That is, of course, something that happened many years ago.

The unnamed little boy picks up a rag doll in the garbage can, he doesn't even know it's a rag doll, he just thinks she looks like a person and wants her to be with him.

Walking down the street with the doll in his arms, several older children came over and snatched the doll and threw it on the ground, laughing at it while stepping on it.

He didn't cry, he wasn't scared, he wasn't angry, he just watched.

It wasn't until a few older kids got tired of playing and left that he walked over and picked up the broken dolls.

The cotton inside the doll can be seen, and it is dirty.

The little boy frowned, smiled, and said softly:

"Well, it's still a little man."

Yes, his purpose is so simple, just to have a little person accompany him, no matter how dirty the doll is, no matter how broken it is, it still looks like a little person, in the logical sight of the little boy, it is still the partner he wants.

How many years later, at this moment, Yang Mu didn't know why he remembered this incident.

Maybe—

Is it because of the sight in front of you?

In those eyes as pale as a zombie, Yang Mu actually saw a little warmth, some regrets, and happiness?

In fact, this was the look left before she was blurred, and after that, the pale skin, pale eyes, a red line flew out, and the red and white echoed each other At that moment, Yang Mu was stunned, and his heart seemed to stop beating.

It seems that I felt Michelle's heart all of a sudden, it is a heart full of love, and the object of this love is herself.

Why?

What exactly is love?

Two unrelated people, even people with very different personalities, why can they collide with such sparks after meeting.

Yang Mu was suddenly sad, because he knew that he didn't love this woman, he could treat her as a good friend who was so familiar that he couldn't be more familiar, but she really didn't love her, and this kind of friend relationship was simple, she was so beautiful, he didn't even think about sleeping with her.

His heart suddenly became blank, and then Yang Mu sighed deeply, closed his eyes, and for a long time.

"Hehehe, Yang Mu! Come and chase me, Yang Mu! ”

In my ears, the laughter of a woman suddenly sounded.

Yang Mu opened his eyes, and the scene in front of him had changed.

The blue sky, the white clouds, the gentle grass, the trickling river,

In front, a beautiful woman is wearing a white wedding dress and running barefoot on the grass.

Yang Mu was stunned for a moment and then quickly chased after him, he knew, it was Michelle.

Is this a fantasy of your own?

I don't know what it is, Yang Mu just wants to catch Michelle at this time and ask her if she is in love with herself.

He finally realized that Michelle had committed suicide!

She knew that she had been bitten, and she had already posed for suicide before she released the rice, because their bodies were close together at that time, and she was worried that she would be deformed, and she was worried that she would hurt herself.

Finally, Yang Mu caught up with Michelle and grabbed her hand.

"Haha! Yang Mu! Yang Mu! ”

"Well, you ......"

"Hey, this is my hometown, the wilderness ten kilometers south of Amsterdam, is it beautiful?"

"Beautiful."

"I used to love the place, but when I was seven years old, they divorced, and I followed my dad to Canada, and I didn't like it, even though there was a lot of beautiful scenery over there."

"Michelle, is this my dream?"

"No, this is my dream, it was the fantasy that inspired the cyan stone after my death, are you real? I

Really brought you into my world? ”

"Well, probably."

"I'm dead."

"Michelle."

"Shhh

As she spoke, Michelle pulled Yang Mu into the sky, and they entered the vast universe, watching the earth turn into a small blue ball in their eyes, and finally disappear.

It's beautiful, it's open.

Yang Mu's consciousness entered the universe for the second time, and this time it was not the same as the last time, because there was a Michelle beside him who was laughing all the time.

Yang Mu was driven by her emotions, and never knew that Michelle could be so happy.

"Hey Yang Mu, is it beautiful here?"

It's certainly a beautiful universe.

"Well, it's beautiful."

"In the future, I will live in this place and become a mass of dark matter without self-consciousness, is that happy or unhappy? Hahaha, I think it must be happiness. ”

"Hmm."

"Yang Mu, everyone has experienced misfortunes in their childhood, and I know you have to go over. I also experienced misfortune, my father took me away from my mother, it was the pain of my life, I became extreme because of it, my heart is vicious, I am misanthropic and I hate everyone!

I blamed my dad for all this, and I used to resent my mom.

But I now understand that it doesn't really matter to anyone.

We are born to be independent, how to live, how to live, all circumstances, are our own responsibility, if we can bear it, then we are happy, if we can't bear it, find reasons for ourselves, then we are unhappy.

I'm leaving Yang Mu, you may see it, but I still won't say I love you and forget me, then you will be happy, and occasionally think of me, you will feel happy.

I was thinking the moment I lost consciousness, what would I say to you if I had time?

Of course it won't be that I love you, if there is another chance, like now, I want to tell you that I will exist in another life form with this universe, and the soul has quality, so I will not die, I will try to be happy.

Yang Mu, we may never be able to see each other again in this life, can you be happy, sunny, happy, happy and happy.

It doesn't matter if you stand in the light or in the dark, as long as you feel happy, then you are happy!

Because we are born lonely, we must strive for happiness, because we are as lonely as we are after death, so we must be happy before we die!

Goodbye my Yang Mu, this is my farewell.

Has your cyan fantasy turned on?

Well, then let me send you a special fantasy of death, with my death, for you to live forever.

Michelle is willing to wait for Yang Mu's call, become Yang Mu's angel of death, call me when you are facing the crisis of death, I will be with you, use the fantasy blooming power of the essence of death, remove all the imprisonment for you, return to you with the power of the starry sky, and become your strongest guardian.

This is my last fantasy, mark my main soul with your teal.

In the name of God, Michelle is willing to resist all the tribulations of death for Yang Mu, and as long as my soul is still alive in this universe, I will always wait for your summons!

Of course, I don't really want you to summon me, and I never want you to be on the verge of death.

Goodbye my Yang Mu, I may not know you next time we meet, and my main soul will be shattered.

But rest assured, I will not forget what I said to you, for it is the source of my will, the vow written with my life. ”

Michelle was still smiling, smiling so happily.

But her whole body quickly faded, Yang Mu couldn't catch her anymore, and finally disappeared.

"Michelle!"

Yang Mu shouted, but no sound came out at all, let alone a response.

He began to gasp heavily, and all he felt was that his eyes were blurry.

He wept, his heart ached.

It's not because of love, Yang Mu can't say it well, but he suddenly has a lot of reluctance to Michelle.

Maybe Michelle can really be happy, she used death to create the eternity of love.

And at this time, she also became an eternity in Yang Mu's heart.

Yang Mu is sure that he will never forget this woman in his life, she is as beautiful and fragrant as a flower, and the fragrance of blooming will always remain in Yang Mu's heart.

Angel of Death?

What's that, exactly?

Only when you are about to die, can you use the heart attack ability used by cyan stone?

Then he's going to die now!

No, his body isn't there yet, he's still in good shape, he's just been attacked by the cyan stone and can't use the rough stone, he's just trapped in the rice, he hasn't touched the edge of death yet.

Yang Mu closed his eyes, not knowing where he was, and after a few minutes, he cried bitterly, tears flowing, and he cried like a child.

People are born lonely, so be happy.

Man dies and is lonely, so be happy.

Between life and death, only being alive is meaningful.

So he wants to live, and then he mourns Michelle's death, as if a heart has returned to the age of fourteen or fifteen, the era when the body is full of passion and blood, and he can laugh when he wants to, and cry loudly when he wants to.

"Woooooooooooo

Yang Mu didn't know how long he had been crying, he was just sad, very sad, and wanted to cry.

At the end of the cry he felt that his eyes must be swollen and his voice was hoarse.

However, after crying, Yang Mu was in a much happier mood.

I don't seem to have cried like this in my life, it's so cool, crying loudly, completely released.

Blinking her eyes hard, her vision going from blurry to clear, Michelle still in front of her eyes, with him, their lips still touching.

Yang Mu's mouth trembled slightly, and then he tried to move forward, taking the initiative to give Michelle a deep kiss, and when he left, he felt a smell of blood, and it was estimated that Michelle should have plasma in her mouth.

"Well, my dear angel, I want you to be happy too."

Yang Mu spoke softly, and his voice was really hoarse.

......

"Yang Mu! Yang Mu! Hey, hey, hey! ”

Someone suddenly pulled behind him, Yang Mu turned around to look, and saw that the rice accumulation behind his body had disappeared, and a hole large enough for people to pass through appeared on the enchantment, and Aoi innocently added a passage, and at this time he was crawling in, pulling Yang Mu's clothes.

Yang Mu wanted to laugh, but he couldn't.

"Lao Jing, you are awesome, I will make you a chicken by myself when I go back."

As Yang Mu spoke, he put away the rice near his body, so that the two women who were held by Yang Mu could see Yang Mu, their eyes were full of surprise, and they didn't know why Yang Mu cried for thirty minutes, and their ears hurt.

Hera said secretly, didn't you say that men don't flick when they have tears? Why can you cry so much?

Soma thought that Yang Mu cried, cried, cried, cried......

Maybe she didn't think about anything, but her thoughts were stuck with Yang Mu's cry.