Standing at the door was a thin and slender woman, her eyes were red and swollen, her eyes were shining with tears, she was dressed simply, without makeup, and even with a trace of fatigue on her face, but her fair complexion and soft facial features gave people a gentle and pure feeling, which was simply in line with the image of a weak little woman to be cared for in all film and television dramas.

"Xiaoru?" Xu Junyan's deep and slightly hesitant voice shattered the last trace of my luck.

At this moment, I can be 100% sure that the woman in front of me is Zhou Yunru.

It doesn't matter if he came back from the dead or didn't die at all.

At this moment, she was standing in front of my eyes alive, she was half-squatting, holding Junjun tightly in her arms, but her eyes were staring at Xu Junyan without blinking.

The eyes she looked at Xu Junyan were so affectionate, and the expression on her face was so expectant.

Xu Junyan turned his back to me, I couldn't see the expression on his face, but his body was trembling, his fists were clenched tightly, I can imagine how unsettled his heart was, but he just stood there and didn't take a step forward.

"Mom, do you know your uncle? It was my uncle who sent me back, and he gave me a gift. Junjun's immature voice suddenly broke the silence in the room, and after speaking, he raised his head to look at Xu Junyan, and said in a serious tone, "I like uncle." ”

For a moment, a thunderbolt flashed in my mind, and my eyes once again turned to the small face that looked like Xu Junyan, such similar facial features, such a similar demeanor - I knew that what I had to face next might not be easy.

"Junjun, you go back to the room first, and my mother wants to talk to my uncle and aunt." To my surprise, Zhou Yunru wiped his tears and directly broke away from Junjun.

Junjun glanced at Xu Junyan reluctantly, although he looked reluctant, he still obediently went back to his room.

The air in the room seemed to be frozen, Xu Junyan and I sat together, Zhou Yunru sat opposite Xu Junyan, no one spoke, and the atmosphere was heavy and suffocating.

"Jun Yan, I ......" Zhou Yunru hesitated for a moment, but still opened her mouth, and two lines of tears flowed on her face again, "I'm sorry, I lied to you." ”

"You're alive, you're not dead." Xu Junyan obviously couldn't come back to his senses, he stared at Zhou Yunru, and a thick sadness flashed in his eyes, "Why?" ”

At this moment, my heart is indescribably painful and bitter, although it has been so long, Xu Junyan's mood is still entangled, and his question shows that there have been ripples in his heart.

However, the only thing that comforted me was that he didn't ask about Junjun, I remember he told me before that he and Zhou Yunru were innocent, so at present, the situation has not reached the point of being out of control.

"It's my fault, I'm sorry, Jun Yan! You obviously said that you would take care of me for the rest of my life, but the better you treat me, the more I feel that you are sympathizing with me and pitying me, and I am afraid that one day you will get tired of me and abandon me! I was worried and cranky every day, in order to relieve my emotions, I took a lot of medicines without telling the doctor, some of the drugs had great side effects, I began to hallucinate, I became more and more unable to control myself, my spirit became more and more manic, I even scratched Dr. Mary who had been taking care of me with a knife. When she mentioned the past, Zhou Yunru's eyes became sad and helpless, and she stared at Xu Junyan with tears in her eyes, with a pitiful attitude.

"What happened to the suicide that followed?" I took a deep breath and simply shifted the conversation to the point.

As soon as the words fell, I felt two resentful and fierce eyes shoot towards me, but when I turned my face to look at Zhou Yunru, her gaze immediately became timid again.

"Jun Yan, she's your ......" Zhou Yunru looked like she was stuck in her throat, paused for a few seconds before asking weakly, "Is she your girlfriend?" ”

"It's not." Xu Junyan glanced at her with complicated eyes, then looked at me firmly, and then held my hand tightly, "She is my wife." ”

At this moment, I felt like a warm current was injected into my heart, although I didn't doubt Xu Junyan's feelings for me at all, but his resolute and resolute attitude still made my mood lift.

"Jun Yan, it turns out that you ...... You're married! For a moment, the expression on Zhou Yunru's face was like a sad turn, and her tone sounded a little surprised, as if she couldn't believe it.

I feel inexplicably uncomfortable in my heart, to put it mildly, you are a woman who has returned from cheating death, do you still want Xu Junyan to wait for you for a lifetime?

After a short silence, Zhou Yunru regained his composure, but a trace of unwillingness and disappointment clearly flashed in his watery eyes.

"I know I won't be able to hide it from you if I continue like this, but I really don't want you to see me as a ghost, so a month before my twentieth birthday, I deliberately insisted on going to Canada alone for a vacation, in fact, my parents helped me contact a mental health care home in Canada. After I went to Canada, a Chinese girl of my age who happened to be in my apartment committed suicide, maybe because I lived next door to her, maybe because I looked a little similar to her, and the local Chinese newspaper actually confused me with her and published the news of my suicide in the newspaper. ”

"At that time, I felt that I would never get better again, so I simply acquiesced, because I think any normal man would probably not be willing to take care of a drug-addicted mentally ill person for the rest of his life!"

After speaking, Zhou Yunru's eyes were already full of tears, she looked at Xu Junyan, her voice choked, "Junyan, I'm sorry for you, I shouldn't have taken medicine indiscriminately, I shouldn't fake my death, but at that time I was having nightmares every day, I really couldn't hold on, I dreamed that they pounced on me, and they held my hands and feet......"

"Don't say it, Xiaoru!" In an instant, Xu Junyan actually stood up, and his hand was unconsciously withdrawn from my hand.

The expression on his face became heavy and sad, and his eyes were full of pity and guilt.

I know that Zhou Yunru's words evoke the deepest painful memories in his heart.

Immediately afterwards, before I came back to my senses, Zhou Yunru threw herself directly into Xu Junyan's arms, she cried loudly, her shoulders trembled, and her tears wet the shirt on Xu Junyan's chest.

However, Xu Junyan didn't push her away, he just stood motionless and let her cry in his arms.

This scene stung my eyes deeply.

As a woman, I sympathize with Zhou Yunru's experience, and because she saved Xu Junyan, I also have a sense of gratitude to her; But after many years, she actually appeared again, as an ordinary woman, I subconsciously felt disgusted, and at this moment, Xu Junyan's performance made my mood extremely low.

He still has a love for her after all.

It's just this love, is it pity? Is it guilt? Is it pity? Or is it love?

I don't know.

"Miss Zhou, what happened next, can you continue?" I looked up and said coldly.

Before the words fell, Xu Junyan pushed Zhou Yunru away as if he had just woken up from a dream, and he turned to look at me with a thick apology in his eyes.

"I'm sorry, I was so excited." Zhou Yunru wiped her tears and sat back in her seat.

Xu Junyan also sat back next to me, his hand came over again, but I was inexplicably irritable, so I simply shook off his hand, but he didn't care about it and directly held my hand in his palm.

"Because my condition was very unstable at that time, no one wanted to see me, so on the advice of the doctor, my parents first returned to China and left me alone in Canada for treatment, and then my condition gradually began to improve, and then I left the mental hospital and lived alone in Canada." Zhou Yunru said in a weak tone while staring at the hands that Xu Junyan and I were holding together.

However, I don't think her eyes are as soft as her tone.

And I can't help but have a question in my heart, why did Zhou Yunru choose to return to China at this time after living abroad incognito for so many years, and also brought a child of unknown origin?

Thinking of Junjun, my heart couldn't help but shrink again.

"So, your family is lying to me?" Xu Junyan frowned, and his tone was a little colder.

It sounds like Zhou Yunru's cheating on death of the Zhou family all knows, but except for Zhou Jingru, who once confided in a clue at the moment of life and death, everyone else kept silent, and even Du Suxin claimed that he didn't know Zhou Yunru's whereabouts when he pleaded with Xu Junyan for Zhou Jingru.

But now that I think about it, it is probably a strategy of Du Suxin, after all, if Xu Junyan really wanted to find Zhou Yunru at that time, it would not be a good thing for Zhou Jingru!

"No, Jun Yan, I told them not to tell you, the treatment in the first few years did not go well, I even received electrotherapy, my spirit collapsed several times, and when it was the most painful, I even really wanted to die." A hint of panic was evident on Zhou Yunru's face, but when she turned the topic to treatment, Xu Junyan's expression immediately became unbearable.

I couldn't help but sigh softly in my heart, although it is lucky to have a man who values love and righteousness, but sometimes, his love can put people in a dilemma.

"How are you now? Is the condition under control? Xu Junyan's tone sounded much softer.

"I'm fine, Jun Yan, the doctor said that I am a normal person now, I can take care of myself now, and I can take care of the children, I am really fine." Hearing Xu Junyan's question, Zhou Yunru nodded almost flatteringly.

But as soon as she finished speaking, Junjun suddenly ran out of the room with a photo frame, his face was full of excitement, and he looked very happy, "Mom, why did you hide Dad's photo?" ”

Immediately afterwards, Junjun held the photo frame in front of Xu Junyan's face, "Uncle, you look like my father." ”

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