My dear friend,

When I left, I was still thinking, will you think of me in the future?

I finally failed, I lost to depression, in fact, depression is not only depressed and uncomfortable, but also overexcited and irritable. I couldn't control my emotions and I tried my best. I expected this to come to this point.

The crying every night, the daily self-harm, had long since consumed my last hope. In the depths of the darkness but I can't extricate myself, my world is white except for black, my hobby, in addition to being in a daze is to write a suicide note, I want to wake up a lot, my life has long been erased from the wonderful, and my helplessness is like this.

How can people with depression help themselves? Without medicine and doctors, it is like this to destroy everything beautiful with his own hands step by step, and the loss of love is unsympathetic.

I'm not happy, I'm just an illusion. The scars I have carefully hidden have long since been revealed, and those who unravel them do not know.

Thank you for taking care of me, accommodating me, and ...... me Friendship.

Your future will be very exciting, and it is worth looking forward to, and my ridiculous eighteen can only stop like this.

In the face of this world, I am discouraged, and I can only watch you go farther and farther, farther and farther away from me.

Thank you for the first class of junior high school, let me hand over Wang Yi and Jiaqi; Thank you to the junior high school class, which allowed me to heal myself after suffering, and let me know the little peach blossoms and stars; Thank you for the third class of junior high school, let me experience the sinister human heart and let me grow; Thank you 19 little 2, I feel the warmth, when I am recuperating at home, the care of teachers and classmates let me know that I have not been forgotten, so that my little self-esteem has also been maintained, thank you 707, my mistakes, my apologies have been forgiven by you, it is not your fault, but the illness is too deep and the pain is too serious, I am suspicious, always careful, I don't want you to hate me and isolate me, but in the end, I seem to have done too much.

Actually, after I apologized to the people of 707 on the day I was a child, I had already thought about suicide and made a plan, but I didn't expect that the later online class of the epidemic was not to jump off the building, but to drink medicine by the lake and then sleep like this, and now, I will drink avermectin and jump down, so I will be completely relieved.

I hope you can remember my goodness, forget my mistakes, remember my optimism and cheerfulness, and forget my darkness.

I've struggled alone, I've been numb, I've been disobedient, and in the end I've just been misunderstood, scolded, laughed at, and hated, and I've struggled hard, and I can't bear it alone.

I often laugh and cry, I don't want my loved ones to see it, I laugh and resist alone, but I am betrayed by life, suppressed by depression, I have also thought, what am I dying for until now?

Here's how to do it all over again......

No one can understand my feelings, despair again and again, loneliness day after day, I am so strained that there is no cure for me.

I sick myself with the world.

In my life, there is nothing but family and friends.

Death, for people with depression, is the cure, but you can't experience it.

My star, you are a very good girl, it's not your fault don't rush to punish yourself, I will always be with you, I will use my life to protect your safety.

You're all my little luck.

I hope that all the people around me will have a painless and disaster-free life, a life of love and care, and a life of peace.

Don't hate me.

I love you..

It's gone, don't read it.