If she hadn't met Yan Gaohan at the beginning, wouldn't she have the ending she has now?

At that time, my mother said that if you want to be rich and rich, you have to marry into a wealthy family;

At that time, when she saw Tong Yao getting close to His Royal Highness the Crown Prince and Murong Xi, she became jealous.

Why is she also a girl from a small family, so she can win the favor of the sons on the list of sons of the family, is it just a distinction between concubines?

Tong Ruyi didn't believe it, and her mother said that fate depends on herself, not on heaven.

So she worked hard, worked hard to become a woman in the eyes of King Nan'an, worked hard to marry into the palace of King Nan'an, and worked hard to become the concubine of King Nan'an.

She thought that if she climbed to that position, she would be able to compare Tong Yao to her.

But she was wrong, the side concubine still had to be cautious after all, flattering, and watching other people's faces live.

Since she was a child, she has had to live with the label of "concubine".

Everyone told her that the concubine was not as good as the concubine, and Tong Yao's unappreciated concubine, just because she was a concubine, when she returned to the Tong family, she was still deeply loved by her father and grandmother.

Why?

So, she began to calculate, calculate Tong Yao, and calculate the people related to Tong Yao.

But now that I think about it, all my calculations didn't hurt Tong Yao at all, but forced myself to this field.

Now it's all self-inflicted.

Tong Ruyi smiled bitterly and looked at the dark sky.

If you can be more tolerant and don't follow your mother's example, you won't end up in such a field.

Mother's actions are just in the small family, and if she does it again, it will make her grandmother unhappy at most.

But Nan'an Wangfu is involved with the royal family, she has no power and no background, and in the whirlpool of the political situation, she can only be the helpless duckweed.

Why didn't you think it through when you were in the palace?

Although I have thought it through now, it is too late.

During the day today, Tong Ruxin secretly came to find her, saying that her father had issued a ban at home and did not allow anyone to come to Xilin Nunnery to see her.

No wonder she has been here for days, her father has not shown up, and her mother has not shown up.

They must not want to have anything to do with themselves, right? After all, more important than your own happiness, it is the face of the Tong family!

One wrong step, one wrong step.

At the beginning, the sister who only knew that she was behind her, and the sister who was not valued by her parents, has now become the hope of the Tong family and the pearl of her parents.

She smiled miserably, what an irony!

When I was in the Tong family, my parents felt that they could bring glory to the Tong family, but today, it is Tong Yao and Tong Ruxin who win glory for the Tong family.

Tong Ruxin said this morning that her parents had a marriage for her, and the other party was Chen Gongzi, the son of Shangshu of the Ministry of Rites, whom she had framed.

Although Chen Gongzi is an upright person, he is a man of temperament, but he is born wooden, and Lord Chen was originally worried about his marriage, worried that no girl would be willing to marry him, and it was rare for the Tong family to come to the matchmaker.

At that time, they still minded their own temperament, whether their sister would be the same as their sister.

Unexpectedly, Tong Ruxin was completely different from herself, and another daughter of the Tong family was not as good as herself, getting along for a few days, although she did not agree, and the Chen family did not object.

Looking at the happy and happy Tong Ruxin, Tong Ruyi was silent.

If she is less scheming, maybe she can be as happy as Tong Ruxin!

But everything can't be restarted.

Tong Ruyi hugged the quilt and lay down, forget it, it's still in Xilin Nunnery but still alive, away from the imperial capital, away from the place where she is no longer accommodated, who says it won't be a good thing?