PS: First person

Standing in the cold mansion, laughing at the struggle for power, the man was thin and melancholy.

The slanting sun hugged her who wanted to cry, the oblique shadow swayed slightly behind me, I only hid all kinds of feelings for her in the bottom of my heart, and the smile on the corner of my lips was still cold and cruel.

For I saw that the man was dressed in white, and in the gaze that was watching her from afar, with a watery tenderness.

Is that the case?

The emperor and the gentleman are still missing, the Yangtze River outside the threshold is blank and leading, the lonely palace, I looked at the stars in the sky in the courtyard, and smiled slowly.

For more than 20 years, I have always been the only one by my side, because she has my own shadow, love but don't dare, love but can't, love forbearance, her thoughts about me, I have been clear when I brought her back.

When I was ten years old, when I entered the palace to face the saint, the little girl was wearing a blue dress, the pale green tassel hanging down, slid past her ears, indifferently looked at a pool of lotus flowers, the temperament was elegant, I said to my father after I went back that night, I must marry that girl, to make her the most beautiful princess. But in the midst of my father's incredulous gaze, I secretly lowered my head and took on the heavy responsibility.

When I was thirteen years old, she called me on her birthday, and I was full of joy, but after I went, I found that the cold young man from Uncle Shen's family was also there, and His Majesty was also there. But...... Why is there only one person in her good-looking eyes, Shen Yun? The white clothes were reflected in the pupils. So I wrapped myself in black, a very different color from the man, hoping that she would look at me, but why didn't she seem to see me?

When I was eighteen years old, she was married, and at the age of sixteen, she had already become a generation of empresses. I still remember that she was dressed in a long dragon robe, her expression was indifferent, her face was cold, and the only thing she looked down at was Shen Yunzhi. So in order to make her have me in her eyes, I became a very ambitious regent in her eyes, holding great power and having a lot of power in the court, training private soldiers, just for her to look back.

If I don't get strong and confront Shen, how can she worry about me day and night? As long as she can think of me as a daily thing, I am willing to do it in one way or another.

Until now, I look at the small bottle in the palm of my hand, how dazzling the color of the white porcelain is. Although it was the same fate, I didn't want to give him the slightest sympathy, I really wanted to pierce him in the chest with a sword, and then she would only be mine.

But the scene of the abolition of martial arts was replayed in front of my eyes, and the moment when her family died tragically was replayed in front of me, and her disgusted look was replayed in front of my eyes......

"Smack!"

I dropped the bottle and endured the pain all over my body, and the door to hell behind me seemed to have opened. I crawled to the study, stabbed the sword that had killed my father directly into my chest, my eyes slid over the portraits of her hanging on the wall, and with a smile on my lips, I slowly closed my eyes.

I, Pei Yu, can only die for her, die for the country, and would rather commit suicide than succeed as a troublemaker behind my back, rather than be trapped by illness and pain.

She should be the most glamorous person in the light, but I can only hide the unknown side in the darkness, I and she are destined to miss and be lost, I hope I use this forcibly cut off Yang Shou, can be exchanged for a hurried glimpse of the next life, I hope ...... I am still her minister, a rebellious minister.

The light clouds are gray and gray lining the palace, Shen Yunzhi's guy should say hello to her for me, right? No matter whether she reacts or not, I am already satisfied, Shen Yunzhi is also a person who can treat her well, she will be happy for the rest of her life, and suddenly I hope that she can go on with the person she truly loves, and never be separated for the rest of her life.

The slanting sun has become an afterglow, the people of the palace go, the birds go, and there is a lonely space.

Your Majesty, WeChen...... I really like you.