Since I was born, I have become a thorn in my brother's side, I don't know what I did wrong, what made him unhappy, why is my brother's eyes full of hatred every time he looks at me?

I don't know, and I don't dare to ask, because every time I ask, my brother will mercilessly pat me away.

So, later, I learned to stay away, away from my brother.

How old was I then? Two years old! I don't remember much, but I still remember the first time he turned my back when I was still outside.

I cried and shouted for my brother, but that person just didn't look back.

By the time my mom and dad found me, I had dried my tears and was even more silent when I looked at my brother.

Later, I had learned not to show up in front of my brother anymore, and even when my parents said they wanted to put us in a room, I cried and refused.

I was afraid, afraid that he would throw me out of the door at night when no one was around.

However, it was useless to be afraid, and once again, I was mercilessly still in the snow by him, calling the heavens and the earth not spiritual.

He said, you are superfluous, you should not be born, Mom and Dad are mine, no one wants to take them away.

I cried and my eyes red, I wanted to say, brother, I didn't want to take away anything, Mom and Dad were with us, why should I take it?

But I couldn't tell, the cold winter night with the biting cold wind, I stood in the snow shivering, and at last I couldn't even take a step.

I can't go home, I think, just sleep here!

However, I was found by an old man passing by, she took me to the police station, I told the police the phone number from my memory, but no one answered the phone, they had to check the local household register, and then asked my name, and then found my home.

However, when my uncle took me home, all I saw was my brother, the ruins that had been burned by the fire.

I'm still young, I don't know what's going on, why I just left for the night, and it's like this, Mom and Dad? Why didn't you come to pick me up?

I stood in front of the ruins blankly, and then I was taken by the hand and sent to my brother, who just stared at the ruins with a happy smile on the corner of his lips.

I didn't understand, so I timidly pulled his hand, and saw that he shook it off impatiently, and didn't give me a straight face.

I could only curl up in the arms of my police uncle, who was holding me, and look at him with longing eyes.

Uncle police looked at me with a light in his eyes that I didn't understand, and he patted me on the head and sighed and said about the poor baby.

But I don't know what pity is, now I just want mom and dad, why haven't they shown up yet? Do you want me like your brother?

Eventually, I didn't wait for them to show up, and I was taken back to the police station, and this time, my brother was behind us.

This night at the police station was the most sad and desperate night of my life.

My brother suddenly seemed to want to open it, smiled and took my hand to fall asleep with me, I thought my brother finally liked me, but in the end, he whispered to me in the quilt that he did all this.

He killed our mom and dad and ruined this warm home.

I don't understand, what death is, and I don't know what it means to kill, I only understand one thing, that is, this family is gone, because of my brother.

I was crazy and wanted to fight with my brother and wanted him to bring my parents back, but my brother just kicked me to the ground and told me that my parents would never come back.

I don't believe it, being alone in the corner, thinking that as long as I'm well-behaved, my parents will definitely come to me.

However, the next morning, the person who picked us up was not Mom and Dad, but a strange man, who took us to a strange place where there were many children, and he said that this is an orphanage, which is our future home.

Orphanages are places where children without parents live, I know that, but I have parents and parents, so why do I want to come here?

I didn't understand, so I cried and wanted to go home, but the man was directly in bed.

My brother slapped me directly and told me that if I cried again, he would hit me again.

I don't dare to cry, I can only live here like this.

As the days passed, my brother quickly blended in with the other children, playing together, and even forming gangs to fight.

However, I only thought about going home, and I was huddled in a corner alone, and no one was playing with me, because my brother said that I was a bad spirit, and that I had killed my father and mother.

I didn't know how to tell the difference, I could only be excluded by everyone, and in the end I couldn't even get a bite to eat, and my brother would rob it, and rob the beautiful girl who had been there.

They said that she was the princess here, and that if there was something to eat, she must be given first.

I didn't understand, and I didn't want to, so when the girl called the princess came to him, he ignored it.

Therefore, she was very angry and said that she would not let people eat him in the future.

I was sick, and it was very serious, and I was lying on a dirty little cot wondering if I would be able to see my mother if I could go on like this.

A few days passed, and I thought I would really see my mother, but I didn't see it, I saw an angel, she brought me delicious food, but I was sick and uncomfortable, and I couldn't eat, so she helped me with her little hands and made me drink the best yogurt in my life.

Then she was gone, and I thought I would never see her again, but after a while, someone came and touched my head, and took me away.

I didn't know where I was, and when I woke up, I found myself in a different place, and then, I saw the little fairy in my dream.

She was cute, beautiful, like a beautiful doll, and she looked better than that princess in the orphanage I don't know how many times.

When she saw me wake up, she happily shouted for Daddy Mommy to go out, and then a few people walked in.

After that, I knew that I had a mom and dad again, but not the mom and dad I used to be.

My new mom and dad also love me very much, they always touch my head with pity and tell me that my mom and dad have gone to heaven, and in the future, I am their son, and I will always be.

I don't know what that means, is it because my mom and dad went to heaven, so heaven gave me a new mom and dad?

I didn't know if I should call Mom or Dad, but the angelic little man stood by and looked at me and laughed, and I knew that I would never be able to leave her again.

If, calling Mom and Dad, can let me stay with her, I will.

Growing up little by little, I also learned little by little what heaven is, where my parents went, and I also had heartache, but watching the little angels around me grow up little by little, I feel a lot more relaxed.

The little angel is very beautiful, and people like it wherever I go, I am jealous, and I am crazy with jealousy, I think, the little angel is my alone, and I don't want anyone to see it.

This kind of mind swelled in my heart day by day, and after a long time, I suddenly realized that my current mind is not the same as my brother's mind?

Because of my birth, my parents' love for my brother was divided, so my brother hated me so much, right?

In order to prevent myself from doing harmful things to the little angel, I began to alienate her, and began to devote all my mental power to work, and fiercely forbade the possessiveness in my heart.

However, I don't know when the little angel began to stop relying on me, she would not always follow me and pester him, she would go to play with her classmates, she would go to participate in school clubs, and she would do a lot of things that had nothing to do with me.

I watched her transformation silently, but my heart became heavier and heavier, and the older I got, the more painful it became.

Just when she graduated from college, I finally couldn't take it anymore.

She has a lot of high-quality men around her, and she will run out to date a very good man.

Almost subconsciously, I finally realized that I could no longer restrain my inner thoughts, that I wanted her, that she lived only for him.

So, on the night of her graduation from college, I kissed her like crazy, and she was as sweet as I thought, so I couldn't stop it.

And she responded to me thoroughly, and I knew in the crazy kiss that night that she loved me too.

But I have low self-esteem, and I am not worthy of her.

I don't know how Mom and Dad knew about us, but a month after she graduated from college, we got engaged, and I was so happy that I couldn't sleep for a few days of excitement.

But I still don't feel worthy of her, my present angel is only suitable for the best men.

I started working even more frantically and spent almost all my time at work so that she could have a better future.

It's just that I forgot that love needs two people to nourish, and blindly putting material things in the middle of two people will eventually hurt each other.

My little angel changed little by little, and began to be silent, and even when we got married, she didn't have a bright smile.

I don't understand, am I not trying hard enough? Did she disappoint me?

Three years is enough time for me to understand one thing, that is, my little angel is really unconscious.

In the past three years, I have been crazy to try my best to save her, and even put the man who used to love her by her side at all costs, although this man will always make the most small moves.

I don't care, I just care if she wakes up.

She woke up, but she didn't remember anything anymore, she forgot everything, she thought I was another man.

I was angry, I didn't understand, she loved me, why she fell in love with another man in the game.

She has already given birth to two children for me, so why should she fall in love with someone else?