As he spoke, he actually stretched out his hand to stop me, and said in a low and gentle voice in my ear: "It's so cold on my body, I don't know how to say it, it's really stupid......"

In my memory, he had never spoken so softly to me, and at that moment, my heart softened and melted, and I felt like I had become a cloud floating in the sky, and the floating cloud turned to know nothing.

Tears fell silently, and I felt how happy I was at this moment.

He was actually kind to me, he actually knew that he felt sorry for me, and he took the initiative to hold me to sleep...... That's a good sign, isn't it? I'm confused?

I greedily breathed the smell of him, motionless in his arms, I didn't want to disturb him, I looked at him quietly in the dark, through the faint light, I couldn't sleep for a long, long time, this man is my husband, we have been married for a long time, but this is the first time he has hugged me so tightly.

That time, he didn't even hug me, it was so cold, I still have palpitations when I think about it now, but I didn't expect that in a blink of an eye, he would become such a gentle man.

I slept in his arms all night in anxiety and contentment, and when I woke up he was gone, I touched the empty space around me, and couldn't help but smile, I felt that I should have some hope for the future life, even if the place in his heart, which belongs to me only a little bit and a little, then there is also my place, isn't it?

When I went out, I was a little apprehensive when I saw Tian Jinyu, but looking at the sincere smile on her face, I was relieved, sure enough, she was a generous woman, completely different from the careful eyes of the crown princess, or maybe her disguise was too powerful, I couldn't see it at all, and it wasn't necessarily, but we still talked together, went hunting together, and there was nothing bad.

When we came back together, we were discussing in the room, when I was discussing how to eat these wild meats, the prince came again, and as soon as he came in, he didn't care about my presence, and directly hugged Tian Jinyu and the two of them together, warm, and natural, instantly stabbed my eyes and my heart, at that moment the tip of my nose was extremely sour, and I almost couldn't help crying.

Remembering that last night, he also hugged me so closely, I was a little out of breath for a while, said hello casually, and walked out with my head down.

Before I could get back inside, the door was slammed shut, and I shuddered with a thud.

I stood there and looked back, tears falling uncontrollably, and I heard Tian Jinyu's delicate voice, and his occasional hoarse whisper, those lingering voices......

A heart of mine, bloody.

It took a long time for the door to open, and when the prince came out, I watched him leave, his face was like a spring breeze, smiling, full of refreshment, and content.

I smiled helplessly and frustratedly, sure enough, only when I was with Tian Jinyu, he would be so relaxed.

In the afternoon, Tian Jinyu went out quietly, I didn't know where I went for a long time, I went to the back mountain to go around, and I didn't find her person, and when she came back at dusk, I saw that her hair was a little messy, and her clothes were a little dirty, I knew that she must have gone out for a tryst with the prince......

I couldn't hold back, another burst of heartache, with a sword to the back mountain to cut bamboo for a long time, my heart was much more comfortable, Chunhua told me not to lose my heart, I reassured her, but God knows, my heart is no longer here with me.

We went back to the palace again, because there was a war at the border, and my grandfather was about to come back, but this war was together, and he couldn't come back, and I cried in the house for a long time.

When I went out, I learned the news that the prince was going to lead troops to fight, and the news that Tian Jinyu followed with him.

I went back to my room in despair, touching my belly, and couldn't say a word for a long time.

They are gone, and with the army gone, I don't know when I will be back, and I spend my days in this harem.

In the past, when the prince was there, I could occasionally see him, I didn't think it was anything, sometimes I would be secretly happy, sometimes I would secretly look forward to it, but now that he is gone, I can't see his shadow in the palace at all, I think my whole sky is black.

My sword, my sword, didn't give me the slightest interest, my whole body was lifeless, I didn't want to move all day long, my stomach was getting bigger and bigger, and I was getting more and more tired.

I cried happily for most of the night when I got the news that they were going to return to the court and come back with my grandfather before the Chinese New Year.

It's not because my grandfather is coming back, it's because the man I fell in love with unconsciously and deeply is coming back!

I waited and waited and waited for him to come back.

I stood in the greeting procession, looked at his high-spirited appearance from a distance, laughed out of tears, held my towering belly, and said secretly: "Child, do you see it?" That's your dad, isn't he good-looking......"

I even whimsically expected that he would come to my room to see me, but I waited for many days, and he didn't come, he seemed to be too busy to touch the ground, and he didn't stay in the harem, no matter which woman's room it was.

When I think about it, my heart is balanced.

It didn't take long for Qin Yuyao to enter the palace, and I knew that this woman would definitely come to the palace, but I didn't expect her to come.

I don't care too much about whether she can be favored or not, what I care about is what happened between Tian Jinyu and the prince? The two of them had cold faces all day long, no one saw anyone, no one talked to anyone, obviously something happened, I didn't dare to go to Tian Jinyu's yard, for fear of making her unhappy.

Later, the crown princess died suddenly.

In those two days, the people in the palace were panicked, and I knew that something secret must have happened, and we people didn't know.

But I'm not interested in these things anymore, I've been quietly paying attention to the prince, I don't know when, he and Tian Jinyu are so good, the two of them are often tired of being together, in his eyes, he can't see me at all, I am discouraged and desperate again.

Later, Wang Xinrui had an accident, and for some reason, she had always been lying on the bed to protect the fetus, but she didn't save the child after all. I went to see her with Tian Jinyu, she was lying on the bed with a big belly, she was haggard like I had never seen before, I looked at her a little scared, I didn't dare to step forward, she was still looking forward to the prince going over to see her at the moment before she died.

They are all stupid women, knowing that they have no status in that man's heart, but they have to hope and look forward to it. I looked at her like that, and quietly shed tears, even though there were times of discord before, but looking at her like this at the moment, it is inevitable that the rabbit will die and the fox will die......

Tian Jinyu sent someone to call the prince, and Wang Xinrui finally died in his arms satisfied, and when he left, he was still holding the corner of his clothes, reluctant to let go.

At that moment, I was a little sad, wondering if I could die in his arms when I died, and if I could get a hug from him? When I think about this, my heart is full of blockages.

Time flies quickly, and in the blink of an eye, in March, our belly is getting bigger and bigger, Luo Yiwen is actually Mr., originally she should be behind me, it is said that it was because Qin Yuyao scolded her, so she had fetal gas.

Tian Jinyu and I sat together.

I listened to Luo Yiwen's heart-rending cry inside, I trembled with fright, and I nervously took Tian Jinyu's hand and asked, "Why is she crying so much?" Could something be wrong? ”

Tian Jinyu was not nervous at all, and said: "Women give birth to children like this, don't be afraid." ”

But I was still scared, and it didn't take long for the prince to come, and he sat between the two of us and waited quietly.

He seemed to sense my nervousness and fear, and actually reached over to hold my hand, patted me and comforted me: "Don't be afraid ......"

I know that my eyes were red at that moment, and my heart was full of joy when I looked at him, but I didn't know if he could see my mind.

I hope that when I give birth, he will be by my side and give me some courage, at least so that I will not be so afraid.

Luo Yiwen gave birth to a prince, they were all very happy, and I was also happy.

Tian Jinyu has always been gentle and generous, and she is naturally very attentive to Luo Yiwen's children, and she has never lacked things.

This harem is about to be Tian Jingyu's world, I think she, as the crown princess, will not be so careful, and will definitely treat me and my children well, I don't have the slightest worry about this, after all, there are feelings after getting along for a long time.

Half a month later, on this day, my stomach suddenly hurt, and I knew that I was going to give birth.

I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I'm going to have a difficult birth, I'm afraid I'm going to die, I can't care about being reserved anymore at this moment, I immediately went to call Chunhua and invited the prince over.

He came quickly, I couldn't help crying the moment I saw him, I couldn't care about my usual pretending to be strong and didn't care, I threw myself into his arms and cried: "Prince, I'm afraid of ......"

He gently hugged me, patted my hand on the shoulder, and coaxed me like a child, saying, "Don't be afraid, I will be here with you." ”

Hearing him say this, my heart immediately breathed a sigh of relief, as if I had taken a reassuring pill.

My stomach hurt more and more, I entered the delivery room, and the moment I closed the door, I watched him smile at me, I smiled with satisfaction, tears fell, and begged him loudly: "Prince, don't you go, okay?" ”

He smiled at me with a warm smile: "Don't worry, I'm here with you, don't leave." ”

The door closed, and his figure disappeared from my sight, but I was not afraid at all, I was full of courage, because I knew that he was waiting for me outside the door, waiting for me and the child, to be safe.

At this moment, I knew that my future might be as warm and beautiful as the sunshine in March.

I'm looking forward to it.