However, if you find a psychologist for counseling.

Inevitably, one more person will know about the harm suffered by the little lamb.

Alas, this is like revealing a bloody scar for the little lamb again.

Again, a new kind of stabbing.

As a last resort, Mu Lingkai still didn't want to, so he took Xia Xiaoyou to a psychiatrist......

This night, Xia Xiaoyou fell asleep very early, but she didn't sleep very well.

She seemed to be constantly dreaming.

In the dream, someone tore her clothes and pressed her to the cold ground.

She desperately wanted to shout, but she couldn't.

I desperately want to run, but I just can't run.

Then, there came a myriad of people whose faces could not be seen clearly.

They grinned and surrounded her, their ugly bodies pressed down hard against her......

"Ahh Mu Lingkai, save me......" Xia Xiaoyou screamed and woke up from her dream, sweating profusely.

Tears filled his face.

"Xiaoyou, I'm here." Mu Lingkai turned on the light, stretched out his arms to wrap her all tightly, and gently patted her, as if he was patting an extremely frightened baby: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I am here, and I will be in the future." ”

The man's warm and generous embrace, and his deep, magnetic voice.

is like the most powerful protective barrier, allowing Xia Xiaoyou to settle down instantly.

She opened her eyes and looked fixedly at Mu Lingkai, whose eyes were full of concern and worry.

Tears rolled down her pale and bloodless cheeks like crystal clear dewdrops: "That day, I also called you." I think it would be nice if you could come. But I didn't wait for you to come and save me......"

"I'm sorry, Xiaoyou, it's all my fault, it's all my fault." Mu Lingkai couldn't describe the pain and self-blame in his heart, so he could only hold her closer to him more cherishingly.

"I resisted, but I was drugged and didn't have the strength." Xia Xiaoyou continued to mumble, her body trembled slightly, and her voice was fragmented: "I hit my head on the wall and injured it, and I was awake for a while, but I still didn't have the strength." I wanted to jump off the building and was pulled down by them. They...... There are two people, I can't fight ......"

The painful and heart-wrenching memories are like man-devouring beasts with their mouths wide open, roaring in an instant.

Xia Xiaoyou finally couldn't say it anymore, covered her face with her hands and cried bitterly: "Mu Lingkai, why don't you come?" If you came, how nice it would be...... "I love watching Chinese web."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Xiaoyou, it's my fault. I promise that I will not make such a mistake again. Mu Lingkai apologized to her over and over again, with tears in his eyes and a hoarse voice.

The pain was like a box of explosives that had been detonated, completely uncontrollable, and burst in all directions throughout his body.

The explosion made his flesh and blood fly, and his soul hurt......

Xia Xiaoyou cried heartily for a while, and gradually became calmer.

She took the tissue handed over by Mu Lingkai to wipe away her tears, snuggled into his arms and said in a low voice: "Do you know why I have to come to the United States this time? Because, I want to go to the hospital you talked about, and I want to have a baby of ours......"

Mu Lingkai's heart was even more uncomfortable, and he asked in a dumb voice: "Why don't you tell me, why don't you tell me the truth?" I can come with you, even if I am busy, I will accompany you. ”

"I'm afraid I won't be cured, I'm afraid I'll disappoint you." Xia Xiaoyou pursed her lips and said bitterly, "I thought at that time, if it can be cured, I will surprise you." If there is no hope of a cure, I am the only one who knows. ”

"Xiaoyou, you're so stupid." Mu Lingkai had mixed feelings, his heart was like a split, and he once again emphasized to her deeply and solemnly: "We are husband and wife, and all things must be borne together." You are no longer allowed, and you will make some decisions on your own without telling me. ”

"I didn't expect that there would be such a bad person, and I just happened to meet him." Xia Xiaoyou lowered her eyes gently, and her dark and slender eyelashes were stained with a little hot and humid mist: "I want to cure the disease, make myself better, and in the future, don't let people gossip about us anymore." But now, on the contrary, I have made myself even less worthy of you......"

"What stupid thing are you talking about? The two of us are together, and there is no such thing as who is worthy of or unworthy. Mu Ling Kaiying's sword eyebrows were as straight as ink, and she couldn't help but twist them, and told her with a straight face: "Xiaoyou, as long as I love you and you love me, it is the most harmonious and perfect." ”

Xia Xiaoyou clenched his fingers hard, his nails sank deep into his palms, and his face became more and more pale, without a trace of blood: "But I, I was ...... by someone."

"It's not your fault." Mu Lingkai leaned over to block her cool red lips, then let go of her, looked down deeply at her and said, "Xiaoyou, I will always love you." In my heart, you will always be the best girl as well. ”

Xia Xiaoyou's eyes were wet again: "People, they will laugh at your ......"

"Whoever dares to laugh at it must not want to live." Mu Lingkai spit out a sentence in a cold voice, raised his finger, and gently wiped the tears that slipped from the corners of her eyes for her: "Xiaoyou, don't worry, I will take care of everything in the future." Don't think too much about it, just go back with me. ”

Xia Xiaoyou didn't speak, but the whole person leaned closer to his arms dependently.

Mu Lingkai wrapped his arms around her small and soft body, and asked softly, "Xiaoyou, have you been to the hospital?" ”

"Go." Xia Xiaoyou said honestly: "The day after I came to New York, I went. The doctor said that there was hope for a cure, but it would take a long time. ”

"It's going to be fine." Mu Lingkai hugged her with emotion, and said in a difficult tone: "I'm asking, after that incident, did you go to the hospital for an examination?" ”

The girl in his arms trembled obviously, and her voice was full of resistance and nervousness: "No, I don't want to go ......"

Mu Lingkai was silent for a moment, and discussed with her in a low and soft voice: "Tomorrow, let's go to the hospital for an examination, shall we?" ”

"I don't want to go." Xia Xiaoyou interrupted him, and shook his head fiercely: "Don't force me to go, I really don't want to go." ”

"Xiao You, such a villain who does all kinds of evil, may have some bad diseases on his body." Mu Lingkai clenched her uncontrollable trembling little hand, and said earnestly: "You must do a comprehensive examination, so that you can be responsible for yourself." ”