149. I can't afford to lose

I knew that Xue Zikun was very willful, but I didn't expect him to be willful enough to take over the night of the entire playground.

When Xue Meng stood in front of the merry-go-round with only the three of us, he was also surprised, but he couldn't hide the excitement in his heart, holding my hand and dancing.

"Son, I'll take you to make a merry-go-round." Xue Zikun hugged Xue Meng, because Xue Meng was injured, his movements were very careful, I was still not at ease, and kept telling him in the back: "You slow down." ”

Xue Zikun hugged Xue Meng on the merry-go-round, snapped his fingers not far away, and then, the merry-go-round started, Xue Zikun held Xue Meng, flashed in front of me, and cheerful music sounded in the field, and on the shining Trojan horse, there were two of the most important people in my life.

Anyone will have such a moment in their childhood, accompanied by their parents, playing the games they want to play, and fantasizing that they are the happiest children in the world......

How nice it would be if time could stand still in this moment, we don't have to think about anything, we don't have to worry about anything, we just look at them........

"Mommy, Mommy, look at me!"

Xue Meng called me happily, "Mom, look at me!" ”

I took out my phone and took pictures of this happiest moment.

Xue Zikun is not only a master of flirting with girls, but also a master of flirting with babies in terms of treating children, in addition to being impatient.

"Son, I can bring you here often in the future."

"Really?"

"Of course, is there anything else more fun, let's go play later, okay?"

"Yay!"

The wall in Xue Meng's heart was being broken by him little by little, not looking at Xue Zikun with a contemplative gaze, when he came out of the amusement park, he could already accept the fact that Xue Zikun was holding him.

If you put aside the more sensitive issues between the two people, the communication between them can be regarded as harmonious, although Xue Meng has not opened his mouth to call him father, but between the lines, he has regarded Xue Zikun as his own person, and Xue Zikun responds to all requests, and his image in front of Xue Meng is slowly rising.

Of course, as long as it comes to Lego bricks, as long as it comes to Uncle Tang Yan who can play everything, the atmosphere between the two people will be frozen in an instant.

The three of us walked slowly in the playground, like a family of three in an ordinary family, Xue Meng would ride on Xue Zikun's neck, and Xue Zikun did not object, but enjoyed it.

During this period, Xue Meng wanted to pee, I picked him up all the way to the bathroom, and told Xue Meng how to take off his pants and how to put on his pants, Xue Zikun saw Xue Meng enter the bathroom and suddenly said behind me, "In the past five years, you have worked hard." ”

I couldn't help but tremble a little, and I couldn't help but think of the five years that Xue Zikun had missed, and said, "If I were you, I would go in to see the child at this time, instead of saying words of comfort to the child's mother here." ”

After I finished speaking, I got out of the way and explained, "Mengmeng's hands are inconvenient, and it is not convenient for me to enter the men's bathroom." ”

When Xue Zikun walked in front of me, his hand gently pinched my earlobe, and whispered, "Got it, the child!" ”

At the same time as Xue Zikun entered, I blushed and stared at his back, the wall that I had built before was collapsing piece by piece, and the so-called position of the lie was gradually changed by the fragment of the father and son just getting along.

I saw that the time was almost ten o'clock, and said to the father and son who came out of the bathroom talking and laughing, "We are going home, it's too late, Mengmeng needs to rest." ”

"Well, I'll send you."

On the way back, Xue Meng was very much looking forward to the next time Xue Zikun played with us, he looked at Xue Zikun who was driving, and kept asking me, "Mom, will we go to the movies next time?" I also want to go to the planetarium, which many of the children in my class have been, and I also want to go to the little library, which is accompanied by my parents....."

Xue Zikun, who was driving, glanced at me from the rearview mirror, I looked up and crashed into the gentleness.

My mom called me and asked me why I didn't go back, I said I was on the way, she hung up the phone without saying anything, Xue Meng was drowsy, I let him lie on my lap, and gently patted his shoulder.

Xue Zikun said, "I'm very happy today. ”

"Well, Mengmeng is also very happy."

"You call him Xue Meng, is it because you often dream of me?" Xue Zikun slowed down and looked at me from the mirror, "What is I like in my dream?" ”

"It's the meaning of Nan Ke's dream." I dodged Xue Zikun's eyes and lowered my eyes, "I'm always reminding myself that everything in the past is a dream of Nanke." ”

Xue Zikun was silent for a long time when he heard my answer, and then he sped up the car, and it took ten minutes to reach the downstairs of my house.

He got out of the car and opened the door first, holding Xue Meng in his arms, I was about to pick it up, Xue Zikun said, "Go upstairs and open the door." ”

I couldn't resist him, I could only go to the front to open the door, after returning home, there was a corridor lamp lit at home, my mother opened the bedroom door to see us coming in, just about to speak, saw Xue Zikun holding the child behind him, forced to hold back what he was going to say, and went back to the house.

Xue Zikun didn't feel embarrassed, swaggered into my room, put Xue Meng on the bed, and lay on the side.

"It's too late, you can go back too."

Xue Zikun sat up, grabbed my wrist, and took me to the bathroom, I didn't dare to make a sound, I could only stare at him, Xue Zikun grabbed the gap that I didn't dare to scold him, dragged me into the bathroom and locked the door directly.

The bathroom is very small, the two of us standing here I have diluted the air a little, Xue Zikun pushed me against the wall, those dark eyes flashed with emotions that I was not familiar with, and now Xue Zikun, his eyes are often full of unknowns, I can't judge what he is thinking.

"You let go of me and let me out."

"Midsummer, I have the ability to protect you and the child now, don't say anything about the rotten excuse that you want to live a peaceful life, if you don't agree to be with me, then I will take back Xue Meng."

"You are despicable." I glared at him viciously, "The child is mine, and I brought it up with one hand, how can you do this?" ”

"This is my son, even if I only contributed one sperm at the time, then he still has my blood on him." Xue Zikun's fingers slid across my chin, and his voice softened a little: "The most rare thing is that after six years, as long as I have been in contact with you so close for more than three minutes, I will still be hard." ”

Xue Zikun completely lost the trick of playing cheap and cute at the beginning, and now he wants to grab what he wants directly, not deliberately pleased, not gently coaxed.

He seemed to be mature, but he was even more terrifying.

Xue Zikun stared at me, I didn't dare to blink at him, who expected him to suddenly kiss my lips, that strong, hungry, like a long time like nectar sucking hard, my fist hit his body, he was unmoved, just kissed, I tried to use my own tongue to grab his tongue and bite him, when the tip of the tongue just touched him, Xue Zikun led every cell in my body, I forgot what I was going to do, my whole body was hot, my lips were numb, and my mind was blank........

His hand went down my pants, I opened my eyes as if I had just woken up from a dream, and saw his man who was intoxicated, and hit his head with his head without thinking about it, Xue Zikun opened his eyes and looked at me with a frown, "What are you doing!" ”

My lips trembled for a long time, and I said laboriously: "Xue Zikun, don't let me hate you." ”

"Hate?" Xue Zikun's face faded and replaced with a hint of ruthlessness, and he put his finger in front of my eyes, which had the shiny secretion in my body, "Don't you feel it too?" Don't you want me to do something too? While saying that he hates me, he is playing the game of a family of three visiting the park with me like a good wife and mother, Midsummer, what do you want me to do? ”

I was ashamed and didn't dare to touch his fingers, Xue Zikun put his fingers in front of my eyes, pinched my chin with his hand, and forced me to look: "Midsummer, do you see, this is the evidence of your emotion, is it interesting to pretend to be cold in front of me?" ”

Xue Zikun's aggressiveness made me feel more and more ashamed, and those unscrupulous words blurted out: "This is my normal reaction, whoever treats me, I will be like this!" ”

"If it were someone else, you would also spread your legs and let him get on?" Xue Zikun picked me up and licked my neck, still against me: "Midsummer, your duplicitous problem is not very likeable." ”

"You can find someone else, those tender models, you don't have a concubine to party every night......."

"Shut up!" Xue Zikun yelled at me, "What the fuck do you know? I haven't touched those women, and now, I really am, ready to send them! ”

I'm really afraid that all my thoughts will collapse at this moment, I'm really afraid that I'm falling into a fruitless reincarnation of love, I can't afford to lose, I really can't afford to lose.

When Xue Zikun's hand was on my waist, I said, "Don't force me to do things I don't like, if, if you still love me." ”

After I said this, Xue Zikun stopped the movement in his hand, it was only two seconds, he untied his clothes by himself, held the little monster that had already had saliva, took out his mobile phone, and after pressing it a few times, the bathroom was filled with ambiguous voices between men and women......

"Brother Kun.... Brother Kun ......"

This is a voice I am familiar with, and this is also Xue Zikun's most satisfying work.

Xue Zikun's hand held himself, completely ignoring me who was still on the side, and gasped when he sprayed that white .+- burning on the wall dozens of times, "Midsummer, do you see, I gave you enough respect." ”