Chapter 8: Zhao Tianlin: His Punishment
It seems that what the prince wants is not the soul, but yourself. "Master Kuzen clasped his hands together and said Amitabha.
It is not so much that Zhao Tianlin invited someone to save Li Yunqing to make up for his guilt, but that he wanted to make himself feel at ease. At the end of the day, he was still for himself.
Being seen through his mind, Zhao Tianlin's face was slightly stiff, he didn't want nightmares every night, he didn't want to escape in his dreams, he didn't want to wake up in the cry for help, and he didn't want to live with a worried heart......
"No matter who wants to save it, please ask the master to help, this king is grateful." Zhao Tianlin bowed to the Kuzen master, and there was a hint of begging in his pious eyes.
Whatever the Kuzen master said, he just wanted to have a good dream from now on.
Master Kuzen just smiled slightly, lifted Zhao Tianlin up, and said, "His Royal Highness King Zhao is polite, in fact, what the prince is looking forward to has already been achieved. ”
Already reached?
Zhao Tianlin's face was puzzled, and he looked at Master Kuzen, he still had the same nightmare at night, how could it have been achieved?
"Lord Wang, you found a poor monk to spend the soul, from that moment on, in fact, you have already defeated the demons in your heart." Master Kuzen smiled and explained, "Imagine it, Lord Wang, you are determined to survive the matter of the dead, but you have thought about it for a long time before making this decision? ”
Zhao Tianlin thought about it according to Master Kuzen's words, as if this was the case, and nodded blankly.
Since Li Yunqing's death, he didn't want to think of her anymore, and he didn't even want others to mention her. Later, when the truth was revealed, he realized that he had wronged Li Yunqing, and the guilt in his heart became stronger, so that he didn't dare to think of Li Yunqing even more.
I don't want to mention it, but I just fall asleep every night.
"Your decision represents your willingness to face this and face your heart, and this is the first step in overcoming your demons. Wang Ye must have heard a sentence, everything is difficult at the beginning, now that the first step has been taken, you no longer need the help of others, your own ability is enough. ”
Master Kuzen's words made Zhao Tianlin frown and fall into silence.
The first step has been taken, and he has defeated the demons in his heart? Is that really the case? That seems to be the case......
After a while, Zhao Tianlin raised his eyes again to look at the Kuzen master, and at this time his expression had relaxed a lot, "What the master said is extremely true, but although this king has completed the first step, how to go next, please ask the master to solve his doubts." ”
What to do later, Zhao Tianlin really doesn't know.
At the end, Zhao Tianlin added again, "Don't hide it from the master, this king has had nightmares every night these days." ”
After returning from the Zhennan Palace, he didn't have a night to feel at ease, and he dreamed that Li Yunqing was going to kill him every night. Every morning, I woke up in a nightmare, sweating profusely and feeling terrible.
Master Kuzen clasped his hands together and spit out two words in a warm voice: "Put it down." ”
"Drop?" Zhao Tianlin's brows furrowed even tighter, "Master, what do you mean by this?" If this king could forget, this king would have forgotten long ago. ”
Memories always exist, if he can forget Li Yunqing, why would he be haunted by nightmares every night.
It's easy to put down the word and say it, but it's so hard to really do it.
Zhao Tianlin's expression seemed to have a little anger, didn't this bald monk play tricks on him?
But seeing that the bitter Zen master shook his head and explained: "The prince has misunderstood, the poor monk is asking the prince to let go, not to let the prince forget. ”
"Let go is to let the prince let go of the past, no matter what happened in the past, it has passed, the deceased cannot be traced, the prince is not obsessed with the past, just treat everything as a dream."
Looking at the bitter Zen master with kind eyebrows, Zhao Tianlin was stunned, and he didn't know what to say for a while.
Is the past like the past? But it was still too hard, and he wasn't sure if he could do it. Li Yunqing drank poisonous wine in front of him, and he will always remember the way she looked at him at that time, resentment, ridicule, determination, and even a little indifference in the end. And the last words she said before she died: Isn't it fate, I'll give it.
To this day, Zhao Tianlin has not figured out who she gave her life to? Is that him?
Zhao Tianlin wasn't sure, but he knew that Li Yunqing hated him. The wedding day is a great joy in life, but when a happy event turns into a funeral, it is impossible for anyone not to hate.
In the past, he could confidently tell himself that Li Yunqing deserved it, he just did the right thing, collaborating with the enemy and treason is a big crime, and in the face of national affairs, the love of children is too small.
However, now that the truth is revealed, where can he still pat his chest and say to himself: I didn't do anything wrong.
He was wrong, he couldn't be more wrong......
"But this king can't let go of ......" Zhao Tianlin's voice was very low, his expression was stunned, and he didn't know if his words were said to Master Kuzen or to himself.
"His Royal Highness King Zhao, you can put it down."
The voice of the bitter Zen master sounded in his ears, Zhao Tianlin came back to his senses, raised his eyes to look at the bitter Zen master, and saw him say with a serious and serious expression: "Lord, the poor monk has already said that you have completed the most difficult first step, and the poor monk believes that you will be able to walk well." ”
Although the voice of the Kuzen master was not categorical, his tone invisibly revealed firmness.
Zhao Tianlin was shocked, "The master believes in this king? When he spoke, his eyes were much brighter than before.
It had been a long time since he had heard anyone say to him the word "believe".
Master Kuzen nodded solemnly, "Of course, the poor monk believes in the prince. Put it down, just in a thought, you will figure it out one day, my lord. ”
I have to say that the words of the Kuzen master are like a pebble, a small pebble is thrown into the water, although the stone is small, but it stirs up the splash, and there are layers of ripples, so that the calm stagnant water has a little more vitality.
Zhao Tianlin only felt that if there was a breeze blowing on his face, he seemed to have a sense of sudden enlightenment.
"Thank you, Master." Although he hadn't fully figured it out for a while, but his heart was already much more comfortable, Zhao Tianlin hurriedly thanked the Kuzen master, and bowed respectfully to him, in order to show that he was sincerely grateful.
"Amitabha." Master Kuzen folded his hands, "The prince doesn't have to be like this, the poor monk can only help the prince to get here, and the rest of the way has to be walked by the prince himself." ”
Zhao Tianlin nodded again and again, and unconsciously smiled a little more on his face, "If it weren't for the master's suggestion, this king would only be afraid that it would be difficult to move an inch." With the trust of the master, this king also believes that he will be able to let go. ”
Master Kuzen smiled kindly, stopped bothering him, and got up to take his leave.
Zhao Tianlin was very grateful to Master Kuzen, and personally sent him to the door, knowing that he saw the figure of Master Kuzen disappear from sight, before turning around and returning home......
What Zhao Tianlin didn't know was that his every move had been watched by Chen Yuan, who was hiding in the shadows.
Zhennan Palace
"Lord Wang, Master Kuzen has convinced King Zhao." When Chen Yuan returned to the Zhennan Palace, he immediately went to the study to report the matter to Yunjin.
In the study, there were only Yun Jin and Chen Yuan. Yun Jin was reading a book, and he didn't take his eyes off the book after listening to his advice, but just nodded slightly, and then ordered: "Quietly keep an eye on Zhao Tianlin these days until he no longer has nightmares." ”
"Don't worry, your subordinates have already made arrangements."
Chen Yuan finished his errand, but he did not immediately resign, but stood in place, wanting to stop talking.
Yun Jin's gaze moved away from the book and fell on Chen Yuan, "Anything else you want to say?" ”
Chen Yuan bit the corner of his mouth, but finally spoke, "The prince atoned for his sins, and his subordinates just didn't understand." ”
"Oh? What do you not understand? Yun Jin finally put down the book in his hand, with a faint smile in his eyes.
"Lord Wang, why do you want Master Kuzen to persuade King Zhao to let go of the past, let him repent every day and be riddled with nightmares, isn't it good?" Chen Yuan was puzzled, Zhao Tianlin was the princess's enemy, wouldn't it be revenge for him to make him suffer? Why didn't the prince retaliate against him, but helped him?
Chen Yuan had wanted to ask this question for a long time, but he had always understood that as a subordinate, he should carry out the orders of his master, instead of talking too much. So he kept holding back and didn't ask, and today he really couldn't hold back.
Yun Jin's eyes drooped slightly, and his expression was indifferent, "Qingqing doesn't need his apology. ”
The past is over, the revenge has been avenged, there is no Li Yunqing in this world, only Xie Qing. The Ye family is gone, and Yun Zhixu is also dead, but Xie Qing did not attack Zhao Tianlin, because she had already let him go.
Xie Qing doesn't need Zhao Tianlin's apology, and she doesn't need him to dream of unjust souls every night to ask for his life, so it's good that the two don't owe each other from now on.
Chen Yuan was originally a smart person, and he immediately understood the reason. However, looking at the coldness in the eyes of the prince of his family, Chen Yuan felt that there was still one thing that the prince probably didn't say, Zhao Tianlin dreamed of Li Yunqing every night, and the prince probably didn't feel very comfortable......
However, although Chen Yuan had this conjecture, he didn't say it, but just mentioned it in passing, "It's so cheap to be him." "Even though Zhao Tianlin did not ascend the throne, he is still a first-class prince, still a brocade and jade, and a glorious one.
Yun Jin hooked his lips and smiled, "Cheap him?" Of course not. For the sake of the first emperor, His Majesty may not want his life, but it will not make him feel better. ”
In fact, regarding such a disposal of Zhao Tianlin, Yun Jin had already discussed with Zhao Tianqi. Xie Qing didn't want to have any more entanglements with Zhao Tianlin, so Yun Jin, as Xie Qing's husband, didn't have to come forward to embarrass Zhao Tianlin, and this matter would be handed over to Zhao Tianqi.
Zhao Tianqi did not remove Zhao Tianlin's position as King of Zhao, but from then on, Zhao Tianlin only had one throne left, and he had the name of Prince Yipin for the rest of his life, but he did not have any real power in his hands, and there was no foundation in the court.
has been doing nothing all his life, and he is lonely in his heart but he is lonely for some reason, this is a punishment for Zhao Tianlin.
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