Chapter 498: A dilemma
What he is facing now is a low point in his life that he has never faced before, but if he can get through this low point, then he will be a mountain in the future.
Because if he wants to conquer those mountains, he must pass through these valleys, these imperial borders, obstacles in his way, but can he pass through?
This time, I'm afraid it's the biggest ravine.
Even he had never experienced such a thing in his previous life, such a dangerous thing, because his strength in his previous life had never reached such a strong level at all, so now it has exceeded his previous imagination.
He had never imagined that he would be able to reach such heights, and such heights turned out to be something he had never imagined before.
This is really terrifying, after all, his strength has reached such a height, even if he has never seen it in his previous life, but at this moment, such strength is still not enough.
They don't think that what they see is not the real world at all, the real time, that is, there are countless terrifying existences, which can crush them in an instant.
Yet he still struggled with these beings, trying to survive through their fingers.
How difficult it was, even when his subconscious mind was so strong, he had never seen how powerful an existence could make him perish in an instant, but at this moment, he actually felt such pressure, you must know that he is now much stronger than in his previous life.
It's just that life is like this, and life is full of waves, and you don't know where you're being blown into these waves.
So he knew that he was like a rootless duckweed, drifting away with the wind.
He doesn't know where his home is, he doesn't know where he wants to land, and he doesn't know where he belongs, so for him he is a lost person, a confused person.
He didn't know if his relatives were still alive in this world, he didn't know if his life still existed, and he didn't know when maybe he would completely disappear into this world, and there would be no second rebirth he knew.
It seems that now he has fallen into a kind of confusion, in which he can't find the direction, like a fog that he takes with him to uncover, but he is trapped in this fog, unable to struggle, unable to come out.
"What the hell is going on? How did I suddenly remember this, it's so weird, what I was thinking just now. ”
Suddenly, there was a flash of clarity in front of her eyes, because he remembered his family, and then suddenly pulled out of his fantasy.
He suddenly remembered that the things he had just conceived did not exist at all, so why did he think of those things for no reason, so he felt that there must be some kind of premeditation, and he looked around, but did not find anything existing.
But there are some things that are not himself, and if he sees them, he can't really see them, so he thinks that someone must have set himself up just now and restrained himself with illusions.
But who the hell is it, will it still be around here and not leave, so he is very cautious and looks around, after all, for him now, all people are his enemies, because there are not only humans but also sea beasts in this vicinity.
How did he know what else to say? Yes, there is such a function as Illusion.
So, those who also say that this must be someone has the ability.
He didn't want to fall into boundless danger, which he couldn't identify.
So in the face of such a problem, he must be cautious, otherwise, he feels that he may have to stay here today.
How many people in the past and present lives wanted her life, but he is still alive and well, all of them, why? It's not because he's too cautious, because he's cautious and careful, he doesn't know how many times he's saved himself, so this time he also believed in his own intuition, his intuition never missed, and this time, it will definitely not be an exception.
If you can't even trust yourself, then who else can you trust? So he had to trust his instincts, and he was really forcing himself to believe it today.
Otherwise, in this world, he really doesn't know what reason he has to be wrong, because even people who don't believe in him really have no hope.
Whether it's someone else or yourself, in short, these things are unavoidable.
He may doubt himself, he may doubt others, but in a sense this is normal, but if he loses this trust in himself and others in the end, then he lives in complete fear.
Even if you are sleeping, be careful of sleeping people and pillows.
You must know that even the people who share the bed can't believe it, then there are really not too many people in this world who can be trusted.
Because you are together every day and know each other more than you know yourself, so if you can't believe such a person, then you can only say that there is really no one in this world to believe, what is the point of living in Beijing?
A person who has no feelings is a sad person, and a person who will eventually become indifferent.
Such a person is terrible, at least in his opinion, it is simply terrifying.
It's just a beast that exists, and it's only in a beast that something like this happens, without any emotion.
But if it's mainly assigned to a person, then I can't bear to look at it directly, because this kind of thing is really unacceptable, too terrifying.
Whether it is for himself, for others, or for relatives, she doesn't want to see such a person appear in her body.
For such a person must be a scourge to themselves, and if it were true for them to the city, to the place where they lived, then he might do whatever it takes.
So if you put them by your side, then it's terrible, and you can't sleep well.
At least he didn't have the courage to do these things, after all, if he really put a man by his side, then if he made any small moves that he couldn't detect at all, it would be a hidden danger to him, and he didn't like to teach a trick to put it on his side.
No one thinks they don't live long enough, so he doesn't want to be overshadowed at any time.
So he's going to avoid that from happening, and how? Then if someone shows such a sign, then it will be strangled in the cradle in advance.
So for him, from the beginning, he would rather bear the world himself than the world bear himself.
It's not just talking, but it's going to be done.
It is safest not to be able to put yourself in a dangerous situation.
Especially he knew that their relatives were all women who depended on him, and if there was really anything wrong with him, then their relatives would probably not have any good fruits to eat.
He can't leave his own safety, the safety of his loved ones, to someone else responsible, he has to be responsible.
How can such a thing be done by someone else? Therefore, anyone who is sleeping and will take care of the housekeeper cannot appear in front of his eyes, especially such a suspicious person.
If such a person once appears, then he will stand up and walk out, leaving no trace.
That's what a real hero wants to do.
Because it can't let any danger exist here, because the city is a safe city, it can't exist in anything, there's a gap.
It's like defense, no matter how good your defense is, if there is a gap in the inside, then no matter how you make up for it, you can't make up for it.
If he guessed that the east wall would make up the west wall, what was the reason for persisting, then such a city was destined to collapse, although for him, whether the city was intact or not now could show whether it could rise again in the future.
Even if this battle is their business, then it will be an unprecedented blow to the city, so it is very likely that it will be greatly damaged, and it will never be able to get up.
So he is now faced with such a choice, and once he chooses the wrong one, then it will be a lifelong fault for him.
Maybe he didn't even know if he would still be alive for the rest of his life, or if he would be strangled by the king directly.
Because he knows that he has offended, and indeed many people have been there, but these seawaters eat people and do not spit out bones, so if freedom falls into their hands, then what good fruit must be eaten?
Especially the king, can he let himself go?
Not at all, he organized such a powerful defense, so it was strange for him to let them lose so many men.
At the same time, he didn't think that anyone could let him go, because he didn't do things consistently, and it would be very difficult for anyone to keep him if he wanted to die, but if the city fell, then he really didn't have any reason to live.
If it was only for his family, he wouldn't have to exist anymore, because he lived for others, not for himself, and he wouldn't have the motivation to move forward at all.
Even if he doesn't have the motivation to move forward, if he doesn't even have the idea of wanting to become stronger, then he can only become a mediocre person.
For a mediocre man, if he wants to survive in this world, it is not completely impossible, and such a calm person can only become a commoner, either driven by others, or can only bring about his own destruction.
He didn't want that to happen to him.