63. Shackles in the name of love
I looked at the door that was not well insulated, and I kept holding back the fire in my heart, I originally stayed to see what Xue Zikun was like, but now it seems that he is in good spirits and very good!!
The dishes on the table were exquisite, but I didn't have a bit of an appetite, and there was gradually a sound of talking outside, Xue Zikun's ridicule, Wei Wei's coquettish smile, and Qu Man's soft words from time to time........
I stood against the window, feeling more and more bored, what is the point of me being here if this continues?
"Xia Xia." Xue Zikun called my name outside, and I angrily opened the door of the cooking room, "What are you doing?" ”
"I'm going to the toilet." Xue Zikun looked at me pitifully, the two women beside him looked at each other, and first Qu Man said, "I'll go with you." ”
"It's inconvenient." Xue Zikun rejected Qu Man and looked at me instead, "I'm going to the toilet." ”
I turned my face away from him: "I'll ask the nurse to put a catheter on you, and you'll be fine in bed." ”
"Xue Shao, ....... you" Wei Wei seemed to have something to say, Xue Zikun looked at her, "Wei Wei, I'm a little tired, you guys go back first, right?" ”
"I'll be here with you at night." Wei Wei was very reluctant, "I'm afraid you have a fever." ”
Xue Zikun smiled softly at Wei Wei, "I'm OK, you guys go back." ”
Qu Man walked up to me, went to the cooking room, and called out to me at the door, "Midsummer, I have something to tell you." ”
I followed Qu Man into the cooking room, and she spoke straight to the point, "I know that Xue Shao wants you to accompany him at night, and I also know that he thinks of you when he is injured, it doesn't matter, what you see in front of you is Xue Shao's home, a place where people like you will never be able to reach the dust." ”
"What kind of person am I?" I asked Qu Man, "What tone are you talking to me now, is Xue Zikun's agent his friend, or his woman?" ”
Originally, I was angry in my heart, Qu Man, I can only blame you for your bad luck.
"The same was raised by my parents, the same lives in this world, I don't think you are much more noble than me, I don't think you are better than me, to put it mildly, it's just because a man is jealous with me, I talked a year ago, you like him is your business, but who he likes is his business, if you don't have the ability to make him fall in love with you, don't talk to me! Boring! ”
Qu Man was very calm, I thought what I said was ugly, Qu Man just smiled slightly, "Yes." I'm waiting to see how you walk in with a smile and walk out crying. ”
After she finished speaking, she pushed open the door and went out, Weiwei was looking at Xue Zikun reluctantly, "Weiwei, let's go." ”
Wei Wei stood up and repeatedly told Xue Zikun to pay attention to his body, they walked in front of me, Wei Wei glared at me, and Qu Man was expressionless.
Dare to love, who I owe this thing to me?
"I need to go to the bathroom." Xue Zikun beckoned to me, "You help me go." ”
"You hurt your chest, not your hands and feet?" I was indifferent, "Otherwise, I'll find a nurse to put a urine tube!" ”
"Zazaza, Zaza, Zaza!" Xue Zikun reluctantly stood up and walked in front of me, his hand lightly covered my chin, I dodged, he teased: "Are you jealous? ”
"Eat, eat, eat your sister!" I wanted to stay away from him, but there was already a corner next to me, and Xue Zikun propped his hands on the wall, trapping me in the middle......
Knock on the wall.......
"I don't have a sister, why don't you eat me?" Xue Zikun's eyes are so fucking good-looking, affectionate for a while and cute for a while, I was going to scold him when the words came to my mouth, but I held it back.
I measured my face and didn't look at him, but Xue Zikun was a little closer to me, his breath sprinkled on my face, warm and warm, like a kitten scratching my flesh, "Xia Xia, be so obedient, be by my side, I don't think I can tolerate you leaving me again." ”
"Then you can bully me?" Thinking of his cruelty and suspicion of me before, I was particularly sad, "Hurt in the name of love? ”
"I'm insecure, I'm afraid you'll leave my world in the next second." Xue Zikun's lips were imprinted on my forehead, kissed me lightly, and then let go, "Don't be angry because of my naivety, my cruelty, it's not worth it." ”
The tip of my nose was sour, tears rolled down, Xue Zikun held my face, his warm lips kissed my eyelashes, I closed my eyes, and the thousands of emotions in my heart flowed wantonly.
"Gollum ......" my stomach screamed uncontrollably, Xue Zikun looked at me, and laughed out loud, "You go to eat, I'll pee." ”
I thought of his injury, "Can you?" ”
"What do you mean?" Xue Zikun put on another expression, "Even if it's a pop now, I can fight you for three hundred rounds!" ”
Is this man okay with anything! I looked at him, my thin lips twitched, and I said one word: "Get out!" ”
Xue Zikun went to the bathroom in a hurry, and I went to the cooking room to eat, holding chopsticks, and I still felt a lot of emotion in my heart, in fact, I can't tell what kind of attitude I have towards Xue Zikun now, what kind of position I have, I always feel that I can't hide from this person, his love is like a shackle to bind me, but it's also strange, I now have the same mood as when I was with him, that is, I know that there is a dead end ahead, and I don't want to turn back.
Xue Zikun soon came to the cooking room, he watched me frown all the time while eating, I was very hungry, and I was a little embarrassed when I ate the second bowl of rice.
If it is too edible, will it scare Xue Zikun?
It's strange, I now seem to be back to the time when we were together before, I show him the most perfect side of myself every day, I don't dare to eat more, I don't dare to be sloppy, just to maintain a good image, I was unscrupulous when we lived together some time ago, and now, I start to care again.
I put the bowl on the table and wiped my mouth, Xue Zikun looked at my rice and muttered, "This amount of rice is not like you!" ”
Xue Zikun asked me to eat another bowl, I said that I would not eat anything, and when I saw that there was an apple on the table, I nibbled on one, and the apple can strengthen the feeling of satiety, so that I am not so hungry.
Before the apple was finished, the sixth brother came, he saw me with Xue Zikun, his face was very kind, Xue Zikun called the sixth brother very politely, and I followed.
"Midsummer, you go and take a look at the room prepared for you, go out and turn right to the third room."
I stood up, knowing that the sixth brother had something to say to Xue Zikun, and after saying thank you, I went out and went straight to the room he said, my bag and the clothes Tang Yan gave me were here, and after I took my aunt's towel and dealt with my choppy aunt, I lay down on the bed with a 'big' word, and sighed leisurely.
When I was in South Korea before, Xue Zikun never mentioned his family, he was a famous brand of the whole body when he was a trainee, and those international big brands were also known to me after I saw him wear, at that time I had a low taste in dressing, and I bought a lot of clothes and shoes with the money my father gave me to buy a house.
But at that time, Xue Zikun's dressing and eating standards were very high, everyone thought he was a rich second generation, but Xue Zikun never said anything about family affairs, at that time we only knew that I love you, you love me, what family status, social reality, all thrown aside.
Now that I think about it, Xue Zikun is really not a child of an ordinary family, and Qu Man's words can be regarded as warning me in advance, but this is of no use to me.
My love, I can make my own decisions.
When Xue Zikun came to knock on the door, I was still thinking about these messy things, he stood at the door, smiled and said to me, "Xia Xia, are you going to sleep?" ”
I sat up: "No, what's wrong?" ”
"Come with me for a walk."
I walked up to him, and Xue Zikun pointed to the garden outside, "That's where I grew up." ”
I followed Xue Zikun out of the door, the garden outside was full of red roses, and the corridor light was dimmed at night, so it was not as beautiful as it looked during the day.
"I grew up here, when I was young, I always ran on this covered bridge, and at that time the sixth brother said to me, Xue Zikun, you run slower, be careful of falling, I was young at that time, how could I hear what he said, and the part of my arm that walked to that step was broken." Xue Zikun's arm was placed in front of me, "This is this place." ”
"Were you so naughty when you were a kid?" I couldn't help but laugh, "But not as good as you are now." [$Wonder] [Pen$i][-Cabinet].
"Xia Xia, can you have a good chat? It's very bad for you to say that! Xue Zikun's hand pinched my cheek and shook it twice as if teasing a child, "Aren't you curious about how an actor is raised?" ”
"A child's naughty diary?" I asked him, "What's the other story?" For example, chasing little girls and pulling their braids, black teacher's chalk box with cockroaches, skipping class to go to an Internet café or playing games or something, right? ”
"It's not." Xue Zikun denied what I said, "My childhood is just within your sight, everything you see is everything I had when I was a child, as for the things you said, I just heard about it, and I haven't done it." ”
"You..... You didn't go to school? ”
"Nope. I have tutors to teach me to learn. Xue Zikun's hand gently held my palm, his palm was warm, and his five fingers intertwined with me, "The teacher taught me the best knowledge in the world, but he didn't tell me how to get along with my beloved girl." ”
While I was stunned, Xue Zikun's face came over and gently kissed my lips, he delicately traced the shape of his lips, under the soft moonlight, in that sea of roses, he said, "Xia Xia, I'm sorry."
He also said, "Xia Xia, I love you." ”