1. It is inevitable to cry out for grievances
"Mom!"
Standing under the moonlight, Ling Er couldn't believe that this distant and unfamiliar word came out of his throat.
He himself couldn't remember how long it had been since he had shouted the title.
The silver moonlight filled the trees, gilding them with a layer of silver.
His voice made the not-so-bright figure standing in front of him tremble.
Ling Er hurriedly covered his mouth.
"Little Er, you go back, listen to your sister, and take your younger brothers and sisters."
The woman eventually turned around and couldn't help crying.
Ling Er slapped himself, not dreaming.
Standing in front was his biological mother, who he remembered seeing for the last time, thirty years later, lying in a hospital bed.
Mother stood beside her bedside and watched him close his eyes.
When he opened his eyes again, he was here.
At this moment, just like the scene thirty years ago, his mother left home and he caught up.
"Little Er, what are you doing?" The woman pulled down Ling Er's hand, "Listen to my mother, follow my sister at home, and pick you up when my mother goes out to earn a lot of money." ”
Although Ling Er heard the cry, he couldn't see a single tear on that beautiful face.
He was silent, he wasn't sure if he was born again.
Seeing that Ling Er still didn't speak, the woman waved her hand, carried the box, and left without looking back.
Experiencing this scene again, Ling Er wanted to hold back his tears, but in the end, the tears still came down.
The mother ran away from home, leaving everyone behind.
Grievance and resentment were squeezed into his chest at this moment, making him breathless.
Yes, his father was not angry and handed over the burden of the family to his mother, and his mother was very difficult and wanted to escape, he understood.
But how could a mother not think about their siblings?
My sister Ling Yi is only 16 years old, what ability does she have to pick up the burden of the family?
My sister is still a girl who has never experienced society!
You don't have the ability to raise it, why do you give birth to so much!
The five of them are just a mistake in life.
The doors were open, and there were three adobe houses, no different from most homes in the countryside, and when it rained, there was not even a place to stand.
"You're better than people." He kicked the big yellow dog running over, and he was not in the mood to make out with it right now.
"Dead man, you won't pee on her." The cries of the youngest sister pulled her back to reality, and he poured his anger on his younger brother Ling San, who was only one year younger than him.
"If you have a temper, what are you doing to them?" Ling Yi rolled down from the bed, rubbed his eyes, held Ling Wu in his arms, squatted at the door, and urinated for her.
"I want Mommy!" Ling Wu was only shouting at his mother in his voice.
"When I don't dare to beat you, do you!" Ling Er shouted at Ling Wu.
In an instant, all of Ling Er's grievances came out!
"What's the trouble, there's something wrong." After Ling Yi glared at Ling Er, he carefully coaxed his sister, "Old sister, the most well-behaved, don't cry, tomorrow my sister will buy you a white rabbit." ”
The little girl was still crying.
"I don't let people sleep." Ling Si complained there, "I have class tomorrow, I'm sleepy." ”
"That's it, that's it." Ling San was in that gang.
There are five brothers and sisters in the Ling family, the name is very simple, from one to five, one by one, one by one, Ling Yi is one year older than Ling Er, Ling Er and Ling San are only one year old, Ling San is two years older than zero four, as for Ling Wu, he is the youngest, only two years old, and has just learned to walk.
Ling Si swept around the room and asked in a daze, "Where's Mom?" ”
She finally noticed that something was wrong.
"I went to work in other places." Ling Yi smiled and said, "Earn tuition for us, otherwise what should we do." ”
"yes, you guys should sleep." Ling Er remembered that in her previous life, her sister also comforted everyone like this.
They have five siblings, three of whom are studying, and as for the elder sister, she has not studied in junior high school, and she has long helped her mother take care of her siblings.
After his mother left, his sister first planted land at home for two years, and after he and Ling San and Zero Four boarded at the school, Ling Wu was handed over to his grandparents to take care of, and a girl went to Pujiang to work, textile factory, toy factory, and the work that could be done, my sister did.
And he and his younger siblings are also quite competitive, and they are all admitted to university, one of four college students, and they are also the only one within a radius of several miles.
However, the only thing that suffers is my sister, her grades are so good, it's a pity to drop out.
She also knew that her sister had been regretting not reading a book.
It was they who dragged down my sister, whether it was her studies, career, or even her sister's marriage.
My sister didn't get married until she was thirty-two years old.
He still remembered the day his sister's wedding, she never drank alcohol, she drunk herself, and then secretly talked to him.
"My mission is accomplished, and I'm worthy of you."
He was crying dazedly.
He also vowed not to drag his sister down again.
However, the reality is cruel.
His messy marriage had just ended, and then he had a car accident that dragged his sister into the whirlpool.
He was a vegetative person, unable to speak, and could only watch his sister take care of him day and night.
He wanted to die, but he couldn't do it.
The happiest thing for him is the moment he closes his eyes, breathing a sigh of relief, and finally no longer has to be a drag on his brothers and sisters.
He owes his sister so much.
After Ling Yi put Ling Wu on the bed, he saw that Ling Er was still there in a daze, so he smiled and said, "Hurry up and go to bed, I will get up and go to school tomorrow, it's the second year of junior high school, and I won't be alert at all." ”
"Sister, I don't want to study anymore." For Ling Er, he was already a highly educated person, and in her opinion, it didn't make much difference whether he read or not.
"If you have the ability, you say it again, believe it or not, I really smoke you, I will be the boss in the future, you try if you don't listen to me." Ling Yi's face froze.
"I can go out and work too." Ling Er insisted.
Ling Yi said ruthlessly, "Don't worry about those things that shouldn't be worried about you, you can improve your grades better than anything else." ”
"What are you trying to do?" Ling Er choked his breath and deliberately said, "Let's take care of each other, and if we live well, we are better than anything else." ”
"Say it again!" Ling Yi suddenly raised his voice, and his raised hand trembled.
"We can't rely on you for everything." Ling Er's tears seemed to be like money, and they fell to the ground along his face.
Ling Yi said hatefully, "There are some words, I only say them once, the more others look down on you, the more you have to give me a life like a person, and it is better to rely on no one than on yourself." ”
"Or I won't read it, I'll get the worst grades." Ling San couldn't help but say.
"You dare!" Ling Yi and Ling Er said in unison.
Ling San was frightened, shrunk his arms, and muttered, "Hey, it's also my bad luck to stand up to you, sleep, sleep." ”