Chapter 309: Wind and Dust 9
"Okay, what Xiao Yu looks like, adults like it." Jingchen looked at Xiao Yu with a doting face, and the eyes of the two seemed to be full of stars.
But suddenly, Xiao Yu's eyes dimmed, "My lord....... Xiao Yu had a dream last night, dreaming of ...... Everyone is back, Zijue, Yu Mo, Yaoyuan, Yan Ling, Gong Hou, Qing Yao, Zhu'er...... They suddenly appeared in my dreams....... One by one, they stood in front of me and said to me, 'Bai Yu, how are you doing?' ''Xiao Yu, have you ever thought about me?'' ''Little fox fairy, don't blame yourself. ''White Feather, I'm sorry. ''Don't you regret appearing in front of me?'' ''Thank you, never blamed me. ''I've really waited for you, I've really seen him.......' these words, with me as if I had returned to the past, after speaking, they turned into a stream of fireflies, dissipated......" Speaking of those people came back, Xiao Yu's eyes couldn't hide the excitement, those words, when Xiao Yu said sentence by sentence, it was obvious that Xiao Yu was moved, and when he dissipated, he looked sad.
"It's all over, it's over......." Jingchen stroked Xiao Yu's head, letting Xiao Yu's head rest on his arms.
"I really....... I really miss them. Xiao Yu suddenly began to choke up, "When I thought of it, they all died because of me, died in front of me, and parted ways with me, and my heart ...... It's always a stinging that can't be stopped, sir...... I hurt them. Xiao Yu choked, frowned, and buried herself deep in Jingchen's arms.
"I don't blame you, Xiao Yu, I don't blame you, as long as you can control the demonic energy, all of them will be happy for you, believe me, believe in adults, okay?" At this time, Xiao Yu seems to have really returned to the time when she was a child in Jingchen's arms, and at this moment, she is the injured child in Jingchen's eyes.
Xiao Yu wiped away her tears and broke free from Jingchen's arms, "I will, I will definitely control the demonic qi." ”
The "Demon Realm ......" demonic qi is not easy to control, and now Xiao Yu is easy to suppress it because of his special emotions, if he returns to the demon realm, I am afraid it will stimulate the demonic qi even more.
"So many people have died because of me, even at my hands, I don't want any more people to die in front of me, my promise to Yanhan...... It must be done. "Jingchen can do whatever he wants Xiao Yu to do, but Yan Han is Xiao Yu's last bottom line.
She didn't want Yan Han to become the second Yu Mo, and she was full of holes for herself, leaving regrets for herself.
But in fact, Xiao Yu was also afraid of Jingchen mentioning it, because Xiao Yu didn't want to give up everything to stay by Jingchen's side, but she couldn't, her only remaining conscience told her that she couldn't.
But she knew she couldn't, but as long as Jingchen opened her mouth to keep her, she would still waver.
Perhaps, now the only thing that can be compared with Jingchen is the promise to Yanhan.
Because there is too much here, the guilt of Yanhan is even more sorry for the world.......
"Yes, my lord believes in you." Jingchen looked at Xiao Yu with a smile, but there was endless sourness in his heart.
Compared with Xiao Yu's fear that Jingchen would mention wanting to keep him, Jingchen was more afraid of speaking, he was afraid that Xiao Yu would be embarrassed, and he was even more afraid that Xiao Yu would reject him......
"By the way, my lord, Xiao Yu didn't have time to ask you, at that time, they said that you killed the Heavenly Emperor....... But really? "In Xiao Yu's heart, Jingchen has great righteousness, even if he wants to take revenge, he will not die in the hands of Jingchen in front of everyone like a rumor.
But although Xiao Yu felt that it was impossible, in his heart, he still hoped that it was true, because this could at least prove that Jingchen really had plans to stand by his side.
"It was indeed at my hands." Jingchenyun admitted lightly, but he didn't know how many ripples in Xiao Yu's heart.
Xiao Yu's eyes immediately emitted a slight light: "Can you ...... Tell me? ”
"On that day, it was better to die than at my hands...... He said he died at the hands of his son. Jingchen's brows furrowed slightly, and he recovered in an instant.
"What? What do you mean...... Konghou? Although Xiao Yu was a little disappointed, he still looked at Jingchen in disbelief.
Jingchen just nodded lightly, "Exactly." ”
"That day, I saw you die in front of me with my own eyes, but I couldn't break through the barrier, so I had to watch Mo Yanhan take you away, Gong Hou was also deceived by his father, and this was part of the conspiracy to promote the Emperor, 10,000 years ago, the Dead Butterfly, that is, your first life, died in the hands of the Emperor, and in this life, Gong Hou finally found his favorite Dead Butterfly, but he still died in the hands of his father, of course he was grief-stricken, but at that time, I was invaded by the demonic energy, and I couldn't control my body, I stumbled towards the main hall, maybe Xiao Yu You died too miserably, the Emperor of Heaven as a god has deviated from Qing Xiu, but in order to cover up the mundane thoughts in the bottom of my heart, I must not rest in the main hall to clear the heart, and I stumbled towards the main hall, and forcibly broke the barrier with a slash in front of everyone, and rushed into the main hall, but I never thought that Gong Hou had already entered the main hall before me. Jingchen narrated the scene of that day.
But it seems that Xiao Yu doesn't care about this, "So, my lord....... It was for Xiao Yu to fall into a demon once? ”
Jingchen was stunned, and softly pretended to cough twice, "Gong Hou stood next to the Emperor of Heaven who was resting and purifying his mind, his face was already full of tears, and he roared hysterically at the Emperor of Heaven, that was his father who wanted to help him ascend to the throne of God, but he was also the Emperor of Heaven who shattered all his hopes. ”
Jingchen couldn't bear to continue, but Xiao Yu clenched his fists, if it wasn't for Konghou, how could Xiao Yu enter the forbidden place for the second time?
If it weren't for Gong Hou taking advantage of his sympathy, how could he have suffered so much?
He ....... What did they say? But Xiao Yu is still kind after all, and until now, she still wants to give herself a reason to forgive Gong Hou.
Jingchen was stunned, as if he was recalling the scene of that day, "His hair was tangled in one place, draped over his shoulders, and the hairband and hairpin did not know where to fall," Father Emperor...... I, it took me a long time to get Die'er back, why, why did you lie to me, why did you borrow my hand to push her into the abyss again? Why...... To let me personally design her to break into her childhood nightmare for these eyes that I have long been blind, and let me use these eyes that have borne too many sins to watch her crush her bones and ashes in front of me? Even if it's not for me, Father...... She's not a butterfly I know, I know! The sons are not stupid, the sons can tell the difference! She, she is Feng Baiyu, and she is the person at the top of Xiao Jingchen's heart! Don't you value Xiao Jingchen the most? Why do you have to do this, Father! What do you get by killing her again and again? ’。 Jingchen couldn't bear to say any more, at that time he fell into the devil for the first time, he didn't know the southeast and northwest, and he heard these hysterical words in a daze, although his heart was touched, he still couldn't control his body.
Hearing this, Xiao Yu's heart also tingled, "Yes...... With the eyes that I changed for me when I broke into the forbidden land, it was sad to see me crushed in front of him. ”
But Xiao Yu said these words with a smile, wouldn't his heart hurt even more than Gong Hou, "And then ......?"
Later, he knelt beside the Emperor of Heaven who was meditating, and the tears in his eyes kept falling...... Kill me, kill me! I never thought of inheriting my father's position, so I begged my father...... Father, kill me...... If you don't kill me, I will still go to her, I will find her next life, and then pay off everything owed to her, even if she wants my life, I will give it! Father's ...... I don't want anything, but I want to live without shame! It's better to be a blind man huddled in the corner of the ice prison for a lifetime, or to be a puppet emperor to protect her for a lifetime, let me go, my father ...... the emperor 'The emperor was finally enchanted by his anger, vomited blood, and the seriously injured emperor choked up and couldn't speak, just sat in front of Gong Hou and stared at him. It seemed that Jingchen remembered that scene again, and was a little moved.
"That'...... And then? How did the Emperor die? Although Xiao Yu was a little touched in his heart when he heard this, he was most concerned about this.
"At that time, Gong Hou knelt in front of the Emperor of Heaven, and personally admitted the fact that the Emperor of Heaven used him to deceive you, I was carried away by the demonic energy, I hated the Emperor of Heaven for torturing you to death, but I hated Gong Hou for using your trust in him to hurt you, and now he is hypocritically kneeling in front of me and begging the Emperor of Heaven to let him go. Speaking of this, the corners of Jingchen's mouth seemed to twitch a little, but he deliberately blocked it and didn't want to be seen by Xiao Yu.
"What? So...... What you wanted to kill, was it Gong Hou? But the Emperor of Heaven blocked the sword for him at the last moment? Xiao Yu couldn't react for a while.
In the eyes of everyone, Konghou is just a pawn of the Emperor of Heaven to inherit the throne, but at the last moment, the Emperor of Heaven told everyone that he was also Konghou's father.
"Well, I woke up in an instant, but the Emperor of Heaven had already fallen into Konghou's arms, and he finally touched Konghou's eyes, and then ...... Died. Speaking of this, Jingchen seemed to feel a little guilty.
"What about Konghou......" Xiao Yu looked at Jingchen.
"His tears have long been drained for you, and when the Emperor of Heaven fell into his arms, his face was expressionless, and he didn't know whether it was hatred, or if the two things overlapped, he was already numb." Jingchen closed his eyes thoughtfully.
"He hates you?" This is obviously a problem that Xiao Yu is very worried about.
"Hate, and don't hate, but he finally inherited the throne as if nothing happened, and I don't know if he gave up the crusade for you in the end, or realized that the Emperor of Heaven was the one who loved him the most, and he was ...... In the end, he chose the path he rejected in the first place. Jingchen closed his eyes, frowned slightly, and sighed.
"Then why...... Suddenly remembered to trick me back? "This is where Xiao Yu has always been unknown.
"Gong Hou is thoughtful, and he knows the secret of your tail from the beginning, Mo Yanhan rescued you back then, he ...... Maybe it's a gamble, too. "Yes, Gong Hou is indeed gambling, he is betting on whether he will be able to see Xiao Yu in his lifetime.
He won, he really saw Xiao Yu again, but he also died at her hands.
Maybe...... He half-guessed and half-gambled to deceive Xiao Yu back, because he wanted to give her back everything he owed Xiao Yu and deceived Xiao Yu......