Chapter 191: I'm not afraid to give my life
Fu Jiaqi recently fell in love with the Buddha, and stayed in the small Buddha hall for a day, copying Buddhist scriptures, sincerely bowing, meditating and participating in Zen, and breaking thoughts.
"On the third day that Brother Nianzhi left, I missed him, missed him, missed him."
"I don't know what Brother Nianzhi ate today, where he lives, has he encountered rainy weather, and the road is still easy to walk?"
"Buddha, Buddha, I hope you can bless Brother Nian with peace and smoothness outside, and I believe that the daughter Fu Jia will kowtow to you!"
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Gan Tang, who was about to enter the door, heard Fu Jiaqi's sentence and said with a smile: "If the Buddha gets such a simple and unpretentious thanks, he will definitely be very happy." β
Fu Jiaqi hurriedly got up and respectfully bowed: "Auntie." β
Gan Tang lit a stick of incense, offered it in front of the Buddha, and asked, "You have been running to my small Buddha hall recently, but what happened?" β
Gan Tang has been living in simplicity for many years, dedicated to the Buddha, and his ears do not hear anything outside the window, even if he knows very little about the things in the house.
Fu Jiaqi generously explained: "Auntie, my lover has gone to a distant place, and the return date is undecided, I am waiting for him." But the wait was really hard, I only waited for him for three days, and then I felt that my days were like years. β
Fu Jiaqi said, his voice lowered.
Gan Tang asked, "You don't want to wait for him?" β
Fu Jiaqi shook his head: "No, I just didn't expect my patience to be so poor, it's only been three days!" Auntie, how did you wait for your uncle for decades? Obviously ......"
Obviously, the eldest uncle has been immortal for many years, and it is impossible for him to come back!
Gan Tang smiled lightly and said, "At first, I just couldn't forget him, so I wanted to wait and see, maybe one day I would be able to let go." But who knows, this is the past many years, my thoughts about him have not diminished but increased, and those memories that have passed away have become clearer and clearer. Before you know it, it's been until now. I don't know how long I'll have to wait, and maybe I'll spend my whole life on it. β
Some memories are too gorgeous, such as carved inscriptions, and if you put them in your heart, they will be a lifetime.
After Gan Tang said that, he knelt on the futon, twisted the Buddha beads in his hands, his eyes were lightly closed, and he recited the scriptures seriously and reverently.
Fu Jiaqi saw that Gan Tang was concentrating on worshipping the Buddha and was inconvenient to disturb, so he quietly retreated.
Fu Jiaqi walked to the gate of the courtyard and saw Fu Yu's entourage coming to deliver things, and he was overjoyed, Uncle Yu was back, and he had good things to play again!
Fu Yunshen's business has expanded to the sea, Fu Yu went to sea with the ship, and he went for two or three years, and every time he came back, he would bring back many rare treasures.
Fu Jiaqi stepped forward happily, only to see the maid beside Gan Tang refusing the gift that was offered by the chief, and said politely: "Madame said, she serves the Buddha, she is simple and heartfelt, she doesn't need these gorgeous things, please return them to your master." β
The man hurriedly said: "Sister, don't be in a hurry to excuse yourself, Yu Ye knows that Mrs. doesn't love gorgeous clothes and decorations, how can she give those vulgar things?" This is just some Nanyang specialty food, give it to Mrs. to taste, everyone in the house has a share. β
The maidservant then apologized and said, "Madame is going to fast in Bigu in the next few days, so let's send this food to someone else, so as not to waste it." β
The servant girl is used to doing this, and no matter what excuse she has, she refuses to accept anything.
The chief pushed it a few more times, but when he saw that he couldn't let it go, he walked away.
Fu Jiaqi has been accustomed to such scenes since he was a child, and he didn't feel it before, but now he is a little stunned.
Fu Yu has never married a wife, he has taken care of Gan Tang many times, and he was still forbearant and restrained at first, but later gradually revealed his intentions, and the Fu family knew everything.
Mrs. Fu took pity on Gan Tang's young widowhood and couldn't bear to bind her with a marriage letter, so she asked her in private, saying that if she was willing, she could fulfill them.
Gan Tang didn't say anything, but he moved to the Buddhist hall on the second day, staying at home, avoiding people, and his intention to refuse was very obvious.
Fu Yu didn't give up, as before, he cared about her, guarded her, and waited for her day after day, year after year.
Gan Tang is willing to spend his life guarding a dream that can't come back; Fu Yu spent his life guarding her.
They are all the same people, and if you fall in love with someone, you are not afraid to give your life.
Fu Jiaqi feels that their love is true, they do not ask for anything in return, they are not afraid of long years, and they are unswerving.
So what about her, who felt that she couldn't wait after waiting for Cheng Nianzhi for three days, is her love real?
She is only a teenager, but her life is so long, she can't see the future too far, she doesn't know what will happen in the next moment, and even her heart is full of hot feelings, and she can't be sure of the truth.
Fu Jiaqi was a little worried, Brother Nianzhi, you have to come back early, otherwise I may empathize with you.
Fu Jiaqi felt that he might empathize with him, but the object of his empathy would definitely not be the prince.
When the crown prince Pei Ye appeared in front of Fu Jiaqi and asked her if she was willing to be the crown princess, she refused very happily.
"Brother Prince, we grew up together, you should know my character. I am the most idle, I will never be willing to be trapped in the deep palace, and I am the most unruly, I can't afford the great responsibility of motherhood, I can't be the crown princess. β
Pei Ye said suddenly: "Do you know why Cheng Nianzhi left?" β
Fu Jiaqi replied: "Brother Nianzhi has something to deal with. β
Pei Ye smiled contemptuously: "Heh, is he deceiving you like this?" β
Fu Jiaqi was puzzled.
Pei Ye said slowly: "I don't believe in Cheng Nianzhi's feelings for you, so I made a three-year appointment with him, agreeing that he will be separated from you for three years and not see each other." If, after three years, he still has no change in his heart for you, and you wait for him with true affection, I will fulfill you. I wanted to test his feelings for you, but he didn't tell you the truth, so it can be seen that he is also testing your feelings for him. β
Pei Ye knows Fu Jiaqi's temperament best, if the person she loves and believes in doesn't believe her, she will definitely be rejected by her.
Unexpectedly, Fu Jiaqi turned around and left.
Pei Ye hurriedly said, "Where are you going?" β
Fu Jiaqi said: "I'll go find him." β
Pei Ye grabbed Fu Jiaqi, a little annoyed: "He doesn't believe you, you still have to go to him, don't you even want self-esteem for him?" Period, you have to think clearly, if you marry me, thousands of people will worship, pour wealth and wealth, and supreme power. But what about him, what can he give you? β
Fu Jiaqi looked at Pei Ye, his eyes were calm, but he was extremely firm: "He can give me freedom." β
Pei Ye was stunned.
That night, Pei Ye also questioned Cheng Nianzhi like this, what can you give her?
Cheng Nianzhi also answered the same way, firm and confident, free.
Pei Ye smiled bitterly and let go of the hand holding Fu Jiaqi.
In fact, he can also give her freedom, as long as he gives up.
Both his father and mother have said that he can choose the life he wants, after all, his father has other sons, and it is not necessary for him to inherit the throne, and they are willing to support him in all his choices, as long as he is happy.
However, with thousands of miles of rivers and mountains at his fingertips, and the beauty of his dreams that he is looking for, he doesn't know what kind of choice is happiness and he won't regret it.
Fu Jiaqi was ready to go and say goodbye to his parents and brother.
"Three years is nothing compared to a lifetime. But if you can't see each other in life, what's the point of falling in love? Instead of waiting for no end in the void, it is better to take the initiative to pursue. I don't know how long my enthusiasm will last, and maybe, in the process of looking for him, I won't like him anymore and I'll be back then. β
Fu Yunshen understands righteousness on the surface and supports all her daughter's choices.
But as soon as Fu Jiaqi left, he immediately changed his face, and scolded that the Cheng family kid was not a thing, and he actually kidnapped his baby daughter, and was about to go to Cheng Fei to duel with a sword.
Zhou Jingrong was very helpless, saying that it was not Cheng Fei who abducted your daughter, what are you doing to blame others?
Also, a lot of age, can you not be so naΓ―ve. Come on, come on, behave, make red bean paste for you to eat.
So, Master Fu, who had a daughter-in-law to comfort him, quickly forgot about his daughter......
Fu Jiaqi promised his parents, took a few male and female guards who knew martial arts to set off, and wanted to stay in the chain inn under the name of the Fu family, and every stop had to send a letter to report safety.
Two months after Fu Jiaqi left, she met Cheng Nianzhi.
Cheng Nianzhi didn't seem surprised by the arrival of Fu Jiazhi, he was obviously the most cold person, but there was the most gentle light in his eyes: "Period, you are here." β
Fu Jiaqi said suspiciously: "How do you know that I will come?" β
Cheng Nianzhi smiled silently.
What would he think if he said that because he couldn't stand the thought of her, he let people look at her and report her every move to him every day?
Seeing that he didn't speak, Fu Jiaqi snorted coldly: "I thought you would hide from me for three years." If that's the case, then I'm determined to stop looking for you on the last day, and then ignore you again! β
Cheng Nianzhi chuckled helplessly: "What a three-year appointment, it's just the prince talking to himself, I have never agreed." I don't want to be separated from you for a day, this separation of two months has reached the limit of what I can bear, how can I bear to be separated from you for three years? β
Fu Jiaqi asked reluctantly: "Then what are you dealing with?" β
Cheng Nianzhi explained good-naturedly: "You didn't say that you want to fight with me. I went back and resigned from the position of leader of the alliance, and I had nothing to do. In the future, I will take you wherever you want to go. β
Fu Jiaqi raised his eyebrows slightly, a little surprised: "Alliance leader? Sounds pretty cool! Then you still say that you are not worthy of me, it turns out that you are rejecting me in a corner, it seems that I am self-inflicted! β
Cheng Nianzhi hugged Fu Jiaqi, who was dancing with his teeth and claws, helpless and spoiled: "Period, don't worry." β
Fu Jiaqi was very unproductive and was appeased by four words, snorted twice, and said: "Then, what kind of alliance leader, you don't want it if you say don't want it?" β
Cheng Nianzhi's soft voice carried a slight smile: "Well, if you say don't want it, don't do it." β
Fu Jiaqi pursed his lips, but accidentally, he skimmed into an upward arc.
He is willing to give up for her, and she is not afraid to give up her life to love him.
But life is long, and she doesn't know how long she can love him.
She only knew that at this moment, she loved the person in front of her very much, and she wanted to be with him, and no one could stop her.
Life is too long, seize the day.