Fanwai 1 The years buried by time

My friend said that I was a girl who was full of dreams about the future, although Zeng Weihua had a lot of complaints about me, saying everything. The family background is not good, the job is not good, it is not beautiful, and it is still a single-parent family, which is not high......

She was right.

Pity the hearts of parents all over the world, everyone hopes that their son will marry a satisfactory daughter-in-law, who can reproduce high-quality offspring and glorify the neighbors outside.

And I am the legendary Cinderella.

My parents divorced when I was young, and I followed my mother and lived on her meager salary as a financial worker in a state-owned enterprise. Maybe it's because of genetic inheritance, or maybe it's because of stunted growth since childhood, my complexion is always a little blue and yellow, which makes me malnourished and looks soft and weak, but a pair of big eyes add a bit of vitality and spirit to the whole face.

Zeng Weihua is the head of the department of the Q City Local Taxation Bureau, and she has a natural leadership posture, and she has a clear eye when she trains people, except for her leadership, all living beings are all little minions who deserve to be controlled by her in her eyes.

When we met for the first time, she quietly brushed aside the shrimp I gave her, rinsed the chopsticks with white water, and said in a pinched voice: "Our family is not a rich family, but our ancestors have been in and out of officialdom for several generations. Weihua's great-grandfather Taichang Siqing, who lived in the Qing court, his grandfather was the secretary of the county party committee, his grandmother was also the chairman of the Women's Federation of Q City, and his uncle was ...... Uncle is CPPCC ****, uncle is ......"

There are a lot of them, and those official positions are like water to me without a trace, but there is a passage deeply embedded in my mind: The men and women of our family, whether they are working or having a family background, are all decent and handy in this Q City. Weihua is also promising, he was admitted to the first bank, in recent years, the business has improved, the leader of the Q City branch has promised to wait for someone to move out, he will give him an official position. He is the only seedling in the family, the heart of the old man, and his wife is naturally not a casual small family.

In the end, she added: You see that the people in our family are tall and big, and Weihua is also 1.82 meters, how can he have 1.65 meters in the future to reproduce better......

This meal was arguably the most humiliating meal I've ever eaten.

Obviously, I was unseemly and substandard, even the basic height indicators: I was only 1.61 meters.

Although my family was poor since I was a child, I was also a pearl held by my mother in the palm of my hand, and I also had my own pride. I am a smart student who is praised by teachers, neighbors, and classmates, and everything can be handled with a little care, and the university is also an institution that I was easily admitted to three months before the college entrance examination. In the university, there are also many awards for various activities. didn't think about it, but when I came to this family, I became an inferior commodity who was discarded.

A few days later, his aunt added me QQ, and I added her neatly, waiting anxiously. As a result, she knocked on Q ten minutes later, and came up and said, "I saw the photos of your space, and it was thinner than I imagined, Weihua's mother said that it was normal for you to do that, don't worry about it." ”

My enthusiasm was once again like being poured cold water, and it was cold to the bottom of my heart. I held my breath and replied with careful words: "My skeleton is relatively small, but I also have one meter sixty-one." Besides, Weihua and I are truly in love. ”

Later, she said a lot, and it was nothing more than praising how prominent the Zeng family was and how high her requirements were for her daughter-in-law, but she watched Weihua grow up, and because she loved the house and Wu, she also had a good impression of his girlfriend.

I smiled bitterly in my heart: In this way, I am fortunate to climb such a family, and I am fortunate to be favored by her, should I be grateful to Dade Thank God. The love of "rich families" is all about fighting for dad and mom, family background and appearance?

Despite this, the woman in love stupidly and automatically blocked these difficulties and obstacles, fantasizing that Zeng Weihua, who loves me so much, will definitely break through the shackles.

He once said that all this is not an obstacle to our feelings.

He once said that he loved me inside and loved all that I had.

As long as I treat his family with sincerity, my true feelings will eventually touch people's hearts.

During this period, Zeng Weihua wavered and retreated, but as soon as the two of us got together, he regretted his infirmity. Every now and then, he would always hug me tightly and plunder like crazy. Sometimes his hands would be unconscious, rough and rough so that I trembled and trembled.

I gasped and refused: "Don't do this, you promised me." ”

He rudely brushed my blocked hand aside, impatient, "Shu Hua, I'm so stressed, so uncomfortable, you just give it to me once, just once, you see, you touch here, how much it longs for you to ......"

As he spoke, he tugged at my little hand and held it...... My heart trembled like an electric shock, and I screamed as I wrenched his big hand.

It wasn't that he didn't make that request at the beginning of our good days. I know that boys at that age have hormonal restlessness and are particularly hungry for that. And I have a tradition of thinking in this regard, always sticking to the last line of defense and not letting go, he loves me like a baby, and every time it is in moderation and no longer forced.

But during that time, he asked for love several times, and his hungry eyes were like the land that had been waiting for a long time.

After a few times, he finally became irritated by my insistence, rolled over and lay down on the big bed, sighed, and muttered, "You still have reservations after all." ”

I went to the bathroom without waiting for a response, and after a while, the sound of rushing water stirred up my heart.

For many days after that, even when they were together face to face, he was indifferent, and his face was black like a child who couldn't get enough to eat.

I didn't expect that our gradually withering relationship would have been a fuse for a long time.

Always remember that day, it was overcast and about to rain. The woman came to me, her flaming red lips closed together like a viper spitting letters.

"If I were you, I wouldn't be so cheeky to occupy his place. A woman who can't bring pleasure to a man, what qualifications do you have to dominate him for so long?! Don't pretend to be innocent all day long! Do you think he really broke up with you because of family opposition? You've been together for four years, and I've only known him for three months; I'm not as beautiful as you, I'm not as smart as you, why did he die for me and take me to meet my parents? She lifted the jade bracelet on the water head on her wrist, and squinted with cat's eyes, "Because I can give him the happiness of a man!" Have you ever seen his eyes lost in madness? Have you ever seen him grunt with glossy satisfaction? You've seen ......."

"Don't make me sick!"

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