"Nope." Cheng Lan's attitude of refusal was very firm, "If I don't get married, I ...... I'm not going to do it...... The one who did that. ”

My heart was inexplicably relieved, but I instantly caught the word marriage again.

I know that Cheng Lan is a very traditional woman, as long as Lu Yunfei doesn't commit any crimes, she will definitely marry Lu Yunfei.

Thinking of this, I couldn't calm down anymore, I was full of jealousy of Lu Yunfei, and I didn't care about what they said or did next, I left here.

Instead of going back to the study room, I went to the dormitory and got a mirror.

Sitting on the unattended staircase on the top floor, I looked hard at my own devilish face in the mirror.

I hate myself, why do I have this dilapidated face, it is because of it that I was deprived of my right to pursue Cheng Lan and the right to fight with Lu Yunfei.

I hated the fire even more, which ruthlessly took away my parents and my handsome cheeks.

I dare to say that if it weren't for that fire, my appearance would be incomparable to that of ten Lu Yunfei.

In this way, the scene of Cheng Lan and Lu Yunfei kissing kept shuttling in my mind, and I raised my hand to rub my broken face vigorously, wishing to completely destroy it.

I knew they wouldn't kiss more than once, and that there would be more intimate moves in the future.

My heart hurts to the extreme, I don't want Cheng Lan to marry him, and I don't want her to lie under him and let him pick up the trouble.

I felt a sense of despair that I had never felt before, so desperate that I was about to suffocate......

At this time, I am more urgent to find my only relative in the world, my grandfather, I know that he is doing business in Australia, as long as I find him, I will have the opportunity to turn over, and I will have the capital to pursue Cheng Lan.

In the next few days, I lived like I had lost my soul, and I didn't want to do anything, although I would still go to the study hall and repeat my previous study life with Cheng Lan.

But every time I see the scene when Cheng Lan and Lu Yunfei are discussing problems, my heart is bleeding, and I feel that the future is very slim......

Just when I was sad to despair, God finally opened his eyes, to say that Cheng Lan brought me the first ray of light in a desperate situation, and soon after, I ushered in the second ray of dawn in my life.

It was a deep winter morning, and it was also the 100th anniversary of the founding of Beijing University of Science and Technology, and alumni from all walks of life came from all over the world.

I distinctly remember that on my way to the study hall, a group of school leaders walked slowly towards me surrounded by a few people who should be very important.

I inadvertently looked at it, only to see that the man in the suit and leather shoes at the head seemed familiar, I tried to look back, and soon I was sure.

He was an acquaintance of my father, a very good acquaintance, and I can remember having a good relationship with my father.

He is Yi Tianze, the father of Yi Tianyu and Yi Keer.

I didn't even think about it, so I ran over......

Ignoring the colonel's surprised eyes, I stepped forward and grabbed his hand instantly, quickly said my father's name and my grandfather's name, and told him what had happened to me.

Soon, he comforted me and immediately got in touch with my grandfather, who was far away in Australia.

The next day, my grandfather couldn't leave because the company couldn't leave, so he entrusted Yi Tianze's father and my little Yi Tianze to pick me up together.

Before leaving the campus, my heart hurts, I used to want to leave here, but now there is Cheng Lan here, I really don't want to leave, I want to see her every day.

Before leaving the campus, I specially asked Yi Tianze to drive the car to the boulevard not far from the study room.

I'll never forget that day, when it was raining lightly and the car stopped, it was time for lunch.

I stared at the study room with empty eyes, and after a while, I saw Cheng Lan holding an umbrella and twisting the lunch box, walking towards the study room.

Dozens of seconds later, she came out again, looking around, I knew that she should be looking for me, because every time she brought me food before, she would tell me to eat it while it was hot, otherwise it would hurt my stomach.

Several times I tried to push open the door and run to say goodbye to her, but I flinched again with my hand twisting the door handle, afraid that I would be reluctant to leave her as soon as I saw her.

Another point, I want to come back in the future, I don't want to come back as Lin Kai, this identity is the nightmare of my life, I want to get rid of him completely.

Yi Tianze and his father did not understand my intentions, and asked me several times what was the matter?

I kept silent, I didn't want them to know about Cheng Lan's existence, such a beautiful girl, I didn't want to be discovered by others.

Especially the suit and leather shoes sitting next to me in the car, the gentle Yi Tianze, I saw that he was the same age as me, but now that he has experienced in his grandfather's company, he has long been a teenager and an old man.

And I, who had been delayed for many years because of the fire, are only in my second year of college now, and I'm still in this ghostly state.

I'm afraid that there will be more outstanding people thinking about Cheng Lan, I'm very afraid.

In this way, with a suffocating heart, I didn't say hello to her, and said goodbye to Cheng Lan.

But I swear in my heart that if my appearance recovers, I will definitely rush back as soon as possible, I want to pursue her openly, even if she has Lu Yunfei by her side, I am not afraid, as long as they are not married, I have the right to chase her.

……

When I came to Australia, I completely lost contact with Cheng Lan.

But I seem... I'm used to her in my life, and every day, her smile still lingers in my head.

My sleep quality is getting worse and worse, I begin to resist the night, and sometimes I finally fall asleep, and I wake up in a dream, and the dream that wakes me up is the picture of Cheng Lan and Lu Yunfei together.

Grandpa used all his connections to find the best doctor to fix it for me.

However, due to the long time left on the scar, I had several surgeries, but the results were not satisfactory.

My heart is desperate again, because I want to recover my appearance quickly, I want to go back to Cheng Lan as soon as possible, I can't let Lu Yunfei take the lead.

Fortunately, there was good news soon, that is, my childhood sweetheart Yi Keer attended a medical school with a professor of dermatology who was good at repairing his appearance, but the old man had a very strange temper and did not repair the yellow race.

After Ikeel learned about it, she went to the laboratory every day to block him, told him many examples, and heard that she had done a lot of things that made the old professor look at him differently, and finally her sincerity touched him.

He finally promised his grandfather to help me fix it, and he appreciated Kerr very much, and one of the conditions he promised to treat me was to have Kerr as one of his assistants.

In those two years, I had many surgeries, and I had to take a lot of medicine each time, and during the treatment, my temper became very bad, mainly because I was in a hurry and wanted to get better quickly so that I could go back to Cheng Lan.

In the past two years, it was mainly Kerr who accompanied me, not only helping me repair my appearance, but also often giving me psychological guidance and spiritual encouragement.

But she never showed that she liked me, and I only saw her as a sister, and in my consciousness, it was always stuck when I was a child, she always chased after my ass, pestered me, and shouted to me: "Brother Yichen, wait for me!"

Even after all the things that happened, I never thought that such a cute little girl would become so vicious.

Because during that period of autism, I didn't have the right ability to judge everything in the outside world, in my eyes, I only knew that Cheng Lan was an angelic existence, and I had no contact with other women, and I didn't understand the deception between them.

So every time Cheng Lan tells me that Kerr likes me, I think she's jealous, and I like her being jealous for me.

So I didn't pay attention to the question of whether Kerr liked me or not.

Another point, in my heart, Cheng Lan and I were able to come together, and Ke'er and his father gave me a lot of help.

I have always regarded them as benefactors, because without them, I would not have been able to find my grandfather so quickly, nor would I have been able to repair my appearance in the shortest possible time, and I would not have had a chance to snatch Cheng Lan back from Lu Yunfei.

Moreover, in the two years I was with Cheng Lan, she taught me a truth, be lenient with others and learn to be grateful, so I have always been very accommodating to Keer.

In the last three years since Cheng Lan left me, I lived a life of walking corpses every day, and I finally knew that my trust and accommodation in Ke'er made me lose Cheng Lan again, and it was difficult to recover.

I also thought about taking revenge on Ke'er and killing her, but in the end I gave up, I didn't touch her, even if I owed them family, I would pay them back at once, and they would no longer be my benefactors, and I would no longer carry this spiritual shackle from now on.

……

When I recovered my appearance and my career rose steadily, it was two years later, and when I returned to country Z, I inquired about Cheng Lan's whereabouts for the first time.

And the news that the people below brought to me for the first time was simply bad news.

That is, Cheng Lan has studied for graduate school, but she has already obtained a certificate with Lu Yunfei.

The fact that she and Lu Yunfei are married brings me a painful despair.

I came back as fast as I could, I was still a step late.

That day, I rushed to HKUST in a frenzy, and I couldn't wait to take her directly on the plane and take her to Australia.

But when I saw her, I couldn't bear it anymore.

She is still so clean, she is still dressed so ladylike, fresh and pleasant, her hairstyle is still the same long hair, and she has a small clip with a bow pin from the back.

And what made me even more heartbroken, I stood in front of her, and she just glanced at me lightly, and then left on her own.

Yes, in her eyes, I am a passerby now.

During that time, I secretly followed her every day, but every time I saw her and Lu Yunfei together, my heart hurt so much that I couldn't wait to tell her that I was Lin Kai.

But reason told me that I couldn't tell her that I was Lin Kai, and the previous Lin Kai made her feel distressed.

And now Lin Kai will only make her stay away.

Because now I not only have good looks, but also amazing wealth, and amazing social status.

If I snatch love with a knife, then Lu Yunfei will definitely be jealous and jealous, and Cheng Lan will definitely refuse me for a thousand miles for him, because I have no reason to make her feel distressed anymore.

I was very conflicted, very desperate, in those days, I spent all day in the bar to get drunk, and it was then that I met Cheng Lan's sister Cheng Huilan.