87. If, I'm not me.
"Why?"
"For your own good."
"Sixth brother." Xue Zikun suddenly appeared at the door, his gaze swept over the sixth brother and fell on me, and after making sure that I was okay, he came over and grabbed my hand, "I'll go first." ”
I'm confused, what's going on?
Wei Wei stopped Xue Zikun, "Xue Shao, the sixth brother's words are not finished yet." ”
"My business, when will it be your turn to call the shots!" Xue Zikun's tone was not very good, holding my hand and holding it hard, I let him pull me out, when I was at the door, Qu Man suddenly parked the car in front of Xue Zikun, and she slapped Xue Zikun without hesitation after getting out of the car.
"Smack"
I jerked Qu Man away, "Why are you beating someone?" ”
Qu Man didn't take me seriously at all, but just scolded Xue Zikun angrily, "Think about what you want to do, and think about it, what are you doing here for, more and more confused, because of a woman, everything is messed up, useless things!" ”
Qu Man scolded mercilessly, Wei Wei and the chainsaw man behind him didn't dare to speak, Qu Man's abuse is no longer the kind of woman complaining about a man, like an elder scolding a child, like a leader scolding his subordinates, more like an organizer, scolding a team member who does not abide by discipline.
Xue Zikun didn't react, but I couldn't allow him to be wronged like this, so I pulled Xue Zikun behind me and wanted to give Qu Man a slap with my backhand, but as soon as my hand was raised, Xue Zikun stopped me, "Let's go, let's go home." ”
"But she just hit you."
"Xia Xia," Xue Zikun put his arm around me and turned around, "Let's go home." ”
"You have to figure out where your house is." Qu Man jumped behind Xue Zikun, I was completely baffled, Xue Zikun pulled me onto the white Land Rover he liked, and then stepped on the accelerator and left the villa.
On the way, he pursed his lips and did not speak, I was distressed by his melancholy face, and there were all kinds of suspicions in my heart, I endured it for a long time, and asked, "What happened?" ”
"Xia Xia." Xue Zikun spoke after a long time, "If I wasn't me, what would you do?" ”
Xue Zikun's words made me ask, what does it mean that I am not me?
"I don't understand."
"Forget it, it's fine." Xue Zikun let out a long sigh, he drove the car to the top of a nearby mountain, and after getting out of the car, he overlooked the entire city, "You look at the thousands of lights, they all have their own destinations, but me, there is no place to stay." ”
Xue Zikun is very strange today, he always looked like he was the only one in the sky and the earth, I have never seen him with such a humble expression, I grabbed his hand and leaned on his shoulder, "You still have me." ”
Xue Zikun didn't speak, he was just sighing there, and I asked him instead, "What's wrong at home?" ”
"My own business." Xue Zikun patted me on the shoulder, as if to comfort me: "Don't go anywhere recently, stay at home, I'll give you a vacation." ”
I pretended to be relaxed and replied to him: "I have only been working for a few days before I can take a vacation?" ”
"I'm a very conscientious boss, and I pay for it."
Xue Zikun deliberately asked me not to ask about what happened today, I didn't ask, we stayed at the top of the mountain until midnight before driving back, this time Xue Zikun took me not to the previous home, it was an apartment in another community not far away, the same decoration, the same furniture, Xue Zikun hugged me into the door and I asked him, "Where is this?" ”
"This is our home." Xue Zikun put a bunch of keys on the table, "It's only the two of us who have the keys to the house." ”
Xue Zikun said this very seriously, the two of us, what a beautiful word.
When we slept at night, we hugged each other tightly, Xue Zikun slept very unsteadily, he kept grabbing my arm at night, he seemed to be having a nightmare, several times I was woken up by him, and when I wanted to sit up, he held me down again, and muttered in his mouth, don't go, don't go......
I don't know what Xue Zikun has experienced to become like this, now he is not arrogant and domineering in the past, no matter how he looks at it, he seems to be very lonely and helpless, I want to try to enter his heart, but Xue Zikun binds himself tightly and does not let me have any chance to get close to his heart.
It all happened so suddenly, as if a lot of things were completely off track.
Early the next morning, Xue Zikun went to run the notice, Xiao Zheng told me that he came back to work and would take care of Xue Shao, there was the money and keys left by Xue Zikun on the table, and when he went out in the morning, he said, we will all live here in the future, and prepare our own waist for eating and drinking, so a lot of things, hard work for you.
He also said, Xia Xia, you have to start learning how to be a stay-at-home wife.
I know that Xue Zikun won't do this for no reason, but since he did it, he must have his reasons.
I started the life of a housewife, I went out every day to buy groceries and buy things for the house, I didn't ask why I moved here, I didn't ask what happened, Xue Zikun was very tired when he came back every day, and in recent days, he accidentally injured his hand while filming.
When I changed his dressing and massaged him at home at night, I frowned, "Why are you careful, you know that those martial artists have real kung fu." ”
"Gone." Xue Zikun didn't talk much since that day, "What did you do today?" ”
"Grocery shopping, watching TV, tidying up the house," I exhaled where he was hurting, "does it hurt?" ”
"It doesn't hurt." Xue Zikun looked at me, his eyes were full of tenderness, "Xia Xia, it's good to have you." ”
I sighed lightly, "You've been particularly sentimental lately. ”
Xue Zikun pulled me into his arms, he carefully kissed my eyebrows, I kissed him back, as if giving him motivation, he hugged me and let me sit on his lap.
I put my arms around his neck and whispered softly in his ear, "Want me, Xue Zikun, want me to ........"
I rarely take the initiative like this, Xue Zikun hasn't touched me for some days, and when he was like me, somewhere was quickly ignited, when he was talking about himself buried deeply, he said love words that I hadn't heard for a long time, he said, Xia Xia, I love you, I love you very much, I love you very much.
We weren't crazy that night, Xue Zikun was a master of this kind of thing, making me fall back and forth in heaven and hell, I closed my eyes, my head was full of him loving me, he said, "Xia Xia, never leave me, never." ”
My fingers were tightly intertwined with his fingers, and I bit his ear in his ear, Xue Zikun, we will always be together, we will always be together.......
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Early the next morning, when Xue Zikun left, I was still sleeping, and he sent me a text message, saying that he had something to do temporarily to go to Jiangzhou, and I said when I would come back, and he said it would take two or three days.
I said I got it, I'll wait for you.
Xue Zikun said, Xia Xia, stay at home and don't run around.
I said I knew.
When Tang Yan called me, I was mopping the floor, he said that he had something very important to look for me, I asked what was the matter, he said that the phone was not clear, and we had to meet.
We were at a nearby café, and Tang Yan took out two photos from his backpack and gave them to me, "Look at it, who is this?" ”
The man in the first photo is just a back, I had the answer in my heart when I saw it for the first time, I glanced at Tang Yan, and picked up another one, this is a masked side face, that outline, is all the beauty and expectations of my life.
"Is it Xue Zikun?"
"What kind of picture is this?" I asked Tang Yan, "Why is it Xue Zikun?" ”
"I compared a lot of photos of Xue Zikun taken by the paparazzi, and I can find close photos of these two," Tang Yan looked at me, was silent for a while, and then said, "Your boyfriend Xue Zikun, in addition to the identity of a star, may also have another identity, a killer, a bounty hunter, or something else." ”
"Huh?" My eyes widened in disbelief, "Killer? Bounty hunters? You think it's a TV series? ”
"On the night of taking this photo, a VIP died in his room, and I saw the guest list, with Xue Zikun's name, and the surveillance was maliciously destroyed, these are the only clues after my sister found someone to repair it, and I secretly took it out." Tang Yan was very embarrassed, and his handsome face kept wrinkled: "If it's Xue Zikun, you leave him quickly, this is a devil who kills people without blinking, maybe he will dismember you one day!" I don't want to have to make you a single set of clothes every Qingming Festival! ”