Zekuan thought for a moment and said, "I want to take you to a place." ”

Xinyun couldn't wait to take his hand again and said, "Then take me quickly." ”

Zekuan was dragged away by her, and when he went out of the door, he remembered that he didn't take the computer textbook, and when he walked back to get it, Zhao Wencheng smiled evilly and glared at him, and he pretended not to see it.

He took her to the sand dunes by the river, and Xinyun was immediately fascinated by the intoxicating twilight river scenery, opened his arms in the river breeze, and said comfortably: "This place is so beautiful, do you often come here?" ”

Zekuan nodded, looked at her, and remembered Qijing.

He opened the computer textbook and laid it on the sand and told her to sit down.

Xinyun smiled and asked, "Are you willing to spoil your teaching materials like this?" ”

Zekuan said: "Actually, I have learned all the courses, but I just pretend that I haven't finished them, on the one hand, I want to learn more computer repair skills from my boss, and on the other hand, I don't want to let my spare time be idle." ”

Xinyun asked, "Then you don't write?" ”

"I don't have the motivation to write anymore. ”

Xinyun asked: "Is it that the person who gave you the motivation at the beginning is no longer around, so you won't write?" ”

Zekuan thought for a while: "Almost!" ”

Xinyun said: "It seems that you are also a very affectionate person, and the girl you have loved is really happy." ”

Zekuan smiled bitterly and said, "On the contrary, I failed to give her happiness. ”

Xinyun asked, "Can you tell me your story?" ”

Zekuan roughly told her about his relationship with Qijing.

After listening to this, Xinyun said with feeling: "It's a pity that such a beautiful relationship was beaten like this, no wonder you don't have the heart to write anymore." ”

Zekuan asked, "What about you?" I saw that you used to have a lot of works, but I haven't seen them this year. ”

Xinyun said: "I began to mainly want to solve my life dilemma by earning income through writing, it was when my dad was seriously ill, when I was still in high school, I used all my spare time to make money, part-time work and writing, to my freshman year, he died, I was kicked out of school, later, writing once became catharsis and spiritual sustenance, but slowly, it also became dispensable, maybe my heart was numb." ”

She had a sad smile on her face, infinite vicissitudes.

Zekuan asked, "What about your mother?" ”

Xinyun said coldly: "I don't know, I've already treated her as dead." ”

Zekuan was shocked.

"She went out to work not long after she gave birth to me, she has been working outside, she doesn't want to stay in the countryside, there was a sick grandfather in bed at that time, my father couldn't go out with her, so he took care of my grandfather and me at home, and had to plow the fields and farm, and work with the young me on my back. As a result, my mother got along with someone else when she was working outside the home, and came back to divorce my father, when I was only six years old. Because she rarely spends time with me, my feelings for her are far less than my dad's, but I still cried when I saw her decide to leave. ”

Xinyun took out a cigarette and handed it to Zekuan, who shook his head and said, "I won't smoke." ”

She lit it herself, took a puff of smoke, and continued: "Many people persuaded my father to find another one, but he was probably heartbroken, or maybe he was afraid that finding me a stepmother would be bad for me, so he didn't remarry. When I was able to take care of myself, my grandfather also passed away, and he went out to work, picking up the most tiring and hard work, as long as the salary was high, and he could earn money for me to go to school. He only has a primary school education, but he knows the importance of knowledge, and he told me to study hard and go to university so that I will not be poor in the future. I also tried hard and didn't want to disappoint him. But he worked so hard that he broke his body, and finally fell ill, and when he was dying, he cried and said to me, 'I am very sorry for not being able to give me a complete family and not being able to provide for me to finish college.'" I cried and said, 'You've done enough for me, I'm sorry for you'. ”

Xinyun couldn't help crying when she said this, Zekuan didn't expect her to be so pitiful, and he didn't know how to comfort her.

Xinyun wiped away her tears and said, "I hate my mother, and I hate her for giving birth to me, if it weren't for me, my father wouldn't have lived so hard." ”

Zekuan said: "Or because of you, your father didn't feel so bitter, just like my mother, although I killed my sister, but not only did she not hate me like my father, but she always protected me and loved me." ”

Xinyun asked, "How did your sister die?" ”

Zekuan told her the most unbearable past.

Xinyun listened, threw away the cigarette, hugged him, stroked his head and comforted: "It turns out that we are all such unfortunate people, fortunately, your mother has always loved you so much." ”

Zekuan has never confided in a girl about his sad past, and he has never been comforted by a girl like this, he is very moved, but he is a little embarrassed.

Xinyun let go of him and said with a smile: "I originally came to play with you, but it turned out to be a mutual complaint, which you owe me." ”

Zekuan also smiled and said: "Yes, it's all my fault, and there's nothing fun here, oh, by the way, my best friend recently opened a K bar, we can go to him to play." ”

Xinyun said, "Okay, I like to drink." Then he took out an old mobile phone from his bag and said, "I changed to a new mobile phone this year, this old one can still be used, you take it to buy a card, and I will find you easily in the future." ”

Zekuan hurriedly said, "No, I can't ask for you." ”

Xinyun said: "Don't be so mother-in-law, this is also convenient for me to chat with you." ”

Zekuan said: "No, I will buy it myself." ”

Xinyun asked, "You really don't want to?" ”

Zekuan nodded.

Xinyun threw the phone into the river with all his might.

"You-"

Xinyun said: "You don't want it, it's useless for me to keep it anyway." ”

Zekuan thought she was angry with herself, but she stood up with a smile and pulled him to say, "Go, go to your friend's place to drink and sing." ”