Chapter 553: Explanation
In addition to asking this question, Qin Ziheng didn't ask other things, according to the etiquette and rules here, after Chen Youyi and Qin Ziheng have nothing to do with each other, the children and things in the family should all belong to Qin Ziheng, and they have nothing to do with themselves.
Just like modern people divorced, in ancient times, after a woman was divorced, she should leave the house, but now it is the opposite, Qin Ziheng was divorced by Chen Youyi, and the person who left was Qin Ziheng, he didn't take anything except what he brought with him, he didn't ask for the child, he didn't ask for the property, and even his own brother didn't ask for it.
This made Chen Youyi quite surprised, and I don't know what he thinks in his heart.
Chen Youyi sat here for a long time, Qin Ziheng silently bowed his head and drank, and the two of them had no other conversations, but when Qin Ziheng tasted the food, his brows furrowed slightly, "This is a chili dish!" He said.
Chen Youyi slowly turned her head to look at him, "Yes, this is the dish here, I brought it, and I opened this tavern." ”
Qin Ziheng was even more surprised, and slowly put down his chopsticks, but then the corners of his mouth hooked up a light smile, "I didn't expect that your business has already been done in the capital and you have done so big, you are really amazing." ”
"Thank you for the compliment, I was originally in business, these things are just done in passing, I originally thought that I would do business with you here and live a dull life, but I didn't expect so many things to happen in the capital, it's really unpredictable."
Chen Youyi seemed to be deliberately pulling the topic to the two of them, seeing the dodging gaze on Qin Ziheng's face, Chen Youyi knew that he didn't seem to be willing to mention these things, but he really suppressed too many things to say in his heart, and if he didn't say it, he would go crazy.
There used to be no chance not to see him, but now in such a quiet place he was sitting in front of him, and the emotions of the two people were so calm, Chen Youyi wanted to figure out why he said such things to himself, did he never suspect that someone must have been obstructing this matter behind his back, which caused him not to receive this incident from his family?
Well, since he doesn't know, then tell him yourself, tell him personally, at least let him know that this matter is not entirely his responsibility.
"I just told you about your mother before, and now I'm going to explain it to you......"
"I don't want to hear that."
"But you have to listen, she is your mother, you should know what she was like before she died, and I was by her side at that time, watching her leave this world, she grabbed my hand tightly and looked at me, at that time she was speechless, but I can see from her eyes that she has a lot of things to take the initiative, Qin Huai's affairs, your affairs, family affairs, etc., etc., I understand, although she didn't say a word, I understand these things......"
"Now, I'm going to tell you all this, and I'll explain the whole thing to you clearly." Chen Youyi gritted her teeth, her emotions were slightly excited, but seeing that Qin Ziheng did not leave and did not refuse, she took a deep breath and spoke from the beginning.
"I don't want to ask for credit in front of you, say how many things I have done, simply say I just want to explain one thing to you, since your mother was seriously ill, I have written you a letter home, and I have written more than one, because after I wrote the first letter, there was no news, I don't know if you have received it or what the situation is on your side, and it is also from that time on, your news has never been sent back, I don't know what happened to you outside, I was very worried at that time for fear that you were outside, Something like the last time happened again, you don't know how I got through those days, how much I needed you, dreaming that you would come back and stay with me and tell me what to do next. ”
"But no, nothing happened what I was looking forward to, and the last thing I wanted to happen happened, your mother was so sick that there was no cure for her in the end, I have tried all the ways to find all the famous doctors in the capital, as long as it is a doctor who can be found, whether it is a regular doctor or a traveling doctor, as long as it can be called, as long as it can cure the disease, I will let them all come to treat your mother."
"But the result, it's still useless, there is a medicine that can save your mother, but that kind of herb is in the palace, because of Ye Guifei, I tried everything I could, but I didn't get it, if you want to blame me, this matter is the only thing you can blame me, because I know how to save your mother, but I didn't do it, but even so, it won't be the reason why you hate me, because I've done my best, if I can exchange my life, the one I would rather die is me... …”
Chen Youyi was a little excited when she spoke, her voice trembled slightly, this was the first time since Qin Ziheng came back that he sat in front of him and listened to himself so carefully about the past.
When he came back on the first day, he wanted to say these things in front of him and wanted to explain, but he didn't give himself a chance to explain at all, he just said some hurtful things and left in a hurry, and he has been with Lele since then, Chen Youyi still can't understand why he did that at that time.
If Qin Ziheng hated himself and blamed himself for not taking good care of Mu Xiulian, he could beat himself and scold himself for making trouble with himself, but why did he leave like that and run to Lele Mansion?
She wanted to ask this question, but she felt that it was redundant.
"I didn't hate you." After listening to Chen Youyi's words, Qin Ziheng just said something so simply, and didn't say anything else, but drank the glass of wine in his hand.
"Didn't hate me? If you didn't hate me, why did you do this, why did you leave me, why did you stay with Lele, you should have seen the letter of resignation I wrote to you, why didn't you come to me, why didn't you come to stay? Is this really the end of it for the two of us? ”
Chen Youyi's tears swirled in his eyes, Qin Ziheng didn't look at her, he just lowered his head and drank one cup after another, his eyes were in the dim light, which was incomprehensible, but it could be seen that he himself was not feeling well at the moment.
"What the hell happened, you can tell me, if there is really so much helplessness I am willing to face it with you, we are husband and wife......"
"Not anymore." He finally raised his head, but the words he said were stuck in his heart like a knife.