Chapter 383: Recognition
"Is the queen mother injured?" Jimo Xuan tried his best, fought bravely to kill the enemy, and finally opened a way for himself and stood in front of the queen mother's carriage.
He knew that the Queen Mother didn't like him, and he didn't even dare to open the carriage curtain, but only dared to cautiously ask the Queen Mother if she was injured.
The breeze gusted, blowing the curtain again and again, and the Queen Mother saw the clearly visible blood marks behind Jimo Xuan, and her heart couldn't help but tighten, and she wanted to touch it, but she slowly put her hand down.
"The queen mother? Queen mother? Ji Mo Xuan seemed to be very worried about the Queen Mother, but even so, he still didn't dare to lift the curtain of the carriage, and he didn't even dare to look at the Queen Mother, which ...... But the queen mother who watched him grow up......
But he didn't dare to look at it directly, afraid of this glance, and let the Queen Mother misunderstand some other deep meanings.
Seeing Ji Moxuan's cautious appearance, the Queen Mother really remembered that he was just a child.......
The short four words "mourning the family is not hindered....... but I trembled a little, perhaps with guilt and gratitude......
Hearing the Queen Mother's words, Ji Mo Xuan relieved his heart, "Don't worry, even if Ji Mo Xuan dies here today, I will protect the Queen Mother and return to the king safely." ”
Maybe it was the word 'king', so that the Queen Mother instantly understood that in Jimo Xuan's heart, Zijue ....... is the rightful king...... It's always been ....... Always .......
"Xuan'er...... Be careful......" The Queen Mother still couldn't help but say this.
This sentence is like a piece of charcoal, which instantly melted the cold ice condensed in Mo Xuan's heart for so many years because of the Queen Mother.......
To know...... Jimo Xuan is also a child.
He also longed for his mother's love...... He also craves warmth.......
Even after so many years, the Queen Mother has persecuted Jimo Xuan for all kinds, he has never hated it, from beginning to end, what Ji Moxuan wants...... It's just that love...... Just that little bit of love......
This sentence...... How many years has Jimoxuan waited? Eventually....... It's time to wait...... Even if you die here, it's ....... No regrets.......
The Queen Mother lifted the curtain and looked at Jimo Xuan holding the long sword in his hand, his blood gradually becoming wild, and her heart was ...... For the first time, I was proud of myself....... own children....... Finally grown up.......
Ji Mo Xuan turned around and saw the Queen Mother sitting in the carriage, looking at himself with kindness and relief on her face and smiling with kindness and relief.......
Maybe...... Until this moment, the many years of doubts in the queen mother's heart can be regarded as a little relaxed......
The Queen Mother has not paid attention to Jimo Xuan's martial arts for a long time, and sending him to the Jingwei military camp as a general is just an expedient measure to keep him away from the imperial city......
And until today, the Queen Mother found out that Jimo Xuan has really grown a lot over the years, remember that in the past, when Jimo Xuan was young, the Queen Mother accompanied the first king to watch Jimo Xuan practice martial arts......
Seeing that Jimo Xuan was alone, fighting among the crowd, the red knife went in and the white knife came out, his clothes had already been stained red with blood, and he didn't know if it was his own blood or others, but he didn't stop for a moment, even if it hurt, he had to hold on until the last moment, just for the sentence 'Xuan'er', the sentence 'Protect the queen mother and return to the king safely'.......
This is Jimo Xuan's promise to the Queen Mother, and he will do it if he works hard for that 'Xuan'er'......
At the same time, it is also a promise to Zijue, which is his biological mother...... It's the biological mother of her sibling.......
Maybe...... Ji Mo Xuan knew from the beginning that once he decided to come here, he might end up in something, but since he came, he had no intention of leaving......
Today, there are only two results, first, Mo Xuan fought bravely to kill the enemy and protect the queen mother to return to the imperial city safely, and second, no one survived.......
Yu Mo is naturally among them, Yu Mo's martial arts are much higher than others, but he simply wants to contribute to the country, so he deigns to come here and be responsible, he can wear gold and silver in this life, food and clothing are worry-free, and the martial arts on his body are still asking for no rich people to make a living for themselves?
But I don't know how long it took, the sky gradually became dim, that is, Mo Xuan....... Won.......
In fact, it is also expected, even if there is a huge disparity in the number of people, there are Yu Mo and Jimo Xuan in the Jingwei military camp, and the ending can be guessed......
His clothes have turned red, some blood on them has already coagulated, he has lost count of how many wounds he has on his body, now, as long as the Queen Mother returns to the imperial city safely, as he promised the Queen Mother, he will return to Zijue's side unharmed and intact......
"Yu Mo...... You...... Leading the living back to the barracks, I will send the Queen Mother back to the imperial city, and I will meet later. "Jimo Xuan really wants to send the Queen Mother back in person.
"General, you have injuries on your body, it's better to ......" Yu Mo is strong in martial arts, although he also suffered some minor injuries, but he is fine, and he seems to be a little worried about Ji Mo Xuan.
It seems like...... Since meeting Jimo Zhu, Yu Mo has become a little empathetic......
But before Yu Mo could finish speaking, he was interrupted by Ji Mo Xuan, "No need to ...... I'll go back to ........"
Even Mo Xuan didn't have the slightest shelf of a general or a prince.
Even so, Ji Moxuan still didn't dare to open the curtain and say a few words to the Queen Mother, but just endured the pain on his body and walked to the carriage step by step.
The Queen Mother and Ji Mo Xuan's affairs, although Yu Mo didn't care, but he had heard about it, he didn't understand why the Queen Mother treated Ji Mo Xuan like this, when Ji Mo Xuan heard that the Queen Mother was in trouble, even if he knew that the odds of winning were not big, he still had to fight to the death.
Maybe....... There are some feelings that can't be replaced by anything, right.......
This feeling, Yu Mo...... I'm afraid I can't understand it.......
"Yes, General." Yu Mo led the rest of the people and watched Ji Mo Xuan drive away in the carriage before returning to the Jingwei military camp.
The road was bumpy, and Ji Mo Xuan was injured, and the Queen Mother was a little distressed, but after so many years, it was suddenly like this, and the Queen Mother didn't know how to face Ji Mo Xuan for a while.
"Xuan'er...... Do you hate mourning home? After all, the Queen Mother couldn't help but open her mouth first.
Ji Mo Xuan's hand waving the horsewhip paused, and sighed softly, "I have never hated ......."
"Why ......" The Queen Mother didn't say it on the surface, but in her heart she was like a mirror, knowing that Ji Moxuan would not lie to herself, so she didn't ask whether it was true or not, only asked the reason.
"The queen mother watched Xuan'er grow up, even if there were many dissatisfactions, it was not what the queen mother wanted, Xuan'er...... How can you be qualified to hate the queen mother? "It's really as the Queen Mother expected, that is, Mo Xuan would not say half a word to the Queen Mother, hearing this, the Queen Mother couldn't help but sigh...... That's it......"
"Queen Mother......" Mo Xuan even called 'Queen Mother' and thought about it again and again, not knowing if it would displease the Queen Mother.
"Xuan'er...... What the queen mother did before....... "Ji Mo Xuan is a person who knows the rules very well, and he never says anything when others are talking, but he interrupted the queen mother's words for the first time, "The queen mother has not done anything." ”
It's not so much a white lie as an obsession.
Perhaps, even Mo Xuan doesn't want the Queen Mother to treat herself like this, and she will be desperate to defend it as always, right?
Maybe...... Compared to this, Ji Mo Xuan prefers to deceive himself, even if everyone understands who did Ji Mo Xuan's experiences in the past, but Ji Mo Xuan will not believe it.
Even if the evidence was in front of him, he didn't want to pay attention to it.
This is the truth, yes, in the past, the queen mother did everything in the past, Ji Moxuan never found anyone to verify, it was the people under him who couldn't look past it and found evidence to hand it over to Ji Mo Xuan, but Ji Mo Xuan didn't even look at it, just because this person was his mother....... It's watching him grow up, watching him learn to speak, watching him practice martial arts, and watching him get ahead now......
Perhaps, Ji Moxuan's family affection has always been vacant, he wants to get a care and love from his mother too much, he doesn't want to let any opportunity slip through his fingers, he wants to keep this love, this has long been a deteriorated feeling, he is desperate, just because...... He wanted this love......
This is the love that I cherish so much......
In Ji Mo Xuan's heart, as long as he believes that the Queen Mother has never done anything to him, it means that he has never done it, and no one can shake it.......
Even if everyone convinces him, it's time to resist, you are more suitable for that position than Zijue, you can't be trampled under the feet of the people in the imperial city forever......
How many years have these old ministers, traitors, and ill-intentioned people said these words in Jimo Xuan's ears, and he has never wavered, never ......
But, what did all these years of persistence get in exchange?
All the worst results appeared on Ji Mo Xuan's body, but he never said anything, but adhered to the belief that 'what comes is safe', since he was sent to the Jingwei military camp, then he should be his general and do what he should do, this is enough......
As for the rest, he doesn't want anything, he just wants to live plainly, if the Queen Mother can stand in front of him at this time and tell him that she loves him, I'm afraid ...... Even if Ji Moxuan is allowed to die, he will not have half a word of complaint, right.......
Ji Mo Xuan didn't want to die, but the reason why he didn't want to die was actually as simple as that, okay...... I didn't have any regrets......
Ji Mo Xuan is not afraid of anything, he just wants to get what he wants, even if it is ....... Only this 'Xuan'er' is enough to move Jimo Xuan for a moment......
Hearing Jimo Xuan's words, the Queen Mother's heart should also have a little warmth, after all, over the years, because of Jimo Xuan, or the confinement of the Imperial City, Zi Jue has gone against her own wishes, which has made the Queen Mother feel cold, and now, the appearance of Ji Mo Xuan ...... It's kind of comforting, isn't it......
Maybe....... This comfort has always been ...... It's a pity....... The Queen Mother never cared....... Followed .......