Chapter 551
Now, I say I'm sorry at every turn.
This is a bad habit that develops after the physical condition begins to deteriorate.
She has always thought that her illness has caused trouble to many people, but of course Zhao Nan will not think so.
However, she has a strong sense of responsibility, but she can't forgive herself.
She felt quite remorseful. I hate my weak self, but it backfires and I get weaker and weaker.
Want a healthy body, and therefore become more and more self-loathing.
Zhao Nan also didn't like the weak Yunyi.
But I didn't hate her, and I couldn't hate her.
He wished she could laugh a lot. I hope she can be willful.
The two fell silent.
The wind stopped, and the world fell silent.
"Meow......
Only Xiaolan's innocent coquettish voice came into her ears clearly.
…… I'm sorry."
"Don't apologize anymore."
"But......
I'm really sorry I'm so useless.
Yun Yi couldn't help but sigh.
"It's okay...... Because the clouds are still the clouds."
Zhao Nan said lines that he couldn't understand. But Yun Yi was inexplicably moved in her heart.
So she tried to smile.
Again, don't say anything more discouragement.
Because the heart is so warm.
Have a favorite person.
Very, very important people.
Satisfied mood.
Ma Yi gently held Zhao Nan's hand.
"No, don't, Yunyi! It's very, it's a shame!" Zhao Nan panicked and frightened.
"And no one will see it."
Yun Yi smiled.
"But, but, ah—little blue is watching."
"What does it matter. We're its mom and dad."
"That's what I said, but ......."
"Just take it a little longer."
「…… It's just a little bit ......."
「…… Thank you......"
With a lot of meaning, a word of thanks.
The warmth of the heart seems to make people stronger.
Don't want to let go.
Forever......
- Suzu.
On this day, Yun Yi left early because she had to go to the hospital for an examination.
"Xiaolan, please take care of you."
Before leaving school, she was so entrusted.
"Leave it to me!" Zhao Nan patted his heart and assured.
So, the task of taking care of Xiaolan after school was handled by Zhao Nan alone.
As soon as the class meeting ended, Zhao Nan immediately rushed out of the classroom as usual.
Li Mu watched his hurried back leave with a complicated expression, but Zhao Nan didn't know it.
Yunyi is not here today, and Xiaolan must be taken care of.
Anyway. I'm a father.
He began to think about it, but he was afraid that he was missing something.
Trembling. More serious and nervous than usual.
However, all this has become superfluous.
Expectantly peeked into the cardboard box, but the little blue who was supposed to be inside was nowhere to be seen.
"Little, little blue? One
Turning the carton upside down, of course, did not drop a kitten.
"Little Blue—"
Calling its name also didn't get a response.
The wind was howling, shaking the woods behind the shrine.
Don't......
But. Xiaolan has been jumping around lately......
When I first found it on the road, Xiaolan, who was still very thin, had become very healthy, lively and energetic after Zhao Nan and Yun Yi worked hard to take care of it.
No, it should be said that it has been so lively lately, it is simply unbearable. Interested in everything. As long as you see something that moves, you will pounce on it and chase after it. At first, I was a little scared of Zhao Nan's past football, but after I got used to it, I chased the ball to the end no matter where it rolled. I am especially interested in flying things like butterflies and fallen leaves.
It's nerve-wracking. In case you run into the forest in order to chase butterflies. I'm afraid it's hard to find.
Zhao Nan once went to this forest last summer to catch unicorn fairies and stag beetles, but got lost, leaving a tragic memory. The woods were dark inside, and deeper and wider than expected.
"Little Blue—"
After shouting and seeing, there was still no response.
"Don't make a fuss......
Zhao Nan looked into the depths of the woods and couldn't help but sigh.
"Damn, what are you doing! Little Blue ——!"
He shouted as if he were out of the air.
Result –
"Meow......!"
As he looked blankly, he suddenly heard a cry coming back.
And it didn't come from the forest in front of you, but from behind.
- Huh?"
Stunned, he looked back.
"Meow?"
The four eyes met, and the little blue with a question mark on his face was tilted his head.
It was right behind Zhao Nan, sitting softly, looking up at Zhao Nan.
I don't know when Pretty approached.
He must have heard Zhao Nan's call and ran back from a distance.
"I can't help you......
Zhao Nan squatted down and was about to pick up Xiaolan, but as a result-
"Meow!"
Little Blue moved swiftly and escaped with a smoke between her outstretched hands.
"Hey. Little Blue."
He held out his hand again—
"Meow!"
It slipped away again.
It seems that Xiaolan really wants to play with him.
"Hey, Blue, come here—"
With a slight anger in his tone, he stretched out his hand, still dodging it. He tried several times to catch Little Blue. But it was repeatedly swiftly escaped. The more Zhao Nan desperately tried to catch it, the more dexterous Xiaolan slipped away.
"Little, Little Blue ——!"
I couldn't help but roar loudly, my breath began to be rapid, and my throat was hoarse.
Whew-whew—shoulders heaved violently, exhausted.
And then, finally—
"Ahhhh——.h
The whole body lunged forward and successfully caught Xiaolan.
Xiaolan also seemed to be very satisfied, and finally obediently stopped running and jumping around.
Zhao Nan was tired. By the time we set foot on the way home, it was already time for the sun to set.
Today feels like it's been a long way home.
Zhao Nan began to feel that Xiaolan seemed to be a little "troublesome".
It's been sunny all over the country for the past seven days, so you don't need to bring rain gear when you go out."
The weather forecast he heard in the morning suddenly came to Zhao Nan's mind.
In class, a side eye peeks into the blue sky through a glass window. Clouds of all shapes floated freely, and the blue ocean overhead was vast and endless.
The shape of the cloud looked more and more like his favorite omelet rice, and he suddenly felt hungry.
I'm not in the mood for class anymore.
It's like falling into a rock, today's (no, I should say every time) math class is very boring.
Zhao Nan's grades are not bad, but they are not good, just in the upper middle. Instead of sitting quietly at his desk and studying hard, he prefers to exercise, and he is a very ordinary teenager.
That's right, he was a very ordinary teenager......
Keeping looking at the clouds will only make your stomach more and more hungry, so Zhao Nan's gaze returned to the blackboard
"Ah, oops—"
While I was in a daze, the course was progressing rapidly.
I hurriedly copied the words and graphics on the blackboard to the notebook, but I didn't expect the teacher to erase the part that I didn't have time to copy at once. Zhao Nan's tutor often checks whether students have actually copied notes, and if they are found to have not copied them, they will be punished for going to the classroom a week early to clean up.
He has to take care of Xiaolan in the morning, so he definitely wants to avoid getting caught.
I wanted to ask Yun Yi to lend him the notebook, but the seat was too far away, and he couldn't wait for the end of class to borrow it, in case he was caught by the teacher right now, the game would be over.
Oops~ What should I do......
At this time, someone suddenly poked him in the back, and when he turned around-
"Take it and copy it."
It's Li Mu.
In his hand, he was holding the notes he had just copied.
The two hadn't spoken a word since that day.
Even if it was a four-day rendezvous, he immediately turned around.
However, Li Mu couldn't hate Zhao Nan after all.
Zhao Nan was in the same mood.
Would love to find a way to restore the old friendship.
This is an opportunity. No matter how small it is, it's fine.
「3Q———!」
Zhao Nan whispered thanks a little embarrassed. And Li Mu also smiled back a little shyly.
"What are you two doing?"
The tutor noticed the two of them whispering and stopped to question.
"It's okay," Zhao Nan and Li Mu replied in unison.
The two who should have been flustered actually had such a tacit understanding. The class began to stir.
In fact, the two lively and cheerful people have always been very popular central figures in the class.
Everyone can feel it at the moment. The two best friends are finally back together.
Haha - the two scratched their heads, looked at each other and smiled.
Seeing their reconciled appearance, Yun Yida was happy from the bottom of his heart.
It's great to be able to open the knot.
Zhao Nan, it's really good.
Zhao Nan and Li Mu kept chatting as if they wanted to fill the time of their previous separation.
The boy is really simple. However, simplicity is also a benefit, as long as a small turnaround, all knots and doubts are gone. Talking about video games, talking about TV, talking about football, talking about some topics.
Especially when it comes to football, the interest is high.
The two were also on the school's football team before the fourth grade, but Zhao Nan was distracted by Yunyi's affairs, and he once fought to save a classmate who was bullied by his seniors, and finally Li Mushuang, who came to the rib line, was both expelled.
That incident accidentally implicated Li Mu, which was also one of the important reasons why Zhao Nan couldn't face him calmly.
Despite this, the two still love football, and the most serious thing they devote to in PE class is football.
"By the way, we are going to compete with the people of the third class after school today, and there is just a lack of a team member, Zhao Nan, you will join too, right?"
Facing Li Mu's natural eyes, Zhao Nan was a little hesitant.
Not after school, you have to take care of Xiaolan.
And Yunyi is also there today.
But...... But......
Suddenly, I just felt a little tired, taking care of Xiaolan.
Suddenly it felt very troublesome.
Strive to play the role of a father. The consequences of desperately holding on to it will make you exhausted.
Yun Yi's matter, plus Xiaolan's matter, and Li Mu's matter, may be too much of a burden for Zhao Nan at a young age.
Only slightly...... Just relax a little. It's okay.
The idea came naturally.
It's just today, it's not a big deal.
That's right. It's only been a day. It's nothing at all.
"Okay, I'll go too."
Finally blurted out.
"Really? That's great! With Zhao Nan joining, we will win!"
Li Mu was really happy and cheered with anticipation.
Feeling the enthusiasm of his good friend, Zhao Nan also felt that everything was fine, and his choice was really right.
At this moment, the sense of responsibility as a father has disappeared, and only a boy who has just entered the fifth grade, a primary school student, is left with the simple thoughts.
"I'm sorry, I've already agreed. You have to go...... I'm sorry! It's okay for you to take care of Xiaolan alone, right?" Zhao Nan lowered his head.
"Yes, okay, I see."
Yun Yi replied very simply.
"I'm really sorry!"
"It's okay, I asked you the same yesterday." She said with a smile.
"Then I'm sorry for you! I'm going to race, bye-bye!"
Zhao Nan was about to walk out of the classroom when Yun Yi suddenly spoke.
"Oh, come on, Daddy!"
She tried her best to show the biggest smile and bid farewell to Zhao Nan, who had regained her friendship.
Zhao Nan heard her cheering and turned around.
A gentle voice, a sunflower-like smile.
Yun Yi's words made him suddenly feel a sense of responsibility for his father.
But—
"Zhao Nan, go Luo,"
Li Mu was calling him.
…… Then, I'll go Luo first.
"Well, break."
"Break—"
Turning his back to Yun Yi, who was waving, he ran out of the classroom with Li Mu.
Yun Yi's smile at that time was imprinted in his mind.
Obviously laughing - but it seems so lonely.
For a moment, my heart seemed to be clenched, and I was about to lose my breath.
I guess it's just an illusion......
However, when such a mood came to the sports field, it was completely forgotten.
The long-lost football and long-lost friends have completely ignited the blood.
Xiaolan was held in the hands of the girl who was her mother, and she was happy to feel liberated from the cardboard box.
Something suddenly appeared in front of me, and it seemed to be fun.
It broke free from its mother's grasp and began to chase after something that could fly.
"Ahh Lan, you can't go there!"
I can't hear my mother's voice.
Little Blue's attention has been drawn.
Originally blue sky. Thin clouds began to gather.
One Wow –
Suddenly it started raining.
It rained like a shower.
Zhao Nan and his gang couldn't play football, so they immediately disbanded and went home.
"I finally won, didn't the big sister who reported the weather say that it won't rain?"
Thinking of the irresponsible smile on his sister's face this morning, Zhao Nan was anxious and angry.
He ran at full speed, crossed the path where he met Xiaolan, and finally returned home.
At this time, from head to toe, even the inside of the schoolbag, has been drenched into soup chicken.
"Oh, what a bad luck ......."
The notebook that helped him restore his friendship with Li Mu today was also wet in the rain. I can't read anything on it.
"Oops...... I can't look at it...... I can't even open it......
"Oh, what the hell, how did you get drenched like this?"
Mom heard his voice and walked to the entrance to take a look, dumbfounded by his appearance as if he had climbed out of a swimming pool.
"What the hell, it's raining heavily."
"I know, take off your clothes quickly, you're going to catch a cold,"
Mom brought a big towel and rubbed Zhao Nan's head rudely, while neatly helping him take off his wet clothes.
"It hurts, don't rub it so hard! It hurts!"
"Who told you to have such messy hair, bear with me!"
"What's the matter with me!!"
"That's it! It's a bad habit for you to blame someone else for things at every turn."
Mother blames son for shortcomings.
Zhao Nan puffed out his cheeks.
"What kind of eyelid are you?"
Mom patted him on the top of the head and turned to go to the kitchen.
Not long after, there was the sound of a gas stove and a pot.
It's hot cocoa.
Mom's hot cocoa was the best.
The whole body will be warmed from the inside out.
Thanks, Mom.
Zhao Nan muttered to himself. Climb up to the second floor, go back to your room, and change into loungewear.
At this time, the phone rang suddenly.
Familiar voices filled the room. The piercing ringing is especially loud today, reaching deep into the ears.
The sound of raindrops hitting windows, the sound of the wind blowing the scenery. The sound of a pulse. The sound of the phone.
Dissonant voices.
Inexplicably, restless.
Pounding, pounding, heartbeat getting faster and faster.
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