Chapter 108 The concubine strokes the piano and follows the ups and downs
Looking at the only place in front of her that could bring her warmth, the place where she missed every time she went on an expedition, the place where her thoughts gathered, Lia sighed deeply, and she didn't know what mood she should be in to go in to meet that person.
I was thinking about her all the time outside, hoping to see her as soon as possible, but now this kind of thing has happened, she feels very guilty, she hates why she chose to go out at such a time, hates herself for not protecting her, and as a result, this kind of thing happened that she regretted it.
She was confused, she didn't know what to do now.
Indeed, if she had to make a choice as a king, it would undoubtedly be the best choice to abandon Gnavelle and Lancelot in order to appease the anger of her subjects, and she knew that this was the only way to silence the people outside the palace who did not know the truth, so that there would be no rift between the king and the people, because that would usually be the worst thing that would happen to a king.
However, even if she went out and told the people below now that she didn't care about this at all, so that they didn't have to care, it would be even more impossible, even if Leah was a god in their hearts.
But is it really possible to give up Gnavele?
Leah closed her eyes in pain, abandoning Gnavele, the only warmth in her heart that she was unwilling to do. But do you really want to watch the country that has managed to settle down fall into chaos again?
Without the prestige of the king, will the country be able to stabilize?
Once upon a time, the country was the most sacred faith in Leah's heart.
But
At this moment, Leah was really confused, confused like she had never been.
"Well, Leah, you're back. Just when Lia was standing in front of the palace at a loss, suddenly a voice sounded in Liya's ears, and she subconsciously turned around to look, only to find that Gnavier was looking at her excitedly, with a slightly playful smile on her face, but it made Lia's heart ache.
"Well, I'm back. Liya said with a smile.
"Why don't you go in when you're back, what are you doing standing outside?" said Gniveville.
"It's okay, let's go inside. ”
After speaking, Leah took the lead and walked inside, and Gnavier quietly followed behind her, watching Leah's back and not speaking.
After a long time, Gnavier, who was following behind, suddenly stopped, pulled Laria's sleeve and looked at her like this.
"What's wrong?" asked Leah curiously.
"Leah, do you believe that is true?" After a moment of silence, Gnavier asked in a low voice, her voice so low that it would have been difficult for her to make out what she was saying if she hadn't been close.
"Do you really believe that's true?" Seeing that Lia was stunned and didn't speak, Gnavier asked again, but there was a low cry in her voice.
Tears also hung on her pretty face when she lifted up, and she seemed to be desperate that Leah didn't believe her either.
"I believe it. For a long time, looking at Gnavele's little face with pear blossoms and rain, Leah said.
"Really?" Hearing this, Gnavelle smiled sadly, turned around and walked towards the outside of the palace, and said, "I know, I will help you solve this matter." ”
"Still, I hope you can think of me once in a while in your spare time. Gnavier said and walked quickly with a resolute back.
"I believe in you. Leah's voice behind her reached Gnavier's ears.
"What did you say?" Hearing this, Gnavier turned to look at Leah with wide eyes, a look of hope flashing in her eyes, and looked at Leah with joy and nervousness, afraid that she had misheard.
"I said, I believe in you, I always believe in you. Leah looked at Gnavelle and chuckled.
"Thank you, thank you really. As soon as Leah's words fell, Gnavier pounced on her, hugged her tightly with both hands, and said in a choked voice. And the tears in her eyes flowed down like a river bursting its banks, wetting Liya's clothes.
"What are you talking about? Even if the whole world deceives me, I believe you. Leah also hugged Gnevelle tightly with her hand and whispered in her ear, "Besides, do you think I'd be here if I didn't believe you?"
"How do I know what you think. When Gnavier heard Leah's words, she pushed Leah away with a slightly red face, wiped the tears on her face, and said coquettishly.
"Go in, it's not good for others to see it. With that, Leah took Gnavele's hand and walked forward
In the dormitory, Liya and the two sat opposite each other, silent for a long time, Gnavier looked at Leah's frowning brows, came to Liya's side and stretched out her little white hand, gently smoothed Liya's brows, and said gently: "You just came back, you must still be very tired, don't think about things, there will always be a way, everything will be fine, take a good rest." ”
"Hmm. Looking up at Gnavelle's little face, Leah nodded in response.
There was another moment of silence, and the two kept hugging each other, and then Leah stood up, stroked Gnavele's little face with her hand, and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”
Rubbing Lea's hand with her face, Gnevelle chuckled and said, "What do you say, you haven't been sorry for me, I've been happy since I was with you." ”
"However, as your husband, I am really sorry that I failed to protect you and let you be hurt so much. Leah said in a deep voice.
"I've been thinking all this time, how nice it would be if I wasn't the king, but just your husband, and didn't have so many troubles. ”
Liya, who wanted to continue to say something, was suddenly covered by Gnivevier with a finger, and then looked at Gnavele's infinitely gentle face, feeling very uncomfortable.
"Do you remember, Leah, your dream?" asked Gnavielle, looking at Leah, and without waiting for Leah to answer, continued.
"You once said that your greatest hope is to let this country never have wars again, to be able to settle down, and to hope that the people of the country can live a happy and healthy life, and now that your dream has finally come true, how can you give up the current stability and let the country fall into war again?"
"Don't you remember the time when you swore that you would become a king, and then fought for the country and the happiness of the people all your life?"
"Have you forgotten your oath to create a country where no one cries and everyone rejoices? Leah, you are King Arthur of Great Britain, isn't that what you dreamed of now? So please don't let anything else get in the way of your dreams, okay? Don't make me a burden to you, okay?"
"I haven't forgotten, I've always remembered this oath, but you still have Mordred, if, if Mordred would hate me for the rest of my life. Leah said bitterly, it was the hardest decision for her.
"Then promise me that you are first and foremost the king of a nation before being a husband and father, shall you? I think Mordred will surely understand you, and I will certainly support you as your wife. Leah, no, King Arthur, promise me, okay?" said Gnavele, whose tears finally fell from her eyes, and she choked up as she hugged her.
Hearing Gnavier's words, Leah's body stiffened suddenly, and the hand she held quietly trembled slightly, before becoming a husband and father, did she become a king first?
Indeed, after so many years, her dream has finally come true, and she can finally live a happy and peaceful life, but suddenly everything is shattered, which is indeed difficult for Lia to accept.
And so many years of life with Gnavelle have made Leah regard her as the most important person, so much so that now the balance in Lia's heart is a little tilted.
Protect, if you want to protect her, even if you sacrifice everything, as long as you can protect her, you will not hesitate.
Is she saying this because she knows the predicament that Leah is facing now and the choice in her heart?
"Don't say it, okay?" said Leah, closing her eyes in pain and in a low voice.
Holding Gneve tightly with both hands, for fear that as soon as she let go, she would completely leave herself, she was afraid of losing this warmth and warmth, she only wanted to protect, only wanted to protect.
Gnavier didn't shut her mouth at Leah's words, and continued: "You are the king, the king trusted by everyone in the country, including me, you are the king of this country, so you have to make a choice. ”
O king, it is indeed a helpless and heavy title.
Lia stayed with Gnavier in the dormitory until the voices outside the palace grew louder and louder, and there was no sign of stopping, and Lia had no choice but to take a look.
"I'll take a look and I'll be right back and wait for me, okay?" said Lea as she looked at Gniveville, afraid that Gnavelle would do something stupid.
"Well, I'll always be with you, even if I'm gone, I'll always be by your side. Gnavier replied with a smile, a smile that hid a deep reluctance.
"What are you talking about, you won't be absent, don't worry, you'll be fine. Liya said with a smile.
Looking at Leah's back, Gnavier's jewel-like eyes flashed with reluctance, and then turned to determination. He muttered to himself, "Leah, my love, since you can't make the right decision, then let me be selfish for once." ”