Li Boran injured his leg, and now that the operation has been completed, his leg is recovering.

But the so-called injured muscles and bones, often for 100 days, even if the wound has begun to recover, he wants to walk on the ground immediately, in a short time, it is impossible!

In recent years, the environment in the city has become worse and worse, so even during the Chinese New Year, Dragon City has already issued an order to ban firecrackers.

There is no sound of firecrackers in the city, but there is the laughter of children.

From time to time, pleasant sounds come in and disturb people's minds.

Li Boran was lying alone in the hospital bed, and he couldn't help but be a little upset, because he couldn't go anywhere, and the joy of the New Year had nothing to do with him!

The door of the ward was slowly pushed open, and Susie's beautiful figure appeared. Li Boran saw it, and his eyes lit up.

"Why are you here?"

"Why are you here alone?"

Two people spoke at the same time, one voice with surprise, the other with anger and resentment!

I haven't seen each other for a long time, and the last time we met, the two of them had a big fight, and after talking, they looked at each other in pairs, and the atmosphere was a little awkward.

In the end, Li Boran broke the stiff atmosphere first, he said: "Originally, my mother was going to take me home for the New Year, but there were many people at home who came to pay New Year's greetings. Also, the nurse also has to celebrate the New Year, and I have to send red envelopes to children in the morning or go to relatives' houses or something, I can't help it, so I can only stay here alone! ”

When Susie heard this, she felt a little distressed.

Even if you have a noble status, you will inevitably have lonely times, especially during the New Year's holidays!

At this time, except for the pillow person, no one can accompany him!

"So, it's good that I'm coming to see you, otherwise you're alone in the hospital and you might be suffocated to death by urine!" After Susie finished speaking, she regretted it a little, on the first day of the Lunar New Year, it was most taboo to say unlucky words.

Li Boran laughed when he heard this, "I know that you are a knife mouth tofu heart, you came to serve me to pee, I am very happy!" ”

Susie gritted her teeth, "Who's going to serve you to pee?" ”

Li Boran said: "What's wrong with serving me to pee, anyway, it's not that I haven't seen it, I can't find a more suitable person than you!" ”

Susie was so angry that she burst into tears: "You bully me again, I'm leaving!" ”

"Don't go, don't go!" Li Boran hurriedly stopped.

He just looked at Susie quietly, her black and white eyes smooth and shining.

After a while, he finally said: "For the New Year, let's stop quarreling, let's make peace!" ”

If we don't reconcile, I won't come!

Susie thought so in her heart, but said, "Then will you bully me in the future?" ”

Li Boran said with a smile: "Bullying is naturally to be bullied, but this bullying is not bullying, there is a kind of bullying called pampering, I will spoil you all my life, okay?" ”

Susie's pretty face is red!

Sure enough, the bell must be tied to the bell, and she thinks crankily at home every day

, I don't want to die, but just seeing this person and fighting with him makes me feel good!

She suddenly thought of a sentence: The so-called love is like a cat's claw when you can't see it, and it's like a cat's claw when you see it! Countless times I vowed never to see this person again, but once I saw him, I jumped on it with joy, as if all contradictions did not exist!

Isn't that what she's talking about?

Susie couldn't save face, poured herself a glass of water, sat on the stool next to the bed, blew in her mouth, and stared at her eyes!

Li Boran knew her knot, thought about it, lowered his face slightly, and said very seriously: "I know, I did something wrong before. I also demanded too much from you, but I didn't do my best to help and protect! During this time, I thought about it a lot and recalled a lot. When I was with you, I had already made up my mind to live with you for the rest of my life, but after a long time, I was always unsure in my heart.

My parents have respected each other all my life, and my thoughts are deeply influenced by my mother. I want to be like her, to be a shallow master, and to raise everything to the height of artistic aesthetics, but I can't do it like her!

I love the joy of the world and the company of you!

So, it's not so much that I'm not sure about you, it's that I'm not sure about myself, and I don't understand what I want!

When something happens to you, what you do immediately contradicts the aesthetics in my heart, and I choose to leave you!

But after I actually left, another thought came to my mind, and I was pretty sure I loved being with you!

Your departure makes me very entangled every day, I am terrified not to see you, and I feel even more uncomfortable to see you with other men!

I asked myself countless times in my mind, was this choice really the right one? Can I really have that kind of way and live a life without desires? The answer is no! I often ask myself, what is life really about? Is it the pursuit of all goodness, or should we care more about the happiness of a person as a living being itself?

Whether it's the pursuit of spiritual perfection or the physical, I don't mean that, it's the things that we can perceive as a being, like our emotional needs, our need to be understood and loved, and so on. Because I can't figure it out myself, I can't express it very clearly, can you understand it? ”

Susie listened very carefully, because it was the first time she had such an in-depth chat with Li Boran, and she never seemed to have thought about these questions, nor did she know that Li Boran would think about it from this level!

Susie was very calm in her heart, she frowned and asked, "I seem to understand a little, but I don't understand, do you mean, your thinking is actually influenced by metaphysics or Taoism?" ”

Li Boran smiled bitterly: "It's not as profound as metaphysics or Taoism, it's just that my mother is a painter!" You know, whether it's a writer or a painter, they all have themselves in their minds

of the world. My parents have rarely cared about me since I was a child, and my dad doesn't need to say it, he only has the country in his heart, not a small family, and he takes it for granted that a man grows up like him! But obviously my personality is not like that, so he was disappointed in me since he was a child, and I also rejected and resisted him. My heart is closer to my mother!

I've been trying to get to know her in order to get close to her! Maybe there is a misunderstanding in my understanding, at least on this issue, my mother has seen it, but I still can't figure it out myself! ”

Susie's heart sank, "So, what you're trying to express now is that you're still unsure about us?" ”

Li Boran immediately retorted: "No, I'm pretty sure now! I'm not sure about my own mind, but I'm a mortal part, and I'm pretty sure I want to be with you! I like the pleasures of mortals, and as for the questions that I can't figure out, I don't want to think about them anymore! ”

Naturally, Susie would not be satisfied with this explanation, and she said viciously: "So in other words, I'm just your second best, right?" How can you be so sure that I can't be the woman you want? Do I have a lot of shortcomings? Even if there are many, I'm the best one for you! Because I love you the most in this world, and I will do more for you than anyone else or any woman! I will continue to carry forward my strengths and correct my shortcomings! We are all mortals, not immortals, how can mortals not make mistakes?

Let's just talk about your mother, you blow her to the core, but it seems to me that it's just like that! As a mother, she lacks love for you, which in itself is a big mistake! If she was really so tall and so dust-free, she shouldn't have children at all, and she would pursue art all her life! ”

Li Boran's eyes widened, and his expression was a little dull. He muttered back to Akane: "Even if there are shortcomings, I am the most suitable one for you!" Because I love you the most in this world, because I love you the most, so you can do more for me than anyone else! So you have to take care of me personally, love me personally, and don't worry about putting my happiness in the hands of others, is that what you mean? ”

"Of course, if that's not sure, why are two people still together? Isn't loving someone giving them all the best things in the world? That's what I thought, and I'll do my best to give you the best I can do! Of course, if you think that what I can give you is insignificant or not what you want, that you have a better partner, and that she is more satisfying to you, then you should be with her! Susie said viciously, and now she looks at Li Boran differently.

In the past, she always thought that Li Boran was out of reach, and Li Boran was able to find her as a girlfriend, which was definitely her high climb!

But now looking at Li Boran, he has the handsome appearance of a son-in-law, but in fact, he is very immature in his heart!

There are people who are troubled by such a problem!

Emotional things are nothing more than two sides, like it or dislike, there is never a middle ground.

How painful should it be for those who follow such a vacillation?

Some people lost to Xiao San, and some people lost to life, but Susie actually lost to Li Boran's spiritual world, which feels really fucked up!

But Susie is not Li Boran, she has actually decided to come today, and Li Boran did show that she wants to be with her, she only wants the result, not the reason!

Li Boran made an expression of sudden realization, "Listening to your words is better than reading a book for ten years!" It turns out that all the things I am struggling with are unnecessary! Of course I can be sure that you can give me happiness, and what you give is exactly what I want! ”

Susie had a feeling that it wasn't quite real, as if Li Boran's reaction was very strange!

Did something that I had been thinking about all of a sudden suddenly understand?

But she thought of herself again, before she didn't do stupid things because of the appearance of northern Jiangsu, but now it's not a big understanding, the family is the most important thing!

Since she can understand and repent, why can't Li Boran?

The happiness in front of you is the most precious, as for the previous rights and wrongs, don't think about it anymore, otherwise you will be trapped in it forever and it is impossible to get out.

Thinking about it, Susie stood up very magnificently, patted Li Boran's white and tender face, and said, "Okay, since we all have this kind of thought, let's not mention all the previous things, let's be together in the future!" ”

Li Boran opened two big eyes that were unusually kind and nodded desperately.

(End of chapter)