On this day, he shared with me the secrets of his soul, and promised me a promise with a ring, a future that we would spend together in a few years, but I was still faintly uneasy in my heart. Expectation and hesitation are like Tilian, often taking turns to invade me in the dead of night, especially when I learned that Zhang Jingen was going to Luo's house to pay New Year's greetings, my heart was born with endless loneliness.

Luo Jincheng comforted me: "The Luo and Zhang families have a relationship, and she is just a normal New Year's greeting." Besides, in addition to the Zhang family, many friends from the business and political circles will also take advantage of the festive season to move around each other and consolidate their relationship. Like our family, we are also going to pay New Year's greetings to characters like Secretary Liu. ”

He's always going to have these high-sounding reasons to make me dumbfounded. I think of the women who are waiting silently behind the rich people, and I find it quite exciting. This kind of mood is exacerbated with the advent of the Spring Festival, especially the high school reunion, when a vote of former classmates happily reveals their other half, and my unsettled heart feels like something is holding on to it.

I obviously have such a person, but I can't bring it out.

At a moment, reason told me that our relationship was really pale, and that it lacked almost all the basis of reality except for the grinding of ears and temples behind our backs. I was in the sweet web of love that he had woven with all his heart, as if I had been cut off from all reality.

But I can't change this fact, I can only hold his hand, follow him step by step, and be led by him to an unknown distance. After Zeng Weihua, I thought that I would no longer fall into feelings that were not accepted by reality, and I never thought that I was defenseless and plunged into the love silk woven by another man again.

I asked him how his mother's investigation was going, and he comforted him softly: "I have my own arrangements for this, and no one can hurt your family anymore." Have a good New Year. ”

I looked at the firmness and affection in his eyes, and the stone on my heart fell slightly.

It's been a bit of a boring year. Because of the pimple, I was always a little wary when Levia came to pay New Year's greetings on the second day of the new year, and I kept an eye on him as soon as he was alone with his mother. As keen as he is, he must have sensed my alienation.

In fact, I politely refused his visit earlier, and as a result, as a mother of action, I called again on Chinese New Year's Eve, and Levia sent a helpless expression on the message, and I was helpless.

It's just that I was thinking about waiting for my mother's condition to stabilize for a while, and then I would tell her the truth about the relationship between the two, but Luo Jincheng's matter still needs to be hidden.

Before lunch, I actually received a call from Luo Jincheng: "Have you eaten?" I hid in my room and picked it up.

His voice was deep and there seemed to be a smile in it, and it warmed my heart when I heard it.

I said, "It's almost over, I'm about to serve it after the sacrifice." What about you? ”

"Just went out and visited two people in person. Now several uncles, aunts and cousins have come to the mansion for dinner, and they will call you when they think of you for no reason. ”

My heart softened, and a certain sense of difficulty seemed to be smoothed out.

I know that Chinese New Year's Eve is a reunion dinner for the chairman's Luo family, and the other siblings and nephews of the second chairman of the junior high school will come to pay their respects to the New Year.

I said, "So many relatives are lively, and it is really a big family." ”

He said emotionally: "No matter how many people there are, you can't compare to the warmth of your side by my side." ”

This man, I don't know when, his mouth seems to be smeared with honey, changing his words to make me happy, how can he still have the cold and underbeaten look on weekdays.

And the next scene is very dramatic. Because on the other end of the phone, Zhang Jingen's delicate voice came. It sounds far away, but it's clear.

"Brother Cheng, it's almost time to eat, what are you doing?"

My heart thumped. I almost forgot that Zhang Jingen was going to pay New Year's greetings, but how could I have expected that he would enter the room during the Luo family's big party.

The other end was silent for a moment, and then I heard a cold low roar: "You go out!" ”

Then he returned to his phone, "Shuhua..."

"I know." I calmly interrupted him, "You don't need to say much, I believe in your helplessness." Go ahead, but you're just going to be on the spot. ”

"It's good that you understand." I can't remember what he said later, and all that remains in my mind is the scene of Zhang Jingen's long-sleeved dancing and generous and decent winning the favor of the Luo family. Her mind sank to an unknown place again, and in Luo Jincheng's life, she was almost everywhere.

In the midst of trembling melancholy, Li Wei's concerned voice sounded behind him: "What do you want to do, it's time to eat." ”

Oh, it's time to eat. We were all going to eat separately, and a seemingly harmonious reunion was staged next to another person recognized by our elders.

How many times have I been, how many times have I been in my sight, another woman is upright and he is talented and beautiful, and they must have received the smiles and blessings of relatives and friends at that time, and I am still powerless, powerless, standing quietly in the dark, and finally seeing the light, there is no reason to question.

This kind of stimulation makes my lunch on the second day of the new year mixed.

……

The seventh day of the first month started, and it was definitely impossible to go to work normally in the morning. Crowds flocked to all parts of the office building. The low-level begged the high-level, the unmarried asked the married, and the long queue was full of joy.

The work after the year is busy and rhythmic, how can there be more than any extra heart to take care of love and love. And my mother probably saw that I was about to leave Levia, and her broken heart seemed to be anxious, nominally to visit me, but in fact she wanted to secretly promote our relationship. No, I followed me to Y City a year later. Every once in a while, I was so busy that I was too busy to invite Levia to dinner, and Levia also declined politely on the grounds that he was busy with work. This was exchanged for a moment of tranquility.

The finished products of the main products of the cosmetics have been put into mass production, and the relevant materials and counter displays have been finalized and the first batch of production has been carried out. The new product launch and product advertising are in full swing as planned. Luo Jincheng said that at present, the offline channel has been developed in several provinces, according to the company's strategy, first do pilot distribution and advertising, set a model, and then gradually fission to all parts of the country, planning to shop makeup to key areas with FK products within a year.

I listened to the surging enthusiasm, although one person did the work of two people, but still conscientious and happy. Not everyone has this platform and opportunity, and it doesn't take long for them to take on the operation of a new brand on their own. What's more, I am also the operator of the skincare brand GAZ.

And the FK cooperative franchise store will also usher in a new war. With a stroke of the pen, Luo Jincheng will carry out a full 50 delivery activity, that is, if you buy a full amount, you can pat your ass and leave, and someone in the store will send it to your door.

Mr. Chen and Mr. Xie were full of confidence and vowed to start the first shot at the beginning of the year.

And while everything was in order, an accident broke the peace completely.

I'm pregnant.

At first, when I first noticed that the menstrual period had not come, I only said that there had been frequent incidents recently, neurasthenia caused endocrine disorders, and I specially stewed a few tonic soups to regulate and replenish blood, but the second time I didn't come, I was a little panicked.

One day, after getting off work, I secretly found a pharmacy to buy a pregnancy test and went into a public toilet in a shopping mall. Taking the test strip out, I took a deep breath and did a long time of psychological construction before I dared to open my eyes, and the two bars on the test strip that were clearly blurred disturbed the quiet lake in my heart.

The two red bars are pregnancy. The manual says.

I can't describe the feeling that I still can't describe, a little life, conceived in my womb.

There were a few nights in January that I did it, and I wore a condom. Luo Jincheng is very concerned about this aspect, although he admits that he will prefer to have sex without any barriers, but in the long run, it is better to use contraception. Of course, he added at the end: "If there is one, then give birth." I don't like my woman having an abortion, it would hurt a lot, let alone a firstborn. ”

He said this in a soft voice, his big hands caressing my smooth abdomen warmly. My mind was slightly confused for a moment, but I didn't ask what identity I was born into. I could not have heard that he did not want the child to be born at this time, which was not good for me or for him. I thought, since the child is not popular, let's avoid it, the condom is always safe.

During this period, there was a time when the condom fell off because the action was too intense, and I was in high mood at the time and didn't care. Maybe... That's it...

That night, I secretly had insomnia, my mother lay beside me, I didn't dare to come out, and I didn't dare to turn over, I was stunned and lay in a position for several hours before moving gently.

After tossing and turning all night, I took leave and went to the hospital the next morning. As a result, the "7 weeks gestation" on the test sheet swept away my last bit of luck.

dragged back to the office with heavy steps, and Luo Jincheng's message came: What's the matter, Mr. Chen said that you took leave, are you okay?

I was stunned for a moment, the test sheet was in the inside pocket of the bag, and how could I tell you that the little life we didn't expect had already arrived.

How can I tell you that my life, which has no weight now, weighs a thousand pounds.

I was silent for a moment, and finally said: I want to see you at night.

Him: Okay, I'll wait for you at the side door at nine o'clock after the meeting. Send you back.

……

The side door of the office building is sparsely populated, and the cold wind of early spring is poured into the clothes, and it is cold to the bones for a moment. I untied the big scarf and wrapped the top of my head tightly, tightened my coat again, and the hand in my pocket stroked my abdomen unnaturally.

Even if it's an unwelcome accident, I think you're entitled to know the truth, and no matter what your decision is, I'd like to hear your plan for myself. Suddenly remembered Mrs. Luo's forced birth, and in the dim light, there was a trace of irony.

Luo Jincheng's car drove over quickly, and I slowly stepped forward to open the door and sit in. Luo Jincheng's body immediately covered up, grabbed my hands, held them in the palm of his hand and bowed his head and sighed. The big hand held the small hand, and the warmth that belonged to him spread from his hand to his heart.

"Why do you stand at the tuyere and wait, what should I do if I freeze?"

"I'm afraid you won't find me when your car comes." I said, my heart said, because I can't wait to see you.