Second, the things I can't tell my mother should be the things that my adoptive father Lian Le Ya has ravaged me, and I really can't tell my mother about this kind of thing.

The second diary was written on July 28, 1989:

On July 28, 1989, the weather was fine.

"Today, we finally got the registration notice, I can finally leave this terrible home, I heard that the hospital has a dormitory, Miko and I in our class are in the same hospital, her mother has already greeted the hospital leaders, and the hospital has arranged a bed for Miko."

"I believe that as the years go by, those painful and embarrassing memories will slowly fade."

The person who made Lian Luodan feel "terrible" should be his adoptive father Lian Leya. He took advantage of Lian Luodan's young ignorance and weak and timid personality to ravage Lian Luo Dan for a long time, and the "painful and embarrassing memory" should refer to this matter.

August 6, 1989, weather, moderate rain.

"Today was supposed to be my happiest day, but it became my most painful day, the hospital leader said, the dormitory of the unit is very tight, can not meet my accommodation requirements, I wanted to squeeze with Miko, but Miko was arranged in the top bunk, the key is that the double bed is too narrow, can not sleep two people.

"Miko has been pampered since she was a child, and it is impossible for her to wronged herself and squeeze a bed with me."

"In desperation, I thought of my old classmate Cao Sulan, I wanted to go to her house to live for a while, and the unit leader promised to arrange my dormitory when the bed was vacant, but I had to wait patiently for a while."

"Cao Sulan readily agreed to me, but the problem is that her home is in the east of the city - very far from the hospital, and she has to change buses three times."

"When I got home, I told my mother what I thought, and my mother objected halfway through it, because it was not a parent, and it was very inappropriate for a girl to live in a classmate's house - she was not at ease."

"The key is that Cao Sulan's house is too far away, and our home is very close to the hospital, and we don't need to change trains, so we don't have to go far, which makes no sense! I didn't insist anymore - I blamed myself for being weak and unassertive, and of course, I was afraid that my mother would see the clues. What's the solution? Maybe that's my life! ”

There is a diary entry that mentions the photo.

On September 17, 1991, the weather was gloomy and windy.

Judging from the content, this diary was written before refining Luo Dan and becoming a monk:

"Before I go, I'm going to take all of those pictures with me — not a single one."

"Those photos carry my past, and more importantly, my pain, growing up - after I became sensible, I thought that my father was a hard-working person (this 'father' should be the biological father of Lian Luodan), but I didn't expect that my life was even more bitter than his."

"I'm going to erase myself from their lives – I don't want to leave any traces, I'm going to erase everything that remains in their memories."

"It is my shame to keep myself in their memories (the 'they' here should refer to my adoptive father Lian Le Ya and my mother Lan Simeng - Lian Luo Dan still has some complaints about his mother, but mainly refers to his adoptive father Lian Le Ya).

The only thing that bothered me was that I couldn't take all the photos related to me, and if that did, my mother would be very sad, and the pain was doomed - but I still had to leave a little memory for my mother, who had raised me for more than 20 years. ”

"Let's give up! As long as I can erase the person who ruined my life from my memory and the world, I will be satisfied. ”

Obviously, "the man who ruined my life" is his adoptive father, Lian Leya. The so-called "a little thought for my mother" should refer to leaving a few family photos. Despite this, we can still feel from Lian Luo Danyang's resolute attitude towards his family and past life from Lian Luo Danyang's handling of photos.

Of course, we can also feel the painful and conflicted psychological state before refining Luo Dan and becoming a monk. The reason why she left those photos of the group was also because she was worried that her mother would see the real reason for her renunciation from the photos, and if she erased her figure from all the photos, her mother would be able to guess the reason for her daughter's renunciation, even if she was stupid.

Several diaries have been able to explain the reasons for refining Luo Dan to become a monk and leave Mingchen Nunnery.

Zhao Zimeng's heart was more detailed, he found a problem, when Zhao Zimeng was flipping through the diary, he noticed: After refining Luo Dan into the temple, he has insisted on writing a diary every day, but after three months, it is not as normal as before.

Ling Hu Yunfei carefully flipped through it twice, and Zhao Zimeng was indeed right, the interval between each time was one to three days, and the content written was also a common thing in the temple, such as, "I copied a few scriptures in the Tibetan Scripture Hall today." "What time do you wake up and what time do you turn off your lights these days?" "I often have nightmares at night!"

Inspired by Zhao Zimeng, Ling Hu Yunfei and Lin Di also discovered a problem, in their diaries after entering the temple, there were evaluations of the monks and nuns in the temple, especially the evaluation of the abbot Huijue.

In his diary on November 13, 1991, Lian Luodan commented on Abbot Huijue: "Abbot Huijue is so kind and kind, as long as I am with her, I feel a warmth and peace that I have never felt before, that is the feeling of people who have experienced the harsh winter and suddenly bathe in the warm sun. ”

Zhao Zimeng, Ling Hu Yunfei and Xiang Daimo discussed and decided to go to Lian Le Ya for a while.

If Alchemist Luo Dan did leave Ming Chen'an, it was possible that Lian Le Ya and Lan Simeng would know where Alchem Luo Dan had gone? The reason why they, especially Lian Leya, didn't say it was because they were worried that the comrades would find Alchemy Luodan, and once the comrades found Alchemy Luodan, Lian Leya's ugly behavior would be exposed.

Lian Luodan's disappearance was because she didn't want her parents to know her whereabouts, and Lian Leya didn't want to provide Lian Luodan's whereabouts because she wanted to cover up her crimes.

The next morning, after having breakfast in the canteen of the Public Security Bureau, the comrades went to the compound of the Peng family.

The Lian family is the iron general who guards the door, and the mother of the third man said that Lan Simeng was sick and hospitalized, as for Lian Leya, the old man said that he saw him just now, why did he disappear in the blink of an eye, and the old man also asked several neighbors, but the result was that no one saw Lian Leya, and eighty percent went to the hospital.

"Auntie, which hospital is Lan Simeng in?"

"At the First People's Hospital."

"In what wards?"

"We haven't had time to ask yet."

Several people drove to the First People's Hospital.

Lin Di inquired about Lan Simeng's ward at the information desk of the inpatient department: bed No. 28 on the third floor of the second ward.

There were three beds in the ward, but only one bed was a woman, who was Lian Luodan's mother, Lan Simeng.

Lan Simeng's face was pale, with a sickly face, and there was already white hair on his sideburns. She lay on her back on the bed, and when she saw her comrades, she hurriedly sat up.

Lan Simeng's mental state is very poor, her eyes are dull, this is a confused woman, Lian Le Ya has ravaged her daughter Lian Luo Dan for twelve years, she didn't even know it, of course, this shows that Lian Le Ya is good at disguise in life from another aspect!

In the Peng family compound, most people have a good evaluation of Lian Leya, and even Peng Jiazhen, who has a vendetta with the Lian family, thinks that Lian Leya is a parallel and upright person.

Lan Simeng's movements were more difficult, and Lin Di stepped forward and helped her to sit up.

"Did you find Lordan?" Lan Simeng looked directly at Zhao Zimeng's face.

"Sister-in-law, where is your husband Lian Leya?"

"He stayed with me all night last night, and as soon as it was dawn, I asked him to go back to sleep."

"We've already been to the Peng family's compound, and the door inside the house is locked."

"Then eighty percent of him went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, and you have something to do with him?"

"Yes, let's talk to him about the situation."

"If you have anything to tell me, you can tell me."

What the comrades want to talk about, Lan Simeng really can't let Lan Simeng know.

"We can only talk to him about this matter."

Lan Simeng blinked her eyes a few times, a trace of uneasiness flashed in her eyes, could it be that Lan Simeng knew the reason for refining Luo Dan to become a monk?

"Or else! Come back at noon, Le Ya will come at noon - he will bring me food. ”

Comrades must not be able to see Lian Leya in the hospital.

There are still some things that can be asked of Lansmon.

"Sister-in-law, did you go to all your relatives before you reported the crime?"

"We've searched for everything, and we searched for more than a month before we reported the case."

"Think about it carefully, in the field, what other relatives are there, all those who know about refining Luo Dan and come and go—including relatives who never come and go."

Lan Simeng pondered for a moment and said: "There is a relative, my ex-husband's aunt, who has never been married in his life. ”

"Where does this relative live?"

"In Xiangfan, Hubei."

"How old are you now?"

"I'm about seventy years old now."

"Where is Xiangfan, Hubei?"

"In Gaoling Village, Wulong Town, Xiangfan."

"What's your name?"

"It's called Fan Qixiu."

"Does Lian Luo Dan know that there is such a relative?"

"Yes. By the way, before May Day in 1991, Luo Danyang went to Wuhan, Hubei Province to attend a nurse training class. Lordan used to talk about this aunt in front of us when her father was alive, and she used to take a lot of care of Lordan and her father. ”

"Did Lian Luo Dan ever tell you about this person?"

"Nope."

"In addition to this Fan Qixiu, are there any other relatives?"

"No more, no more."

Zhao Zimeng wrote Fan Qixiu's address in his notebook.

After leaving the ward, Zhao Zimeng left Xiang Daimo and Xiao Luhan in the hospital, and invited him to the criminal investigation team after Lian Leya finished delivering food to Lan Simeng.

After that, Zhao Zimeng and his entourage returned to the criminal investigation team.

Zhao Zimeng found a telephone directory in the drawer of his desk, flipped through the telephone directory, and found a person and a phone number. This person's name is Duan Dadao, and he is the deputy head of the criminal investigation team of the Wuhan Municipal Public Security Bureau, and Zhao Zimeng established a deep friendship with Deputy Captain Duan when he attended the National Criminal Investigation Work Conference in Shanghai.