Su Jinyu sat at the round table in a daze, the tea in her hand was already cold and thorough, her eyes did not have any focus, and she didn't know what she was thinking. Her shoulders shook a few times, and sometimes she laughed bitterly, and unreasonable people were afraid that she must be crazy.

She really didn't understand, if everything could be done by taking half a step back, it would be possible to fulfill each other's vast seas and skies, is this also wrong? She didn't want to be a living bodhisattva for all sentient beings, and she never felt that she wanted to empathize with more people just because she had Ling Yun's pity, and she never had such a thought.

Back then, Ling Xiao didn't believe her, but today, listening to Xue say so again. Could it really be that she was wrong?

Ever since she woke up from the water, her head disease had recurred from time to time, and the fragments that flashed in her mind became clearer and clearer, as if she could grasp it with her hand, but when she let go of her fingers, she saw nothing, just a few wisps of air.

Probably thinking about it for too long, his head began to hurt again, Su Jinyu grabbed his forehead extremely uncomfortably, and with a sweep of his arm, he dropped the tea cup in his hand to the ground, and a dull sound came from his feet, breaking the little picture that had just appeared in his mind, and with this sound, the pain was like a twitch to death, and he stopped for the time being.

When he reached out to get the teacup, he found that he had accidentally swept it to the ground, and when he leaned over to pick up the pieces on the ground, the eyes out of the corner of his eyes caught a glimpse of a figure outside the door, and when he raised his eyes, he saw that it was a palace person waiting outside, and he hurriedly stood up and called her in.

"Something?" Su Jinyu asked puzzledly, I am afraid that this hour has not yet gone down to the court, how could someone take the initiative to come to her.

The palace maid owes a debt, and replied respectfully, "This emperor is quite early in the dynasty, and my aunt said that there can be no one to serve in the palace, and Sister Xue doesn't know where she went, and the slave and maid have not been found, so I have to turn back and ask my sister to serve." After saying that, the palace maid stepped aside and waited.

Su Jinyu frowned, with a slight surprise in her eyes, why did she hide when she heard Xue enter the hall today. If she didn't want to go again because of what she had just said, why should she do it?

When she hesitated, Su Jinyu saw that the palace maid had been waiting for a while, straightened her wrinkled clothes and waved at the palace maid, "You go first, I'll be there later." Because Fang Cai was unwell, he had to comb before he could go, so he asked his aunt to send someone to replace him for a while. ”

The palace maid answered and went out of the room, Su Jinyu walked to the dresser and gathered the messy green silk, and then got up to go.

Qingyun had been waiting outside the hall for a long time, his eyes were half-squinting at the direction Su Jinyu had come from, the corners of his lips were lightly raised, he brushed the rain on her shoulders for her, and said softly, "The emperor is in a bad mood, pay more attention when serving, and try not to mention the queen mother, but you know?" With that, she reached out again and cut her hair, and after making sure that there was no mistake, she walked to the palace gate with Su Jinyu.

Su Jinyu nodded thoughtfully, since the moment she went out, her eyebrows have never stretched, and after listening to Qingyun's words, she tightened it even more, and when Qingyun was about to retreat, Su Jinyu hurriedly reached out and grabbed her wrist.

"Auntie."

blurted out a light call, Qingyun was a little dazed, and she smiled at Su Jinyu's eyes full of sorrow, a little surprised.

"In the future, if the slave maid makes a mistake and causes disaster, the slave maid hopes that the aunt can save her life. The grace of one life has been returned to the slave maid, and there is no need for the slave to bear anything in the future. ”

Su Jinyu lowered her head and looked at the place where her hand was holding each other, her voice was a little soft, but these words had been thinking about it for a long time on the road. Listening to Xue's words reminded her that these emotional fetters are the most hurtful, because Tingxue is cold-blooded and ruthless, so she will not be hurt, and she will not indulge her to do whatever she wants.

In this deep palace, she only has her closest sister left, Qingyun Tongxing Slave.

She didn't want them to continue to follow in Ji Qiu's footsteps, because she lost her life in vain because of her momentary thoughts, and Qingyun also had people in her heart who were difficult to let go, she couldn't selfishly think about the grace of her life that day.

Qingyun looked at Su Jinyu in shock, and held her palm with her hand, "Okay, what are you talking about?" You call me aunt, how can there be any reason to abandon you, what's wrong with you? ”