Chapter Fifty-Nine: The Pain Is Unbearable

Hearing this, Han Yichen's face was dark, he didn't speak, but the light that popped out of his eyes was as cold as frost, and after a few seconds, he glanced at Yi Ke'er, "When will she wake up?" ”

Where did Yi Ke'er dare to slack off, and immediately said: "In half an hour, my sister-in-law will wake up!" ”

After the man got the answer, he didn't speak, and then touched Cheng Lan's little face in a coma, followed the nurse's footsteps and pushed her to the senior ward.

In the senior ward, Han Yichen sat at the head of the bed, his deep eyes kept staring at Cheng Lan, his eyes barely blinked, and after a few seconds, he raised his hand to brush the hair on her forehead, touched the corners of her tear-stained eyes, and suddenly leaned over and kissed her thin lips that were a little chapped.

Half an hour later, Cheng Lan slowly opened her eyes, frowned, and reached out to her abdomen, knowing that there were no children there.

But for her, it was not only the loss of the child, but the hope that she had been looking forward to for six years collapsed in an instant, and even her entire soul was sucked away, as if she was overwhelmed with grief.

Thinking of this, his eyes instantly became hot, and tears came out of his eyes, "Baby...... Baby ......", after speaking, he bit his lip, trembled and sobbed......

Her sobbing sound sounded in Han Yichen's ears, the man tightened his brows, raised his hand to caress her little face, and his voice was low and hoarse, "Lan'er, don't ...... Don't cry......"

Cheng Lan rolled her eyes and glanced at Han Yichen, who was sitting next to her, and saw that his dim gaze also carried too many emotions, and her tears could no longer stop pouring down......

Han Yichen reached out to wipe the tears that slipped from the corners of her eyes, and comforted: "The baby is gone...... In order to...... Will be back in the future. ”

Cheng Lan parted her little face slightly, causing the man's big hand to pause in midair.

Han Yichen didn't speak, pursed his lips tightly, and still insisted on reaching out to wipe her tears, Cheng Lan turned her face away, avoided his hand, and cried, "The baby is gone, is it just what you want?" ”

Han Yichen paused, didn't speak, but didn't walk away, Jun stared at her with a stiff face, and stretched out his hand to continue to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes.

Cheng Lan cried and stretched out her hand to push him away, "You didn't want her at the beginning, but in fact, the baby ...... Babies know ......"

As soon as she finished complaining, she lifted her eyelids to look at him again, and when she saw his deep eyes, slightly reddened, and dull face, she chose to silence again, and could not say any reproach.

Because of the conversation between Yi Keer and the doctor when she was in the operation just now, she still heard it clearly, and knew that the child was a spontaneous abortion, no one was to blame, the reason why she said this about him, in fact, she just blamed him, and when the child was in her belly, she said such unlucky words.

But she also knew that it was their common child, and he should be sad when the child was gone, and she couldn't vent all her bad feelings on him because of this.

Thinking of this, Cheng Lan did not continue to resist, and let him wipe her tears.

After a while, Iker walked in with the obstetrician.

After the obstetrician glanced at Han Yichen, he bent down and said the reason seriously, "Madam, because you took the contraceptive pill before, it still has an impact on the child, and the child just follows the principle of survival of the fittest and has a spontaneous abortion...... So, in a way, that's a good thing, you don't have to be too bad. ”

As soon as the doctor's words were finished, Yi Ke'er looked at Cheng Lan, her eyes were a little gloomy and guilty, "Sister-in-law, I'm sorry, the child couldn't be saved, I ...... I'm also having a hard time. ”

Cheng Lan knew that she was apologizing for Li Qing, although she knew that they were unintentional, but it was because of their poor pool that her child was stripped from her body before it was formed, and this pain made her unable to do it, and she said that it was okay as if nothing had happened.

So at this time, Cheng Lan could only be silent and did not answer, and at the same time wanted to give herself a little time to digest.

Seeing that Cheng Lan didn't speak, Yi Keer and the doctor exchanged glances, and after explaining the precautions to the man, they turned around and left.

As soon as they left, Cheng Lan was extremely bitter in her heart, and couldn't help crying louder and louder, instinctively grabbed Han Yichen's sleeve, and said guiltily, "Yichen...... Baby, the baby is gone, I'm sorry, I hurt her, I shouldn't have taken medicine......."

Han Yichen was stunned, staring at her with a deep face, "You...... You're not wrong. ”

After speaking, he reached out and fished her out of the quilt, gently hugged her into his arms, and then lowered his head and kissed her pale and bloodless little face, hugging her tighter and tighter, "Believe me, we will have a lot of ...... in the future Many children will have daughters' ......"

Cheng Lan bit her lip tightly, her crying body trembled slightly, and after a long time, she choked up, "Uh-huh......"

That night, Cheng Lan was taken home by Han Yichen.

Han Yichen hugged her to the bed, tucked the quilt for her, and kissed her forehead, "Lan'er, don't be sad, your body is the most important, sleep well now, don't think about anything!" ”

Cheng Lan stared at the ceiling without focus, and nodded gently, "Hmm......"

The man glanced at her, walked out of the door, quickly came to the living room, and explained to the housekeeper, "Inform me, don't be allowed to talk about the child in front of the lady, if anyone dares to talk nonsense, roll me up and leave!" ”

"Got it, sir!"

……

After the man left, Cheng Lan couldn't sleep at all, reached out and stroked her stomach, feeling that her abdomen was empty, and her heart was empty.

Suddenly thought of something, regardless of the physical discomfort, got up and opened the bedside table, looked out the report of the last NT examination, stared at the image of the fetus on the list, and instantly felt like being stabbed by a sharp sword, and the colic was unbearable.

"Baby...... I'm sorry, mom I'm sorry for you......"

Cheng Lan cried, kept repeating that she was sorry, a tear also dripped onto the paper, staring at the words that were fainted by tears, she thought of something again, raised her hand and wiped her tears.

I got up and went to my bag and took out my phone and took a picture of the report.

Anyway, in her heart, this is her first child, and she wants to remember her shadow and always remember......

Han Yichen returned to the bedroom, and saw Cheng Lan staring at the report sheet with empty tears, a spirit thought of something, strode over, and pulled out the list in her hand, "Why are you sitting up again?" ”

Cheng Lan bit her lower lip, her red and swollen eyes were still full of tears, and she choked up and said, "I'll sleep...... Can't sleep, you see, how much our daughter ...... How quiet ......"

After speaking, he trembled and wanted to take back the report sheet from the man's hand for him to see.

Han Yichen's jaw was tense, looking at her somewhat stupid appearance, it seemed to be extremely uncomfortable, and then he clenched the report sheet in his hand and said: "I said it, the baby will come back, she is gone now, she just went somewhere to hide!" ”

"You lie to me, she won't hide, she ...... She's asleep! Cheng Lan wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, "I don't believe you look at the report, you see how quietly she sleeps......"

Seeing that Cheng Lan was obviously unconscious, the man's thin lips trembled a little, he pursed it stiffly, his face was also pale, and after calming down for a few seconds, he comforted her softly, "Yes, our daughter is like you, she is quiet, she is asleep, so do you want to sleep with her......"

Cheng Lan didn't know if she really listened to it, or what, nodded and said: "Yes, you're right, I should sleep well, and it will be estimated that she will wake up ...... later."

"Shhhhh......h ”

After saying that, he put the report on the bedside table, immediately went to bed, and took her into his arms.

Cheng Lan paused and nodded, "Okay...... Go to bed! ”

Ten minutes later, Han Yichen opened his eyes, leaned over to listen to her breathing, and knew that she was asleep, so he slowly got up.

Picked up the report and went to the study, looked down for a while, picked up the lighter and lit it, and after a while, the report turned into a pile of ashes......

That night, Cheng Lan always woke up in a dream, waking up with tears, and the words she said were inexplicable and incoherent.

Han Yichen comforted patiently, and he didn't feel bored.

Early the next morning, Cheng Lan fell asleep again.

Han Yichen came to the restaurant in time, staring at the dazzling breakfast, he couldn't swallow it, but he still reluctantly drank a bowl of porridge.

"Prepare some chicken soup for Madame, and I'll take it later." Han Yichen put down the dishes and chopsticks, and explained to the housekeeper waiting on the side in a deep voice.

"Got it, sir!"

As soon as the housekeeper's words were finished, Cheng Lan's eager voice came from the stairs, "Yichen...... ...... Ministers"

Han Yichen immediately got up and looked at the stairs, only to see her running down the stairs barefoot and wearing thin pajamas.

The man walked over quickly, grabbed her delicate but urgent body, turned and walked towards the sofa, "I'm here, what's wrong?" ”

As soon as she threw herself into his arms, Cheng Lan asked him eagerly, "What about the baby...... Where's the baby? ”

As soon as the words fell, the people in the room were shocked, thinking that Cheng Lan obviously did not come out of the miscarriage, and there was a mental problem, and they were all worried in an instant, especially the housekeeper.

Han Yichen's body trembled, obviously underestimating Cheng Lan's importance to the child, paused, and said softly: "The baby is just hiding, you ...... Don't worry! ”

Cheng Lan only had the shadow of a child in her eyes now, so she didn't notice the existence of other people, she suddenly cried, so she grabbed his shirt tightly, and said in a choked voice: "You lied to me, she has already left......"

After speaking, he paused, cried and said to himself: "Yes...... She...... She's gone. ”

Suddenly, he grabbed his shirt again, his eyes were full of tears, and he cried heartbreakingly, "She's gone, right?" It's me who didn't protect her, it's me who ...... wrong."

"Lan'er!" Han Yichen interrupted her in a deep voice, then tightened his brows, hugged her a little tighter, gritted his teeth, and cruelly told the truth, "This baby has no fate with us!" ”