart for me, but it's not easy to talk about." Zhao Tianlin shook his head and smiled bitterly.
"King Yi's mother is the hundred-year-old Xie family, and he is quite praised by his father and courtiers on weekdays, and I ......" Zhao Tianlin paused, "What do I compare with him?" ”
Thinking about it carefully, Zhao Tianlin couldn't think of one thing that he could take out and show off, I did a good job on this errand, but Zhao Tianyi couldn't do it. In addition to copying the Li family, but if the person who got the news in advance was Zhao Tianyi, he could also do it. So it's not commendable.
The inferiority complex in Zhao Tianlin's heart became more and more serious, and he felt more and more useless.
Yun Zhixu shook her head, the corners of her lips hooked slightly, and said, "Brother Tianlin, there is one thing that King Yi can't do, but Brother Tianlin, you can." ”
"What?" Zhao Tianlin's brows furrowed slightly, is there any? Why didn't he find out?
Yun Zhixu quietly leaned into Zhao Tianlin's ear, less than a few words.
"Is that true?" Zhao Tianlin's eyes lit up instantly, and his face was even more surprised and happy.
Yun Zhixu nodded heavily: "It's true, it's just that this matter is not easy, and it will take some energy to do it, but Su'er is confident that she will be able to help Brother Tianlin do this." ”
Xu is Yun Zhixu's self-confidence infected Zhao Tianlin, Zhao Tianlin nodded and smiled: "Su'er, if this matter can be done, then my father will definitely be overjoyed, and the ministers of the court and the central government will also be impressed by me." ”
Yun Zhixu said with a smile: "So Brother Tianlin, don't be discouraged, there is no endless road." ”
Looking at the smile on Zhao Tianlin's face, Yun Zhixu felt extremely satisfied, only she could appease Zhao Tianlin in this world, which no woman could do. Especially Zhao Tianlin's biological mother, Concubine Ye De, can't do it, she will only make Zhao Tianlin more worried.
"Brother Tianlin, this matter will take some time, don't worry."
Zhao Tianlin chuckled and said: "I understand, this matter is not urgent, such a big matter, if it doesn't take some time and energy, it will be too light." ”
It doesn't matter what it is, now for Zhao Tianlin, as long as he can see vitality and hope, it is the luck of luck.
Seeing that Zhao Tianlin had regained his confidence, Yun Zhixu continued: "Brother Tianlin, this time Your Majesty did not anger you, nor did you anger Concubine De Niangniang, which shows that Your Majesty still remembers you and Concubine De Niangniang in his heart, so you must pay more attention to Your Majesty's favor." ”
Just like her, she invaded Zhao Tianlin's heart from the beginning, and then firmly occupied Zhao Tianlin's heart, and no one could snatch it.
And Zhao Tianlin is the same, even if Emperor Yongqing is disappointed in him, as long as Emperor Yongqing still loves this son, then Zhao Tianlin must grasp this grace even more.
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